my love afreen……. – shadab

So frinds, my name is MUGHAL SHADAB or mai 12th ka student hu baat aaj se 3saal pehle ki h jab mai satna me addmission lia or meri school ko start hue sirf 3din hi hue the, main or mere frnds school me class lagne se pehle aise hi khade the or apni pichli class(9th) ki baat kar rhe the ki kis frnd ne kaha admison liya wagera wagera…tabhi ek frnd ne mere piche se jati hui ek ldki ko dekh kar comment kiya…. Ki Shadab wo dekh wo ldki tere mohalle me rehti h na (usne mazak me thoda zyada zor se kehdiya tha) maine turant pichhe ghum kar dekha us ladki ne sab kuch sun liya tha or wo mujhe hi dekh rhi thi.. Hum dono ek dusre ko dekh rhe the or wo ladki halki muskurai or class me chali gyi… Ab humari class ka waqt ho chuka tha hum class me gye maths ka peread tha maine dekha ki wo ladki mere hi class ki h.. Mai piche wali seat me jakar baith gya or pure period me mai use thodi thodi der me chhup chhup kar dekhta rha..mam math padha rhe the lekin mera dhyan to use dekhne me hi tha, Wo padne me kafi inteligent thi… Fir humari class khatm ho gyi or wo chali gyi… Main ghr jane k bad bhi usi ke bare me sochta rha, uska muskurata hua chehra mujhe bar-bar yad aa rha tha fir maine uske bare me info. Collect krna shuru kiya uska nam “Afreen” hai or wo bahut hi simple ladki hai wo humari school se thode pas wale sosaity me rehti hai..ab m Afreen ko roz chhup chhup kar dekhne laga lekin fir b use pta chal hi gya ki m use dekhta hu.. Kuch din aisa hi chalta rha or lagbhag 1 mahine ho chuke the ab maine kaise bhi himmat juta kar usse bat krni chahi.. Maine use frndship k liye kaha or wo maan gyi…fir roz mujhe school jane ka hi intejar rehta.. Main school sirf use dekhne k liye jata tha.. Class me koi bi joke hota to hum sbse pehle ek dusse ki taraf dekhte, kyunki humare frnd circle alag-alag the isliye Afreen or mere bich jyada bat nai ho pati thi… Bas dur se hi hi.. hello hoti thi.. Or Afreen b ab shayad mujhe pasand krne lgi thi lekin wo apni saheliyo k karan apni feeling ko chupati thi..maine aarti ko prapose krna chaha lekin himmat nai juta paya kyunki ye mera 1st time tha mujhe thoda bhi experiance nai tha… Or main apne frnds ko Afreen k liye apni feeling k bare me nai btaya tha or mai Afreen k akele milne ka intezar krta rha lekin uski saheliya hamesha uske sath chipki rhti… aise hi 3-4 mahine nikal gye fir.. New year 2011 ko maine 1st jan. Ko Afreen se apne dil ki baat kehna chahta tha maine puri taiyari kar li thi lekin us din wo school nai aai fir maine decide kiya ki ab sidhe exam k bad main Afreen ko prapose krunga.. Fir humare practical exam hue uske bad humari annual exam jo 4 march se start the uske liye PL (prepration leave) start ho gye ab hume 25 feb ko school jana tha admit card lene or uske bad direct exam 4 march, abmujhe yakin ho chuka tha ki Afreen bhi mujhe like karti h… Ab kafi din ho gye the usse mile mai 25 feb. Ka wait krne laga… Finly 25 feb. Ko usse milkar aisa lga ki wo b mujhse milna chahti thi… To maine na chahte hue bhi apne dil ki bat Afreen se keh diya (mujhe yakin tha ki Afreen ka jawab yes hi hoga) par usne normaly keh diya ki wo mujhe like nai krti h mujhe yakin nai ho rha tha.. Maine pucha kya ye such h, koi problem hai kya.. To Afreen ne kaha ki hum sirf frnds hai… Uske bad m bina kuch kahe sidha ghar aa gya..4 din tak main padhai me concerntrate nai kar paya fir maine socha ki shyad Afreen ne exams ki wajah se aisa kaha ho.. Q ki Afreen aisi ladki thi jo apni padhai k liye kisi bhi chiz se samjhota nai krti h. Fir humare exams start hue jo ki 4 march- 22april tak chlne wale h… Ab main Afreen ko ignor krne ka dikhawa krne lga tha(taki use ehsaas ho) par ye dekh kar Afreen ne bhi bat krna band kar diya… Maine 1 galti ki prapose krne k liye perfect time pehchan nai paya, Ab mujhe 1 ummid h ki exam k bad Afreen khud mujhse bat karegi… Par exam bi khtm hogye par kuch batnai bani…main 2 bar prapose kiya par bhi Afreen nai mani.. main aaj bhi uske intejar me tha par 23 may ko achanak uska call aaya or une mujhe mera jawab dia or bola ki hada mai tumhe kisi karan se ignor karti thi par mai tumse pyar karti hu i love u shadab mai ye sunkar bahot kush tha aise hi kuch din chala fir ham kai jagah ghomne gye or maine afreen ko apne sabhi dosto se mila chua tha or usi mere sabhi dosto se achhi friendhip bhi ho gai thi fir kuch dino baad ham sabhi ka mann simla jane ka hua sabhi ki taiyariya ho gai thi mai hi bahot khus tha par jane se ek din pahle mujhe bahot jaroori kaam a gya or mai satna nhi pahoch paya mere sabhi frnds ne bhi na jane ki soch li thi par maine unhe bola ki tm sab jao mai next time chalunga to ye aat sunkar sane jane ka mann fir se mna lia or raat ki hi train se nikal gye un sa ke sath mai nhi tha par meri jaan to unhi ke sath thi par mujhe kya maloom tha ki mai sabhi ke sath na jakar bahot badi galti kar rha hu mujhe kya maloom tha ki mai agar na gya to mai afreen ko kho dunga wha jane ke baad afreen or mere ek frnd ricky ki bahot achhi friendship ho gai or wo kab pyar me badal gai ye to kisi ko pta hi nhi chala or 2 september ko maine afreen ko poori tarah se kho dia. …. …………………………………………………. …………………………………………………. my e-mail[email protected] mo.no.-9584643609

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