Meri Adhuri Kahani – M Ali

mera naam Raja Ali h, nick name Ali mai bihar k siwan jile se hu ye story meri aur meri jaan Rukhsar ki h, Rukhsar mere hi colony ki h Ye story tab start hui jab mai 8th class ka exam de k free huwa tha aur wo 7th me thi, mai bachpan se hi bhut sitha tha, mai sirf ghar se school aur jruri kaam k liye hi nikalta tha, ek din mai pen khridne dukan pe gya mjhe kya pata tha ki wha pe meri zindgi pe kabza krne wali se mulkat hogi maine 1st time Rukhsar ko dekha wo wha pe borada khridne k liye aai huyi, mjhe na jane kya ho ki mai to bas use hi dekha ja rha tha uski aawaz itni mithi thi mere zindgi me pahli baar koi ladki pasnd aai thi, mai nhi janta tha ki uski ghar kaha h, wo waha se chali gai pr mjhe diwana kar gai, mai apna pen liya aur ghar aa gya par mere aankho k samne bas uski tswir thi aur mjhe bas uski mithi aawaz sunai de rhi thi, us din mai apne zindgi me pahli baar ghar se bewajah nikala tha, aur us din din bhar usi dukan pe khada tha ki shayd wo aa jaye, pr wo nhi aai pure 8din maine use dhundha pr wo nhi mili mai andr se bhut udas tha, udas kya mai to ro tha, aur apne aap pe hans rha tha ki mjhe kya ho gya h 1 ladki k liye mai kya kr rha hu, 9th day mai school se aa rha tab maine dekha ki mere dil pe kabza krne wali meri jaan 1 aadmi k sath rhi h, maine cycle aage kr k us aadmi k paas ja k dekha to wo Mahmood bhaiya the jo mere hi colony me rahte h, maine unlogo ka pi6a kiya to Mahmood bhai meri jaan ko le kr apne ghar gye, mjhe laga ki ye ladki kahi aur ki hogi Mahmood bhai ki relation me lagti hogi aur mai apne ghar chala aaya aur fresh hokr khana khane k baad mai Mahmood bhai k ghar k paas chala gya wha Sahil naam ka 1 ladka tha jo mera dost tha uska Mahmood bhai k ghar k paas hi ghar tha mai din bhar usi k sath 2ghante baitha rha aur apni jaan ka intejar kr rha tha, {1 aur baat aaplogo ko batana chahunga ki meri jaan Rukhsaar k papa ka 2 Kirana ka dukan h jisme se 1 ghar k bahr aur 1 market me h}, aakhirkar 2ghante k baad meri jaan ghar se bahr nikli aur apne papa[mjhe tab v pata na tha ki wo unki hi beti h] k dukan pe gai, mjhe to mano khushi k mare jhum rha tha, aur 5mint rukne k baad wo ghar me chali gai, lekin mai fir v wha baitha rha raat ko mai ghar 10pm ko gya jisse mere abbu gussa ho gye lekin maine bahana bana diya meri pahli galti thi isliye mere papa ne mjhe maaf kr diya, us din mai bhut khush tha raat bhar mai so na saka isi tarh din gujarte gye wo mjhe hr 8/9din pe hmesa dikhti rhti, mai last me socha ki ye ladki dusre jagah ki h aur yha apne ristedaro k paas rah rah k padhai kr rhi hogi, is tarh 2saal gujr gye, maine uske baare me kisi se jikr nhi kiya tha aur 2saal k baad maine 10th ka exam de kr free huwa, aur ab mai regulr uske ghar k paas jata tha aur ab mere dost Sahil ko v shak ho gya tha, 1din mai Namaz padhne k baad masjid me hi baitha tha, tab wha sahil aaya aur mjhse pu6a ki tum Rukhsar ko chahta h na maine kaha nhi to tab usne kaha ki dekh masjid me baitha h jhut mat bol, tab maine use pura kahani bata diya,[tab mjhe pata chala ki ukhsar mahmood bhai ki behan h}R aur ham baat krte krte Rukhsar k ghar pe aa gye the, aur maine Sahil se promise krwaya ki kisi ko nhi batana, usne promise kiya aur mai ghar aa gya next day mai ghar se nikala to Sarfaraz jo mera dost tha mjhe bula k bhut pyar se pu6a ki Rukhsar ko kab se chahta h maine kaha ki mai nhi chahta tab usne force kiya tab mjhe batana pada, maine usse pu6a ki tjhe kaise pata to usne kaha ki mjhe kya apne circle k sare bando ko pata h Sahil ne sabko bata diya, mjhe to shokk lag gya ki bado ko na pata chal jaye, sham ko sab dost ekkadhe huye to sab mjhe bol rhe the ki ekdm kmina h tu apne dosto se ye sab 6upa rha h abbe wo hamari bhabhi h ab ham log jugad lagaenge, aur us din se mere dost mera help krna start kr diye Rukhsar kahi pe v jati mjhe call kr k batate ya jabrjasti khinch k mjhe uske ghar k paas, uske shool, coaching, etc jagah pe le jate the, doso ne mera bhut help kiya h ab dhire dhire Rukhsar ne mjhe v mjhe like krne lagi thi [ye mera waham h shayad] mai jab v uske ghar k paas jata to wo v mjhe dekh k muskurati thi wo kvi apne ghar k window/door/terris pe aa jati thi, coaching/shool se aati to mjhe dekhkr hasti thi, mere frndz bhut hi force krte the ki ab mamla set h ja k propose kr de, 17june2011 [us din Alwida ka din tha] ko mai soya huwa tha to Sahil ne call kiya aur mjhe bola ki jaldi ja teri maal apne frnd k ghar akele ja rhi h ja k propose kr, mai jaldi se taiyar ho kr apne cycle se uske frnd k ghar k or ja rha tha aakhir kar wo mjhe akele 1 mandir k paas mili wo apne frnd se mil k aa rhi thi, maine cycle 6oda aur uske paas ja k bola mjhe aap bhut psnd ho wo boli kya to maine kaha “I LOVE YOU” [ye word maine sirf usi se bola h abtk] to wo ekdm masumiyat se boli dekhiye mjhe ye sab psnd nhi, aur aap 1 a66e ghar se h aur aapke abbu ka bhut hi izzat krti hu isliye mai ghar pe nhi kahungi aainda se mere pi6e mat aaiyega mai to jaise toot sa gya wo wha se chali gai aur mai whi pe baith gya mere sare arman bikhar se gye the, mai 3din tak khub roya fir maine socha ki mere dil ne uske dil se pu6kr pyar nhi kiya ki uske dil k kahne pr mai pyar krna 6od du, mai 4th baad se fir uske ghar k tarf jane laga ab wo mjhko dekh kr muh ghuma leti thi ya aankh fer leti thi, isi bich 26septmbr2011 ko mere papa ko kisi ne bata diya ki aapka beta Ramiz ki beti k pi6e pada h, usi raat ko mai 9pm me rukhsar k ghar k paas khada tha whi pe mere papa aaye mjhe ghar le k gye aur mjhe bhut danta life me 1st time maine apne papa ko jwab diya tha jinse mai bachpn se aajtk aankh nhi mila paya hu aur na hi bachpn se avi tk unke samne baithne ki jrurt ki, 27septmbr2011 ko unhone subah me mjhe smjhya aur bola ki us ladki ya ham me se kisi 1 ko chunna hoga tmhe, mai bhut ro rha tha Qki mai kisi ko nhi 6odna chahta tha, 5octr se mai fir Rukhsar k coaching aur ghar k tarf jane laga dhire dhire fir se mjhe laga ki wo mjhe pyar krti h, bich me mjhe sahil ne btaya ki 21febuary2012 ko uski badi behan ko uska boyfrnd ne dhokha diya h to aag laga li thi, mjhe shok laga, aur mai ab v apne ghar walo se 6up kr Rukhsar k ghar ki trf jane laga aur 18may2012 ko mai fir se usko propose kiya lekin us din wo gusa ho gai aur boli ki smjhane se smjh nhi aata kya mai tmse pyar nhi krti, mai fir se toot gya aur 10din baad fir se usi line pe Qki mera dil nhi manta, dcmbr me uski ammi ka tabiyat kharab tha unko lakhnaw refer kiya gya us bich mai usse baat krta to wo aisi baat krti ki uska mere siwaye koi h hi nhi mai bhut khush rahne laga aur apne +2 ka taiyari krne laga [isi bich uske papa ko v pata chal gya aur wo v bhut dant khayi thi jo usne khud btaya tha] 1march2013 ko exam de kr mai din raat usi k ghar k trf rhta tha, wo jab v dekhti thi to wo muskurati thi mjhe to mano khushi k mare mara ja rha tha pr ye khushi jyada din na rhi 7aprail2013 ko mere 1 frnd ki behan ki shadi thi mai us din bhut khsh tha Qki meri jaan v us shadi me jane wali thi,raat ko 10:30pm ko wo mjhe mili pr aise beihav kiya ki wo mjhe janti hi nhi khair maine dhayan nhi diya, raat k 11pm ko khana khilaya ja rha aur meri jaan v jab khane k liye aai to mere frnd Sahil ne mjhe btaya aur tb mai baratiyo ko khana khila rha tha krib 5mint ki duri pe mai wha se daud k aaya aur mai akele hi us table pe chawal/meat/etc chalaya,[1 baat bata du ki mai meat nhi khata aur 6uta v nhi pr us din majburan meat chalana pada mere hath kamp rhe the] isi wajh meat ka rus Rukhsar ki badi bahan k kapde pe gir gya jisse wo hans k boli babu dekh k meat do lagta h kvi khana nhi khilaye, tb maine kaha ki aapka soch ekdm sahi h maine kvi khana nhi chalaya pr aaj 1 special k liye kr rha hu, ispe wo hansne lagi [isi bich mere papa aur mere sasur ne mjhe khana khilate huye dekh liya jo mjhe baad me papa btaya aur mjhe bhut dant padi thi] aur mai apni Rukhsar ki tarf chawal dene pahuncha to usne kaha ki nhi chahiye, maine aadhe chammach Rukhsar ki plate me rkhna chaha to usme nera hath jhatk diya aur apni behan se boli dekha appa ye bhut hi ziddi h smjhane se nhi smjhte, mjhpe to mano bizli gir padi aur mai bagal me ja k rone laga tab Sarfraz aaya usne mjhse pu66a ki kyu ro rha h tab maine bola yu hi bas, tab usne ka
ha chal cigrt pite h mind fresh hoga aur maine us din life ka 1st cigrt piya, aur us rrat main bhut roya aur so gya 3din baad mjhe fir se mili aur mjhe bhut pyar se dekhi aur uske baad jb v milti to bhut pyar se mjhe dekhti, bich me maine us se pu6a ki us raat kyu gussa ho gai tab wo boli yu hi, aur fir se mai khush ho gya, aur 1may ko apne papa se bola ki papa plz aap meri Nikah kr dijiye Rukhsar se tab papa mjh pe bhut bigad gye aur kaha ki tmpe se abtk us ladki ka bhut nhi utra, aur mjhe bhut danta aur bole ki ab us ladki ka naam lega ya fir udhr gya to mai smjh lunga ki mera beta mar gya, ku6 din baad mai fir se start ho gya aur wo v mjjhe muskura k dekhti thi isi bich mera addimition b.tech me ho gya aur mera ticket Eid k baad 13august2013 ko ban gya mai bhut bechain ho gya aur aakhir kar 2august2013 [is din v Alwida ka din tha] ko uske paas ja k bola ki mai 13 ko jane wala hu to wo boli to mjhse kyu bol rhe ho mai bola ki mai tmse pyar krta hu isliye, tb wo boli ki ab tk pagal ho maine lakh aar kaha h ki mai tmse pyar nhi krti fir v, aur bhut ku6 bola usne aur last me kaha ki ab agar ku6 kiye to mai aapke ghar pe sikayat bhejwa dungi ki aap mjhe bhut preshan krte h, mai abki baar har tarah se toot gya hu, ab mai punjab me b.tech kr rha hu yha pe bhut sari ladkiya line deti h pr mjhe na jane kya ho gya h ki mjhe us samne koi ladki smart hi nhi lagti uske jaisa charactr kisi me dikhta hi nhi uske jaisa sadgi khi milta hi nhi mjhe ab to aisa lagta h ki uske bina mai jee v na pauu, frndz aapko mera real lov stry padh k kya lagta h ki wo mjhse pyar krti h ya nhi

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