Mera pehla pyar

Hi mera naam Beauty hain… Mein ek Bengali ladki hu aur jiss ladke se mein pyar krti hu wo Bihar ka hain… Ok story pe aate hain,,, mein aur wo 2001 se eo dusre ko jaante hain,,, hum best friends the… 2006 mai mujhe usse pyar hua,, mein usse propose karne hi wali thi k uske pehle din usse ek dusri ladki ne propose kar diya… Usne pehle to mana kiya par fir maan gaya… Mujhe sunke bohot bura laga,,, mein tut gayi… Roz raatko chup chup ke roti thi… 2007 mai meri ek friend ne usko bata diya k mein usse bohot pyar krti hu… Wo bohot naraz hua… Ussi beech uska break up hogaya & usne mujhse kaha ki mein uski help karu… Mein uska patch up karwane ka try kar hi rahi thi ki usne mujhe ek din propose kiya… Mein bohot khush thi but 2 days ke baad usne mujhse kaha ki wo mazak kar raha tha aur wo ussi ladki se pyar karta hain… Mujhe bohot bura laga but fir bhi dosti k khatir maine unn dono ka patch up karwa diya qki mere liye uski khushi jyada mayne rakhti hain… Fir usne mujhe ek din sms karke bola k hum sirf friends hain aur uske aage kuch nahi… Maine bhi kaha k mein tumse kuch expect nahi karti,,, bss tum khush rehna…

Uske agle din se usne mujhe baat karni band kar di… 2 saal usne mujhe baat nahi ki… Mujhe bohot takleef hoti thi aur hamesha khudko blame karti thi qki maine mera best friend bhi kho diya… 2 saal baad ek din achanak wo mujhse baat krne aaya & mujhse maafi maangi & maine bhi usse maaf kar diya… Usne bataya ki agle din sham ko wo bahar chala jaayega padhne k liya, jahan pe uski girlfriend jaa rahi hain… Usne mujhe agle din subah bulaya tha milne k liye so mein agle din chocolates leke usse milne gayi… Humne 5minutes baat ki fir wo apne girlfriend k sath chala gaya… Bahar jaane ke baad wo kabhi kabhi mujhe sms krta tha, mein bhi reply karti thi… Ek din fir usne mujhe propose kiya aur maine accept kar liya… Mere friends me mujhe warn kiya tha ki wo tujhe fir hurt karega par kaine unlogo ki nahi suni… Par sachme usne fir 4 din baad mujhe bola k proposal seriously mat lena, wo to bss aise hi timepass tha… Mujhe bohot bura laga par maine usse kuch nahi bola qki 1st love hain naa… Wo mujhe kabhi kabhi call karne ko kehta, mein karti bhi thi… Agar kabhi call nahi karti to wi bohot gussa karta tha… Mere kafi dost meri bewakufi k wajah se mujhse dur chale gaye so maine usse dheere dheere contact kam kar diya… Tab tak uski uss ladki se break up ho chuki thi aur wo kisi aur k sath relationship mai tha… Then 16 August 2014 mai mein bhi apne higher studies k liye bahar aagayi…

18 August 2014 usne mujhe raatko 10:11 mai call kiya… Mein khush hogayi qki mujhe gharki yaad aarahi thi… Humne kafi der baat ki,,, usne mujhe fir propose kiya & promise kiya ki iss baar wo serious hain aur mujhe kabhi hurt nahi karega… Usne mujhe bataya ki 4 months pehle uski 2nd girlfriend ke sath uska break up hogaya & usse meri jarurat hain.. Maine accept kar liya… October 2014 mai mein ghar gayi aur wo bhi ghar aaya hua tha… Durga puja k saptami wale din hum mile… Usne couple ring kharidi thi, ek khud pehni aur ek mujhe di… I was feeling like living my dreams… Fir after 1 week wo bhi university k liye chala gaya aur mein bhi chali aayi… Hum roz baat karte the, haste the, wo mujhe kabhi kabhi chemistry bhi padhata tha… Mein bohot khush thi uske sath… 2nd November 2014 mera birthday… Usne mere hostel k friends k help se mujhe surprise diya… Mere friends mere liye cake leke aaye, mujhe uski taraf se hug kiya… Wo puri raat aur pura din mere sath phone pe tha qki wo aa nahi paya aur mere birthday waale din wo mere sath rehna chahta tha… That was my best birthday… 9 November 2014,,, usne mujhe call kiya aur kaha I think it’s not working anymore,,, I think we should take break,,, hume alag hojana chahiye,,,

mujhse sambhala nahi jaaraha… Mein thodi der k liye shock hogayi… Maine usse pucha k tum kya chahte ho to usne kaha break up… Maine pucha meri galti??? To usne bola k “tumhari nahi meri galti qki mein apne ex girlfriend ko bhula nahi paa raha,,, mein tumse kabhi kabhi meri ex girlfriend k baare mai baat karta tha aur tumhe hurt karta tha,,, tumne kanhi kuch nahi kaha bss tum chup hojati thi,,, kuch din pehle bhi mein uske sath ghumne gaya aaur humne saath time spent kiya but tumne kuch nahi kaha qki tum chahti thi ki mein aur meri ex girlfriend dost banke rahe qki humlog same class k hain aur kabhi naa kabhi humlogo ko project k liye sath kaam karna padta hain,,, tum humesha meri khushi chahti ho aur mein humesha tumhe rulata hu,,, bachpan se aaj tak jab bhi mujhe kisi ki jarurat hoti thi to tum humesha mera sath deti thi par mein humesha tumhe hurt karta hu,,, mein bohot bura hu & I don’t deserve u,,, let’s end it here”… Ye sunke mein bohot royi,,,

within 15 minutes mujhe fever aagaya… Mere hostel mates mujhe sambhalne mai lag gaye… Ek didi ne usse bohot daanta,,, wo roya aur phone rakh diya… Mein tut gayi thi… Mera phone mere friends ne le liya tha so mere bohot request karne k baad unhone mujhe phone diya… Maine usse call kiya aur pucha q kiya mere sath aisa??? Wo bss chup raha… Maine pucha kya hum firse eksath nahi hosakte to usne kaha k aaj eksath hojayenge par kal fir mujhe meri ex girlfriend yaad aayegi to mein wapas yahi karunga so bbetter stop it here… Uske baad mein 3 months k liye depression mai chali gayi thi… Jab meri ek friend ne usko ye bataya to usne bola ki “take care of her, maine bohot koshish ki usse pyar karne ki par nahi kar paya”… Jab maine ye suna to mujhe bohot bura laga… Pichle month se fir wo mujhse kabhi kabhi baat karta hain… Jab bhi usko akelapan mehsoos hota hain tab wo mujhe sms karta hain… Wo chahta hain ki mein usse bhool jau par 9 saal pyar karne ke baad ab bhoolna mushkil hain,,, it’s impossible… Uski itni galtiyoon k bawjood mai aaj bhi usse beintehaan pyar karti hu,,, wo ye janta hain par kuch kehta nahi… Ye thi meri pehle pyar ki adhuri kahani… Aisa lagta hain jaise maine pyaar karke gunaah kar diya…

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