Doston ko yeh lagta tha ki main ek aam ladka hoon, bas apni zindagi mein apne kaam mein busy, kuch khaas nahi. Lekin kisi ko yeh nahi pata tha ki main jo hoon, wo sirf ek aise duniya ka hissa hoon jahan har pal ka risk hota hai. Mera asli naam Raghav hai, lekin duniya mujhe Abhay ke naam se jaanti hai. Main ek undercover spy hoon, aur meri zindagi ka maksad sirf ek tha—apne desh ki raksha karna.
Pehle to yeh kaafi aasan lagta tha, apne kaam mein khoya rehna, apne emotions ko control karna. Lekin jab meri zindagi mein Ananya aayi, to har cheez badal gayi. Ananya ek normal ladki thi, apne kaam se kaam rakhti thi, ek chhoti si gallery mein kaam karti thi. Uska zindagi se koi bada connection nahi tha, na koi hidden agenda. Meri dunia se bilkul alag.
Maine pehli baar Ananya ko ek coffee shop mein dekha tha. Wo ek art exhibition ke baare mein baat kar rahi thi apne doston ke saath, uske chehre pe ek alag hi shine thi. Aise moments mein, jab main apne kaam mein itna busy rehta tha, toh mujhe yeh sab bekaar lagta tha. Par us din, maine uske chehre pe kuch aisa dekha jo mujhe apne andar bhi nahi mila tha—sachchai aur khud ke liye jeene ki ek alag hi roshni.
Mujhe us din pata tha ki mere liye yeh ek mistake ho sakti hai, par maine apne aap ko uske paas jaane se nahi roka. Zindagi mein kuch cheezein jaise apne aap ko control kar paana, kabhi kabhi mushkil hoti hain. Us din maine usse baat ki thi, bas kuch normal cheezon ke baare mein. Ananya ki muskaan ne meri duniya ko roshan kar diya tha, aur jab wo hansne lagi, to mujhe laga jaise duniya ka saara gham chala gaya ho.
Waqt guzar gaya, aur hum dono ki dosti badhti gayi. Main har din uske saath waqt guzarne ki wajah dhundhta. Main jaanta tha ki mujhe kabhi bhi apne asli identity ke baare mein usse kuch nahi batana chahiye tha. Lekin jab aap kisi se itna kareeb ho jaate ho, to apne emotions ko control kar pana mushkil ho jata hai.
Ek din, jab main apne mission par tha, mujhe pata chala ki Ananya ko danger ho sakta hai. Mere jaan pehchaan wale log, jo mere agency ke hissa the, unhone mujhe bataya ki Ananya ki zindagi mein kuch aise log aa gaye hain jo usse nuqsan pohchana chahte hain. Mere liye yeh sirf ek aur mission tha—lekin Ananya ke liye, yeh meri apni zindagi thi.
Maine socha tha ki main apni duty ko poora karunga aur Ananya ko bachane ke liye kuch nahi kar paunga. Par jab maine uska chehra yaad kiya, to mujhe laga ki main usse kho nahi sakta. Meri zindagi ka asli matlab ab woh thi. Apne agency ke orders ko ignore karke, maine usse bachane ka faisla kiya.
Ek shaam, jab Ananya apne gallery ke kaam mein busy thi, main uske paas gaya. Maine apni puri identity reveal kar di thi usse, jo maine kabhi kisi ko nahi bataya tha. Ananya ka chehra pehle shock se bhar gaya, phir ghabrahat bhi thi. “Tum… tum yeh sab… kis liye?” usne poocha. “Kyunki tum mere liye sirf ek mission nahi ho, Ananya,” maine jawab diya. “Tum meri zindagi ka hissa ban gayi ho, aur ab main tumhe khone nahi de sakta.”
Us din ke baad, main ne apni agency ko inform kiya ki main apne mission ko chhod raha hoon. Mere liye yeh decision lena mushkil tha, lekin main jaanta tha ki agar main apne emotions ko kabhi express karna chahta hoon, to yeh waqt tha. Mera asli mission ab Ananya thi, aur maine apne purane zindagi ko chhod diya tha, sirf apne pyar ke liye.
Waqt ne sab kuch badal diya tha. Ananya aur main ek saath the, lekin ab main jaanta tha ki apne sapne, apne kaam ko chhod dena sabse bada decision tha. Ananya ki aankhon mein jo pyaar tha, wo mujhe har din apne aap ko behtar banane ki wajah deta tha.
Zindagi mein sab kuch perfect nahi hota, par jab apne pyaar ko sach mein paate hain, toh har mushkil kaafi asaan lagti hai. Maine apne duty ko chhoda tha, lekin apne pyaar ko apna bana liya tha. Aur mujhe lagta tha, ki bas yeh hi mera asli mission tha.
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