plg come back i miss u,ur akashi – Akashi

Hello frnds my self Akashi…..m lucknow m rhte hu ……y mere 3rd yr h. H..aj me apko apni real story btane ja rhe hu…….bat us tym ki h jb me 11th me ti ………. Mera 1 bhut pyara group b tha. Hm 7 log te jisme 5 girls or 2boys ……….Reshu, Payal, Nidhi, Ankita,Jatin, Amar or me.pure clz me hmara group famous tha,,,,,,,,,,,,or payal vo mere bst frnd ti ,hm logo ka 1 -2sre k bina 1 pal b ni ktta tha…………..jb koi 1 clz ni ata tha to hm m s koi b ni ata tha Us yr hmare clas m 1 new student aya …….. mge aj b yad principal sir use laye te……..or hmse indroduse b kraya………… uska name saksham tha… uske father karnal h…….or nyi posting te.……….jb principal sir uske bare m bta rhe te…………. Tbi payal n kha, wao yr kitna smart lg rha h………..y bat amar n b sun li ti…………….. Fir hm sb 2sre din clz m mile………..us din hm sb ne saksham s bhut bate b ki……….. thode dino bad saksham n kha ki vo hmare group ka member bnna chahta h………… sbne ha kr dia. or hm sb khush ho gye…….us din hmne party b ki………….2 month ese hi sb kuch chalta rha ………1 din hm sb clas pd rhe te.

Tbi principal sir aye or bole ki 3 din bad hmare clz m 1 night fuction h jisme dance song………..etc comption b hoge,,,,,,,,hm sbi ko participate krna h………… hm sb ne 1 group perform taiyar kia…………..or jmkr rehearsal b ki… hmne socha b ni tha ki program sbko itna psnd ayega. Y 1 love stry ti 1 song ke form m……….y sb saksham ka idea tha……….us din hm sb rat bhar vhi ruke te. Nxt morning hm sb ghar aye us din hmara school off tha……… pure rat jgne ki vjh s me din bhar sote rhi. Sam ko uthi to mamma n nasta dia……………me apko btana bhul hi gyi ki me apne mama mami k pas rhte hu unhone mge adopt kia h kyuki unko koi baby ni tha. ….nasta krne k bad me pdne baith gye…….tbi 1 unknown no s cll aya ……….mumma n mge bola ki fone pick kro. Pick krne pr pta chala ki vo saksham ka no. h……..mene usse bat kri……vo khne lga ki uske cll s koi problem to ni h mge mene mna kr dia ki ni esa kuch ni h…. fir sbkuch ese hi chalta rha, hm din bhar clz me b bate krte te or fir saksham ki cll b aya krte ti…..phle 2-4 din me ate ti……..fir roj din me 2-3 bar ane lge,mge usse bat krna bhut achcha lgne lga tha.. ………..din rat sirf use k bare m sochte te………..fir vo din a hi gya jiska mge intjar tha. 12 jan. ye mere jindgi ka sbse spacal din h. hm sb canteen me lunch krne ko gye te.

Me vha s jldi chali ai..mge mera home work krna tha. Thode der bad dekha to vo b clas me hi tha…….. mene pucha ki tm yha kese to saksham ne kha tmse kuch khna h. me- kya khna h kho. He- kh du.me- sir hilate huye ha kh 2 saksham mere samne baith gya or bola- sanorita , pta ni kyu pr tume dekh k kuch kuch hota h dil me, tumse bat krke dil ko sukun m ilta h, tme dekhkar ankho ko chain ata, tume khone ka dar rhta, tmse dur rhne me tklef hote h……….bole to I love u Akashi…… do u lv me???????????????? Y sunkar to mge esa lga jaise mge jannat mil gyi…..mene b ha me sir hilaya………. mere sare frnds clas me a gye…jb to mene sbko btaya, sb bhut khush te hmare liye. Bt payal khush ni ti…..mene pucha b to vo boli- Me bhut khush hu…….bs thoda sir drd h……….. sbne hmare petch up ki treat mange……..saksham ne 1 party di sbko………. Payal us party me ni ai……… hmne 2sre din clg me pucha to usne kh dia ghar p koi tha ni isly ni a ski……. 1 trf payal or mere bech duriyan a rhe ti to 2sre trf saksam mere or kareb a rha tha. Hm pure rat bat krte,,,,,,,,,, pura din clz me sath rhte… me uske roj kuch n kuch bna k le jate te………….. or jb me use khud hatho s khilate tbhi vo khata tha. Hmara phla velentinday us din mene use 1 watch gift ki ti .

use watch phnna psnd ni tha bt fir b vo hmesha phnta kyuki vo mene di ti kyu ki me chahte ti ki vo use hmesha phne. usne muge pure velentineday week p gift dia. Rose p rose , chocl dy p choclates or promish day p mera sath kbhi n chhodne ka vada b kia.or velentinday p 1 tajmahal gift b dia. use din mene uska pyar phle bar feel kia tha.hmare relation ko 2 month ho gye…….hmare exam b kreb te. Mera pdai ki trf koi dhyan ni tha. Me mere clas ki top girl ti bt ab to pdne me man hi ni lgta tha. Mem ne mamma ko bta dia ki mera pdai me kam dhyan h……..us din mamma ne mge danta…….. me bhut royi . jb rat ko saksham ka cll aya tb b me bhut royi . Mene use btaya ki aj mamma ne kitna danta pdai kl liye……..or hmare exam b pas h mera to pdne me man hi nil g rha,,,,,,,,,,,fir usne mge chup kraya or kha ki ab hm roj rat ko sath sath pdenge………….fir me roj rat ko 8 bje so jate or 11 bje jg jate,,,,,,,,,,,15 -20 min. hm bat krte or fir pdte………. Ese hi hm roj krte………..hmare exam b ho gye. Or ab vacation,,,,,,full final moj maste………..hmare bat to bhut hote ti bt hm mil ni pate te. Kbi kbi apne frnds k ghar jane k bhane s milte ti . ise vjh se hmare bech jhagda b hone lga thoda bhut .us bar mera birthday 23 may ko aya………..or mge saksam n khud k sath date pr chalne k liye propose kia

or 1 suit gift kia. Me b jana chahte ti bt mamma papa ki problem ti. Jb mene y bat reshu ko btai to usne kha ki vo mamma se bat krege……fir 1 hour bad reshu mere ghar ayi or usne mumy ko bola ki hm sb sath me Akashi ka birthday manna chahte h……..phle to mamma n mna kr dia……….pr jb unhone mge udas dekha to ha kr dia. Me bhut khus ho gai or fir me saksham k sath date p gyi use ka dia hua suit phnkr , Phle bar me uske sath uske byk pr baithi. Mge bhut achcha lg rha tha……. Kreb 1 hour bad hm vha phuch gye……..me phle bar itne dur saksham k sath pure trh akele ti……. Bt mge bilkul b dar ni lg rha tha……….. jb hm vha phuche to hmne 1 room lia…..vo rum pure trh decorate tha birthday party k liye…..i was socked to see that……. Mene uske trf dekha to vo muskrane lga. …… fir mene cake ct kiya….. usne apne bachpan ki bhut s picks dikhaye or fmly members ki b or bhut bate b btayi,,,,,,, ……. Saksham n mge icecream la kr di. Hmne khai…… or fir hm ghar a gye………..vo mere lyf ka sbse special birthday tha. Me bhut khush te us din mano jindgi me sb kuch mil gya.. or leave khatm hone ke bad 1 bar fir s hmare school reopen ho gye. Or fir se hm pura tym 1-2sre ke sath hi bitate…. Hm sb bhut khush rhte te phle ki trh pr pta ni payal mgse phle ki trh bat ni krte te, khne ko aj b vo mere bstfrnd te bt vo mgse bat hi ni krte te………..tym betta gya.

Or fir uska birthday aya 14 November ko or mene use 1 shirt gift ki ti, us shirt ka clr saksham m ko bilkul b psnd ni tha bt fir b usne mere liye phne……..taki mge bura n lge. Ese hi hmare relation ko 1 yr bet gya. Or fir se vo din a gya . hmne sath milkar celebrate b kia. Hm 2no bhut khush te. Hmne 1-2sre ko ring gift ki . me ni jante ti ki vo b mere liye ring kharedne gya h. fir hmare exam a gye or hm achche no. se pasout ho gye……..or fir s 1 bar saksham ne mera birthday bnaya. Is bar uske sath ni gyi bt apne sare frnds ko ghar p hi bulaya tha. Hmare holidays b khatm hone vale te.. Saksham bca krna chahta tha,vo bca krne k liye noyda jane vala tha . jb usne mge y bat btayi to mene kha ki hm ab hm 1-2sre s mil ni payenge m rone lge. to vo khne lga ki vo ni jayega…..fir mene kha ni tm jao. Hm fone s bat kia krenge….. 2 din bad saksham noyda chala gya. Hmne pure rat bat ki. Usne kha ki vo subha jane se phle milna chahta h vo 11 bje niklega. Mene ha kr dia ane ko .subha mumy se jhut kha ki nidhi k ghar ja rhe hu, jb vha phuchi to vo jane k liye bilkul ready hi tha. Us tym hm 2no hi ni smj pa rhe te ki kya bat kre. me- ja rhe ho? He- ha, mera man ni ho rha tmse dur jane ka. Me- dur kha jar he ho? Hm to hmesha pas rhenge or bese b tm to bat kroge vha jakr mgse. He- ofcourse krunga pari. Tumse n bat krun esa ho hi ni skta. Ab jldi se 1 smile de 2. To me achche se chala jau. Mene smile ki Or fir thode der bad vo chala gya.

Vha phucne k bad mene usse bat ki. Thode dino bad hi Or mene yhi rhkr clz m bsc. K liye admission l lia. Vo mgse dur rhkr b mere bhut kerb tha. Month me 1 tyms vo mgse milne ata tha. Y fir kbi holidays mil jaye to b ata tha. Hmara relation bhut hi pyara tha. Vo mgse bhut pyar krta h or m b. jindgi bste h mere usme. 14 November ko uska fir s birthday aya or mene use 1 own created gift dia tha jisme mere or uske bhut s pic te or bhut se pyare moments b jo mene uske sath bitaye I mean 1 colas gift kia.…… use vo gift bhut achcha lgga…………vo ghar 5 din k liye aya tha, hmne sath sath vo din bitaye. Hm bhut khush te fir s 1-2sre k itne kreb akr. saksam k 1st sem m bhut achche marks aye te. Uske Papa n use lappy gift dia vo bhut khus tha. Ese hi tym betta gya or 1 bar fir s vhi date a gye 12 janury . mene use 10 ko lucknow ane ko kha bt vo khne lga use leave ni h. fir rat ko 12 bje uske cll aye ki bhar ao. Me bhar nikli to vo mere samne khada tha. Mge to blv hi ni hua. Me- tum yha? Tmne to kha tha leave ni h. He- tmne bulaya or hm chale aye. Ab andar ni bulaoge. Me- ni tm ghar jao me subha aunge milne. He- I lv u pari Me- I lv u 2. Bye Fir vo ghar chala gya or hmne cll s bat ki or fir subha usse milne gyi. Me bhut khush ti. Us din usne mge sadi k liye propose kia. Mge to pta hi ni tha ki vo mgse sadi b krna chahta h……

mene b ha kr dia. Ab to bs hr tym vo mgse sadi k bare m bat krta. Fir thode din me chala gya mere b 1st yr khatm ho gya or saksham k b 2 sem. Khatm ho gye.hmare relation ko 2.5 yr ho gye te. Vo apna 4th sem chhodkar 1 mnth ki leave p ghar aya tha. Tb vo roj mere clz b ata tha. Use tym amar n mgse kha ki vo payl ko like krta h or propose krna chahta h…………payal us tym kisi s bat ni krte te………..hm sbke ha krne pr amar n use propose kia to payal n mna kr dia……………or kh dia ki she loves someone else……………..hm sb ko bhut ajeb lga……..me- y kya kh rhe h tu mge b bta kon h vo lucky boy(mjak krte huye) Vo kuch ni boli. Me- yr manja n amar bhut achcha ldka h. Hm sb k bar bar khne pr vo boli- saksham se b achcha h? Me- mtlb. Is pr saksham n kha plg payal chup rho . Apne bkbas mt pdna. Payal- bkbas mera pyar bkbas lgta h tme………….. Saksham- kesa pyar? U know well I love hr not u…..amar loves u. so apne lyf me age bdo….. Me us tym kuch b ni smj pa rhe ti y log kya kh rhe h. Me- koi mge btayega y kya ho rha h? Payal- me btate hu. Tu hmesha mgse yhi khte ti n ki me tujse bat kyu ni krte vo isly kyuki tune mere bst frnd hokr b mera pyar mgse chhen lia. Me- ni payal. Me y bat jante tk niti.is pr saksham bola vo sch kh rhe h vo kuch ni jante h. or n me is bare m use btana chahta tha.

Fir saksham ne hme btaya ki jis din hmara petch up hua tha uske 3-4 din bad payal ne mge I lv u msg kia. Phle to mge lga ki vo mjak kr rhe h. pr bad me pta chala ki vo serious h. mene payal s saf kh dia ki me Akashi s pyar krta hu. Hm sirf achche frnds bnkar rh skte h………… uske bad b payal mge aksar msg krte te bt mge lgta rha ki vo tym k sath smj jayege……… …us din hmare group k hr member m bhut ldai hue……sb 1-2sre k opposite te…………amar b bhut dukhi tha………… Sbne payal se kha ki ab vo age bd jaye amar k sath………to vo khne lge- ki amar k pas h hi kya? Kuch b to ni……. Us bat s hm sbko esa lga ki. Vo sayd saksam ko uske rich hone ki vjh s love krte h…………… jo ki amar ni h……… Ese bat bdte gai…….or payl ne hm sbke samne apne klai katne k liye kanch utha lia…………..hm sb bhut ghabra gye te……….. Me- y kya kr rhe h payal……….. She- tum khush rho saksham k sath lkn mere mrne k bad, agr saksham ni to m b ni………….. Saksham- y kya paglpnte h………chodo us kanch ko….. Payal – ni me tb hi chodunge jb tum mgse I lv u khoge vrna aj me mrunge……….. Me- saksam bolo n use. He- pagl ho tm. I don’t lv hr. or y khkr vo vha s jane lga or payal ne apne nas b kat li… me b rone lge.………. Hm sb dar gye or hm sb hospital gye…..vo thk ho gyi bt fir b uske vhi jid ti…….me saksham k pas gyi

or usse kha andar chalo or payal ko I lv u kh 2……. He- pagal ho yr tm use jakr smjao…. Me tmse pyar krta hu keval…… Me- kuch ni jante me or ab use koi ni smjha skta. He- tm mere bina rh loge Us tym uske ankho me anshu te. Me- ha sayd , bt is vkt mge sirf payal ki fikr h me sayd itna pyar ni krte. He- that is nt love, y pglpanti h. esa hua to hm sb ki lyf brbad ho jayege…….. Me- ho jane 2- uske bn jayege n…..tme hmare pyar ki ksm use I lv u kh 2. Vo tmse bhut pyar krte h/ He- achcha ni kr rhe tm pchtaoge………. Or usne andr jakr payl ko I lv u bol dia…………y sunkr sb bhut socked hog ye . 2sre din hi vo noyda laut gye. Uske bad 2 month tk sb ese hi chalta rha…mere to jindgi tham si gyi ti n din me chain tha or n hi rat ko………….hr pal mge uske yad ate kbi uske bare me sochkar hsne lgte or kbhi rone lgte,,,,bt itne khushi ti ki payal khush h. 2 month ho gye te mene n use dekha or n hi uske awaj sune ti……….. Fir thode dino bad uska msg aya….. ” hi , kese ho? Mge pta h ki tm thk ni ho skte………me b bilkul khush ni hu. Tmne y achcha ni kia,,,,,,,, 2 mnth s hr pl me tumare liye mr rha hub t ab mene soch lia h ki me y sb brdast ni kr skta ab.me tumse dur to rh skta hub t kisi or k sath ni………..isly me hmesha k liye jar ha hu Sbse dur…..

I lv u pari” Y uska rat ko 2 bje msg aya. Jb mene subha y msg pda or cll kia to no. hi ni lga. Me pure tym cll krte rhe. Fir payal s jakr puchha to use b ni pta tha,…….mene apne sare frnds s b puchha bt koi ni janta tha. Ki vo kha h? Aj use gye pure 4 month ho chuke h bt uska koi pta ni h vo yha ata b ni. Vo kha h kesa h koi ni janta h………… Mere 1 galti ki vjh se mene use kho dia. Me kuch ni jante vo kha h………… Plg saksham tum agr y pdo to plg mere pas vaps a jao. Plg. I miss u……….plg I m waiting 4 u………..

 

 

 

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