Unlucky girl – with 3 times failure in love…Finally found true love 2 – laddu

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Mene naye collage me admission liya..bhot excited thi mein..bhot enjoy kar rhi thi…mere seniors ki dadagiri…wo jo ragging kar rhe the sab..tabhi ek din ragging ke time muje pakad liya…mujse bola sing a song for me..muje laga yaar aaj se pehle kabhi nahi gaya and aaj in 70 logo ke samne gane me muje bhot sharm aa rhi thi..when I denied to unhone kaha chalo dance karo…fir muje request karke wapas unko gane pe lana pada..mene jaise hi gana shuru kiya…kisike hasne ki aawaz aayi..mene upar sir karke dekha to ek smart ladka apne bade cute se dimple…ke sath muskara rha tha…muje gussa aaya and me jake baith gayi..bus fir kya muje uspe gussa tha isliye me use gusse se dekhne lagi but jaise hi mene use dekha..i got attracted towards his way of expressing…wo itne gajab wale expression de rha than a…muje nahi jo performers the unhe..bus us din ke baad mene uspe jyada dhyan nahi diya..pata nahi use kisne batya ke me rajput hun and gujrati bh janti hu..so he came to me and started talking in Gujrati..mene thodi baat ki and muje pata lag gya ke he is interested in me. Fir aisa hi chlata rha..wo baa bar koi na koi bahana dundta rha mujse baat karne ka. Us time mera ek friend tha honey..he was kind of my well-wisher..mene use batya “A.S.” ke bare me and he said ladka tere discripation ke hisab se achha dikhta hai so u can go for it. Me uski advice manti bi thi so mene “A.S” ko thoda bhav dena start kar diya..we exchanged our numbers…kafi din ho gaye but hume kuch baat nahi ki…fir ek din jab hum log fresher party ki preparation kar rhe the..to I was too exhausted….he saw me in the practices..us din first time usne muje msg kiya ke…u seem tired..go take rest I’ll talk to ur seniors..us time hume practice session attend karna compulsory hota tha..bus us din hamari chat us massage se start hui and chalti hi gayi..late night humne baat ki.. Next eve fir humne msg ke through baat ki…muje kuch pata hi nhi chal rha tha ke kya ho rha hai… I generally hate texting…uske liye me itne msgs kyu type kar rhi hu.. tabi..usne muje propose kiya..wo bhi kaise… “mera MBA hone ke baad bhi me aapke sath rehna chahta hu… i said why and how is this possible?.. he said I love you Muje and yha se jane par me aapko apne sath gujrat le jana chahta hu…I was like on ninth cloud..i took time to respond that msg. ..usne again msg kiya Muje m sorry me tumpe apnni feelings impose nahi karna chahta..mene koi respond nahi kiya…and next day collage me…wo mere samne nahi aaya…jha me jati vha se chala jata…basically wo muje ignore kar rha tha..fir uska msg aaya..i am still waiting for ur reply..me bhi use like karti thi so mene han kar di…next day wo muje dinner ke liye pucha jis din hamara fresher party thi…me kaise batau muje really me akal nahi thi..muje ye nahi pata tha ke muje pehle collage ka mahaul dekhna chahiya tha…fresher party ke night ke din mene perform kiya and muje “Ms. Freshar” chuna gya..i was happy but bad me pata chala ke muje jitane ke liye “A.S.” sir ne bhot effort kiye the…us night hum log sabhi fresher and seniors terries pe dinner kar rhe the and muje apna bag lana tha..muje aur koi dikha nahi so mene “A.S.” sir ko kaha ke sr muje apna bag lana hai and wo niche hai…niche koi nahi tha isliye muje dar lag rha tha…wo banda pehle to thoda hesitate hua and lekin bad me mere sath gaye….next morning muje sunne ko mila ke me and “A.S.” ek room me the and we were doing something physical…mene rona start kar diya..mera dimag kam nahi kar rha tha…”A.S.” sir ko pata chala he started calling me…but mene baat nahi ki…kyuki us night me andar apna bag lene gayi and wo banda gate pe hi khada tha..fir kasie log aisa bol sakte hai…meene apni maa ko batya….us din usne muje sorry bola…bina kisi galti ke..and asked me for dinner… me bhi for a change dinner pe uske sath gayi… Collage me hum sif 6 girls and 50 boys the meri class me..so obvious tha ke more boys were hitting on me…par muje “A.S.” pasand tha so mere class ki ladko ne har wo harkat kari jisse me unse break up kar lu..aapko pehle bhi bataya tha..me “A.S.” sir ke sath apne relation ko leke koi hide and seek nahi khelna chahti so log jab bhi ho meri image slut wali banake rakh dete..me bhot roti bhi..ke meri personal life se log itna interested kyu hai….kyu me apni pasand ke ladke ke sah nahi reh sakti…har 15 din me koi nayi rumor..kabhi koi ladka bolta mera boyfriend use call karke marne ki dhamki de rha hai to kabhi koi bolta muje “A.S.” ke sath kisi hotel me dekha..me bhot thak chuki thi in sab bato se so men eek lesson to sikh liya tha….”To hell wth others and what they think about me ….” Mene khush rehna sikh liya tha…”A.s.” bhi bhot khush the kyuki me ab un bato pe dhyan nahi deti thi…I was living in heaven…roj rat ko uske sath late hours bate karna…subah uthte hi uski shakal dekhna…uske sath collage jana..and jitna pyar wo muje karta tha and pyar lutat tha…mere liye apne friends se adjustment karna…kyuki wo muje jyada preference de rhe the unke frnds ke bajay so wo sab log unse bate nahi kar rhe the…..fir bhi unhone unhe samjya..jab bhi hamara jhagda ho jata tha to me apne ghar chali jati thi and fir wo mujse itni sorry bolte ke muje wapas aana majburi ho jati…wo bolte muje realize ho chukka hai jo tum karwana chahti ho..please wapas aa jao….mujse itna pyar karne wala… muje bus laga shayad isse achha muje koi nahi mil sakta…like these mene 9 mahine nikal diye…kyuki baki time to hum summer vacations..winetr vacations me alag alag reh kar nikal diye the… Fir unke final smemester ka exam aaya and wo exam deke finally jar he the wo city chor ke…mene unhe jate hue dekha and meri aanko se aansu nikal rhe the..kyuki ab muje unke bina pura ek saal nikalna tha…jate jate mene unse promise liya tha ke chahe kuch bhi ho jaye aap mujse baat karna band nahi karenge…me naraj bhi ho jau tab bi nahi…bus isi commitment ke sath wo chale gaye…and next day exam deke me chali gayi apne ghar…. Kuch din ghar par sab sahi rhe…roj msg pe cht hoti thi….tabhi ek din Saurabh sir ka call aaya unke number ke liye ke muje “A.S.” ka number chahiye…muje kafi ajeeb laga..vese me apko introduce karana bhul gayi…ye sourabh sir “A.S.” sr ke fav senior hai…”A.S.” sir ne muje milwaya tha unse…par pata nahi unhe mera number kaaha se mila…unhone dubara call kiya ke “A.S.” ka number nahi mil rha ha…bus fir unhone mujse “A.S.” sir ke bare me puchna start kar diya…bat karte hi karte unhone bataya ke tumhe kabhi “A.S.” ne bataya uski Gujrat wali GF ke bare me…muje shock laga mene kaha kya..bole han “A.S.” ki gujrat me bhi ek GF hai priyanka naam hai uska…mene kaha sir mujse ye faltu bat mat karo and muje ab aapse koi bat nahi karni…mene turant phone kat ke “A.S.” sir ko call kiya and confirm karne ke liye…unhone muje samjaya… bhot sare excuses diye…aur me bhi pagal ban gayi…bus dhire dhire wo mujse baat kam arne lage ke meri nayi job lagi hai so me din me bat nahi kar sakta and me raat main unse bat nahi kar sakti thi…mene gusse me unse bhot kuch bol ke phone rakh diya..aur hamari 8 din tak koi bat nah hui….jab mene samne se call kiya 9th day usne first time rec nahi kiya…muje aaj bhi yaad hai..mera dil baitha jar ha tha…mene use 47 calls kiye us din but usne ek bhi call na hi cut kiya na rec kiya…me bus pagal ho rhi thi..muje kuch nahi dikhayi de rha tha..massages bheje koi reply nahi..mene orkut pe dekha..unhone muje delet kar diya apne frd list me se..muje samaj aa gya ke he broke up wid me…meri saanse bhot tej chalne lagi..bus hath pair feel nahi ho rhe the..par himmat rakh ke mene unke dost ko phone lagya nd unse request ki “A.s.” se bat karne ke liye…to unka wapas call aaya ke wo tumse aaj sham ko bat karega..mere to jaise sari jindagi ki khushi mil gai ho..me us din itna khush thi and unke call ka wait kar rhi thi…tabi evening me unka call aya and jo pehli line usne muje boli wo thi…Muje me ye relation aura age continue nahi kar sakta” mere aankho se aansu nikal aaye and me jameen pe baith gayi..uske bad wo kya bola mene kuch nahi suna…mene pehla word bola..i am begging you for my love…me tumhar bina apni life imagine nahi kar sakti..plzz mere sath aisa mat karo… agr family problem hia to me apne family se bat karke papa ko aapke ghar bhej dungi but plzzz don’t break up wid me….uska jawb itna rude tha ke…me bus aur kuch nahi bol payi..usne kaha ki Muje agar mere family wale man bhi jate hai tab bhi me tumse shadi nahi karna chahta..me tumhare sath khush nahi reh sakta… mene socha to fir kyat tha wo 1 saal hamri bich jab use ye hi sab karna tha to kyu wo mujse itna emotionally attach hua…jab usne mujse break up kiya muje aisa laga jaise mere papa ne muje apna beta hone se mana kar diya….he was my family and ab jab wo mere sath nhi hoga ye soch ke me litrly unconscious ho gayi..meri maa muje bulane upar aayi to me jammen pe padi hui thi jab usne muje sambhala to me bhot royi uske gale lag ke..mene kaha maa usne muje mar diya andar se…me kaise jiyungi uske bina…meri maa bhi muje rote hue dekh rone lagi…us din mene maa ko sab batya.. Bad meye baat mene hanuwant ko batayii use share kiya bhot royi…meri maa ne mere sath mere room me sona start kar diya tha use dar lag gya tha ke kahi me kuch kar na lu apne sath.. me roj rat ko wait karti ke maa kab soyegi taki me ro saku…pure din siblings sath me rehte the..and rat me maa soti tho so me kabhi apni feelings aansu ke jariye bhi nahi nikal sakti…jab maa so jati to me takiye me muh dal ke roti…itna roti ke subah meri aanke red and suji hui hooti..mene hasna..masti kara sab chor diya ghar me…papa ne maa ko bola…muje kuch problem hai me bilkul badal gayi hu…papa ne bhi muje bhot samjaya khush rha kar…koi problem hai to muje bata..par me unhe kch nahi bata sakti thi….i tried to end my life as well…mene sab plan kiya but mere frnd honey ne mere bhai ko call karke sab bata diya ke “Muje” ko sambhal she is trying to commit suicide…us din mere bhai ko bhi sab ppata chal gya…usne bhi muje bhot samjaya… Fir collage days start ho gaye…and bus wo hi sab jagah jaha me uske sath collage me hoti thi wo dekh dekh ke me sabke samne ro deti thi…mere class ke ladko ko sabko pata chal gya tha..sabne mera majak banana start kar diya tha…meri life ek dum hell ho chuki thi….. Mujme itna gussa bhara tha ke mene kuch nahi socha and sidhe gahr pe maa se bat ki and gujart chali gayi…uske ghar jake uske maa and papa se baat ki…mili unse…fir “A.S.” se mili….usne mujse itna rudly behave kiya…uske parents itne ache the..but usne mujse bat bhi nahi ki dhang se……gayi to bhot gusse me thi par usko dekh ke sab shant ho gya…fir royi and usse bhikh mangi ke wo kyu kar rha hai mere stah aisa…par wo nahi mana..jate jate..mene use ek request kar ki..muje ek last hug chahiye…taki me shanty se reh saku….when we hugged..uski aankho me aansu the…and jaise hi mene uski ankho me dekha usne goggles pehn liye… un aansu ko dekh ke muje itna to laga ke atleat use meri condition pe daya to aayi… Fir kitni dino tak use bat karne ka try kiya..par nahi bat hui…….bus fir mene man liya ke ab wo kabhi nahi aayega….wo hamesha se dusro se bulwata tha ke..muje ko bola wo bhot achhi ladki thi…her heart is so pure. sab log use hi bura bhala bolt ke usne galat kiya and use jarur pachtana padega and all…but is sab se muje kya mene to use kho diya tha….bus meri life bhot sunsan ho gayi thi..koi excitement nahi thi…but ye mere friends hi the jinhone muje sambhala…wo muje kabhi akela nahi chorte…har Sunday ko mere sath bahar jana….6 mahine ho gaye me thoda better lagne lagi…frnds ko laga ke mene wapas hasna start kar diya…kyuki me itni jinda dil ladki thin ..hamesha hasna…duro se majak karna…but achanak me bhot introvert ho gayi thi mere break up ke karan..bus sab se dur rehna…shakal pe hamesha 12 baje rehte the…par mere frnds ne meri bhot counseling kari and …I felt better…. Uske bad mene sikha ke ye pyar and all sab dhoka hai….me jo ki hamesha se sachhe pyar ki duniya me rehti thi..uske sath aisa hua…mene apne kuch frnds ke alwa kisi bhi ladke se baat karna band kar diya…muje nafrat hone lagi thi ladko se… Ye mere sath dusri baar hua aisa…fir kisi ne mera dil tod diya…… Lekin kehte hai na…pyar ke piche jitna bhago wo aur dur jata hai and jab aap thak ke baith jao..wo apne aap aapke paas aa jata hai….me itna tut gayi thi…kisi ladke sse bat karna muje nafart lagta tha….fir meri zindagi me KT aaya….jiski story me next part me batungi…. Isi 26th June ko “A.S.” ki shadi ho gayi….usne muje shadi ke baad phone kiya and normally bat karne ka try kiya…me bhi normal thi..par jyada der nahi reh saki…..use meri life se gaye 3 saal ho chuke the….par me use bhula nahi payi thi…iske liye mere love intensity itni thi ke me aaj bhi kisi bhi emotional scene pe ise hi yaad karke roti hu….wo muje shadi ke bad kehta hai ke”tum meri family me ghut ghut ke mar jati” isliye muje tumse break up karna pada..meri maa nahi chahti thi ke me tumhare sath shadi karu…mene sirf tunhari kushi ke liye tumhe chora tha….ab use kon bataye ke meri khushi kyat hi…. :’( Uske sath to hasna achha lagta tha to rona bhi manjur tha but uska sath hona jaruri tha……in 3 saalo me mere sath bhot kuch hua…KT ke aane ke bad me use wapas too nahi chahti ti apni life me but han use mere pyar ki bhikh mangwana chahti thi..i wanted him to regret on his did…..he did accept later ke he has done very wrong wid me… I am just sharing my story wid you guys…muje laga tha ke AS ke bad me life me kahi pyr nahi karungi..par tha koi jisne muje itna pyar kiya…muje itna pyar kiya ke…he made me believe in love again…he made me experience feeling of being in love again…he made me fall in love with him …par iske lye use mere itne tortures se gujrna pada but he never cared to back out from his love…..i will write abt him in next story…and final one also…

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