MY FIRST LOVE????

Hello guys!!!! How are you? I hope acche hoge aap sab
Mai yaha first time kuch post kar rahi hu and yeh meri khudki story hai jo adhuri reh gayi

So baat tabki hai jab maine 9th complete kiya tha and mere vacation chal rahe the toh hum mere mama ke ghar gaye and mai aapko bata du ki mere mama ki beti meri cousin ke sath sath meri best best best friend hai meri jaan
Toh hum unke ghar gaye fir raatme meri cousin uske society ke friends se matlab uske neighbor friends se mila rahi thi aur hum sab milke khelne lage…achanak wo girls boli ki “yaaaar woh to humare taraf hi dekh raha hai” mai waha kisiko jaanti nahi thi toh i was confused phir maine apni cousin se pucha ki yeh sab kiski baat kar rahe hai toh usne bataya tauqeer  maine bola yeh kaun hai aur yeh sab khelna chorke itna shock kyu ho rhe yaar ignore karo na koi hero thodi hai   fir meri cousin ne bataya ki wo jo batting kar rha hai woh hai…toh maine dekha toh samne kuch ladke cricket khelre the aur jo batting kar rha tha mai uske baare me kya btau pagal sa ldka jo bohot style mar rha tha  apne baalo ko baar baar haath se sawarna woh uske one sided baalo ki hairstyle jispe shayad wo girls marti thi  toh ab maine itna bhi detail me nhi dekha tha ignore kiya yeh smjh ke ki hoga koi awaara jo line maar rha hai ldkiya dekh kar but i was wrong woh ldkiya nhi shyd mujhe dekh rha tha  khair uss time mujhe kaha pta tha toh maine cousin ko ghr me chlne kaha phir hum andr agye ghar ke aur agle din hum wapas mere ghar bhi agaye kyuki meri school start hogyi thi nd aapko to pta hai 10th sbke liye tension wala hota hai hehe phir mai aake study me busy hogyi and jaldi hi meri 10th bhi complete hogyi thi aur mai 11th me agyi
Maine junior college me admission liya jaha mujhe 3 friends aise mile the jo mere se bohot close hogye the aur hum sathme hi rehte the hmesha…tab unke boyfriends the aur mujhe in sbke baare me zara bhi pta nhi tha ki pyaar kaise hota nd all but woh mujhe bohot bolte the ki bf bnale yaar hum sb group banayege aur ghumege apan 4 aur apne boyfriend 4..uss time pr mai bohot childish kiddo type thi kuch zada smjhta nhi tha bs enjoy krti thi khelna kudna ghumna psnd tha..us waqt mere fb account pr ek banda jo mujhe bht like krta tha aur hum kaafi acche friends the aur mile bhi the hum. Mujhe kya mujhe bas ghumna tha mere friends ke sath toh bina soche maine usko haa krdi lekin mujhe pyaar wyaar kuch pta nhi tha bas hum baccho jaise ghumte firte the group me  ab hum aise hi ghumte enjoy krte isi me 11th nikal gayi aur pura saal aise hi nikal diya enjoyment me ab meri 12th aane waali thi HSC exams toh maine college change krne ka socha mai chahti thi ki sabse dur hojau bcoz mai bohot behek gayi hun aise hi inke sath 12th me rhi to fail na ho jau aur mujhe yeh bf se bhi picha churana pdega toh mai waha se admission nikal di aur dusre college me admission karli thi jo thoda strict tha pdhai ke mamle me aur maine usss “bf” se bhi contact tod diya
Ab meri college start hone me kuch din baaki the aur mai bohot bore hogyi thi tb mere cousin ki shaaadi thi mai firse waha jaugi meri cousin yaani meri jaan se milugi maza ayega aur jiski shaadi hai woh bhi unhi mama ki beti hai yaani meri besty ki badi behen toh hum mama ke ghar gye aur sab tayyariya chalu thi usi me maine usko dekha (tauqeer ko) toh khushi ne bataya ye wahi hai batting wala aur wo waha itni help kar rha tha sbki jaise wo humara hi relative hai  neighbor ka fark nibha rha tha pr lg toh aise rha tha jaise mujhe dekhne hi woh help kr rha itni  bechara bht mehnat kr rha tha  pgl kahi ka hehe
Fir shaadi ke din jab shaadi hogyi thi aur sb ghr me the aur wo bahar baitha tha uss time mere hathme paani tha usne indirectly kaha “yaar koi to paani pila do pyaas lagi hai” mai bas dene jaa rhi thi toh mere mama aagye or unhone mujhe andar bijhwa diya ki jaa andr sbko paani dede toh mai chli gyi..
Uske baad reception ki tayyari me wo banda literally pura din mujhe hi dekhta rha..mujhe usse puchna chahti thi ki tum kyu itna dekhte ho mujhe but yaaar usi din shmko yaani reception ke day hi mujhe fever agaya bohot tabiyat khrb thi mai papa ke sath hospital gyi aur woh shyd mujhe dhund rha tha waha reception me sb chle gye aur mummy ne mujhe kaha ki tu rest kar ghar me kyuki mai jaane ki halat me nhi thi bilkul mujhe bht chakkar arahe the 🙁 sb chle gye reception me aur mai ghr me thi us waqt mujhe pata nhi kuch sahi nhi lg rha tha mai uske baare me soch rhi thi ..yeh soch rhi thi ki woh mera wait kr rha hoga aur pta nhi kyu mai bhi usko dekhna chahti thi to maine jldi se tayyari ki aur waha reception me gyi jo ki wahi mama ke ghr ke samne hi tha mai waha jaise hi pohochi woh waha bahar khda tha jaise mere wait kr rha ho  aur mai usse takrate takrate bach gyi  meri to hasi hi nikl gyi fir mai andr gyi aur meri cousin to shock thi ki “tu kaise agyi itne fever me” mai kaise btati usko ki mai bas iss pgl k liye rest chorke turant yaha agyi  khair reception hogyi aur maine mummy ko kaha ki 2-3 din aur ruk jao na mera mann nhi kr rha ghr jaane or meri cousin bhi bht boli ki ruk jao kuch din to mummy maan gye aur 2 din hum waha mama k ghr aur ruk gye ab 1 din baad mujhe better feel hua aur mai fir meri cousin ke sath bahar ghum rhi thi shmko tab woh kahi jaa rha tha bike pr uske friend ke sath tb achanak usne gaadi palta di aur mere smne Jaake baith gya uske frnds ke saath..fir usne ek bacche ke haath se mere liye ek cheat bheji jo ki maine nhi li thi or fekdi thi kuch der baad bhi wo cheat wahi padi thi to maine uthake dekha ki ky likha hai to usme uska number tha pgl ne bs number likha tha na koi message hattt darpok ldka ab cheat mere hath me hi thi aur hum ghr chle gye waha maine chupane k liye cheat jldbaazi me mere bag me daaldi aur fekna bhul gyi kyuki yaar mujhe uske liye koi pyaar nhi tha wo khaali mujhe uhi pgl sa cute sa lga tha aur mujhe isko koi relationship ka naam nhi dena tha khair hum waha se apne ghr agye aur kapde niklte waqt mujhe wo cheat milgyi jo maine uhi book me rakhdi thi mere ..fir meri 12th start hogyi aur mai pdhai me busy hogyi thi pr pta nhi yaar uss waqt mujhe bht adhura akela akela lg rha tha aur mujhe wo bht yaad araha tha 🙁 mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jb mai “mai phir bhi tumko chahungi” female version song sunti thi aur mujhe sbse phle uska hi khyl aats tha ki wo kya kr rha hoga wo mera wait kr rha hoga na 🙁 aur un dino mujhe ye realize hua ki mai bhi usse pyaar krti hu aur mai bht bechain thi usse baat karne ke liye aur usi bechaini me sb pdhai sb chorke maine mere ghar ke phone se usko msg kr hi diya  aur bechaini ki hadh to dekho khudka mobile mummy ne rkha tha kyuki 12th thi to maine ghr ke phone se msg kiya usko wah itnaaa pyaaarr uss waqt smjh aya ki mai bht pyaar krti usse hehe
Maine msg kiya:hi
Tauqeer:hii
Me: pehchana?
Usne fir mera naam bataya
Maine pucha:tumhe mera naam kaise pta?
Tauqeer: mujhe tumhare baare me sab pata hai
Me:aur mai kaha rehti hu wo bhi pta hai?
Tauqeer: haan sab jaanta hoon
Haaye ye to sb detail nikl baitha tha mere baare me jaise isko mere ghar rishta hi bhejna ho
Aage kuch yuh hua…
Me:toh tumne number kyu diya?(sab pta tha lekin fir bhi shaani ban rhi thi kyuki ldki hu na )
He: number kisliye dete hai?
Me: kisliye?
He: arreee!! Ek ldka ldki ko number kyu dega?
Me: toh kyuuu!!??
He: tum btao
Me: kyuki usko baat krni hogi ldki se isliye
He: to mujhe bhi tumse baat krni hai
Me: lekin kyun?
He: ek ldka ldki se kyu baat krna chahega?
Me: kyuki shayad usko koi kaam hoga usse
He: nahi kaam ko chorke
Me: usko pasand hogi woh ldki like karta hoga usko 
He: haaaaaaannn !!!
Me: haaann toh kyaaaaa
He: are pgl mai bhi tumko like krta
Me:sachme
He: yes i love you

Pata hai yaad uss waqt andr se khushi to bht ho rhi thi pr mujhe kahi na kahi relationship me aane dar lag rha tha toh maine usse kaha ki mujhe abhi time chahiye mai abhi kuch nhi bta skti…
Aur mai uss raat soi nhi bht socha md finally uss pgle ko choose kiya
Usse baat kr rhi thi nd usne mujhse kaha
He: i love you yaar
Me:……..
He: jawab to do
Me: i love you too 
Aur kya uss din se humari story start hogyi hum couple kam dost zada the  maine usse achanak baat bnd krdi thi kyuki exam aane waale the and mera mobile bhi exam k baad hi milega ghrwalo ke phone se kb tk baat krugi ky pta unhe sab pta chl gye isliye maine usko msg krne mana kiya aur baat bnd ki…aise hi hum dono k 12th k exam khtm hue (wo bhi meri age ka hi hai) aur mujhe mera mobile bhi mila aur hum firse baat krne lge din raat  had waqt woh mujhe itni respect se “tum” bolta tha jbki hum same age ke the to “tu” bhi bol sakta tha but hmesha respect krta tha
Hum mil nhi paate the kyuki long distance relationship tha aur kaafi miss krte the ekdusre ko bas chat se hi kaam chlana pdta tha 🙁 hum dono 12th me pass hogye aur hum tb hi mil paate the jb mai mama ke ghar jaati thi…mai aur meri cousin jugaad krte the hmesha ki kahi mile kbhi terrace pr to kbhi bs chlte chlte humari baat hojati thi 5 min utna hi bs…
Ab baat aise hogyi thi ki woh hmesha kehta tha ki wo mere city ayega kyuki yaha uske mama rehte hai pr bs bolta tha aata nhi tha aur mujhe bht bura lgta tha kyuki mai hi sab efforts daal rhi thi milke ke liye bhi mai bhi mummy ko mama k ghr chlne kehti thi mai hi jugaad krti rhi pr woh kbhi mere city mujhse milne nhi aaya 🙁 uska kbhi aana hua hi nhi hmesha woh agle month auga bolta tha aur mai sad hogaya krti thi mujhe lgta tha ki wo mujhse milna nhi chahta ab wo mujhse pyaar nhi krta mera dimg baccho jaisa tha aur maine isi wajah se usko chor diya…usne try kiya mujhe manane mujhe smjhaya bhi ki mujhe akele ghrwale aane nhi dete the isliye nhi aata tha mai pr mai tumse miluga ab aur pyaar krta hu yaar tum mat jao chorke pls..pr yaar us time mai bht sad rehne lgi thi i know usne mujhe bht pyaar diya lekin usne mujhe bht udaas bhi krdiya tha badme 🙁 jab uske trf se koi efforts nhi nzr aaye or isliye maine uski Suni nhi aur usko chor diya…
Jab mai college ke first year me aayi tb maine number badal diya tha lekin mujhe uska number yaad tha..mai usko us time kaafi miss kr rhi thi mujhe wo wps chahiye tha lekin chora bhi to maine hi tha ab mujhe smjh aaraha tha ki wo bnda sahi tha maine mere bachpn ke dimg se socha aur zid krke usko chordiya aur ab miss bhi kr rhi 🙁
Ek din mujhse rha nhi gya nd maine usko msg kr hi diya..meri himmat nhi hui usse yeh kehne ki hum patchup krlete aur maine normally baat ki haal chaal pucha bs wahi kuch din chlta rha ek din usne mujhse meri photo mangi maine pucha kyu to usne bataya “yaar bohot din se dekha nahi yaad arahi thi pls dedo”
Me:firse tum mere pyaar me pdh jaoge
He: toh pdhne do na
Mujhe us waqt bht khushi hui ye jaanke ki woh bnda aaj bhi waisa hi hai utna hi pyaar hai usko ab bhi aur mujhe hope mili thodi ki hum firse relationship me aa skte hai
Lekin kismatttt bohot khrb chiz hai mera phone college me kho gya 🙁 aur phone ke sath sath sim bhi…us waqt bura yeh nhi lga ki phone khoya balki uska number aur chat sb kuch kho gya tha..
Maine socha mai new mobile leke usko msg krugi number to mujhe yaad tha uska..
Lekin again kismat  kismat me kuch aisa hua jo maine socha nhi tha (yeh baat nhi bta skti sorry) kuch baat ki wajah se mai itni depress hogyi 6-7 month mujhe kuch smjh nhi aaya depression ???? bohot buri chiz hai aur jb mujhe mobile mila to kya hua pata hai? Mai uske number ke aage ke 4 digit bhul gyi thi depression wajah se  bohot try ki yaad krne nhi yaad aaya ???? bohot buri chiz hai dosto kismat 🙁 meri kismat to dekho mama ne ghr hi bdl diya unki shifting kahi aur hogyi dusre city me aur ab mai waha jaa bhi nhi skti usse mil bhi nhi skti thi …
Aaj uss baat ko 2 saal hote aarahe hai mai aaj final year me hu aur pta hai next month mai uski city me jaane wali hu kyuki waha mere dusri cousin ki sagai hai ab mai usse rishta nhi rkhna chahti pta nhi ab in sbme interest nhi rha kaafi changes aaye hai meri life me guys mai in dino bht struggle kr rhi hu future bnane parents k dream pure krne..mai khush hu ki usko dekhna milega  lekin ab woh nhi h jo phle tha ab mai single bht khush hh or i think usne bhi move on krliya hoga
But jo bhi guys uske baad pichle in 2 saalo me mere life me ldke aaye maine bhi try kiya tha move on krne lekin unhone bhi unki auqaat dikhai or in sb chizo se sb zara bhi pyaar pr bhrosa nhi rha 
Mai bht khush hu aaj jaha bhi hu apne dosto me family me sbke sath bht khush hu
Woh ek aisa bnda tha jo life time yaad rhega haalaki ex to mere bht the pr wo pehla pyaar kbhi nhi bhul paugi bht cute si meri yeh story mere face pr hmesha smile laati hai aur memories kbhi kbhi mujhe sad bhi kr deti hehe pr koi na ab mai bht happy hu and future bna rhi hu bs yeh story btake mai ye btana chahti thi ki dosto pyaar jo hota na wo bs paane ka naam nhi hai pyaar dil me bhi hota hai kuch logo ke 
“Pyaar” tha ya nhi ye to pta nhi but jo bhi tha wo bht khaas tha …
Ek line uske liye:
“Kya batau uske saath waqt guzaara bohot tha,mere dil ka kaatil magar pyaara bohot tha” ????
So thank you for reading i hope ki aap sbko aapka pyaar mile  bbye tc!!

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