Three Days Of My Life – Neel

August 28, 2013 Aaj Krishan janmasthmi hai, angel ne bola tha ki aaj uska fast hoga, maine socha tha ki uske sath aaj mai bhi life mei first time fast rakhunga, jaha tk kosis ki fast rkha bhi, but anjane mei mera fast toot gaya , Aaj angel ne Nabha ana hai, wo ghar walo k sath fast rakha chahti thi, humne decide kiya ki hum nabha mei milenge, isliye aaj ka tour maine nabha ka rkha hai, ki aaj ramasthmi wale din angel k sath thoda time spend kr sku, mai chahta tha ki uske sath hi mandir ja kr mattha tekhunga. , Morning mei jaise hi bed se utha to dekha angel ki call aai hui hai, aaj mornig late utha to jaldi jaldi ready hua, angel hamesh bolti thi ki jeans or t shirt dala kro, aaj usko khus dekhne k liye , blue jeans or red color ki round neck t shirt dali thi, mai bhot khus tha ki bhot dino k baad aaj angel mere samne hogi, or usko dekh paunga, lekin upper wale ko kuch or hi manjoor tha. Kaise bhi mai bus mei baitha or angel ko msg kiya lekin usne koi reply nahi kiya, 4 msg kiye lekin kisi ka bhi jawab nahi aya, finally maine call kiya to phone attend kr k disconnect kr diya, saiad bus mei usko meri awaaz clear sunai nahi de rhi thi. . finally uska msg aya ( mai malerkotla hoon, mummy k sath) maine pucha aaj apne nabha ana tha, to malerkotla kya kr rha ho… fir usko koi reply nahi aya, is beech maine uske 11 baar call ki lekin meri call attend nahi ki, main Nabhi pahuch gaya, waha apni meeting attend ki or 3 PM office k kaam se free ho gaya, bus stand aate aate 5 baar call ki lekin phone pick nahi kiya.. uska msg aya ki (dadi ka operation hua hai so nabha ni aa payegi) maine msg kiya ki mai dadi ko dekhne hospital aa rha hoon…usne reply nahi diya… last 4.15 tk malerkotla mei wait krta rha ki saiad hospital mei hi apni angel se mil paau, but usne jawab nahi dia na hi ye btaya ki kon se hospital mei dadi admit hai. Muzhe gussa aa rha tha ki na call attend kr rhi hai na kuch bta rhi hai… finally gusse mei aa kr mai Malerkotla se Chandigarh k liye bus le li. Chd pahuchne k baad usko phone aye, gusse ki wajah se maine call nahi pick ki, uske msg aye, main reply nahi diye.. leki mai use baat kiye bina nahi rh paa rha tha.. usne fast todna tha to ye puchne k liye msg kiya ki kuch khaya ki nahi, yeh b socha ki usko new num se thoda paresan kru, apne new wale num se janmasthmi ki shub kamnao ka msg kia, Uska reply aya(who r u) maine reply kiya guess kro kon ho skta hoon… usne bola ki aapka naam 8 digit ka hai, mai smzh gaya ki ye muzhe JITENDER smzh rhi hai, to main Bhi jitender bn k normally baat krne lga. Uske bation se muzhe lga ki JITENDER k sath abhi bhi bhot jyada attached hai, or kuch aisi batien pta lgne lgi, jo aaj tk muzhse kbhi share nahi ki thi so maine JITENDER bn k baat krna theek smzha socha ki muzh such pta lgega, lekin nahi pta tha ki such k sath sath mera us pr se viswas bhi uth jyega. Raat 1 bje usko good night msg aya or wo so gi, thodi der k baad mai bhi so gya…. August 29, 2013 aaj mere life ka sbse bura din tha, aaj b angel se baat nahi ho pai, office jane ka dil nahi kiya socha tha ki aaj pura din angel se baat krunga, jo kal raamnaovmi wale din nahi kr paya, morning mei angel ka good morning wish ka msg daily ki tarah aa gaya tha, socha reply kr du, lekin nahi kiya, bus usko pura din miss krta rha h, dil mei aya tha ki mai hi usko call kr lu fir khud pe control kiya socha ki angel khud call kr legi, kal use na milne ki wajh se muzhe bura lga tha, kisi tarh aaj pura din maine khud ko busy rkhne ki kosis ki, pura din Hollywood ki movie dekhta rh, taki khud ko busy rkh sku, evening tk uske 3 msg aye the, dil bhot kr rha tha ki uske msgs ka reply doon. Lekin gussa itna jyada tha ki msg ka reply dena maine theek nahi smzha, pta ni kya kuch angel k bare mei soch rha tha, eving 6.30 pm mei uski call aai, thoda busy hone k karan se call attend nahi kr paya tha, or mere phone mei blance nahi tha jo mai back kr pata, 8 pm office se boss ki call aai , meating ki batien chal rhi thi, isi beech angel ki again call aa gi, uski call waiting mei show ho rhi thi, jaise hi boss k sath humare meating ki baat khatam hui to mai mobile shop mei recharge krwane k liye gaya or waha se rch kra k wapis ate hue angel ko call back ki lekin usne mera phone pick nahi kiya, bhagwan jane usne gusse ki wajah se call nahi pic ki ya fir kisi or reason se. again meine bhi call krna theek nahi smzha.9-9 pm uska msg aya jisme likha tha (kro khud k ka map, bevkuf ni hm ok) janta hoon meri galti thi, usne two time phone kiya tha but mai hi nahi pick kr paya. Pta nahi kyo use baat kiya bina dil ni rhta, mere ek new num 9.21pm usko ek comedy msg kiya, usne koi reply nahi diya, thodi der k baad uska reply aaya, humare normal baat hone start ho gi, usko ye lg rha tha ki wo JINTENDER se baad kr rhi hai, maine b usko kuch batana theek nahi smzha normally jaise baat ho rhi thi baat hoti rhi, aaj maine cross check krne k liye ussse jitender bn k hi baat krta rha, maine msg me likha ki mai usko evening mei 3 hour k liye kahi bahar le jana cahta hoon.. finally usne YES mei answer de diya, muzhe yakeen nahi ho pa rha rha tha ki angel aise kisi k sath bahar kaise ja skti hai, mai udas ho buri tarah toot chukka tha, smzh nahi aa rha thi ki agr uska affair abhi bhi jintender k sath hai to meri life kharab krne kyo aai, Jetender bn k usko msg kiya ki hum kisi hotel mei jayenge, usne reply kiya ki ( morning ki baat morning mei krenge, abhi so jao) maine bola theek hai, 11.9 PM uska last msg aya , fir uske baad usne koi reply nahi kiya, tb tk jitender smzh k jo baat ki un batoein se mai sochne pe mazboor ho gaya ki dono k beech koi na koi relation hai, agr relation hai to muzhse aaj tk kyo jhooth bolti rhi. 11.35 PM maine usko last msg kiya or thodi der k baad hi maine apna cell phone switch off kr k so gaya, mere dimag mei tb bhi wo batein chal rhi thi ki angel jisko itna pyar kra tha hoon, wo mere sath aisa kaise kr skti hai, Morning 2.30 AM meri neend khul gi, eyes open hote hi again wahi batie dimaag pr ane lgi, fir se neend ana impossible sa lgne lga.. jb b eyes close krne ki sochta, bus same batien yaad aati, dimaag mei bhot kuch ulta chal rha tha, aisa lgg rha tha jaise dimaag ftne wala ho, khud pe control nahi kr paa rha tha. Morning k 4.53 AM ho rhe hai abhi bhi bs usi k bare mei soche jarha hoon. 30 August 201 Aaj puri raat neend nahi aai, morning k 5.41 AM ho rhe hai, aane wala time mei kya hoga ni pta, God ko mai nahi manta, fir b itna jarur janta hoon ki jo b hota hai acche k liye hota hai or jo bhi hoga wo bhi acche k liye hoga. . aaj bhi kahi jane ka Dil nhi kr rha,,, soch rha hoon ki aaj pura din Lake pr bitaau, aaj subah k 9 bje tk angel ke good morning wish msg ki wait ki, aisa pahle kabhi nahi hua ki uska msg na aya ho, but aaj usne msg nahi kiya, maine soch rha hoon ki ghar mei bhi rhta hoon to uski yaad to ayegi hi or mai tadpta rahunga, so maine Ropar k tour pr jana theek smzha, morning k 9 bje ghar se ropar k liye nikal gaya, aaj ropar ja rha hu, pure raste uski yaad a rhi hai, aj jo usne baat ki uski eke k baat mere kano m abhi tk gunj rhi hai, samaz nahi a rha kya kru kya na kru, lekin muzhe uski khusi mei khushi hai, jo bhi kiya sb kuch soch smzh k hi kiya hoga, apna dhyan divert krne k liye Punjabi sad song sun rha hu…. Pta ni kyo song sunte huye bhi usi ki yaad kyo aa rhi hai, rone ka dil kr rha hai kisi k share ki jrurt h, jiski jrurt thi ab wahi wath ni hai,,,, janta hu kahi to mai bhi galat tha jis galti ka pachtawa aaj ho rha hai, rabb se jyada pyar kia, rabb ko maine kabhi nahi mana jisko rabb se jyada mana ab wahi sath nahi . 11.32 AM uska phone aya, bol rhi hai ki, maine uske sath mazak kyo kia, us pagal ko kon smzhaye ki jiski life pahle hi puri life mazak bni ho wo kisi k sath kya mzak krega, dil mei chal rha hai ki is duniya se kahi door chala jau, aaj lyf mei dusri baar kisi k liye ankho se ansu nikal rhe hai, bhot kosis k baad bhi ansu ni rok pa raha Ropar pahuch gaya khud ko kaam mei busy kr rha hu, itna busy ki ek pall k liye bhi uski yaad na aa paye, meeting attend ki but deal done nahi ho pai, itna kuch bura hone k sath sath ek or bura ho gaya, meri business dairy lost ho gi, jisme aaj tk ki reports or important contacts the, iska effect meri job performance mei padega, aaj tk ki sari mehnat usi dairy mei thi, dairy seach krne ki bhot kosish ki but ni mili, pta ni ab or kitna bura hona likha hai… saiyad kisi ki b’ddua lgi hai, 5.15 PM ropar se nikal rha hu, bus ki wait kr rha hoon, achanak barish start ho gi aaj barish mei bheeg kr un ansuo ko hamesa k liye barish k sath baha rha hoon. Puri tarah bheeg chukka hoon, mobile mei pani chala gaya, aise waqt mei phone b sath chod diya, bus aati dikh rhi hai, bus mei full hai, ropar se chd tk khade ho kr ana pda , kal neend na puri hone ki wajah se eyes bnd ho rhi thi…-. 7.02 PM chd pahuch gaya angel ki bhot yaad aa rhi hai , ghar pahuch gaya aaj usne ph ya msg send krne ko mana kr diya, wo chod chuki hai pta ni mai kyo nahi usko chor paa rha hoon. ]] Evning se uske msg or phone ki wait kr rha hoon… but ab nahi lgta ki wo kabhi phone ya msg kregi,, aisa lg rha hai ki wo ab muzhe bhot door ja chuki hai. Jisko chah kr bhi wapis nahi la paunga. . mai manta hoon ki mai jiddi hun, mai kabhi msg ya phone nahi krunga. . bus itna jarur chahunga ki jaha bhi jiske sath bhi rhe bus meri Angel Hamesha khus rhe, kabhi dukh uske pass bhi na aye, Angel aap chahe jaha rho, lekin mere dil mei hamesha wahi jagah rhegi, jo ab tk hai…….. pta ni kya reason tha ki aaj yeh din aaya… jindgi kuch na kuch sikhati hai. Aapke sath rah kr bhot kuch sikhne ko mila, jo promise kiye the wo pure krunga. . Pyar kiya hai Dil se kiya hai, Na ki kisi Dikhawe k liye… KHUSH RAHO, ABAAD RAHO NEEL

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