Main use school ke pichhe ke raste se apne ghar ki aur chal rahi thi. Har roz ki tarah, mere dil mein ek ajeeb si bechaini thi. Mere dhadkane tezููููููููููููููู๏ฎฉูจูโค๏ธ๏ฎฉูจู๏ฎฉ๏ฎฉูจู ho gayi, jab main usse dekha. Uska naam Aryan tha, mere class mein ek naya transfer student.
Pehli mulakat mein hi, mujhe uspe pyaar aane laga. Uski muskurahat ne mere dil ko chhua. Har subah, usse dekhne ki aas rehti thi, lekin uska dhyan mujh par kabhi nahi aata tha. Shayad, woh mujhe kabhi nahi dekhta tha.
Har din, main usse nazdeek aane ki koshish karta, lekin himmat nahi hoti. Kabhi kabhi, uski aankhon mein dekha, main apni baaton ko bhool jaata. Uske saath kuch pal bitane ka khwab dekhta tha, par haqiqat hamesha kehti thi ki woh sirf ek khayal hai.
Jab bhi woh mujhe dekhta, uski aankhon mein kuch alag si chamak hoti thi, lekin woh kabhi mujhse baat nahi karta tha. Shayad, usse pata tha ki main usse pyaar karti hoon, par shayad uske liye main sirf ek dost thi.
Har raat, main uske bare mein sochti, sapne dekhti. Uske saath kisi park mein ghoomne ki, uski muskurahat๐ dekhne ki, yeh sapne mere dil ko sukoon dete the, lekin subah hamesha ek nayi haqiqat lekar aati.
Ek din, maine apni himmat jutayi aur usse apne dil ki baat kehne ka faisla kiya. Main school ke pichhe wale raste pe usse mulaqat karne chali gayi. Dil mein dhadkanon ki tez awaaz, mujhe dara rahi thi, par maine apne aap ko sambhala.
Jab main usse nazdeek pahunchi, usne mujhe muskurakar dekha. Uski muskurahat๐ dekh kar, mere saare dar dur ho gaye. Main neend se bhari aankhon se usse dekha aur apne dil ki baat kehne ke liye tayyar ho gayi.
“L-L-L-Love…” maine shuru kiya, par mere hoth phir se sikud gaye. Mere jeebh kehne ke liye tayar nahi thi. Uski aankhon mein ek ajeeb si chamak thi, jaise woh mere dil ki baat samajh gaya ho.
Maine phir se himmat jutayi aur apni aankhen ๐band ki. “Main tumse pyaar karti hoon,” maine kaha, apne dil ki awaaz se. Jab maine apni aankhen๐ kholi, woh wahi khada tha, ek gehri soch mein dooba hua.
Usne muskurakar kaha, “Main bhi tumse pyaar karta hoon, par maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki tum mujhse pyaar karti ho.”
Mere dil mein ek ajeeb si khushi thi, jaise saari duniya๐ mujhse muskurati ho. Uske saath kuch pal bitane ka sapna, ab haqiqat ban chuka tha. Hum dono ek doosre ke saath muskurahat aur pyaar mein doobe hue the.
Lekin phir ek din aaya, jab maine dekha ki woh kisi aur ladki ke saath muskurata hai. Meri duniya ek pal mein gir gayi. Uski muskurahat, jise main apni khushi ka sabab samjhti thi, ab mere dil ko jala rahi thi.
Maine usse door rehne ka faisla kiya. Har roz, usse nazdeek aane ki koshish karti, par uska chehra dekh kar, mere dil ko dard hota. Uski khushi, meri khushi ki jagah le gayi thi.
Mujhe pata tha ki main usse pyaar karti hoon, par ab mujhe usse door rehna behtar lagta tha. Uski khushi mein hi meri khushi thi, chahe woh kisi aur ke saath kyun na ho.
Aaj bhi, jab main usse dekhti hoon, dil mein wahi ajeeb si bechaini rehti hai. Par ab, woh pyaar nahi, sirf ek yaad hai, ek adhoori kahani,๐ jise main hamesha apne dil mein saath lekar chalungi.
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