Still Waiting – Rahul

My name is Rahul and I am in love with a Girl from last 7years.
Hum dono engineering graduate h or hmari love story bhi college main hi start hue she was in 1st year and I was in 2nd year college dono k different the, ek bar unk college main fest tha to hme hmare friends ne invite kia tha hum sbhi friends vo fest dekhne gye the and usi fest main enhone dance performance dia tha, she is very popular in her college because of her dance so mere friends ne btaya mjh enk bare main first sight love nai tha bas attraction tha or fir friends se baat hue to unhone bhi challenge kia agar dam h to es ladki ko pata k dikhao, ab har ladke ki trh maine bhi es baat ko dil per le lia and try kia ki unse baat ho paye but she never picked my call i tried for 3 months but she never picked my call bad main maine bhi call karna band kar dia

fir ek din sabhi dost mile or galti se ye topic bhi discuss hua or fir kya tha hmare pass bolne ko sirf ye tha ki vo mera call hi nai pick karti to aese vhn unk samne maine unh call kia or vo call bhi answer hua ab sabk samne main kya hi bolta maine unk phone uthate hi unh dantna start kia ki ap main itne bhi manners nai h ki seniors k phone to utha lo thk h nai baat karni mat karo per atleast ek bar phone utha k suna bhi ja sakta h na ki kya kaam h, vo bechari bht daar gayi ek dam se bura to mjh bhi laga ki first time hi maine aese baat ki phr humne unse kha ki abhi hum thoda busy h thodi der main apko call karte h.Fir hum jaldi se ghr aye or unh call kia phr humne unh sab btaya ki hum unk koi senior nai h, I am from a different college and i saw you in your fest and attracted towrds you that’s why i called you that’s it now it’s your choice if you want to talk than its okay otherwise i never call you again. She said it’s okay with her no problem in talking.

To aese start hue hmari dosti ye hmari relationship ka sabse purest time tha bas ek hi baat galat thi shuruvat main bht sare jhoot bol die the maine mjh kabhi laga hi nai ki hum itna door ja paenge. Fir dhere dhere humne ek dusre ko janena start kia apko pta hum pure din main sirf ek bar baat karte the raat ko 8 bje main unh call karta tha or hmari 10-15 min baat hoti thi vo bhi daily ho jaruri nai hota tha kabhi kabhi vo busy hoti thi to nai ho pati thi.

Dhere dhere feelings develop hone lagi dono ko ek dusre se baat karna acha lagne lga, emotionally attached hone lage hme 4-5 months ho gae the baat karte hue per hum kabhi mile nai the phr unhone mjh ek din invite kia main gya or humne pura din sath spent kia and the best part is ki unhone mjh ek bar main hi pehchan lia ki main kon hu i was shoked that time how is it possible because us time whatsapp or fb use nai kia karte the. Milne k bad to hmara or attachment bhadta hi gya per ha itna tha ki pyar to nai hi hoga because main khn na khn pyar main believe nai karta tha darta tha hmesha ki agar kisi se ap itna attached ho jao or phr apka koi future na ho to sab bekar h esly khud per poora control karna chahta tha per seriously speaking unk jaisa koi nai ho skta es duniya main bht jada down to earth, bilkul bhi attitude nai, bilkul bhi nakhre nai mtlb ek dam perfect match. Phr hmari baten thodi personal jane lagi to mjh pta chala she is already committed and she is so much serious about him. Mjh bhi en sab se koi problem nai thi. Per ek baat mjh kabhi smjh nai ayi ki itne din ho gae hme baat karte hue per she even don’t tell me about him per maine bhi unk boyfriend k bare main jada nai pucha or hmari dosti aese hi chalti rhi phr kuch din bad mjh pta chala that she is in dead relationship jo ki sirf enh ki vjh se chal rhi h, ladke ko bilkul interest bhi nai tha en main, even he didn’t talk to her yehi sirf unh message ya call karti thi or vha se reply ata tha he is busy. Ab meri situation aesi thi ki main enh kya bolu enh pareshan dekhta tha to bht bura bhi lagta tha per ap kisi ki life main interfare bhi nai kar skte ho to main sirf sun leta tha kabhi comment nai karta tha hmesha enh ko smjha deta tha ki ap thodi himmat rkho sab sahi ho jaega. Per khn na khn mjh yehi lagta tha he is using her that’s it there is no relationship between them she is only completing her commitment. Per khn na khn vo meri company se khush thi to unka kuch time to achaa jata tha per khn na khn vo bht jada hi dukhi bhi thi or shayad unh dukhi dekh kar mjh unse or jada attachment hota hi ja rha tha per khud ko hmesha ye hi smjhata tha pyar nai h ye sirf attachment h. So ek din hum log aese hi baten kar rhe the ki khn se emotional atyachar ka topic start ho gya actually uska ek episode tha jo unhone bhi dekha tha or maine bhi to hmara ek discussion hua us per tab maine bhi unh suggest kia ki agar apko apk relationship per doubt h to ap bhi aesa kuch try kar sakte ho actually es main mjh nai lgta ki kuch bura, if he is right one than he is clean in this test. And she agreed for that and we make a plan one of my friend will call him as a unknown person and she will try to go close with him. At the same time she called her boyfriend and he disconnect the call and message her that he is busy right now, after few minutes my friend call him and he received that call and start talking to her and she disconnect the call by saying that sorry i was dialling another number phr kya tha he started calling her and texting her regularly and he failed in his test. And a dead relationship was end that day.

Vo or jada dukhi rehne lagi mjh lagne laga shayad maine hi kuch galat kar dia mjh ye sab nai karna chaeye tha per mjh kuch smjh hi nai a rha tha ki main kya karu sab kuch sahi karne k lie unh dukhi dekhna bhi acha nai lagta tha or us ladke ko to enki koi parvah hi nai thi he even don’t try to patch up once. Aese hi 3-4 din nikal gaye vo thodi normal bhi hue per khn na khn mere man main ye beth gya tha ye sab meri vjh se hua h chah kar bhi normal behave nai kar pa rha tha or usi time mjh lagne laga ki mjh ense pyar ho gya h, per mjh nai pta tha ki main es relationship ko kha tak le ja paunga per us time maine decide kia enh propose karne ka or maine enh phone per hi propose kia and she rejected the proposal by saying she need some time to get normal. Mjh bhi yehi sahi laga per jis trh se hum baat karte the, unka care karna hmesha mjh bas yehi lgta tha ki pyar to h enh bas ye bolna nai chahti maine try kia kayi bar ki vo apne maan ki baat bol de per unhone kabhi nai boli phr kuch mahine bad vo Jaipur ayi apne relatives k yhn hum mile kafi time sath spend kia unh bhi acha laga or mjh bhi phr 2-3 din baad unh jana tha vo akeli travel karne wali thi to maine unse pucha ki agar apko koi problem na ho to main apko drop kar sakta hu and she agreed for that phr kya tha humne turant hi reservation karaya aj bhi yad h vo train or in fact berth number mjh nai pta tha ye din mere lie lucky hone wala tha
7th January
Rajasthan Sampark Kranti
Seat number 46 & 47
Hmari train raat main 3 bje thi main station 12 bje hi phnch gya tha or 3 ghante beth kar bas yehi soch rha tha ki hmari journey kaisi rehne wali h vo ek time tha jab main kisi ka intjar kar rha tha or mjh acha bhi lag rha tha.
Fir mera intjar khtm hua or mjh vo pyara sa chehra railway station main enter hote hue dikha vo bhi kafi khush thi or thodi dari hue bhi thi because unk sath unk uncle aunty the, hmara eye contact hua bas baat nai kar sakte the train ka wait kar rhe the or vo apne uncle aunty se baat kar rhi thi thodi der bad hmari train ayi or uncle aunty ne unh drop kia or chale gae main bhi apni berth per phnch gya tha per humne abhi tak baat nai ki thi because unh daar lag rha tha ki uncle phr se na ajae phr hmari train chali or humne ek dusre se hey kia raat ka time tha to sab soye hue the or lights bhi off thi bas hum dono hi baten kar rhe the first time hum itna close the nai to hmesha ek distance maintain rehta tha 30 minute hue the hmari train ko chale hue or hum aese hi normally baten kar rhe the ek dam se mjh pta nai kya hua or maine directly unse puch lia that May i kiss you??

Mjh bhi nai pta aj tak ki maine ye kyu bola unse or vo ye sun kar itna daar gae ki unki poori body vibarte karne lagi mjh bhi khud per bht gussa a rha tha ki maine ye kya bol dia ab smjh nai a rha tha kaise sorry bolu phr maine unse kha ap daro mat hum aesa kuch nai kar rhe h per vo to bhi normal nai hue phr maine unse kha ap mjh apna hath de sakti ho unhone mjh apna ek hath bhadaya maine kha dono chaeye or unhone apne dono hath mere hatho main de diye thodi der unki vibration ko feel kia or fir vo dhere dhere normal hone lagi jab vo normal hue to maine unh propose kia and she give her answer in different way she hugged me tightly and said mjhse kabhi alag mat hona vo ek time tha jab hum dono ki ankho main ansu the or dil main bht sara pyar and i promised her aesa kabhi nai hoga sch main ye meri life ka best moment tha usk bad hum alag hue and maine unh btaya tha ki maine hmesha socha h ki mjh jab bhi kisi se pyar hoga to main sabse pehle usk lie ye gana gaunga pta h konsa
CHAND SI MEHBOOBA HO MERI KAB AESA MAINE SOCHA THA
or maine train main yehi gana unk lie gaya meri kismat achi thi ki jada logo ne suna nai bas main jise sunana chahta tha usne sun lia tha. Phr kya tha raat se kab subh hue pta hi nai chala or Jodhpur bhi ane wala tha hume alag hona tha per kuch achi yadon k sath jana tha es bar bht sare promises kie and die. Hum train se utre humne auto kia unk hostel k lie ab ap sab soch rhe hunge ki maine auto wali baat kyu likhi because yhn milne wala tha mjh apna first gift. A sweet surprise kiss from her main to jaise hawa main hi phnch gya tha usk bad humne unh drop kia and main vapas jaipur agya…..
To aese start hue hmari love story..
Starting hmesha achi hi hoti h per challenges hmesha bad main hi ate h usk bad kya kya hua next story main btata hu.
Sorry yr ho skta h maine apko bht pakaya ho actually writter nai hu main bas koshish ki h apni feelings ko share karne ki

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