my jaan jaanu – jaanu

jindgi me bahut kuch esa hota he jo shayd hum kbi expect nhi karte he apni life me but wo ho jata he meri life me bhi kuch esa hi hua… kal(5 april 2013) meri ankho ke age se parda hta but dil tutna tha wo tuta hi …. i dont know jab log apse pyar hi nhi krte he to apko use kyu krte he.. kyu jhute waade karte he…. baat 3 sal phle ki he jb me secnd year m thi ek ldke se pyar kr baithi nam tha uska jaanu.. din rat usse bate krna usi ke bare m sochna nye nye spne bunna pta nhi kya kya… wo bhi mujse bhut pyar krta tha… m jab b uske sath rhti thi yhi feel krti thi ki he is my true love.. uske sath rhti thi to sab acha acha lgta tha duniya ki fikr nahi kuch fikr nhi ghr walo ki parwah nhi… m apni duniya m gum thi uske sath..:) bt sacha pyar tabhi samajh m ata he jab ap pr kai muskile ati he or wo insan apki kitni madad krta he ya sath chod deta he.. hmare sath bhi esa hi hua problms start hui hum ek dusre se shadi ke bare m sochne lage .. usne mujse kha ki uske ghrwalo ko pta h hmare bare me or unko mnana uski jimedari he… mujhe ghr pr btane m dar lgta tha becoz mere ghrwale accept nhi kr skte the ye sb.. bt fir b mene kese jese ghr p btaya .. meri jindgi nark bn gayi.. sab bnd mobile band ,fb bnd, bahr jana band.. wo 4 mahine kese jese jugad karke usse dar darke bat krke nikale… fir thoda relax hua mobile mila to aram se bate hone lagii tb muje pta chla uski family bhut rich he.. bt mere man m koi lalch nhi tha kyuki love me pesa matter nhi krta h jb tk apka bf kuch nhi kmata he tb tk wo rich nhi ho skta.. wo muje jald se jald pana chahta tha to usne muje kha ki m bhag kr uske ghr a jau baki wo sambhal lega.. but meri himmat nhi hui itni..so m nahi gyi fir usk yha se fone ane lge mere ghr p ki ap ek bar hmara ghr bar dekh lo or yha akr mna kr jao taki hmara ldka smjh jaye.. mtlb ful to beijjati mere ghrwalo ki wese b mere ghrwale meri shadi usse nhi krna chahte the bt fir bhi mene hi jid ki to unka man thoda sa change hua.. ek din achank uske papa hmare ghr aye to humne unka dhng se man samman kia or wo chle gye apne ghr tab unka man change ho gya .. “yha se main story start hoti he jo hmare love ke end ka karn bni… uske papa ko hum thode km log lge.. unhe lga hm koi dhej nhi dege … so unhone apne bete yani janu ko samjhana start kia wo bhi unki bato me ane lge..dhire dhire unke family ne meri family ko bura bnana start kar dia uski najro me use bas whi dikh rha tha jo wo log use dikhana chahte the… jis wjh se wo mujh pe gussa karne lge.. mujhe kahne lage ya to m apne family ko wha bhej du wrna wo khi or shadi kr lege..” uske pyar ki bdolat mera weight 47 se 39 ho gya face ki ronak chli gyi.. ghrwalo se jhgda roj frnds se jhgda.. pdai me kmjori…” fir mere ghrwale raji hue jane ko kyuki unko janu ke papa ka behaviour thik lga so bt hum sabko kya pta tha wha alag hi khichdi pak rhi thi.. wo log hume bulana hi nahi chahte the .. jab mere papa ne hmare relatives ko hmare love ke bare m btaya or ldka dekhne ko chle ko b ready kar lia … tab uske mumi ne double game khela hmare sath.. itne gnde trike se bat ki mere papa se jese mere papa ne mujhe jabardsti jaanu ke piche lga rkha ho… mere papa ki ankho me ansu a gye… mene khud apne kano se suna tb muje belive hua is bat pe.. mene janu ko btaya bt usne belive ni kia meri bat p.. usne sara dosh mujh pr dala or mujse bat krna bnd kr dia.. m jb b use cal lgati wo apna fone apni mumi ko dikhata jese m use paresan kar rhi ho… jabardsti uske piche pdi hui ho.. uski mummy piche se kuch b bolti rhti muje or wo bhi.. muje bhut bura feel hota us wqt ki jis insan ko mene had se jyada pyar kia wo muje is trh se treat kr rha tha… fir bhi mene socha wo gusse me he isliye ese treat kr rha h muje.. kher ….. asliyt khulne me der nhi lagti he to ek din sham ko uski mumi ka fone aya or wo mere papa pe chilane lagi ki apni beti ko bas m rkho hmare bete ko prerit krti rhti he ulte sidhe kamo ke liye.. pesewale ke chore ke piche pad gyi he apni okat dekhi h kya ap logo ne.. or apki beti ko smjha dena mere bete se bat na kre or b pta nhi kya kya mere papa rone lge or m bhi.:( **** jis insan se bina kisi shrt ke pyar kia us insan ke ghrwale mere bare m ye sochte the or jaanu hmesa unki badai karte the ki wo mujhe khus rkhege ma bap ki trh pyar krege.. etc etc.. us wqt jo prda hta na pyar ka m bta nhi skti hu kisi ko but puri rat janu ki baate yad ayi or uski mumi ki bate… 🙁 at last mene apna final decision le lia ki m ab us insan se bat b ni krugi kbhi… jo insan mere liye stand nhi le skta wo kuch ni kr skta mere liye..:( mujhe itna pta he ki me use bhula bhi nhi sakti or kuch ese karan he jisse kisi or se bhi shadi nahi kar sakti .. bas me usse yhi khna chahti hu thanku so much ye sab feel krwane k liye.. shayd ab ye possible nhi ki hum bat kr paye.. bt yad hmesa man m rhti he or jb yad ate h wo pal to ankhe bhig jati h bt tum nhi ho wo ansu pochne ke liye mujhe pyar se bolne k liye ki i love u jaanu 🙁 but i still wait for him

 

 

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34 thoughts on “my jaan jaanu – jaanu”

  1. apki story bahut dhuk bhari hai yaar thing that joh apki aur apke ghar walo ki respect nhi karta kya woh apko khush rakhega aur oss ke liye ap kyou dhughi hote hoo .royega toh woh jab osko apki yaad ayegi ….and i am sure jab ose sachai ka pata chalega woh bahut pach tayega….yaar aap ose bhul jao

  2. ladko par bharosha ladki ki sabse badi galti hai yar..

    kabhi bhi ham bando par bharosha na karo..

    sad story..

    but aap tusre se shadi kyu nahi kar sakti..

  3. Jisne tmhare maa papa ke bare me aisa bola tmhare dad ko rulaya uske liye tm aaj bhi wait kr rhi ho jo tmhari prwah nhi krta uska wait kr rhi ho it’s like a joke aur apne ghr walo ke bare me socho shayad tmne unhe itna dard diya h ki wo kbhi bhr paye us beshrm ladke ke ghr jakr tmhare papa ne tmhare liye hath tk failaye to bhi tm uske liye wait kr rhi ho…
    Tmhe apne maa papa ke liye kuch krna h aur unke dukh km krne h to tm apne maa papa ki pasnd ki shadi kr lo wo tmhe bht pyar krte h…

  4. Jisne tmhare maa papa ke bare me aisa bola tmhare dad ko rulaya uske liye tm aaj bhi wait kr rhi ho jo tmhari prwah nhi krta uska wait kr rhi ho it’s like a joke aur apne ghr walo ke bare me socho shayad tmne unhe itna dard diya h ki wo kbhi bhr paye us beshrm ladke ke ghr jakr tmhare papa ne tmhare liye hath tk failaye to bhi tm uske liye wait kr rhi ho…
    Tmhe apne maa papa ke liye kuch krna h aur unke dukh km krne h to tm apne maa papa ki pasnd ki shadi kr lo wo tmhe bht pyar krte h..

  5. Aur haa tmhe ek idiol beti bnna h to jyada bda to nhi avika ji ka example kafi h…
    Jis ladki ne apne privar ke liye apna pyar kurban kr diya wo pyar jo tmhare jaanu se hzar guna krta h…so plz respct ur family

  6. Vry sad story islye mei ladko pe trust nh krna chahti wo kbi kisi k nh hote…aap apne family ki aur bejati mat hone do…aap uske pyar k nh wo apke pyar k layak nh tha…suna kr aana tha uski family ko….
    Jinhone apke papa k aankho me aansu la die.. Khair apki lyf h…shadi kriye ek new nd hppy lyf start kriye…god bls u

  7. i agree wit u rehan koi bhi pyar parents se badkar nahi hota parent se badke koi nahi hota duniya m apko pyar toh fir miljayege but parents nahi milte

  8. Aap uska wait kyu kr rhi ho use bhulao or apni life enjoy kro un log ne aapke parents ki be-izzati b to ki thi fir b aap uska wait kr rhi ho

  9. Yaar aapke story to bhut Dard ke hai aap use bhul jao aur please kise aur se shade karlo aapne jindage barbad mat karo aapko us se bhe accha ladka mile jayga please yaar ab use bhul jao ok friends good bayyyyy

  10. jo apake parents ki respect nahi karata vo apaki bhi nahi karega age chalake,agar sachcha pyar hota to is time par vo apake sath hota,so age badho apani life me,all the best.

  11. vo aapke layk nhi thaa apke pyar k layk nhi h plz use bhul jao or apni life fir naye sire se start kro god bless u

  12. Ek bat batao aap logone ladko ko samj kya rakha he jise dekho wo ladko kohi dosh deta he mana ke us ladke ne galat kiya pr iska matlab ye nhi he ke sab ladke uske jese hi hote he or ek bat jab kisise pyar ho jayena to pehle uski puri detail nikla kro wo kesa he uski family kesi etc etc samje or agr kisi ko bura laga he to sorry pr mujhe jo laga mene wo kaha bas

  13. Ham log apne parents ko kese bhul jate hai love me, jb ki ham logo ka first love to hamare parents hote hai, wo hamara pura khayal rakhte hai, har sukh dukh me hamare sath rahte hai, to fir ham log 2 year ke pyar ko sabse jyada q manne lagte hai jb ki hamare parents love to lifetime ka hota hai, tumko bhul jana chahiye us bande ko jisne tumare papa ko rone diya, nafrat ho jani chahiye tumko, agar tum ab b us ka wait karogi to iska matlab tum apne parents bilkul b love nahi karti ho

  14. Sulook us ne tmse
    ki c cigrette sa kiya,
    Pehle jalaya, fir piya,
    paon rakha or masal diya.. Its not fair.,
    1. Mr. Abhi ‘I m asking u’ if u r commiting abt ol boys so tak it back ur cmit., bcz f i m also deserving 1 out of ol., n dere r many boys who dnt knw u so hw cn u said abt oll. I dnt wnt tht anybody saying abt me.
    2. U r cr8 mr. Rohit,
    3. Miss sunita apke 7 jo v hua natural h., par family pe apke karan hona ye natural nhi h., tod diya dil us ne apka jiske ly aap apni family ka dil todne chale the… Maine suna h past past hota h or uski present or future m value nhi hoti.. To present m aisa kuch karo ki apke parents ko past mai mile zakham sare bhar jaye ki kuch aisa karo presnt mai ki future ki khushiya sb kuch bhula de jo past mai hua tha..

  15. Nitin niranjan

    Mje tmhri story pe rona a gaya kyunki meri jaan ko bhi mene same dukh diya tha lekin me ab us se bahut luv krta hu.

  16. Jo ap se sacha pyar krte ho wo ap k aankho me kbi aansu nhi dekh skte to wo ap k kabil he nhi to plz use bhul jao or life me aage baeho wo ek na ek din jarur roiga …or pachtaiga v.

  17. R k singh chouhan

    Har ladka ek jesa nahi hota..
    Ladka do tarah ka hota hai
    pehla jo love ko love samajta hai
    dushr jo love ko vaypar samjhata hai

  18. Ap ab usko bhulne ki kosish kro ,mana ki ye bhut muskil h pr agr ap khush ni rhogi to apke parrents ko bhut dukh hoga aur ye to ap b ni chahti hogi ki apke mammy papa ko dukh ho ,apke pyar ne apka sath ni diya bt ap apne mammy papa ko khush rkh ke unke pyar ka sath to de skti ho na ,to past me jo hua usko bhulne ki kosish kro ,usse b achche log milenge life me

  19. wha aapki himmat ki daad deni padegi usne aapke o apki family ke sath etna kuchh kiya fir aap uska wait kar rahi or insult karwani hai kya apni family.atleast 1 baar to socho apni family ke bare ….hadd hai aapse to..kaisi ldki hai aap etna kuch ho gaya ab to bhul jao use/…kyo pni life kaharb kar rahi ho…

  20. Use aisha ni karna chahiye tha usne to apne pyar ko hi dhokha diya h aise ldko par trust karne se phle uska aur uske pairents ka behever kaisha h iski jankari le leni chayiye kisi se
    i hope you ab apni life par dyan de abi to bhut puri zindagi baki h
    all the best

  21. Balveer singh

    Tum pagal ho ab bhi uske lie roti ho or uska wait krti ho.jisne tumhare papa ko itna rulaya tum uske lie roti ho. Use ek bura spna smagh kr bhool jao or apni life ki nai suruat kro.god bless u.

  22. Hamare life me hame sabhi ko mouka dena chahiye. Tum use apne dil ko bhulane ki mouka do. Sayad vah kal tumhe yaad kare. Ok

  23. Facebook par mai ek ladki se love krta hu wo bhi krti hai but mujhse milne nahi aa rhi darti hai..kya karu

  24. m agreed by Santoosh kumar sharma ….. u have done ur best…….his family behave wrong vid u n ur family………… i think u have to do ur best n jst belive in GOD.. apne carrier ki taraf concentrate kro.lyf mai achey se stand kar jao.. taaki aapke parents bhi yeh sub bhool jaye… if he loves u diserves u than he cm back to u n feel sorry vid u n ur family…….n if he never cm back dat means God have 100 tym better janu for u…. 😉 who loves u too much.. u have to w8 for him… n take care of urs

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