Dont play, if you are unhappy just leave – Abhishek Yadav

is love story ko padhne k baad mujhe bohat gaaliya milne wali h. qki is story m main hi hero hu or m hi villan. Baat 2014 ki h. ek ladki aai meri life m. usne mujhe propose kia or maine bhi timepass k liye han krdia. wo ladki bhi ajeeb hi thi. use pyr krne k alawa kch aata hi nhi tha. subah sham din raat mere baare m hi sochti thi shayad. uske pyr krne ka level hi alag tha. m agr rajpal yadav hu to wo mujhe shahrukh khan feel krwa deti thi. ye level tha uske pyr krne ka. hmesha mujhe special feel krane m lgi rehti thi. bohat achha relation tha hmara. ladte the phr ek ho jate the.  mujhe bhi use pyr ho gya tha. dono bohat pyr krte the ek dusre ko.  bohat possessive rehte the ek dusre k liye. kitni bhi ladai ho jaye. ek ghnte bhi nhi reh pate the ek dusre k bina. do saal hmara relation bohat achha chla. main usse pyr krta tha lekin maine future nhi socha tha. lekin usne socha tha. jab hume pyr milta h to hum uski kadar nhi krte. wahi mere sath tha. or maine usse brkup krlia qki wo future chahti thi lekin m nhi. bohat roi bohat tadpi wo or maine pathardil insaan ki tarah apni aanke band krli. bohat koshish ki usne mujhe mnane ki lekin m pathar ki murat gya. aakhirkaar usne haar maanli or hmare beech saare contact khatam ho gye. ek month tak baat nhi hui. Maine aankhe jaroor band krli thi lekin mujhe uske dard ka andaza th uski takleef smjh skta Tha qki pyr to m bhi krta tha,bss m shadi nhi kr skta tha. ek month baad maine hi use msg kia or usne baat bhi ki. Ab shayad wo smjh gyi thi ki future nhi h lekin pyr wo abhi bhi pahle ki tarah kr rhi thi. Abhi bhi chhote bache ki tarah meri hr baat manti thi. or aise hi 5,6 mahine nikal gye. Hmari continuous baat to nhi hoti thi leki  beech m beech m ho jati thi or hum mil bhi lete the. Isi beech iska behaviour change ho gya. jaise pahle m kch bhi puchta tha isse to sab kch detail m btati thi lekin ab seedhe bolne lgi tumhe btana jaroori nhi smjhti. jab ye first time hua to m thoda shocked ho gya. qki jo ladki tumhari hr baat manti ho, sirf tumhe hi sab kch manti ho suddenly uska behaviour change ho jaye to ye baat hajam nhi hoti. lekin maine dhyaan nhi dia socha hoga mood khraab. lekin dheere dheere situation khraab hoti gyi. Wo apne dosto k sath daaru pine lg gyi unkr sath pure din bahar rehne lgi or jab m bolta milne ko to bahane lga deti. Maine bhi khud ko smjhaya ki shayad wo move on kr gyi h isliye aisa kr rhi h. Lekin wo mujhe bolti ki uska bhi man krta h milne ka lekin bsy rehti h isliye nhi milti. m bhi confuse ho jata ki ladki chahti kya h. pyr h to normal mile baat kre nhi h to muh pr bolde. Gussa to tab aata tha jab wo dosto k sath pure din mje krti thi or mere bolne pr milne se mna krdeti thi. Ab na to call krti na hi msg. main kru to pure pure din call pick nhi krti. or pick krti bhi to boldeti ki baat nhi kr skti baad m call krti hu lekin wo baad kabhi nhi aata tha. Main usse puchta bhi tha ki tu badla le rhi h kya to bolti aisa kch nhi h bs bsy rehti hu. m bhi smjhne lga tha ki ignore kr rhi h,  qki ye move on kr gyi h.  ab pyr khatam ho gya hoga. Lekin kabhi khud se accept nhi krti thi.
m iski ignorance se pareshan ho chuka tha bilkul. Iske aage rota tha,  bheek mangta tha ki tere dil m feelings nhi h to saaf bolde lekin aise khel mat mere sath.  to wo mujhe pagal bolti. Bolti tum pagal ho chuke ho or mujhe bhi pagal krdoge. m jab bhi milne k liye bolta to bolti aaj papa ghr pr h, aaj tabiyat thk nhi h. aise aise xcuse lgati. ek baar to pure ek week tak mujhe bolti rhi ki beemar h mil nhi skti,  isi beech m isse gussa ho gya or baat krni band krdi. ye ladki agle hi din ghumne chli gyi.  maine isse ek hafte baat nhi ki or ye pure hafte ghumti rhi. Isi new year pr maine ise nashe m call krdia or bola pls wapas aajao, to boli thk h. Lekin phr khelne lgi. 1 January se 24 January k beech isne na to mujhse thk se baat ki or na hi thk se mili. MAIN iske aage rota tha ki mat khel mere sath. or ye kehti thi aisa kch nhi h. isne mujhse 24 January ko milne k liye kaha or m khush tha. isne 23 jan ki raat ko aisa xcuse dia jise sunkr m hil gya. isne kaha ki aaj thand badh gyi h or is thand m bahar niklugi to beemar ho jaugi. main nhi aa skti milne.  Aisa ghatiya xcuse sunkr m bilkul toot gya aur hmesha k liye isse contact khatam krdia. Main manta hu maine iske sath galat kia tha lekin kabhi iski feelings k sath nhi khela. Lekin isne to meri feelings ka majak bna dia. main iske aage rota tha ki q kr rhi ho aisa to bolti thi ki tum pagal ho or block krdeti thi. Main hath per jodta ki pls baat krlo block mat kro lekin us pr koi asar na hota tha. Maine apna male ego self respect sab khatam krdia. lekin isne sabka majak bna dia. Maine iske sath galat kia tha lekin mera pyr tabhi sacha tha or aaj bhi sacha h. Aaj bhi mera dil krta h ki iske aage bheek manglu ki wapas aaja or ye wapas aa bhi aajayegi lekin phr wahi khelne lgegi, bs yahi sochkr khud ko rok leta hu. Main sabse kehna chahta hu ki hume kisi k sath khelne ka koi haq nhi h. Agr aap apne partner k sath khush nhi ho to muh pr boldo lekin kabhi khelo mat uske sath. Main to yahi sochkr sarisfy hu ki maine iske sath galat kia tha to bhagwan ne mujhe uski saja di h. Lekin insaniyat k naate kisi ko kisi k sath kabhi nhi khelna chahiye.

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