MERI AADHURI DASTAAN – Churu

Hlllo friends… mae rakesh from churu (rajasthan).. ye story meri aur gf ya lover tannu ki hai… aaj se 6 year pahle jab mae 1st year mae tha… ek baar yu hi free tha tho mae pass ke ek gaav mae school teacher ban gaya..us time mae ek private school mae teacher bhi tha…aur usi school mae tannu bhi teacher thi… pehle tho muje usme koi interest nahi tha..usse bhi nahi tha… but dhere dhere jab rest mae usse baat hone lagi … tho wo muje acchi lagne lagi.. and wo bhi aur staff mae kisi aur sebjayada baat nahi karti thi.. jab kabhi wo school nahi aati tho mera dil nahi lagta .. kisi bhi kaammmae…. aur mae half rest mae ghar chala jata… fir ek din last period ek student mere pass aaya aur bola sir tannu mam ne kaha hai aap apna number do .. koi kaam hai … mae bhut khush hua maine apna number likh ke de diya… uss shaam 2 nd dec 2009 muje call aya mae samaj gaya ussi ka hai.. usne mujse baat ki. ..

bus normal mae bhi usse kuch nahi bol paya … fir agli raat fir call aya tho maine usse propose kiya nd ussne bhi yes kar diya ki wo muje like karti hai… maine usse I love you kaha…. usne u too kaha . Fir tho roj baate honi shuru ho gyi.. shaam ko..raat ko… puri puri nite 8 ghante hum baate karte… subah mae hi kahta ab schhol aana hai .. phone rakh do… ek din uski daadi ko pata chal gaya ki wo raat mae baat karti hai… fir kuch din baate band rahi.. nd jab sab normal ho gaya tho fir shuru ho gyi… Iis trah wo 2009-2010 ka session nikal gaya.. uske baad ussne skul teaching chhor di… nd uske naa aaane par main bhi next year vapas nahi gaya… Ab humhara phone pe contact hota rehta.. fir ek din wo mere city aayi muje call kiya … but mae out of city tha… nahi mila … kuch mahino baad fir wo aayi … usne ek photho studio mae le jake photho khinchwa ke usme likhwaya tannu loves rakesh.. ek muje di aur ek khud ke pass rakh li… wo bhi muje bhut pyar karti thi….ahum bhut baar mile but humare bich koi galat relationship nahi tha .. ek din maine kaha muje tumse shaadi karni hai.. but humari cast same nahi thi.. tho usne kaha gharwale nahi manege maar dalenge… maine kaha bhaag ke shaadi karte h.. boli mae apne papa se bhi bhut pyar karti hu .. ager uski wajah se usske papa ki beijjati hoti h.. tho wo sucide kar legi… Maine phone cut kar diya.. aur baat nahi ki usse do din …

muje bhut dukh ho raha tha… wo baar baar phone karti… maine recieve kiya boli… mae tumse baat kiye begair bhi nahi reh sakti.. ager baat nahi karoge tho mae mar jaungi..baur rone lagi.. isse mera dil aur pighal gaya. Ab tho mae usse aur bhi jayada chahne l.ga.. mae janta tha ki meri aur uski shadi nahi ho sakti .. aur wo bhi… Iis trah 2 saal nikal gaye… hum roj phone se contact karte.. fir 2012 mae uski engagement thi wo phone pe khub royi… aur kehne lagi muje pyar kam tho nahi karoge… muje bhul tho nahi jawoge..mene kaha tumhare ghar aa raha hu mae.. uske papa ko manunga but usne kasam di .. ki nahi.. uss din mae bhi khub roya .. mae kuch kar bhi nahi sakta tha… nd ager mae apne gharwalo ko batunga tho wo bhi nahi manege… uus din ke baad mae aur bhi jayada bechain rehne laga… jab uska call ata tho mae use ek hi baat kehta mae uske bina nahi reh paunga… nd really mae usse bhut jayada bhut jayada love karta tha… engagement ke baad wo meri city mae bhut baar aayi .. but humesa koi na koi uska relation sth mae hota… hum nahi mil paate… bds only phone call pe baat hoti… nd uska honewala pati bhi use call karta… wo usse baat karti nd muje kehti wo bhut alag type ka hai… mujse beiijti se baat karta hai…bolta ki maine apne gharwalo ki wajah se tere se engage ki hai… use usme koi intrst nahi h… aur khub roti… mae bhi uski baate sun kar dukhi hota… ekdin call pr maine uski baate bhi suni… wo sahi keh rahi thi… Fir maine tannu se kaha apne papa ko iis baare mae bol tho bhi boli…

ager yeh rista tuta tho papa ki badnami hogi.. wo yeh nahi chahti.. jo bhi h sehan karegi.. iis trah humari life ko 8 mahine nikal gaye… engagement ke baad mae usse kabi akele mae nahi mil paya… ager milta tho mae usse apna haal e dil sunta… usko baho mae tadap tadap kar rota… phir meri bhi engage kar di gharwalo ne…tannu uss din bhi khub royi.. nd mae bhi… karu tho bhi kya. .. meri engage ke kuch din baad tannu ki shadi ki date fix ho gyi… nd din bhi kya gajab ka mila.. 14febuary valentine day…. Shaadi fix hone ke baad maine usse bhut force kiya ki mae ek baar usse milna chahta hu… but wo boli mae ab nahi aa sakti akele.. iis baat pe meri ladai ho gyi usse koi ki kuch dino baad meri jaan mujse dur hone wali thi.. mera dimag kaam nahi kar raha mae kya karu.. nd wo sirf roti… uss din maine usse bhut bura bhala keh diya. Aaj tak ke relation mae maine kabhi usse danta tak nahi but uss din guuse mae bhut kuch bol diya… dosto wo din pehli baar maine galat bolkar galti kar di … but mae galat nahi tha .. meri halat bhut kharab thi … naa chahte hue kuch words nikal gaye… but muje pata hai mae galat nahi tha… usse bhut bura laga … usne phone cut kar diya.. agle din muje guilty feel hua thoda… ki muje itna jayada nahi bolna chahiye tha… aur call kiya usne koi rply nahi kiya.. aur mujse 5 din tak baat nahi ki… fir mere ek friend ke through jo usse janta tha … usse phone karwa ke kaha ki muje guilty feel mae uske bina reh nahi sakta.. fir wo maani usne muje maaf kar diya… but uss din ke baad usne phone pe bast karna bhut kam kar diya … 2 3 din se baat hoti .. muje bhut bura lagta … mera dil nahi lagta… ek alag si aag laagti dil mae … dil machalne lagta jaise bina pani ke macchli ho … dosto meri halat dekh ke aisa lagta jaise mae tho gaya… fir january 2013 mae usne mujse baat band kar di.. ki ab muje time nahi milta nd jagah bhi nahi jaha akele mae wo mujse baat kare …

dosto meri halat itni kharab thi ki mae marna chahta tha.. but muje mout nahi mil rahi … sucide karne ki sochta but kar nahi pata … himmat nahi thi.. .16 january ko usse last baar baat ki… nd wo mujse aise baat karne lag gyi .. jaise mujme interest kam ho gaya ho… fir wo din aaya jo mae kabhi nahi chahta 14 feb … mera dost puri raat mere sath raha… nd dosto uss raat jab uski shaadi thi.. tho khub barsaat hui…. shayad bhagwan bhi meri judai ka manjar dekh… apne aap ko rone se nahi rok paya… Uss raat uske gaav ke ek friend ka phone aaya jise mere aur uske affair ke baare mae malum tha .. ki tu roo mat … bola teri jaan ke phere hone muskil ho rahe hai… maine usse ek baat hi boli ki meri jaan itni aasani se kisi gair ki nahi ho sakti… dosto uus din really bin mousam barsaat hui acchanak.. friendss uss puri raat mae kaise jiya pata nahi … mae mara nahi aur baaki kuch raha nahi… meri jaan jo muje sabse pyari thi…aaj muje chhor ke chali gayi… uski kya halat thi muje nahi malum…fir agle kuch din mae friendss ke sath pura pura din rota .. raat ko nind nahi aati.. Pata nahi mere sath hi itna bura kyo hua… kya kasur hai mera… Jisse meri engage thi wo muje call karti… mae usse baat bhi karta tha bhut kam kam.. fir ek mahine baad mere gharwalo ne meri shaadi fix kar di… unhone pucha ki kar de … tho maine apne father ko bola … ki jo aapko accha lage kar de… mere dil aur dimag mae sirf tannu ka hi raaj hai… main janta tha ki ab yeh galat hai … friendss but mae chah kar bhi uuse bhula naa paya… fir may 2013 mae meri shaadi ho gyi… but mae tannu ko nahi bhul paya.. friendss mae apni wife se pyar karta hu… lekin wo Tannu ki jagah nahi le sakti kabhi.. nd muje acchi trah pata h ki ye galat hai… but aap chahe jo socho mae nahi bhula sakta uuse.. Fir meri shaadi ke pehle saawan jab ladkiya apne pihar jaati hai… uus mahine mae ek din tannu ka call aya.. tho wo khub royi ki muje bhula tho nahi diya..

maine kaha ab phone kyo kiya.. tho boli itne din se kosis kar rahi hu .. but himmat nahi hui… kaha roj number dial karti hu.. Wo boli mae tumhe bhut pyar karti hu ab bhi .. apni jaan se bhi jayada.. maine kaha ki ab kya matlab iis pyar kaa.. samjaya bhi ki ab yeh galat bhi hai… but main bhi uss se baat kiye bina reh nahi sakta… Wo kehti hai ki uska husband meri trah usse baat nahi karta …wo bilkul bhi meri trah nahi hai… but jo bhi mila kismat se mila… phir usne phone pe kaha wo mere city aa rahi … aur boli aap aana mujhe dekhna hai aapko… mae bhi apne aap ko nahi rok paya aur ussse dekha… wo ek dum lean and thin ho gyi shaadi ke baad… fir kuch din baat hui … maine usse btaya meri shaadi ho gyi.. tho muje kasam dekar boli ki muje ab bhi pyar karte ho… maine kaha apni jaan se bhi jayada… fir yahi baat maine bhi pucchi tho kaha mae tho aapko sapno mae bhi nahi bhul sakti… she love me tooo… Friendsss mae apni wife se pyar karta hu … but jitna tannu se karta hu uska 10% bhi nahi… mae wife ko kabhi dukhi nahi karta … humesa usko khush rakhta hu… aur wo tho itna bhi kehti hai ki usse itna pyar naa karo… wo mujse dur reh nahi sakti … Friendss jab tannu se baat karte mae rone lagta hu .. nd ek din usne phone rakh diya aur call nahi kiya phir… pata nahi kyo.. phir wo feb 2014 .. mae phone aaya boli ki wo muje pyar karti hai…mrei bhut yaad aati hai… nd usne bataya ki wo pregnent hai… muje bhra jarur laga but mae kya kar bhi sakta hu… maine bola … itsss ok.. fir undino 13 feb ko uska call aaya .. tho maine kaha ae jaan mae nahi reh sakta tumhare bina… nd kaha ki kal ek saal ho jayega tumhari shaadi ko … tumhe wish karu ya dukh manau… boli muje nahi chahiye wishes… muje mare hue ek saal ho raha hai… means wo khud bhi dukhi thi. . Us din ke baad usne koi call nahi kiya… nd muje bhi apni kasam di ki muje kabhi call mat karna…. friendss kyo hua mete sath itna bura… And fir aag se ek mahine pehle.. aur uske last phone call ke 1year 2month baad uska call aaya… muje kaha pehchante ho… maine kaha tumne itna kuch diya hsi yaad rakhne ko kaise bhul sakta hu.. maine itne dino se call ka karan pucha tho boli… waqt nahi mila…

jab waqt mila himmat nahi mili….nnd usne phir kaha mae city aa rahi hu… muje dekhna hai… maine kaha muje tumse baat karni hai … tho boli wo kabhi aur jab mae akeli aaungi.. nd yaaro mae paglo ki trah usse dikhne ke liye chala gaya. Naa chahte hue bhi chala gaya… nd ab tho wo aur bhi nuri halat ho rahi hai uski… jaise khana naa milta ho usko…. Abki baar wo do mahine rukne ka bola… aur ek month tak lagataar baat ki mujse… uske ek ladka bhi hai.. muje pata tha… and usne bataya… kehti hai mujr yaad karke bhut roti hai… dil nahi lagta uska… bhut miss karti hai … pyar karti hai… fir ek din… mae bhi itne din gussa tha… but phone aate hi gussa pyar mae change ho jata…. wo bolti itna mithaa hai… kehti hai aajkal muje gussa bhut aata hai… Friend meri wife bhi muje love karti hai … nd mae bhi usse pyar karta hu.. Friendsss tannu ne do din mujhe call nahi kiya… phir agle din aaya tho maine kaha mera dil nahi lagta… tho boli ki mae kisi ko koi khushi nahi de sakti….aur rone lagi… phone cut kar diya kaha… time milega tho vcall karungi. .. aur ab month ho gaya uska koi call nahi …. shayad apne sasural hai… Friendsss yeh meri story hai… mujhe bhagwan ne kyo itna dard diya. Dosto mae aaj bhi taannuu meri jaan ko bhut pyar karta hu… chah karbhi usse nahi bhula paa raha… aaj bhi ussese baat karne ko dil tadpta hai… kyo meri kismat mae dard hai kyo??? Sab hote hue bhi kuch accha ni lagta… miss u tannu.. pata nahi ye usska pyar ha ya muje koi saza mil rahi hai…. Zindgi mili tho kya mili, Ban ke bewaffa mili.. Yaro itne tho humhare gunah bhi naa the, jitni hume saza mili… Friendss pata ni life ka kya hogaaa…

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