The Notebook

Hey guys. 🙂 ive read many stories here..so im also writing my story of my fav. Girl.. *Flashback*
May 2011,mene 12th ka course complete karne ke liye 11th ke vacations me coching join kiya..muje kya pta tha ki ye 2months ka course meri life change karne wala he!! Mene kabhi kisi girl ko propose nahi kiya tha.and girls se jyada milna bhi nahi hota tha.so jab first day me and mera bro. Coching gye toh bss vha enter karte hi meri nazar ek pretty si cute girl pe pdi 1shivani’,bss vhi mera summer course over ho gya meri study ka the end hogya,and mai uss girl tk approach karna chaahta tha.muje directly usse baat karna sahi nhi lga toh mene usko FB pe add kar ke chats start ki! And uss time toh mai crazy ho jata jab bhi baate hoti..ab time niklta gya and june me uska birthday tha so coching me vo mere liye chocolate laayi but mai uss din coching nahi ja paya and usne vo chocolate mere bro. Ko dedi..and vo first thing thi jo muje usse mili and mene uss chocolate ke wrapper ko 2years tk sambhaal ke rakkha tha,it happens in love <3 fir 2months over hue classes bhi over hui,,sb alg hue..ab ek din usne fb pe hi mere number maange and i was like 'am i dreaming?' and i gave her my num. Fir hum message pe day and night chat karte rahe…uske saath muje hrr time feel hota ki mai heaven me hu! Jb usse baate karta toh mai sb kuch bhool jata 😉 and ek din mene usey propose kiya..and jesa mene expect kiya tha usne 'na' bol diya..directly reject!! Then mene socha ki ab sb over ho jaayega! Sb kuch humaari f'ship and all..but uss jesi girl shaayad hi iss universe me hogi..usne muje maaf kar diya and ab sab kuch normal hogya…ab usse baat karte time muje usey aur propose karne ki hoti..and aaj ki date tk mene 6 time usey propose kiya and hrr time usne reject kiya and muje meri galtiyo ke liye maaf bhi!! Hmne 1year achhe se nikaala..but ab meri life me disasters aane lge..mai baat baat pe usse gussa ho jata and sochta ki saari uski galti he..but muje kya pta tha ki galt toh mai hi tha hrr time..fir 12th ke baad mai furthr study ke liye kota aagya…iss poore year me meri usse zero baat hui cuz hum ek dusre se baat bhi nahi karna chaahte..sb meri vajah se…she has kind heart..usne muje itni baar maaf kiya vo muje nahi dikha and upar se mene socha ki sb usi ki galti he..and isi vajah se poora 1year life ne muje usse dur kar diya..night me uske dream,din me uska khayaaal,uske old messages padh ke khush hone ke alaava koi raasta nahi tha mere paas..i missed her soo badly,i cried,i bunked classes to just go home and think about her..kota me 1year ka drop session over hogya and ab mai ghar aagya tha college me admission ke liye..fb pe uske pic. Dekhna and bss guilty feel karna toh meri habit ban gyi 🙁 hrr evening mai mere ghar ki chhat pe jata and god se pray karta ki ek mauka aur dedo bss…ek baar vaapis muje usse milva do,sb pahle jesa kardo….fir college me admission hua,new friends bne,,and many girls bhi friend circle me aayi..but mera dhyaan toh sirf shivani pe hi stuck!!! Muje colllege ke starting days me hi opportunity mili relationship me aane ki meri ek classmate ke saath..but mene usey na bol diya 🙁 mere ek best friend ko iss sb ke baare me pta tha vo muje roj message karta move on! Move on! But i didnt want to move on! Cuz shivani isnt just a friend,crush..vo ek best motivater,aur sachhi saathi he..usine muje true music se introduce karwaya so now im a lyrist and singer,,sb usi ki vajah se he…well,first sem. Ke mid. Me god ne meri sun li and mera and shivani ka jo mutual friend he usne muje whatsapp pe message kiya ki bhai tuje shivani ke num. Chaahiye? Toh mene haan kar di and mene uske num. Le ke whatsapp pe message kiya..and she replied positively,,tb mere liye uski respect aur bdh gyi! Muje lagne lga ki shivani ko hi mai meri soulmate banaaunga..but 3year pahle wali shivani change toh hui but usko relation me nahi aane wali baat still unchanged :p jo mere liye bahut bekaar baat thi :p fir bhi ek baat se happy tha ki vo aagyi finally meri life me! 🙂 ab mai hrr time hmaare relation ko sahi rkhne ki try karne laga..but fir bhi bahut problems face ki hm dono ne..and meri galti ke baavjud usne muje maaf kiya!! I mean aisi girl toh ab muje kahi ni milne wali toh ab kuch bhi ho jana he but mai isko nhi chhodne wala <3 mai world me music and uske baad shivani ki hi care karta hu…she doesnt know but itna sb change ho gya but uske liye mera love day by day increase hota rhea..and mai wait karunga ki kb vo mere proposal ko accept kare…love u soulmate :*

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