Hamari adhuri kahani – Ishika

Hi my self ishika. I m frm odisa.. So mujhe jyada hindi ati nahi agar meri stroy likhne me agar koi bhul hogi to plz mujhe maaf karna… To doston me apni dastan sunane ja rahi hun…. Me jab 10th cls me thi tab meri life me ek ladka aya… Wo meri dur ke rishteydar tha.. Ek shadi me hamari mulakat hui thi… Wo mujhe chup chup k dekhta tha… Mujhe baat karne k bahane dhundta tha… Esa nahi he ki wo mujhe achha nahi lagta tha.. Wo mujhe bahat achha lagta tha… Wo hamari town k paas ek gaon me raheta tha…muskil se 2km hoga hamari ghar se.. Us shadi k baad wo hamare ghar jyada ane laga kisina kisi bahane se.lekin sirf me janti thi ki wo mere liye ata tha.wo baten bahat achha karta tha.sabki respect karta tha.sabhi log use bahat pyar karte the.meri maa bhi kaheti thi wo kitna accha ladka he sabka ka khayal rakhta he. Jo bhi use shadi karega wo bahat khus rahega.mujhe ye sun kar bahat achha lagta tha.wo jab bhi hamare ghar ata tha choti choti baat par meri tarif karta tha. Me janti thi ki wo bahat jyada hi meri tarif kar raha he ese hi but mujhe achha lagta tha… Aur mujhe pata nahi chala ki dhire dhire kab mujhe pyar ho gaya.ese hi waqt bitta gaya aur meri graduation k liye mujhe dusre town me jana pada.wo mujhe kavi proposed nahi kiya par me janti thi wo mujhe bahat pyar karta tha.me ab badi ho chuki thi aur hamare ghar mere liye rishtey ane lage the. Mujhe achha nahi lagta tha par kya karun me to ese ghar me nahi bata sakti ki me kisi aur se pyar karti hun. Aur wo bhi koi job nahi karta ki hamare ghar wale use meri shadi karwa dete.

Uski 3 indica thi uska papa job karte the.unke bahat property bhi thi paar wo jab tak job nahi kar leta hamari ghar wale use meri shadi nahi karwate.fir ek baat bata dun wo mujhe abtak proposed nahi kiya he. Ek din uske papa hamare ghar shadi k proposal leke aye jiski daar tha wohi hua.meri maa direct mana kar di mrg k liye.mujhe bahat dukh hua.next wo jab hamare ghar aya to me use boli ki ek govt job dhundna suru kar do.usne bola ki meri bahat income he job ki kya jarurat.me use samjhaya ki agar tum job nahi karoge to hamari shadi nahi ho sakti fir wo kuch bola nahi aur chala gaya.fir uske baad me hostel chali ayi 3-4mnths hamari baat chit nahi hui.me kya karti meri maa without gov’t job ke ladke ko meri shadi nahi karaegi aur me jise pyar karti hun use gov’t job ki koi interstate nahi he so, me sochi ki chodo wo meri kismat nahi he use bhul jane me hi achha he.sach yaron me use meri dilon dimag me nikal dia.mentally setup kar di use life me kavi nahi paungi.par kismat me kya likha tha kisko pata hota he wo mujhe phn karke bataya ki uski job laag gayi he.mujhe ye sun kar bahat khusi hui.

Mein apni doston ko us raat party di. Fir meri maa marriage k liye han kar di.fir hamari baten phon par hone lagi.mein bahat khus thi.ek din wo bataya ki uski behen ki shadi fixed ho gayi he.wo bahat khus tha uski behen ki shadi ko leke aur thoda dukh bhi qunki uski behen usse dur ho gayega mrg k baad.me use samjhai ki me v to apni ghar chod k tere ghar aungi. Ese hi din bitte gaye.wo bahat hi bindas type ka ladka tha hamesa phn bahat majak karta tha. Fir kuch din baad mujhe esa laga ki wo andar hi andar bahat dukh me he.uska hasna bhi bahat kam ho gaya tha.me jab bhi puchti thi to kuch kaheke taal deta tha.ab uski behen ki shadi k din paas ane lage the.me sichti thi shayad sarita(uski behen) k shadi ko leke wo sad he.fir sarita k shadi 5dys baki tha aur achanak wo phn karke bahat roya itna roya ki me v ro padi. Jyada baat nahi kiya bahat roya aur phn kat diya.me jab phn lagayi to wo rcv nahi kiya. Fir agle din subah meri maa mujhe phn kar ke ek baat bataya jisse meri dunaya bqdal k rakh diya. Mane boli “sarita k papa aye the aur bataye ki hamari mrg cancelled ho gayi”.me itni shocked ho gayi thi ye sun kar ki me reason bhi nahi puch payi.

Fir maa ne khud batayi ki -sarita ki jis ladke ke sath shadi hone wali thi us ladke ne sart rakhi ki agar uski behen ko sarita ki bhai(meri bf)agar mrg karega to wo sarita se shadi karega warna nahi. Aap soch rahe honge ki sarita ki mrg wahan cancel kar ke dusri jagah bhi to ho sakti he but tab tak bahat deri ho chuki thi….. Shadi ki card bant chuke the.sarita ki magni ho chuki thi us ladke ke sath(harami community me agar kisi ladki ki magni khatam hoke uski mrg rok jati he to fir uski mrg life me dobara nahi ho sakti)to wo mrg kisi bhi haal me nahi hone wali thi.to meri bf ko us ladki ke sath shadi karna pada. Shadi k pahele wo mujhe 2-3 baar call kiya tha fir mene rcv nahi ki.actually me kya baat karti mujhe ek sath bahat gussa ,bahat dukh ,aur bahat rona aa raha tha isiliye phn nahi uthai.. Fir uski shadi ho gayi us ladki k sath. Ab unka ek bachha hone wala he. Aur me use bhul kar apne life me age badh chuki hun. Aap logon ko ek baat ascharya lagti hogi qunki me apni bf ki naam kahin bhi likhi nahi asal me mein uska naam apni jindegi se mita diya he. meri dua he rab se…. Shikwa nahi kisi se kisise gila nahi….. Naseeb me nahi tha jo hamko mila nahi…

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