Its complicated Part II – Sharon

Hy frndz i m sharon. I m back jst to complete left of story… last part m apne pda ki me nd kartik became bf gf… but love story m twist to aata e h.. so humare bich b aa gya.. kch tym bd vo chandigarh gya.. bcoz jan m usne cds ka exm dia nd he qualified that.. second step m uskp SSb clear krna tha nd uski prepartion k liye chandigarh m coaching start kra.. after all defense m highly secured post milna uska dream th.. so i supported him.. uski khushi m m khush… nd vha vo bsy o gya tym km tha m adjust kra… kuch dino ki bat thi..bich m mere insist krne par vo wapis aaya hume mile pura din spend kia sath m Bhut khush thi m nd vo b lyf complete lg ri thi hum as a bf gf ist tym mile the d next day vo chla gya.. finally vo din aa gya jb usko ssb k liye jana tha allahbad.. vo chla gya nd mujhe kaha ek hfte tk no calls.. i was ohk.. adjust krna to tha e.. jruri tha nd fir no calls no text bat krna bhut km o gya… 10 din bad jb bat hui… m was so relaxed khushi hui but   usne btaya ki ssb qualify ni hua preparation upto mark ni thi… nd mujhe kafi bura lga us k liye iti aage ja k lautna hurt krta h bhut.. m ye smj skti thi.. fire vo apne clg wapis chla gya nd god knws kya hua bt humari bat bhut km hone lgi… i was expecting ki tym. Do vo disturb h theek o jayega… jb cheeze ni sudhri i was like puchna pdega.. koi problem h.. m usko direct puchs ki.. apko break up chaiye.. i was shocked he said for now yes…. mere paeron se zmeen khisk gyi.. nd ego m aak i said ohk bye.. m whtsapp uninstall kr dia.. but next day mujhe lga may b flow m aake kha hoga wapis ache se puchti hu.. nd again puchne se us ne same reply kra… nd mujhe sunaya b bhut tumhe mujhse pyar ni h.. tum choti ho immature bhi… abi lyf pdi h tumhare aage m distract hota hu tumse.mujhe tumhare sath soul feel ni oti h jb tk hui m 100% dia bt ab ni ho ri.
M khud k sath jbrjsti ni kr skta. god knws kya kya….. mujhe bhut hurt..  hua uski situation smj bhi pari thi nd nahi bhi… god knws kya oga but uski batein mujhe hurt krti nd rulati bhi… i was broken totally,… m kbi b ye relationship start krne m hurry ni ki thi.. he alwayz wanted me… dream grl nd all i was so confused mujhe smj ni aara tha ki vo sach tha ki ye hai… uske mn m hai kya…. fir finally wo ni chahta tha relation m jbrjsti ni kr skti thi…. may b he loved me nd practical ho k break kra… ye mere dimag k common thoughts the… kuch weeks ka break le k ldai ki bhut kafi jhagda b… nd finally hum ache frnds bn gye.. humara brk up hue one mnth he hua tha..fir humari bat dheere dheere start hui…. m kvi chupati ni jo mnm hota bol deti hu.. to dantna… pyar flirt hr feeling usko achi trh pta h.. he knws mere mn m kya h.. ab m khud ko strong bna lia.. kaha jaye to usne Mujhe meri lyf ko direction di.. otherwise ek se brk up second one ki entry ese m fs jati thi situation m…. it was gud or bad bt this guy chnged me.. now i m single nd happy.. i still feel for him.. but ek emotion ki wjh se lyf over ni ki ja skti… ek new clg lyf mera wait kr ri h… sb hoga bt boyfriend ni.. Bcoz shyd mujhe mera true love mil gya… i dont knw mein sahi ja ri ya ni.. nd furure m kya oga. Abhi k liye m or mera ex bhut batein krte h ph pr.. jb Usko milne ko khti.. vo no krta bcoz shyd usko lgta m m usko weak bna dungi…may b he dont want to get distracted…. pta ni… i can jst hope for best…mere plans h uske sath tracking pr jane k.. but bo complete onge ya ni i cant guarantee… this was me nd him.. humare bich attachment h ya pyar mujhe ni pta… Bhgwan bhrose sb… life sb sikha deti h…. we shared a  different nd unique bond… so  i can say its just complicated.. i m eppy being singl. If vo gf bnata h m bat krna over kr dungi tb k liye. I khush hu uski lyf m not as gf  but frnd.. nd shyd ikloti ldki hu abi k liye… ❤️❤️❤️????

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