MY FIRST CRUSH SAPNA – Manindra

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DEKHO DOSTO JINDAGI MAI SAB KUCH EK HI BAAR HOTA HAI JAISE KI :
1. HUM JANM LETE HAI EK BAAR
2. HUM MARTE BHI HAI EK BAAR
3. HUMARI SHADDI BHI EK HI BAAR HOTI HAI
4. AUR PYAAR BHI EK HI BAAR HOTA HAI.

Aur wahi hua humare sath. Humari jindagi mai bahut si ladki aayi lakin koi bhi mujhe attract nahi kar paya kayi nai toh lakh koshish ki mujhe blackmail kar ke mere pyaar ko hasil kar le lakin koi nahi kar paya aur aise hi jindagi chalti gai akele es bhid bhad duniya mai. Phir meri jindagi mai ek ankho mod aaya mare bhiya ki shaddi tey hui bihar(bhabhua) mai. Ab dhyan dijiyega dosto yeh mod tah jis mod pe mari jindagi nai turn liya jab hum apni bhabhi ko dekhne unke ghar gaye toh hum log hotel mai ruke. Aur phir jab subhe hui toh hum log bhabhi ke ghar gaye unhe dekhne mari sab family ghar ke andar chali aur mai bahar phone pe baat karne laga aur jab phone cut kar ke mai andar jana laga toh bhabhi ke just bagal wale ghar mai ek ladki mujhe dekh kar hans ke bhagi mai uska chera nahi dekh paya lakin pata nahi dosto mera dil uski terah attract hone laga lakin mujhe tabh bhi pata nahi chala ki mujhe us ladki se bin dekhe pyar hone laga. aap log es story ko galat samjhenge lakin yeh galat nahi ek sachi khani hai, ek aisa experience jisne mari life ko change kar diya. uske baad mai bhabhi kai ghar k andar chala gaya aur maine bhabhi se puchha ki jo aap ke ghar k bagal mai ladki hai woh koun hai toh bhabhi nai bataya ki woh humare chacha ki chhoti ladki hai lakin unse baat nahi hoti. itna sunte hi mere sare sapne tut gaye lakin bhabhi ko pata chal gaya ki mai unse pyaar karne laga tah aur bhabhi nai koshish karke humari baat karwai pehle toh bhabhi kai cell se hum dono ki baat hoti thi lakin ek din maine bhabhi se bola ki aap unko mera number dejiyega aur mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai woh din ki us din durga pooja ka tyohar tah aur us din maine uske hi number se use itna majbur kar diya tah ki woh humare bare mai sochho aur usne keha ki kuch daer baad mai tumhare proposal ka jawab dati hu maine unse bola ki thik hai aur kuch daer baad humare proposal ka jawab yes mila aur hum dono mai baatien hone lagi hum aapni har ek baat unse khule kitab jaise bata di kyoki maine soch liya tah ki i will marry her but mari takdir ma! i woh na hi thi shayad. kyoki mai nahi chahta ki mare baare mai kisi apne ko dusre ke muh se sunna pade kyoki usse humare relation mai darar aa sakti hai. aur maine unse woh sabh bhi bataya jo ki sirf ek wife ko pata hona chaiye. ek din unhone majak mai bol diya ki hume aapse milna ka mann kar reha hai aur maine bola thik hai kab toh unhone bola ki jab aap chahe maine keha thik hai mujhe kuch din baad intillegence buearu ka exam dene delhi jana tah lakin mai delhi na jakar unse milne chala gaya aur hum mile hum dono bahut si baatien hui lakin yeh pehla juth tah jo ki maine aapne ghar mai aapni family se bola tah uske do din baad hum wapas aaye toh mummy nai puchha ki kaisa gaya paper maine bola thik gaya. aur kuch din baad hum dono mai break up hogaya sirf es baat ke liye ki unki didi hum se milna chahati hai lakin maine mana kar diya kyoki mujhe office se chhuti nahi mil rahi thi aur uske baad unka call sidha 1 janauary ko aaya jis din maine unke gum kuch aisa kiya tah jo ki maine nahi kiya tah maine drink li thi aur maine unse bol diya ki mai aap ke bina jindagi mai akela thik hu aur maine phone rekh diya. Es break up ka ek karan toh maine uppar likh diya aur dusra karan jisne mujhe yeh bolne pe majbur kiya tah ki mai unke bina jindagi mai thik hu woh yeh tah ki unhone mujhe bola tah ki mai kuch nahi karta aurladkiya patana mari aadat hai lakin sach mai dosto maine sirf jindagi mai ek hi ladki se pyaar kiya tah aur jindagi bhar karta rahunga eske alwa kuch nahi…. eske aage bhi kuch likhna chahta hu lakin aab maine aage likha toh humare aankho mai aansu aajayenge aur mai ro dunga lakin jo ki mai nahi chahta.

the last line which i wanna tell u is that:
aaj bhi mera dil unke liye hi dhakta hai aur marte dam tak dhadkta rehega…… pyaar karo lakin biswas ke adhar pe physical relation ke liye nahi dosto….

Bahut udaas hai koi tere jaane se
Ho sake to lout aa kisi bahane se
Tu lakh khafa sahi par ek baar to dekh
Kitna kachra jama hai tere na aane se… 🙂

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