Kya naam du isko – Anuska

Hii frnds…….hope u all r fyn…
be Noor si lagti hai tum se bichar kar ye FIZA,
Ab charag to jalte hain magar ujalah nahi karte….

Dosto zindagi ki bheed Mr hum kahan kho jate hai kuch pata nahi chalta,waqt kaise guzar jata hai ye bhi pta nahi chalta,ye bhi bhul jate hain ki humko bichadna hai…
har rista tod kar dur jana hai..mai bhi aap logo ki tarah ek simple si ladki hun Jo shyd luv pe bhut blv karti thi but shyd ab nhi…
actually frnds hum hamesha sochte hai ki love glat cheezz hai lekin aisa nhi hai luv kabhi dukh nahi deta lekin Haan wo person Jo love karna nahi jante wo Aksar dukh dete hain….
Shuru shuru me mera ek Bf tha atiq (name changed) bahut accha bahut saccha…ek dusre ko bhut samjhte the…lekin u know wat mai usko khud se pasand nhi ki thi koi majboori se banayi thi usko apna bf..kisi k kehne par us tym mera utna aqal nhi tha…phir bhi maine Uske sath
Jeene lagi…kuch waqt beet gya hum kahin aur shift hone k liye aa gye…aur mai usse bahut dur chali aayi phir bhi hamari baat hoti ti mai bhi usse pyar karne lagi thi shyd ya sirf attraction tha pta nhi…
waqt nikal gya hum bhi zindagi me aage bandhne lage….duri ki wajah se ya ta nhi kaise hum ab ek dusre se jayadh baat nahi karte the..baat baat pe ladai hoti thi ek year aur guzar gya…ek din mai uska fb kholi to frnds maine ek chat dekha Jo usne ek ladki se
Kiya tha actually uska I’d ka pawd mere pass tha…wo msg bhut bekar tha short me bolti hun wo ladki bhut kamini thi aur is ne msg kiya h I like sexy girls….mai tere sath porn movie banana chahta hun…jab mai puchi to usne mana kar dia bola mai to ladka Samjh kar baat kar rha tha…frnds mai bhi chor di…bhut prblms aaye the meri life me…bhut tut gyi thi mai..usi waqt ek mera dost bana tha..uska name amar(changed) wo mujhe sambhala mere dard zindagi ko andha diya.. mere sath roya…maine ek din ek kaam karne boli aatiq ko to wo saaf mana kar diya kehta teri glti thi but mera frnd hamesha mere sath deta tha..actually wo mujhe 3 yrs se luv krta tha but mai nhi janti thi…
waqt beet gya mere aur atiq me bhut duri aa gyi. ..
wo mujhse bhut dur rhna laga wo kehta i m not interested in any girl. .etc…
phir hum dost rhte the baat karte the…
aur mera dost mujhe itna pyar diya ki mai sch nhi skti but u know frnds mai unhe srf dost manti aur wo mujhe itna luv…phirwo kehte ki tu nhi mili to mai Mar jaunga. ..aur ye Sach hai…wo mere bina kaise jiyenge. .
but mere family…u knw mere papa mummy ko mujh par bht naaz hai wo chahte hai ki mai unka naam uncha karun meri mummy mujhe bolti hai in sab chakkron me mat parna. .kyun ki meri  appi ka bf hai aur unko pta hai…
ab mai apni frnd ko bhut pyar karti hun as a frnd only…aur wo bhi mujhe bhut…
but u know wat m nhi chahti ki mere wajah se unka life destroy ho aur wo tut kar bikhre. ..mai nhi chahti ki wo mere wajah se apni zindagi ko jeena bhul jaye aur tanha reh jaye…
Islye mai ab unse baat nahi karti hun…kahin wo zindagi me akele na reh jaye….
mai janti hun amar ye bhut difficult hai aapke liye bhi aur mere liye bhi but mai kya karun mai majboor hun….mujhe maaf karna…
frnds kabhi zindagi me hamari shaadi na ho sake aur wo mere liye apni zindagi kharab kare to kya mai ye dekh paungi…nahi na…Ye mai kaise dekh sakti hun…mujhe to bs unki khusi chahye…..ar shyd yhi ek rasta hai…mere khyal se…
abi waqt hai kahin wo jeena Sikh le..kahi wo kisi aur se pyar karle…
But mujhe nhi lagta ki wo kisi aur se pyar karenge kyunki 3 yrs phle wo jante the mera bf hai phir wo mujhse pyar karte the dosti to 1 yr phle hui na pyar to 3 yrs se karte the…But ky pta..
lekin kya wo kisi aur se pyar karenge to mai dekh paungi….kya mai se paungi. .Ye sawal mera dil
Puchta hai…
kaise kho dun mai itna accha frnd ko. Kaise bhula dun usko…
i really miss u….amar…
Kuch lines Uske liye apne dl ki gehraiyo se
Tujhme kitni kamiyan hai ye tujhe
Bata kar roye,
Mai tujhse pyar a nhi karti
ye samjha kar roye,
Tere yaado se dur jana hai mujhe,
Yeh suna kar roye,
Mai shyd itni hi khudgarz hun,
Ye mat sochna kabhi,
Tu mere rag rag me basa hai,
Ye sochna kabhi,
Bhulna nhi wo mulqat ka pal,
Jise mita kar mai royi…
Raat me jab so gya sara jahan Chand me Tera chehra bana kar roye,
Nahi aana kabhi mere samne tum ye bhi kaha tumse,
Phir jiungi kaise Uske baghair mai khud se bata kar royi,
Har jagah jahan wo ata tha kabhi,
Us jagah ko baar baar nihar kar roye….
Tu khaya hai ya nahi
Tu soya hai ya nahi,
Ye bhi khud se puch kar royi…

Frnds aap batao kya maine sahi kiya…Ya galt kiya maine…
mujhe bataye comments list me…mujhe kya karna chahye. ..plz frnds…

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10 thoughts on “Kya naam du isko – Anuska”

  1. ***hum hamesha sochte hai ki love glat cheezz hai lekin aisa nhi hai luv kabhi dukh nahi deta lekin Haan wo person Jo love karna nahi jante wo Aksar dukh dete hain*** ri8 yr…. sahi kiya yr wo reh lega… lekin love krti fir tuhari sadi kahi aur ho jati to wo nhi reh pata.

  2. choo chwwtt yl bhut achi stly h aapki

    but meko smj nhii aya yl aapne atiq ko pyl kiya tha jb tb aapke grwale man jate kya uske liye???

    yl pyl bhut kismat walo ko milta h i think ek try to krna chahiye jaruri nhii ki shadi ho jaye but ek dusre ki yaade to milegi yl km se km ye to nhii sochoge ki hmne try b nhii kiya….

    god bless uhh

    ol ha wo last ki jo lines likhi ho na bhut mst h yl….

  3. anushka ji apki story bahut achchi h but
    but ap jo kr ri h wo glt h plz ap usse ek bar apne dil ki bat bol dijiye because agr wo apki life m hoga to Koi b alg ni kr payega but ni b mila to apko life me y to ni sochna padega apne koshish ni ki h so plz ek bar koshish kro because kash k sath jina bahut mushkil hota h yr
    u know meri ek frnd k uska name b anushka h aur uski b story kuch aisi hi thi but uska first love tha usne koshish ki uski life m wo tha usko mil gya un dono ki engagement ho gyi h ab sadi b hone wali h ??

  4. anushka apki story achi.mjhe lgta h apko usse apne dil ke baat bol deni chahiye milo ye na milo ye toh luck ki baat h . bt ek try toh krni hi chahiye.gud luck

  5. ab me kya kahu anushka mere sabhi friends sahi keh rahe hai…agar dil me kisi ki mohabbat ho to use bta dena chahiye pr agr tume lgta h ki na btakr tum use or khudko khush rkh skti ho to mt btao or ha jb shadi hi na ho paye to sabse jada takleef tum dono ko tb hogi…..wese tumne acha hi kiya pr mere khyal se agr tumhare man me kisi k liye mohabbat ho to use 1 bar jrur bta dena chahiye fir aage jo chahe ho…….God bless u Allah tumhari har muraad puri kare…

  6. kaha ho sab…….
    riya shadab salman jiya sneha anuj jot harsh mamta neha heena sona mehves vinod bhai ali irfan or koi jo bhi reh gya ho wo bhi i miss u all………really really miss u

  7. Woww…nice story but sad h….
    Yr vo tm se 4sal se pyr krta h agr tmne na btaya or tmari shadi hogyi use tb b dukh hoga or ye sochke hoga ki tmne kabi uske lv ko smja hi nhi…or shadi ke baad tm use yd krke sochogi ki kya pta me use keh deti or vo muje mil jata…….
    To agr baad ke pchhtave se achha h abi thoda dukh sehlo….or aap dono ek hojaye…..allaha kare aap ko uska sath jrur mile……

  8. Aapko esa nahi kerna chahiye tha. Use apne parents k bare me batana chaiye tha k vo kya chahte hai? Agar vo aapse pyaar kerta to aapki baat jarur samajta . Or aapka relation aage badh sakta tha. Or badh sakta hai ho sakta hai agar aap use sab batade k kyu aapne use choda maybe vo aapko samje or aapdono ki love story ka track aage badhe.

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