aisa kyu hota hai ki jise hum savse jyada chahte hai wahi hmse dur chala jata h bahut taqlif hoti hai na insan ji sakta hai na mar sakta hai..na chahte hue v koi bewafa ho jata hai kyuki waqt ar halat bahut zalim hote hai aur yahi halat ne mujhse mere pyar cheen liya..zindagi me sacha pyar bahut khusnasibo ko milta hai aur shayad hm unme se nhi the..ab wo kisi aur ki ijjat hai isliye uska naam to ab nahi le sakta…mai use hamesha “babu” bulata tha aur wo aj v meri babu hi hai..to ab ata hu apni real love stort pe.. baat aj se 4 saal pehle ki h jab use pehli.baar dekha tha ek pal me hi zindagi bhar ke sapne bun liye the maine..mai use propose karba chahta tha par koi rasta hi nahi tha us tak pahuchne ka fir main sochne laga k kaise us tak pahuchu fir kuch dino bad maine use fb pe dekha usne kuch din pehle hi account banaya tha fir maine use msg kiya par koi reply nhi aya aise hi ek sal guzar gaya par mere koi v msg ka reply nhi aya mai hamesha uske school jata tha use dekhne par wo response hi nhi deti thi mujhe bahut bura lagta tha sochta tha shayad mai uske layak nhi hu kyu ki wo baht jyada khubsurat hai
aur mai kuch v nahi fir uska +2 ka xam hua maine uske result ka print v nikala fir use msg kiya fir v koi reply nahi aaya fir wo graduation krne dusre seher chali gya mai waha v use dekhne jata tha par kabhi dekh nahi pata kyuki uska hostel collg campus k ander hi tha par kavi kavi use dekh leta tha jb wo ghar aati thi holidays me..2013 me uska graduation ho gay aur wo wapis ghr aa gyi aur yahi pe colf se masters karne lagi fir to mai use hamesha dekhne laga wao naqab me rehti thi is liye sirf uski aankh hi dikhti thi. .mai use pichle 3 saal se birthday wish karta tha to jab is bar uska bithday aya nov me to maine use wish kiya mujhe ummeed to nahi thi k wo reply karegi isliye maine msg chek hi nhi kiya dobara par ek mahine k baad jab mai aise hi msg kr rha tha to mai shock ho gya uska reply dekh kr usne likha tha”thanks for ur wishing on my b’day but i dont know u?..who are u??.”.bahut taqlif hoti hai jb jise ap itna pyar krte ho wo apko janta hi nahi. .uska msg parne k baad maine use reply kiyand usi tym mjhe pata chala k uski engagement ho gyi h kuch din pehle aur sb kuch bataya apni feelings k bare me frm last 3 years aur uske engagmnt k bare me..wo shock ho gyi aur boli k use samajh nhi aa raha tha k ap kaun ho usliye maine kabhi reply nahi kiya fir aise hi bat hone lagi fb pe fir kch din baad maine use kaha k mai usse bat krna chahta hu
usne mana kr diya aur kaha k mai apko taqlif nhi de sakti kch din bat krke..fir usi din shaam me uska msg aya.. babu-hm shadi nhi krna chahte me-kyu aisa bol rhe ho babu-mera dimag kam nhi kr rha hai hme shadi nhi krni hai… fir mai sochne lag gya k akhir wo aisa kyu boli fir thodi der bad uska msg aya.. babu-:hame apki awaj sunni hai apse baat krni hai me:-apne to mana kiya hai kaise karoge babu:-phn me me:-apna no do babu:-ap apna no do me:-ok then hamari bat shuru hui kafi bat ki hmne fir dhire dhire hm close aa gye..rat me fb pe bat krte the din me phn me pata nahi kaise hm ek dusre k itne karib aa gaye bht sochne ek dure k bare me care hone laga. .wo roz tusn aati thi aur mai roz use dekhne jata tha ek dure ko dekh kar hm bht khush ho jate the shayd yhi pyar tha..fir aise hi bat age badne lagi hm aur close aa gye..wo bht royi ghr me apne parents ke samne k wo shadi nahi krna chahti par uski kisi ne nahi suni rat rat bhr roti thi wo fir hmne socha k akhir kya kiya jaye jisse hm ek ho jaye maine kaha dekho ab hamari aarange marriage to nhi ho sakti hme thodi himmat dikhani hogi fir maine kaha k hm bhaag kar shadi kr lete hai hamari shadi k bad sab man jaynege wo v convince ho gyi us din rat 3 baje tak hmne baat ki..fir next day subah uska msg aya. .as salam alekum. .maine reply kiya pr koi msg nhi nhi aya
fir kuch der bad maine msg kiya pr kou reply hi.nahi aya mujhe kuch gadbad laga fir maine mob pe msg kiya usme v reply nahi aya then maine call kiya kisi ne eec to kiya pr kuch awaz nhi aye sirf meri awaz sun rha tha sayad..mai bahut pareshn ho gya pata nhi chal rha tha kya ho rha h fir maine apni sis ko cal krne ko kaha uske no me wo ki to kisi ladke ne phn uthaya aur kaha ki wo ghr pe nahi hai aane se baat karaunga mai samajh gaya kuch hua h..fir ek unknown no se msg aya ye usi ka tha usne likha tha bhaiya ne fb ka sara msg dekh liya h wo fb lgout krna bhul gyi thi uska mob v chin liya hai aur kaha k koi v reply nahi krna isne ya kisi me v..mai karungi… us din uska tusn tha pr use adhe raste se hi wapas le gaya kaha k wo tujhse milne ayega waha…fir next day uska call aya usne sb kuch bataya detail me usne kaha uska bhai bht roya ghr me hamara msg prne k bad wo bht royi k uske wajah se uske fmly me pblm aa gaya. .uske bahiyo ne usse bat krna band kr diya pure ghr me matam sa ho gya wo tut gyi puri tarah na ghr me koi usse koi bat krta na koi kuch bolta wo to ander se mar chuki thi bahit roti thi phn pe..ab bas 15 din bache the uski shadi me..ab koi karishma hi hame mila sakta tha
uske ghr wale use bht torcher krne lage dono bhai use tana marte the. .phn pe khti thi k mai mar jaungi suciede kr lungi..uske fmly ne use itna majboor kar diya k wo mera sath nhi de payi.. us bechari ne apni fmly k khusi k liye apne pyar ki kurbani de di aur do din pehle hi usji shadi ho gyi..meri jaan mujhe hamesha k liye chor k chali gyi..mai use aj v utna hi hi pyar krta hu aur dua krta hu k wo jaha v rahe khush rhe. .usne jitna pyar mujhe diya waisa milna bht muskil hai. .sayad kisu ne sahi kaha hai “marriages are made in heaven”hum jitni v koshis krle kismat ko nahi badal sakte..mera pyar to mujhe nahi mila par mai allah se dua krta hu k jo v ek dusre se sacha pyar krta hai use khuda mila de..ab to lagta hai meri zindagi ka koi matlab hi nahi lagta h..zinda hu par “Zinda” nahi..
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