what was my fault………..??? Hey friends ……..bahut sochane ke baad ye story yaha post kar raha hu isse pahle bhi kitni bar hi likhna chaha but fir nahi likh paya….. pahle mai apne bare me bata deta hu mai padhane me jitna brilliant hu girls ke mamle me utna hi bada bhondu .. mujhe to girls se baat karne me bhi sharam aata tha maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki mujhe bhi kabhi love ho jayega wo bhi is kadar ki ab uske jane ke baad mai khud ko hi kho dunga…. To ab mai apne love ke bare me batata hu maine uska naam change kar diya h kuki mai kabhi use badnaam nahi kar sakta … humdono first time fb pe mile the us time maine 1st semester ka exam hi diye the so mai free tha so fb pe chatting kar liya karta tha time paas ke liye so ek din maine ek ladki ko msg kiya udhar se rply bhi aa gya fir humlog aise hi kuch din chat karne lage .. fir ek din maine himmat karke uska phone number managa us time mera jara bhi galat attention nahi tha mai bas ye confirm karna chahta tha ki ye girl h ya boy kuki fb pe bahut sare fake id bhi hote h … so wo boli mera apna phone nahi h mai apko next day coaching jane time call karugi papa ke phone se(ye baat wo jhut boli thi baad me wo khud hi bata di thi) maine bola ok … fir mai 3-4 din facebook pe nahi ja paya thora busy ho gaye the and is bich uska call bhi nahi aaya so mujhe laga ab wo call nahi karegi fir lagbagh 1 week baad subah 7baje ek unknown number se mere pe call aaya she:- kya ap abhisek bol rahe ho. Me:- yes abhisek here…wo boli mai riya bol rahi hu wo first time tha jab mai kisi ladki se baat kar raha tha isse pahle na maine kisi ladki se baat karta tha aur na hi kisi ka number tha mere paas so mujhe to us time to kuch samjh me hi nahi aaya ki mai kya bolu so fir aise hi humlog kuch der baat kiye fir wo boli thik h mai apse baad me baat karungi… aur fir humlog fir se chat karne lage phone pe bhi aur fb pe bhi .. wo bahut acchi thi aur bahut caring nature ki bhi .. mai hamesha late night hi sota tha late night sona mera aadat nahi h bas kabhi project banana hota h kabhi exam islye mai late night hi sota tha but wo jab tak mere sath thi hamesha hi mujhe jidd karke sula deti thi aur khud bhi 11baje tak so jati thi jab bhi mai bina khaye padhte rahta tha to mujhe apna kasam dekar khane ke liye bolti thi aur mai kha bhi leta tha ek din mujhe subah uthna tha padhne ke liye kuki next day mera test tha lab me aur mujhe jaldi uthane ka aadat nahi tha to maine use bataya tha to wo boli thik h ap so jao mai subah apko jarur utha dungi aur sach me next day wo mujhe subah 4baje call ki 2 bar fir mujhe utha kar gud mrng boli aur fir mujhe padhane ke liye bolkar phone cut kar di…mujhe uska ye nature bahut accha lagta tha maine kuch hi time me usse bahut close ho gya tha aur wo bhi .. us time mai bahut accha feel karne laga tha lagta tha chalo mere paas bhi koi aisa dost h jo mera itna care karti h … fir ek din maine usse pucha ki tumhara koi bf h wo boli nahi mujhe insb me koi interest nahi h … maine bola jhut mat bolo tum itni acchi ho tumhara koi bf kaise nahi hoga. To wo boli nahi h papa kasam… fir maine bola ok … fir aise hi humlog ko baat karte karte 3 months ho gaye the fir ek din maine use propose kar diya fb pe hi wo kuch nahi boli maine phone kiya but wo receive nahi ki mai us din raat bhar so nahi paaya tha mujhe bahut bura laga tha ki maine ek accha dost kho diya … but my gud luck next day subah subah uska msg aaya mere pe ki “ap mujhe kabhi dhokha to nahi doge na” maine bola kabhi nahi… fir wo bhi mujhe ilu2 boli… mai us time bahut khush huya tha humlog dinraat baat karte the wo hamesha mujhe milane ke liye bhi bulati thi wo dusre city me rahti thi islye mai kabhi ja nahi paaya but maine use promise kiya tha ki tumhare b’dy ke din tumse milane jarur aunga aur tumhara b’dy humdono sath me milkar manayenge… !!! Fir ek din shaam ko riya ke id se mere pe msg aata h ki “mai apse pyar nahi karti hu mai kisi aur se pyar karta hu aur mai uske sath khush hu .. aj se ap mujhe call mat karna “ us time mai sach me ekdam se shocked hi gya .. ki koi ladki apne papa ka bhi jhuti kasam kha sakti h … maine koi rply nahi diya .. fir raat ko uska call aata h mere pe maine call receive nahi kiya wo 3-4 bar call karti rahi maine call cut kar deta tha fir uska msg aaya plz call to receive kijiye ap aise Q kar rahe h to maine bas use ek msg kiya that “ us time jab tumne sab kuch bol hi diya to ab kyu call kar rahi ho “ aur fir maine phone band karke so gaya ….!!!! Fir subah jaise hi maine phone on kiya wo fir bar bar call karne lagi fir maine phone receive kiya to wo rone lagi aur boli apko huya kya h ap mere se aise kyu behave kar rahe ho maine bola tumhi to boli thi ki mai tumse pyar nahi karti .. to wo boli mai kab boli mai to kal fb on bhi nai ki kal mere ghar pe guest aaye huye the to fir wo boli ap ko kya kya msg aaya tha to fir maine fb ke sare msg uske phone pe send kar diya to wo boli ye msg maine nahi kiya ye jarur rahul ne kiya hoga wo mere sath mere computer class me padhta h and usne hi mera id banaya tha aur is tarah fir mai usse baat karne laga fir uske baad ek din mere pe ek unknown number se call aata h .. he:- kya ap riya se pyar karte ho me:- tum kaun ho aur mera number kaha se mila? He:- mai riya ka bf rahul hu aur mai usse bahut pyar karta hu aur wo bhi mujhse bahut pyar karti h wo bas apke sath time paas karti h “, maine use to kuch nahi bola aur maine turant hi riya ko call kiya me:- ye rahul kaun h riya:- maine bataya to tha ki wo mere sath mere computer class me padhta h but ap ye kyu puch rahe ho me:- kya tum usse pyar karti ho riya:- nahi to mai to sirf apse pyar karti hu aur ap hi mere liye sab kuch ho.. me:- usne mujhe call kiya tha aur bol raha tha ki wo tumse pyar karta h. riya:- nahi to wo aise hi bol raha hoga ap uska call mat uthana .. fir maine kuch nahi bola aur pahle jaise baat karne laga kuki ye sab mere sath first time ho raha tha aur mai uspe khud se bhi zada trust karne laga tha mai uspe jara bhi shak nahi karta tha … but iske baad to rahul lagbagh har din mujhe call karne laga mujhe bahut gussa aata tha aur jab mai ye baat riya ko bolta to wo bolti ki ap uska call mat uthana aur ap usse kuch mat kahna plz apko meri kasam h islye mai uska call nahi utha tha but fir ek din shaam ko riya mujhe call ki maine phone uthaya udhar se ladke ka aawaj aya. he:- tum riya ko kyu paresha karte ho wo tumse baat nahi karna chahti h. me:- tum ho kaun he:- mai rahul me:- tum sirf ek bar use phone do agar wo ye baat khud bol degi to mai use kabhi disturb nahi karunga fir usne riya ko phone diya aur wo bhi boli mai apse baat nahi karna chahti … bas itna sunte hi maine phone rakh diya aur maine kuch nahi bola kuki mujhe bas khushi is baat ka tha ki chalo koi nahi wo mere se pyaar nahi karti to kya kam se kam wo apne bf ke sath khush to na… kya huya ki wo mere se pyar nahi karti!!!!! Aur fir iske baad rahul ka aur riya ka mere pe call aana band ho gya .. but pata nahi ye mere sath kya ho raha tha fir lagbagh 15 din mere pe unknown number se call aaya fir se riya ka hi call tha riya:- kaise ho me:- mera choro na tum kaisi ho khush to ho na apne bf ke sath . riya :- yar wo mera bf nahi h aur na hi mai usse pyar karti hu us time rahul ne bola tha ki tum mere se pyar nahi karogi to mai sucide kar lunga islye maine apse ye sab bola tha … me:- to itne din kaha thi riya:- usne mere number se apka number block kar diya tha islye mai call nahi kar paa rahi thi aur is tarah se maine ek bar fir se uspe trust kar liya aur baate karne laga… but kuch din hi humlog baat kiye the ki rahul ka fir se call aa gaya jab maine ye baat riya ko bataya to wo boli use mat batiyega ki mai apse baat karti hu islye maine kabhi phone nahi uthata tha rahul ka… !!!! but rahul ne to hadd hi kar diya tha har din me wo mujhe kam se kam 15-20 miss call karne laga maine paresha hokar ek din uska call receive kiya to wo bola ap fir se riya se baat kar rahe ho na maine nahi bola aur phone kaat kiya … !!!! but wo fir har din mere pe call karne laga maine jab ye baat riya ko bola to wo boli ap apna number change kar lo … fir maine apna number bh
i change kar liya … aur fir kuch din rahul ka call aana band ho gya but again firse uska call aane laga mere new number pe bhi maine riya se pucha ki uske paas mera new number kaha se aaya to wo boli usne class me galti se mera phone dekh liya tha aur usne apka number le liya … ye sunkar maine riya se 3-4 din tak baat nahi kiye wo kitni bar call aur msg ki maine koi jawab nahi diya… but mai usse itna pyar karne laga tha ki usse ek din bhi baat na kar pana muskil hota tha so fir mai baat karne laga har bar jab bhi rahul mere pe call karta tha mujhe bahut gussa aata tha .. but har bar mai riya ke kahne pe use kuch nahi bolta tha … aur har bar use ignore kar deta tha but ek din riya mujhse boli ki ap usse last bar baat kar jigiye apko mera kasam h maine bola huya kya h to wo boli ap baat kar lijiyena na … to fir maine rahul ko call kiya wo fir se wohi sab bakwas karne laga ki ap kyu use paresha kar rhe ho us bar bhi to wo bol di thi ki wo apse pyaar nahi karti h to fir ap use call kyu karte ho maine bola agar wo baat nahi karna chahti to mai call kyu karta wo bola wo nahi karna chahti h islye to usne apko mujhse baat karne ke liiye boli h .. us time sach me mai bahut confuse ho gya tha meri to kuch samjh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki kaun jhooth bol raha h fir jab maine riya ko call kiya to wo nahi uthayi… maine use kitne bar call kiya but wo nahi uthayi fir mujhe samjh me aaya ki wo mujhse pyaar nahi karta h … and fir maine use call nahi kiya ha maine use jo promise kiya tha ki tumhara b’dy tumhare sath manuga but ab wo sath to thi nahi but maine uske b’dy ke din happy b’dy msg jarur kar diye the is tarah hum dono ka releation 6 months tak chala and mujhe aj tak nahi pta chala ki wo mujhse pyaar karti thi ya sirf time paas …. !!!! But mai use aaj tak nahi bhool paya hu jitna hi use bhoolane ki kosis karta hu utna hi yaad aati h .. uske jane ke baad mai ab ekdam padh bhi nahi pa raha hu idhar hi kuch din pahle mera 2nd semester ka result aaya h mere 2 paper me back laga huya h .. aj tak mere kisi bhi paper me 70% se kam marks nahi aate the but 1st time back lag gaya h … man to karta h k sucide kar lu kuki ek to mai use bhool nahi pa raha hu aur jab bhi padhane jata hu padh bhi nahi pata hu har time bas uski hi yaad aane lgta h … ab 4months se zada ho gye h usse baat kiye huye but mai use ek din bhi bhool nahi paaya hu bahut kosis kiya use bhulane ka but bhool nahi paaya ha lekin rahul ka miss call aj bhi mere pe har din hi aata h aur jab mai use call karta hu to wo recive nahi karta h sirf har din miss call karke pareshan karta h. ab to mai kisi se baat tak nahi karta .. bas class jate h aur uske baad sidhe ghar … Plz frnds ab ap log hi batao mai kya karu … maine kya galti kiya tha ki wo mere sath aisa ki … kya mera yahi galti tha ki 1st time kisi girl se dosti karna chaha usse khud se bhi zada pyar kiya khud se bhi zada trust kiya…?????????????
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