My first and last love Part II – Kanak

Read Part I here

Hello guys..

This side Kanak aaj me firse aap sabke sath apni zindgi ke usi kisse ko aage badhane jaa ri hu jo adhura reh gaya tha. Ye story thodi lambi ho sakti hai but haa boring nahin lagegi aapko qki meri zindgi ke kisse b kuch TV serial ki tarah h jaha bhut sare ups and downs h. Agar aap is story ko padh rahe h to iska first part b padhiyega jahan se is kahani ki shuruat hui. Aaj 3 saal ho gye 25 December, 2015 ki baat h jab mene phli baar apni zindgi ke pannon ko aap sabke sath baanta tha aaj fir vhi kisse bayan karne jaa ri hu kya kya hua in 3 saalon me.

Aaj ek baat par mujhe bharosa ho gya agar pyaar sacha h to chahe aap kahin chale jaye laut kar usi jgh aa jate h. 24 December 2015 ki baat h ye jab Vikrant (my love) ka accident hua us din ne mano meri jindgi ko ek dum palat ke rakh diya samajh hi ni aa raha tha k kya karu mera bhut man tha k me usse ek baar jake milu vo thik h ya ni koi khabar ni thi mujhe uski. Vo pura din mera rote hue gujra tab tak jb tk mujhe uski khabar ni mil gyi. Doctors ne leg fracture btaya and 6 mo ths rest, Dil me khin santushti thi k chalo vo thik h. Ese hi kuch din nikal gye hamari koi baat ni ho ri thi me pareshan thi qki mujhe usse baat krni thi janna tha k vo kesa h bhut sare sawal the man me. Dhure dhire time beetne laga or ab usne mujhe ignore karna shuru kar diya, me msg pr msg krti lekin ya to vo seen krke chhor deta ya fir bolta k me baat ni kr sakti. Calls ko hue to jamane nikal gye,meri sari raatein bas usi ke khayalon me nikalti k kya ho gya aakhir jo banda kal tak mere liye marne ko tayar tha meri ek haan ke liye pagal tha aaj vo mujhe is tarah ignore kr ra h. Hamare chhote chhote jhagde b hue vo to har relation me hota h mere liye filhal itna hi kaafi tha k me or vo atleast sath h chahe baat na ho rahi ho koi baat ni. After 6 months jab doctors ne usko bol diya now you are fine tab hum mile. Us din esa laga shayad hanare bich sab kuch badal gya h vo mera phle vala vikki ni h ye but i was happy k itne din baad mil rahi hun ☺️. Par meri ye khushi jyada din nahin chali, karib 10 din baad vo apne mama ke ghar gya vhan usko pados me hi ek ladki par crush ho gya. Us din us ladki ke mere pass msg aaye k me vikki ki gf hun tu iski life se chali jaa vo tujhe pyaar ni krta mujhse krta. Ye sunkar maano mere pairon ke niche se jameen nikal gyi, i was shocked aakhir ye sab ho kya raha h. Mene jese tese khud ko samhala or us ladki ko bola k esa kbhi ni ho sakta mera vikki esa ni h i don’t trust you. After that 3 din tak mene vikki ko bhut calls kiye msg kiye but sab ignore ab mujhe us ladki ki baton par believe hone laga mene vikki ke kuch doston se pucha us ladki ke bare me har jgh se ek hi answer k haa hai to sahi ek ladki priya jisko vo pasand krta h (nd this was true, jo baad me khud vikki ne mujhe bataya). Mujhe smjh hi ni aaya k aakhir me kya karu mujhe kisi par bharosa nahin tha mujhe sirf vikki se baat krni thi usse sach sunna tha. Next day meri vikki se baat hui jahan mujhe gussa hona chahiye tha vha vo mujh par bhadak raha tha usne meri koi baat ni suni meri kisi baat ka jawab ni diya bas ek hi chij boli tujhe trust ni h na mujh par thk h mujhe ni rehna tere sath. 15 June 2016 raat 8 bje ki baat h jab usne mujhe ye sab bola nd that was the time we broke up nd the reason as usual the third person.

Aapko kya lagta h ye kahani yhi khtm ho gyii nahin abhi to kahani shuru hui hai.

Uske baad mene approx 5-6 mahine kese spend kiye ye mujhe hi oata h mera kisi chij me dil ni lagta tha bas har vkt uska hi khayal. Then tabhi jab me is situation se deal kr rahi thi meri life me ek or banda aaya although vo mujhe kuch khaas pasand ni tha lekin mene uske sath relation ke liye haa bol di sirf is ummeed se k shayad me apna past bhul kar life me aage badh saku. Lekin mujhe ni pata tha k ye kbhi ho hi ni paayega. Me us rekation me 1 saal rahi apni taraf se puri loyalty ke sath us relation ko b nibhaya par khin na khin me aaj b apne past me hi jee rahi thi bas dil ke kisi kone me lock kar diya tha un yaadon ko jo akele me hi bahar aati thi. Par meri kismat ko kuch or hi manjur tha fir mere sath vhi sab hua again dhokha. Ab pyaar se bharosa hi uth gaya mera. 16 October, 2017 ko mera usse b breakup ho gya. In this meanwhile is ek saal me meri kai baar vikki se baat hui now he realise that he loves me. Shayad mere dur jaane ke baad usko meri kadar pata chali but me ab us zindgi me vapas ni jaana chahti thi dar tha k khin fir usne mujhe cheat kiya to kya karungi me.

Fir meri zindgi ne meri life ka ek naya chapter likhna shuru kar diya. Me ni jaanti k mujhe yahan khush hona chahiye ya dukhi. Mera dil na chahte hue b vikki ki taraf attract hone laga me khud ko usse baat krne se rok hi ni paati thi. Dhire dhire hamari batein badhne lagi nd mujhe laga k shayad is baar vo sach me pyaar krta h nd ab dhokha ni dega, he proposed me again usne mujhe apni life me dubara aane ko kaha or mene b haan bol dii kya karu pyaar jo itna krti hun uske liye to jaan b haazir h. Ye shayad 24-25 August, 2018 ki baat that we again come in relationship. Me ni jaanti k ye sahi h ya galat lekin is baar firse mene apne dil ki suni jo mere dil ne bola mene vo kiyaa.

Abhi ache se 1 mahina hi nikla tha or mujhe ek or drastic news mili. Ab to esa lagta h jese meri jindgi ko meri khushiyan bardasht hi nahin h. I was suffering from brain tumour and recently mujhe pata chala k vo problem kaafi jyada badh gyi h. Doctors ne clear bol diya k hum ni jaante kab tk ki life h or kb tk ki nahin, we will try our best but it is difficult to save. Ye sunkar jo sabse phela khayal mere dimag me aaya vo tha apne pyaar se dur jaane ke itne saal baad vo mujhe mila or ab ye sab. Mene tay kiya k me vikki se duriyan bana lungi although me use ye batakar pareshan ni karna chahti thi lekin emotionally blackmail krke usne mujhse puch hi liya k kya baat h. Then he says I am with you tu tension na le kuch ni hoga tujhe. Us din se aaj tak vo meri strength h is situation se deal krne ki.

Now, aap log mujhe bataiye mujhe kya karna chahiye me jaanti hun k meri life me jyada din ni h or i want k vo bas khush rahe mere jaane ke baad. Kabhi kabhi sochti hun k usse baat krna band kar du nd distance bna lu fir khayal aata h esa krke use b pareshan krungi or khud ko b kuch din sath bitane ke liye mile h spend kr lu. Mujhe dar lagta h k agar kal ko mujhe kuch b ho gya to vo kese rahega jb abhise vo kehta h k me b tere sath hi mar jaunga. I don’t know what should I do 😔. Kya usse duriyan bana lu? Ya fir uski life me kisi or ko leke aau jo use mere baad samhal sake. Me use pareshan ni dekh sakti agar aap logon ko pass koi suggestion h then please tell me.

Hope mene aapko jyada bore ni kiya ho. I know its too long shayad ye or b lambi hoti agar sab kuch share krti to.

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46 Comments

  1. Prince

    Great Love Story.

    Hey there! It’s me, Prince here. I feel myself so lonely because, I don’t have any friends. If Any Boy or Girl, Who needs A Good & Faithful Friend and Would like to Friendship with me? So, Please WhatsApp/Message me on 9199007192. Only Serious Persons are allowed, Arrogant People & Time-Passers Stay Away.

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  2. ALONE (S.M)

    Hello…

    Kanika ji..
    Apki story ko read krke ankhon m anshu aa gaye…
    Kuch samj nhi aaaa rha h ki apko kiya suggutiom dun..
    Bus itna kehna chahta hu agar wo apse sach m pyr krte h to wo khud smj jayenge..
    Ham allah se dua krenge ki apki prob solve ho jaye ap thik ho jao aur hamesa sath raho kbi alag na ho…
    Ap allah pr bharosa rakho wahi sab kuch thik krega…

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    1. roselin

      thik kha alone……………pray kro nd trust in god i m christain nd me pray krungi apke liye……..may god bless u.

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      1. ALONE (S.M)

        Okkk…
        Thanks
        Roselin ji

        I think ap kiya krti ho
        Stdy and job…

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        1. roselin

          mein 11 me hu……..nd aap alone ji.

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          1. ALONE (S.M)

            Okk…

            Roselin ji…

            Ham MBBS ki tayyari kr rhe h
            Agar ho jaye to…

    2. Kanak

      Thankeww so much aapki duaon ke liye ☺️

      Reply
  3. roselin

    i m new here

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    1. ALONE (S.M)

      You are most welcome
      Roselin ji…

      Apko bata dun apne is site pr apna no diya h…

      And thoda cerefull rehna yaha…
      Ap new ho isliye apko bata rhe h…

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      1. roselin

        ohk sry yr….thanks alone ji…….plz meri ha na ho koi msg ya call mt krna plz….frnds bcoz i m new here.

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  4. Sambhav

    hii roseline, aapka nam bahut acchha hai kya aap friendship krna chahogi?

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    1. roselin

      ohk………..bt aap kha se ho.

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      1. roselin

        8379849582 ye mera no hai 11 bje msg karna blank msg ohk raat ko abhi mt krna.

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        1. Zara

          Hello Roselin. Apko apna no Yaha show Mai Karna Chahiye Tha.
          Hosake to addmin se baat karke apke no wali comment ko delete karwado ap

          Pls kuch mind maat karna

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          1. roselin

            i m really sry yr……plz meri permission ke bina koi call ya msg mt krna plz frnds

          2. Zara

            Hum nhi karenge ap befikar raho bakio Ka pata nai

  5. Rajeev

    Be positive,,sb acha hoga don’t worry..you should time spent with family and friends and your love life’s with full cheers,,y sb Jo story m btaya vo vikrant k sath hua h ya kanak k sath

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    1. Amaya khan

      Hey Rajeev aapse kuch puchna tha. Kya aap or rihana(jenny) abhi bhi touch me ho ya nhi?

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  6. Zara

    Apki story read karke such Mai bht dukh huva Hai
    Life Mai itni problem Kyu hoti Hai
    Jab pyaar sath nhi Tha
    Zindagi chalrahi thi ab pyaar sath Hai our Zindagi ki ummed Kam

    Kanak hum apke liye dua karenge Allah apko achi sehat aata farmaye

    Ap Apne pyaar ko door maat Kare apse
    Kyu ke unka pyaar sucha Hai to vo apse doori bardash nhi karenge
    Jab Tak sath ho Allah per bharosa rakho insha’Allah Allah apki mushkil aasan karega

    Bs Allah apki har pareshani ki door Kare our apke sehat de apka pyaar hamesha apka sath nibhaye

    Ameennnn

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    1. ALONE (S.M)

      Right…
      Zara ji…

      M agree

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      1. Zara

        Thanks alone ji

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        1. ALONE (S.M)

          Helllo
          Kese ho frnds log…
          Zara ji
          Ap kesi ho..

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          1. Zara

            Mai thik Hu ap bataiye Kaise ho

  7. Zara

    Apki 1part wali story show nhi horahi Hai kanak

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  8. Suleiman

    God aap ko shifa de ve
    Aameen

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  9. Suleiman

    Aameen

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  10. roselin

    i have some work …….i m going alone ji nd zara ji by tc meet u tommrow……and thanks for advice.by

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    1. Zara

      Ok Roselin ji

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  11. Arjun

    Kanak,apne rula diya aj.
    Aap himmat mat haro.medicins time pe lete raho.god chahe th u will be all rgt.don’t worry.
    And unse dur mat hona.wo duriya bardast nhi kr payenge.god bless u.

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    1. ALONE (S.M)

      Right…
      Arjun
      M agree…

      Reply
  12. Surander singh

    Dekha Palat Kar Usne
    “Chahat” Use Bhi Thi

    Duniya Se Meri Tarah
    “Shikayat” Use Bhi Thi

    Woh Roye The Mujko
    “Pareshan” Dekh Kar

    Us Din Pata chala Meri
    “Zarurat” Use Bhi Thi

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  13. Surander singh

    Hello friends kashe ho
    Naina ji
    Maahi ji
    chanchal ji
    Aj
    Simran
    Alisha ji
    Moni ji
    Jyoti
    Priya
    Rajver bhai
    Raghu bhai
    Aakash
    Sam
    Rohan
    Or baaki sab kahaa ho i miss u friends
    Jo h
    Nooriya
    Kir kir
    Aayusi
    J
    zara
    Roselin
    Arjun
    Alone ms
    Himesh
    Mayur gajbe
    Vinod alb
    Kashe ho aap log dinner hua sabka

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    1. Shehzaada 🌺

      Hi suri paaji….!

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  14. mayur gajbe

    hi bro hm sb thik ap batiyye

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  15. Surander singh

    Dinner hua aapka

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  16. noor

    surander ji apko sbke naam yd ho gye books yd huyi

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  17. surander singh

    Haa koshish kar rahe h yaad karne ki

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  18. Surander singh

    Mujh se Gilay hain mujh py Bhrosa Nhi Usy….
    Ye soch kr Hum ne Bhi To Roka Nhi Usy.

    Wo shaks kbhi Chand Sitaro se ye puchey.
    Hai kon si wo Raat jab socha Nhi Usy.

    Alfaz Teer ban k utarty rhy Dil me.
    Sunte rahe chup chap Hi Toka Nhi Usy.

    meri ye Mohabt nhi Asul-e-wafa hai.
    Hum Jaan to Dengy Magr Dhoka Nhi Usy

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  19. Surander singh

    Mujhe Kaise Yakeen Aaye, Mohabbat Tum Bhi Kartey Ho..??

    Tumhein To Jab Bhi Dekha Hai, Hamesha Khush Hi Dekha Hai..!!!!

    Reply
  20. mayur gajbe

    hii surndr bro

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  21. Angel

    Hi guys .kya yhan koi 2015 ke group se h ???

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    1. Md

      2015 wala kon sa grp
      Me vese 2014 se hu

      Reply
  22. mayur gajbe

    hnji boliye apki koi saheta kar skte h😁

    Reply
  23. mahi.Syed

    Kanak ji aap ki story sunke ansu agay.khuda aapki life ki har Wish ku qubool kare.

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  24. The AjaY Prasad

    Ikko Heel De Naal Main
    Kattey Ae Ek Saal Ve..

    Mainu Kadei Taan Lay Jaaya Kar
    Tu Shoping Mall Ve

    Mere Naal Diyan Sab Parlore
    Sajdiyan Rehndiyan

    Hay Highlight Kara De Mere
    Kaale Baal Ve….

    Main Kittho Saja Tere Lay Saare
    Suit Puraane Aan

    Hay Puraane Aan

    Mainu Lehanga

    Mainu Lehanga Lay De Mehanga Jaa
    Marjaane Aan
    Aine Paise Dass Tu Kitthe Leke

    Jaane Aan

    Ve Marjaane Aan

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  25. The AjaY Prasad

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