Thousand shades of dark night,Part 2 – Hayaat

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Part 2
Sb thik tha hmare bich,mai khush thi pr pta nhi q kuch adhura sa tha fr b hm dono k bich.shyd ye adhurapan mere pyar ka tha jo mai janti thi kbi pura nhi ho skta tha,hota b kese,Zahen “pyar” jesi kisi feeling pe blv jo nhi krta tha
14-Jan-2017
2 mhine ho chuke the or hmari thik se baat b nhi hoti thi,bht busy jo ho gya tha wo apne hospital m.baat jb b hui hmesa mene shuru ki or khtm usne
=Dr lgne lga tha hmare riste ko lekr.”So-called relationship” hi shi pr mai khush rhti thi uske sath m,kbi nhi chaha k usse dur ho jau pr duriya aane lgi dheere dheere
17-March-2017
Or 2 mhine nikl gye jb hmari baat tk nhi hui,ek b cll nhi,msg nhi,meeting nhi,kuch nhi.khair khabar b nhi k mai kesi hu ya wo kesa h.rh rh kr mn baar baar yhi sochta k q hmesa mai hi apni trf se baat kru phle
Jeevika di se itni khbr to mil jati thi k wo shi salamat h sb thik h,bs yhi to pta krna hota tha mujhe,itna hi kafi h
18-March-2017
“Kha busy ho itne din se,koi baat vaat nhi,naraz ho kya mujhse”-Zahen ka msg aya
“Naraz,nhi to.Ap busy the to mene socha dstrb na kru”-mene rply kr dia
He-“I m so sorry itne din se baat nhi ki,mujhe lga tum bht naraz hogi,pr thnq so much tumne meri condition smjhi”
=Naraz to bht hona chahti thi,gusse m hoti to b mna leta wo mujhe pr kis haq se mai naraz hou,or kis riste se wo mnata mujhe.Hzaro baate thi mn m or kuch tha b nhi.
He-“Milne nhi aogi mujhse,itne din baad ab free hua hu,kbse tumse mila nhi”
= Or hr baar ki trh mai fr phuch gyi uske ghr usse milne,hr baar ki trh,”akele m”
“Aane k lie thnks”usne khkr hug krke mujhe bye kia or mai jhuthi muskan k sath chli gyi
24-March-2017
“Free hu aj mai,chlo jldi se uthkr taiyar ho or aa jao mere pas”-Zahen ne msg kia
Bht kosis ki mna krne ki,bht bahaane bnae pr wo nhi mana.frse bula hi lia mujhe….
=Mujhe nhi pta uske mn m kya h kya nhi,mai bs itna janti thi k mai use pyar krti hu,uske sath ek pal bitane k lie gunaah krna pdta h to wo gunaah b mnzur tha pr andr hi andr kuch khtm hota chla gya mujhme.phle jb mai usse milkr zor zor se hnsa krti thi,ab un mulakato m bs thodi formality rh gyi or wo hnsi na jane kha khoti gyi
20-April-2017
Frse bulaya usne mujhe,wo frse free tha or mai busy.uski zid,mujhe jana hi tha.pr problem aa gyi tbi or hmne meeting cancel krdi
Usne kha b-” kitne din m to tym milta h,fr mil b nhi pate h hm,ab itne din baad mai aj free hua pr ye problem kha se aa gyi”
=Pta nhi q,usse na milneka bura nhi lga is baar.Pichle 4 mhino se yhi to ho rha h,roz to nhi milti usse ab,baat b srf tbi hoti h jb usko bulana hota h or jb wo free hota h yaani month m srf ek baar.Baki k din to ek msg ya cll tk nhi,pta b nhi kis haal m h,kese h
16-May-2017
“Rply nhi kia tumne msg ka”-Zahen phle msg kr chuka tha pr mene rply nhi kia,rha nhi gya to ab cll krdi usne
“Mene dekha nhi msg”-mene jhuth bol dia
“Chlo koi baat nhi,kl kya kr rhi ho tum”-Zahen
“Kuch nhi,whi regular routine”-I replied
“Thik h to jldi free hokr aa jana mere pas”-Zahen
“Zahen mai nhi aungi,ab mai kbi nhi aaungi”-mene bhri hui ankho se kha
“Q? Naraz ho mujhse? I m sorry babe mai itna busy tha tym nhi de paya tumhe……”bht kuch baate boli usne pr mujhe kuch smjh nhi aya,mai smjhna nhi chahti thi.
Uske chup hote hi mene apni baat khi-” Mujhe problem nhi h us baat se,thik h apka kaam h ap busy the,it’s ok.Mai bs khtm krna chahti hu hmare bich jo b tha ya jo b h.Hm dost hi to h na,koi feelings to nhi attach ek dusre k sath jo apko hurt ho hmare alg hone pe,so finish it all,mai b kosis krungi wo bhulane ki jo hmare bich tha,ya kuch nhi tha”
Itna khkr mene cll cut krdi,nhi chahti thi k ab apne favour m wo kuch b khkr mujhe convince krne ki kosis kre.Use nhi,mujhe bht hurt hua.pr jo adhurapan us riste m tha usse zada hurt nhi hoti mai,haa mera pyar adhura tha pr kahani ka dusra panna ab b baki tha
to be continued……
Hlo frndz,here is the second part of the story,teesra panna lekr jldi hi aungi.
Thank you all

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