Main kabhi nahi soch sakta tha ki ek din mujhe apne comfort zone se bahar nikalna padega, aur wo bhi apni marzi se nahi, balki zindagi ke chalne ka tareeka badalne ki wajah se. Main ek introverted ladka hoon, jo har waqt apne kamre mein chhupke rehna pasand karta tha, jahan duniya ka shor-thundik kuch nahi hota. Mere liye sabse zyada zaroori cheez thi meri library aur ek cup garam chai. Par sab kuch badal gaya, jab meri mulaqat ek aise ladki se hui, jo mere bilkul opposite thi.
Seema. Ek lively aur energetic party planner. Uski duniya thi rangon se bhari hui, aur har din naye adventures. Mujhe yaad hai pehli baar jab hum dono mile the. Main apne office ka kaam kar raha tha, aur Seema ka ek event ki planning mein busy tha. Meri nazar jab us par gayi, toh laga jaise kisi ne ek chhoti si fireworks show dikhayi ho. Uski muskaan, uska confidence – sab kuch mujhse bilkul alag tha.
“Mujhe ek cheez batao, yeh event kaise manage kar leti ho?” Maine nervous hote hue kaha.
Seema ne apni muskaan ke saath jawab diya, “Simple! Life ko enjoy karo, aur logon ko apne saath laake unko feel karao ki wo important hain.”
Uske jawab mein kuch tha jo mujhe confuse kar gaya, lekin ek curiosity bhi thi. Kya sach mein zindagi ko itni aasan aur lively nazar se dekha ja sakta hai? Kya har cheez mein itni excitement ho sakti hai? Mera dil chaaha ki main bhi uski duniya ko samajhne ki koshish karoon, lekin mera natural instinct mujhe apne comfort zone mein hi rehne ki salahiyat deta tha.
Ek din, usne mujhse kaha, “Chalo, tumhe apne weekend ka plan badalna hoga. Tumhare liye ek party plan kiya hai, tumhe aana hi padega!”
Mujhe laga, yeh kya keh rahi hai Seema? Main toh kabhi kisi aise event ka hissa nahi bana tha. Lekin phir kuch soch ke, maine apne comfort zone ko todne ka faisla kiya.
Us din ke baad meri life mein ek turning point aaya. Seema ne mujhe apni duniya ka hissa bana diya. Wahan pe main pehli baar feel kiya ki duniya kitni different ho sakti hai. Wo parties, wo music, wo log jo ek dusre se interact karte the – yeh sab mujhse bilkul alag tha. Pehle toh mujhe sab kuch bohot overwhelming laga, lekin dheere dheere main samajhne laga ki zindagi ko enjoy karne ka ek aur tareeka hai.
Seema ke saath waqt guzarne se mujhe yeh samajh aaya ki har cheez mein kuch na kuch beauty hoti hai. Wo sab cheezein jo main apni zindagi mein chhupakar karta tha, wo sab Seema apni khushiyon mein shamil karti thi. Wo logon se baat karti thi, sabko enjoy karne ke liye encourage karti thi, aur uski yeh energy mujhe apne andar bhi dekhne ko milti thi.
Par, har cheez ka ek price hota hai. Zindagi mein balance ka hona zaroori hai, aur jab hum apne worlds ko mix karte hain, toh kabhi kabhi usme thoda disturbance bhi aa jata hai.
Maine dekha ki jaise-jaise hum dono ek dusre ke zyada kareeb aaye, humari differences bhi zyada exposed hone lag gayi. Main thoda introverted tha, aur Seema thodi zyada extroverted. Main apne time ko apne andar rehte hue guzarna chahta tha, jabki Seema har waqt naye plans banane mein busy rehti thi. Hum dono ki duniya, ek dusre ke liye alien thi, par phir bhi hum dono apni duniya ko ek saath chalane ki koshish kar rahe the.
Seema ke liye, duniya ka har moment exciting tha. Wo har din naye experiences chahati thi, naye logon se milti thi, aur har party ko ek naye level tak le jaane ka plan karti thi. Main, on the other hand, apne kaam se kaam rakhta tha, ek coffee ke saath apni duniya mein kho jaata tha.
Ek din, Seema ne mujhse kaha, “Tum kabhi mere world ka hissa nahi ban paoge. Tumhare liye har cheez mein ek limit hoti hai, aur main har cheez mein farq dikhana chahti hoon.”
Uski baat mujhe gehra takhreeb ki tarah mehsoos hui. Hum dono apni apni duniya mein chhup gaye the. Main samajh nahi paaya ki hum dono ki zindagi ke goals itne alag kaise ho gaye. Wo cheezein jo hum dono ne ek saath enjoy ki thi, ab wo humare beech ki dooriyan ban gayi thi.
Seema ne apne kaam ke liye apne passion ko chhoda, aur main apne apne peace ko samajhne ki koshish kar raha tha. Hum dono ki zindagi mein ek aisa moment aaya, jab humne decide kiya ki humari raaste alag ho gaye hain. Main apni dunia mein wapas aaya, aur Seema apni duniya mein chale gayi.
Dil toot gaya tha, aur mujhe laga ki hum dono ka ek perfect love story ka end hona tha. Hum dono ki duniya alag thi, par hum dono ko ek doosre ki duniya ko samajhne ki koshish karni thi. Seema ki dunia mein humne kuch seekha tha, aur meri duniya mein bhi usne kuch seekha tha.
Zindagi mein kabhi-kabhi hum jo chahte hain, wo nahi milta. Humari kahani ek aise time par khatam hui jab hum dono apni apni life ko apne tareeke se samajhne ki koshish kar rahe the. Lekin yeh ek realisation thi ki hum dono ki zindagi ka direction alag ho gaya tha, aur kabhi kabhi kuch rishte humare liye ek phase hote hain, jise hum samajh ke chhod dete hain.
Seema aur main, alag raaste par apni duniya ko samajhne ki koshish kar rahe the, aur yeh ek aisa moment tha, jahan humein apni alag alag zindagi ko embrace karna tha.
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