My one sided love – Smiksha

Hii dosto,mera nam smiksha h aur mai aaj apni one sided love story share krna chahugi…plz aap apna rection jrur dena.Bat us samay ki h jb mai 11th class me gyi thi aur mera new admission tha us school me. Starting me mujhe vha bilkul v achha nhi lgta tha fir dhire dhire dost bne aur fir sb normal ho gya. Fir maine ek coaching join kri. First time class me maine anuj ko vhi dekha but utna dhyan nhi diya. Fir next day maine usko apne shool k class me dekha fir roj mai usko notice krne lgi aur school coaching sath me hone lga fir kb mai uske trf jhukne lgi mere ko pta hi nhi chla. Mai roj usko dekhne lgi aur all time lgbhg usi ko dekhti fir usko sayad lga hoga ki mai use bhut jyada dekhti hu, so usne v notice krna start kiya,mai back benchr thi aur vo first benchr so v mujhe pichhe mud k dekhta aur mere ko lga sayad uske dil me v mere liye feelings h which was my huge misunderstanding, mai hmesa ye soch k khus rhti thi ki sayad vo v mujhe like krta h. Mai us time kafi khus rhti khud se bate krna uske khyalo me khoya rhna achha lgta tha isse phle mere ko lgta tha ki ye sb kevl filmo me hi hota but mere sath jb hua to lga ha kuchh to hota h ye v khair time bitta gya aur mere dil me uske liye feelings bdhne lgi and vo jb mere trf dekhta to itni khusi vali feeling aati ki bta nhi skte halaki hm keval clasmets the bat nhi hoti thi kvi, bhut rarer hi kvi kuchh urgent kam hota to vo bol deta ya kbi mai but mai kvi usko apni feelings ko uske samne expose nhi kiya drr lgta tha ki kya sochega vo ki ldki hoke mere ko propose kr rhi so nhi bola kbi and usko im sure 100% pta tha ki mai usko like krti hu. Dhire dhire hmare inter finals k exam aa gye aur fir maine usko fb pr friend requst bheja aur usne accept v kr liya but usse bat nhi hoti then mai socha kya sochega yrr mere bare me ki ek ldki hoke mere pichhe pdi h yhi sb sochkr maine usko unfriend kr diya then fir mera mn nhi mana to kuchh weeks bad maine dobara usko fb pe friend request bheja then fir yhi sb sochkr dobara unfriend kr diya but hmari kbi bat nhi hue fb kr. Ab mai uske friend requst ka intjar krne lgi ki sayad vo kbhi mere ko friend request bheje but aisa kvi hua nhi. Hmare inter ke exam ab khtm ho gye the aur hm alg lekin mera mind ab v usi ko sochta then ab aa rha h story me twist ab tk to boring boring sb ja rha tha. Maine socha vo to requst krne vala nhi so maine ek fake id bnayi fb pr aur bhej dala usko request aur usne accept v kr liya. Ab time tha ki mai uske andr ka raaj jan sku ki uske mn me kya tha so maine chating start ki mai usko hii bola to rply me v hii aaya. Ek bat mai btana bhul gyi ki vo bhut srmila type tha aur all time smile krta rhta,baki k ldko ki trh flurty to bilkul nhi cls k top listed boys me tha ekdm pdhku but mai v kuchh km nhi thi pdhne me hmare me always compatation rhta tha pdhae ko lekr uski yhi bat mere ko bhut achhi lgti thi. Tb hua yu ki maine dhire dhire uske bare me puchhna start kiya like kya krte ho kha se ho vgaira vgaira like ekdm unknown jaise hm phli bar mile ho. Then maine puchha ki tmhari koe girlfriend h ya nhi then usne bola normally aajkl to sbki hoti h but meri nhi h fir maine puchha kisi ko like krte ho? To usne bola haa mai andr hi andr bhut khus hone lgi ki sayad mai hi hugi then maine puchha nam bta skte ho to usne mere hi cls ki ldki jo ki clas ki sbse beutiful girls me ek thi(im normal looking girl) ka nam liya mai totally socked then maine puchha ki koe tmko like krta tha ki nhi tb vo bola the kuchh log the maine bola nam bta skte ho vo bola chhodo yrr fir maine dubara es bat ka jikr nhi kiya ki khi usko doubt na ho jaye then usne puchha have u any bf then i said no but mai ldke ko like krti thi jo kisi aur ko like krta h and mere sath sb kuchh ulta chl rha h sb ldke ldki k pichhe bhagte h aur yha ek ldki ldke k pichhe bhag rhi h then aise hi bate hue aur vo bola that vo ldki jisko ye like krta h uski sadi hone vali h aur vo bhut sad h.halaki es ldki ke kae chahne vale the aur anuj k best freind hi uska bf. Us din mai bhut jyada royi thi life me kbi kisi ldke k liye mai itna nhi royi thi. Ekdm dil tutne vali feeling aa rhi thi. Lgbhg mai ek week tk bat ki fir maine us id ko hi delet kr diya sochi kya fayda yrr kisi ko dhokhe me rkhna aur usse bat krna jo ki tmko like nhi krta tha aur total four year se mai(filhal me mai greduation 3rd year ki student hu)es confusion me jee rhi thi so maine chhod diya uske bare me sochna but khi n khi vo rhta h mere dilo dimag me…
Filhal kuchh month phle uska friend requst aaya to utni khusii nhi hue jitni es sach n janne se phle hue hoti nhi to mai to khud me nhi rhti aaj khair jo v hua achhe k liye hua km se km mai es confusion bhre spno ki duniya se bahr to aayi.

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