umra bhar ki takleef – Dr.Bhardwaj

Hello frnds mai jharkhand ka rahne wala huaur wo bihar ki rahne wali hain.. Baat 2001 se shuru hui jab mai unse mila (bhaiya ki saali) mai bohot sharmila kism ka ladka hu us waqt mai ladkiyo se baat bhi nahi kar sakta tha.par wo mujhe bohot pasand thi par ye pyar pahli nazar ka nahu tha dhire dhire meri unse baat hona shuru hui aur kab ek dusre ke liye dil me chahat jaag uthi pata bhi nahi chala.kaphi din beet gaye ab unke jane ka samay aa gaya.mai unhe see off karne gaya aur ha abhi tak humne ek dusre ko propose nahi kiya tha bas ye baat hamare dil tak hi simit thi.bas phir unke jate waqt mai unse kuch kah bhi na paya bas ek dusre ke ankho me aansu chhalak rahe the..air wo chali gayi.uske baad har din har sham mai bohot udas rahne laga par kuch dino ke baad unhone call kiya aur mai kuch bol na saka bas meri ankhe nam hoti gayi..phir humne haal pucha bas..uske baad mere dil me ek ummid jagi wo khushi mai shabdo me bayan nahi kar sakta.silsila yuhi chalta raha aur maine bohot himmat kar 2003 me maine kaha ki aap mujhe achi lagti hai..aur wo kuch bhi na boli..phir 2004 me unse milna hua holi ka din tha aur wo mere galo pe rang laga rahi thi aur maine unke hatho ko chum liya aur bas wo sharma gayi.aur phir hamare pyar ki buniyad ban na shuru ho gayi…dheere dheere hum ek dusre ko bohot chahne lage kuch samay guzra..mai +2 pass kiya to unhone kaha ki aap ek doctor bano bas phir kya tha mai ji jaan se mehnat karne laga aur mujhe medical college me dakhila mil gaya …par meri bhabhi ko ye pasand nahi tha…par hum chup chup kar bohot bar mil liya karte the …mai 200 km jata tha unse milne ko aur 10 min mil kar wapas aata tha …aur jab jane ka waqt aata to bas hum dono ro padte the…phir samay guzra mai medicine ke 4th year me gaya …aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai 29 may 2010 ko hum akhiri bar mile aur uske baad jaise meri duniya hi ujad gayi…unki didi aur ghar wale unki zabardasti shadi karwa diye jabki sabko pata tha aur hamari shadi bhi ho sakti thi…par wo meri zindagi ke liye apni zindagi ko nark bana liya….aur mai to bas bikhar gaya tut kar shayad mujhse zyada wo tut chuki thi aur mai suicide karne ki koshish kiya par dhayad bhagwan ko ye manzur nahi tha….aaj bhi wo har roj mujhse baate karti hai aur hum ansu bahsne ke siva kuch kar nahi pate…..aur bhi bohot bate hui par shayad agar mai batane lagu to mai khud ko rok nahi paunga dosto….wo sari baate kuch zyada hi dard deti hai….aaj mai ek doctor ban chuka hu aur uske sapne ko pura kiya hu….aaj bhi wo meri zindagi hai….wo hamesha khush rahe…mere hisse ki khushi bhi meri S___u ko mil jaye………..pyar kabhi marta nahi……..

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