Bahut pyar karte hai tumko sanam – Alina Khanam

hello friends……i am Alina khanam from Aurangabad (Bihar)…
mai ek middle class family se belong karti hu…… kafi khushi thi hamare family me but achanak hamare family ko sayad kisi ki najar lag gai Bhaijaan kuch dino baad bahar jane wale the but achanak ek din current lagne ki wajah se unki death ho gai…..Bhaijaan ke jane ke baad hamari family bikhar kar rah gai sab kuch ujad gaya Bhaijaan ke jane ke baad…family situation thoda weak ho gaya mai tuition padhati thi ghar pe hi but mere paas students bahut the meri behavior unlogo ko bahut pasand tha phir meri ek student hame boli aapi mere school me padhaiyega unhe urdu teacher ki jarurat hai to mai gai sab kuch ho v gaya….mai daily waha pr sirf 2 hour padhane jati kuch din tak aise hi chalta raha mai daily jab aati to principal sir se bol kar aati thi sar mai ja rahi hu….phir ek din principal sir nahi the to mai unke bete se goodbye bolkar chali aai dure din v sir nahi the to mai unke bete ko bolkar aa gai goodbye sayad ve care nahi kiye phir mera student jo ki tution v humse padhta tha wo bola sir mam aapko goodbye boli but aap reply nahi diye to ve bole mai care nahi kiya unhe sorry bol dena to wo bola aap hi bol dijiye sir to wo bole ab kaise to wo unhe mera whatsapp no de diya phir unka msg aaya sorry to mai puchi to wo clearly bata diye phir wo humse hamesa chatting krne lage…u know mai unhe bahut khadush samajhti thi …but jab mai unse baat karne lagi tab unhe samjhi wo andar se bahut soft hai..phir hamari friendship hui phir hame malum chala ki wo bahut hi tute hue hai…..phir mujhe unpe bahut afsos aane laga….phir mai unse daily baat karne lagi,….phir unhone mujhe bola aap bahut achchi lagti hai…mai boli achcha mujhe lagne laga tha wo hame like karne lage hai aur mai v unse man hi man pyar karne lagi thi but mai ijhar nahi karne wali thi aur hame ye bhi yakin tha ki wo mujhe i love u jaru bolenge aur wo hi hua wo mujhe i love u 6 February ko bol hi diye mai v mana nahi ki mai v bol di phir wo bole 14 February ko bolne wale the but intejar hi nahi hua…..phir kuch din baad mai school chod di qki kuch students ko humpe shak hone laga tha….pr mai school me kabhi v unke paas nahi jati bas kaam se kaam usse jyada nahi pr wo mujhe niharte rahte so students ko shak ho gaya tha….phir hum sirf phone pe hi baat karte …mai unse hadd se jyada pyar karne lagi hu unpe hame khud se jyada bharosa hai u know mai unke sath dehri, indarpuri aur 2 baar bodhgaya bhi gai hu but aaj tak unhone mere sath kuch galat nahi kiya aur sayad iss wajah se mera unke liye pyaar aur bhi badhta gaya….i really love him….par mai unse gussa thi aur unhe kuch suna di jiski wajah se wo bahut gussa hai ….hamari caste bhi problem hai ….wo hindu hai aur mai muslim…lagta hai ..mujhe unhone diwali me diye ke sath hamara pyar bhi jala diya …mai kal se jara sa v nahi soi hu bahut miss kar rahi hu unko..but aaj situation aisa hai ki wo humse bahut nafrat karne lage hai unhe lagta hai mai kisi aur se pyar krti hu unhe cheat ki hu ….but mai aisa nahi ki hu hame bharosa hai ki wo hame call ya msg jarur karenge qki jab bhi wo gussa hue mai hi unhe call karke manai hu ……mujhe intejar hai unke ek call ka  kya aayega unka call..unhone to mujhe call krne ko mana kiya hai mai chah kar v unhe call nahi kar sakti….i miss u kaash wo meri bechaini aur tadap samajh paate…..

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