ye maine kya kiya… – Sharayu

Hi.. m sharayu.. mai us waqt 9th me thi jab mera r sachin ka relationship start hua vo muzse 6 yrs bada h.. vo mere dad k clg ka studnt tha.. humne us din tak na kabhi ek dusre ka nam suna tha na hi dekha tha.. har saal ki tarah mai badminton court me sports compititn k 3-4 weeks pehle se practice kiya krti thi.. us din b mai practice krne e gai thi jab usne muze firat tym dekha.. then he used to follow me everywhere then no matters that where was I going in school in tuitns… I juz ignored him.. then practice khtm ho gai.. but always he was following me.. mere ghar k piche wala plot khali tha.. achanak se waha ghar bandhne ka kam chalu ho gaya.. muze ni pata tha k vo plot uski k dad ka h.. it was coincidence k uska ghar thik mere ghr k piche ban ra tha.. dhire dhire baate hui nos exchange huye.. pyaar ho gaya.. then after my 10th… mai nagpur aa gai for further studies.. vo muzse har hafte milne aata tha.. hum hamesha milte the.. sab kuch paerfect tha.. then achanak sept 2012 se usne muzse baat karna band kar diya till march 2013.. isi bich meri nayi dost bani ruchi.. bot achhi h

vo.. den feb me mera bday hua.. usi raat mere dad ko paralysis hypertension n bleed pontine ka attack aaya.. he was in icu.. doc told us tgat its a gone case… my frbd ruchi supported me n her frnd akshay also supported me.. then my recovered.. from hypertension n bleed pontine.. but still now his paralysis is going on.. in this critical suituatn my frnd ruchi n her frnd akshay supported me n helped me a lot. n as sachin was not talking to me from 5-6 months I thoufght that our relatn is over… then meri r akshay ki baate badti gayi.. he was known by everthng happened in my lyf from my birth place to my relatn wid sachin.. he proposed me to be in relatnship wid hin.. I agreed.. but then sachin vapas aa gaya.. muZe dhamkhane laga k vo mere ghar ja kr mere r usk purane as well as mere naye relationship k baare me bata dega.. I got afraid as mere dad aisa koi sadma sehen ni kar sakte.. aaj b vo aise hi halat me h k vo aisa kuch ni sehen kr sakte…. then I left akshay n went back to sachin… muze feb 2013 me 18 yrs complete ho chuke the… then everythng was perfect.. he told me that he ll support my family as m big child n bro is small n father is patient.. n then maine r sachin ne court marraige kar li…marraige k baad mai mere e ghr rehti thi.. n vo us k.. vo muzse milne aata tha… ye meri galati thi

k maine usse shadi kr li… then mere clg chalu ho gaya.. naye clg me admissn li maine.. naye dost.. naya mahol.. fir sachin bot possessive hota gaya.. use mere saare frnds se prblm thi even girls se b.. us k liye maine sab chod diya tha.. no frndz.. but vo bot shakela h.. vo hr waqt sgak karta tha.. be vjah shak.. mai mentally bot harasse hoti gai.. then us k shaq ki sima itni badh gayi k usne muze dhmkiya dena chalu kr diya.. k vo hamari shadi k baare me mere ghar pr momdad ko batayega.. mai dar gai.. maine bot badi galti kar di thi use shadi kr k.. akshay k saath relatn tutne k baad akshay n ruchi dono hi muzse bot dur chale gaye the.. as bcoz ruchi n akshay se asachn ne ladai marapiti n galugaloch kr diya tha.. uski dhamkiyo se mai itna dar gai k mai suicide krne ja ri thi but I stopped n den usne jaisa jaisa kaha maine vaisa vaisa kiya n court k marraige papers hasil kr liye… vo muze physical n mentally harrass krta tha but myze usln papers k liye ye san sehna pada… n now before 10-20. days I got d papers.. n I destroyed them… aaj b dhamkiyo k phn aate h.. kabhi dar lagta h to kabhi himmat aati h.. mere dad ki tabiyar me sudhar to h but dar lagta h k kahi sachin kuch kar na de kyu k paralysis ki vajah se n hypertension k karan mere ko zara sa b sadma ya paeeshani sehni hoti.. maine mere do achhe dost kho diye… ye galatiya mere hato hui h.. iski bharpai mai e karungi… kabhi dil me khyal aata h k koi hona chahiye dil k pass jisse ye sab keh saku… pr dar lagta h… kahi koi firse ne bikhet de meri zndgi.. fir se ni kr paungi pyar r na e kar paungi izzat kisi ladke ki… m alone today… dost h par sachha doat ni jis k pass dil ka drd hlka karu…. today m happy but little tensed about my future k ye sab jan kr kya koi kabhi mera hath thamega.

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