EK KHANI Meri

ye real story hai,jo aaj tak mai kisi se nhi share ki,bat tab ki hai jab mai 11th class me thi,mere nigah jo ladki ladko se jyada baat karti thi o achchhi ladki nhi hoti,jis kaam se family ki ijjat per aach aaye ,karne ki mai soch bhi nhi sakti,…mai bhut strict family se thi,samaj me mere pariwar ka rutba tha… Mere bagal me ek family rent per aayee thi ,unka beta bhi 11th class me tha,thodi bhut hamari family ki baate hoti thi,ek din o ladka mujhase meri koi book maagne aaya ,mai de di,jab usane wapas kiya to kai jagah usne mera nam apna nam sath sath likh diya tha,bina kuchh soahe uske ghar jakr book dikhai ,aur usaki complain ki ,usaki bahut pitaai hui,…….mere najaro me o achchh ladka nhi tha,o chup rahta fir mujhase baat nhi ki , mai jab tution jaati to aksar mujhe raaste me dikhata tha, lagbhag ek saal beet gya, Mujhe lga mujhe uske ghar jakar complain nhi karni chahiya thi,ek din fir o meri book maagne aaya.maine de diya…..shaam ko jab wapas kiya to usme ek lifafa tha[ tab mobile ka daur nhi tha]maine jaldise gate band kiya[ mere ghar me sabhi bachcho ka alag room tha ]usne mere liye ek letter likha tha,jisme usne likha tha o mujhe bhut chahta hai jab se dekha hai tabhi se….mai chahu to to fir se uski complain kar do ,o nhi darta, kya kisi ko pyarkarna gunah hai,,,,usne uska jabab aur apna letter wapas maga tha,pahli bar kisi ne mujhe love letter bheja tha, maine uska jabab likha ,dekho mai us type ki ladki nhi hoo pyaar me mera koi believe nhi hai aur haa meri family ki shaan ke khilaaf jaane ki soch bhi nhi sakti…….

 

maine ek book ke cover me dono letter rkhe aur uske aane per de diya haa mai bhi apna letter wapas magi thi……uske saath fir usne ek letter likha tha,jisme kayede se ijhaare muhabbat thi,mujhe letter padhana achcha lagne laga mai bhi uska jabab likhati lekin mere letter me main kabhi a nhi likha ki mai bhi use pyar karti hu…lekin a sach tha mujhe uska letter bhut achchh lagta, ek din usne mujhe blood se letter likha, maine bhi uske jabab me I love you likha………,lekin uske dimag me kya aaya ek sham mai apne kamre me padh rhi thi chair pe bhathi thi mere kamare me achanak aaya aur mere pichhe se mera face pakad kar mere gaal per halki si kiss karke bhag gya……sab kuchh itna jaldi me hua ki mai shocked thi, fir maine galiyo se bhara ek letter likhaa,jisme awara,gira hua ladka,aur bhi bahut kuchh likha dubara kabhi na milne ki baat bhi likhi thi…..use letter de diya , ab mai apne kamre ko andar se band karke baithti thi,mai bahar bhi kam nikalti thi….

 

o mere se bhut baat karne ki kosis kiya lekin main nhi chahti thi,mai apne parents se baat karke dada ji ke ghar chali gyi wha mujhe uski yad aati kuchh ach chh nhi lagta tha,achanak sad song achchh lagne lage…. Kuchh din baad jab mai wapas aayi to usne mujhe letter likha tha ,jisme usne kitni baar sorry likha tha,meri kasam khakar likha tha,o mujhe bina poochhe kabhi touch nhi karega,…….maine use maaf kiya Hamari poori prem kahani sirf patro me thi ,is beech mere school jaate samay kisi ladke ne mujhpar koi comment kar diya tha,mujhe sunai bhi nhi diya tha lekin usne uski bahut pitai kit hi,o meri care karta tha,mera12th complete hua mai collage jaane lagi,uski family ne bhi apna makan change kar diya tha ,ab o mere collage library me aksar aata tha hum wahi apne letter exchange karte the ek din o mujhase apne ghar chalne ki jid karne laga ,kha koi nhi hai ghar baith kar baate karege,maine mna kar diya o naraj ho gya,kai din tak mujhase milne nhi aaya is beech mere grandfather expire kar gye hum log gaav chale gye,mheeno tak whi rhe mera dada ji se bhut lgaav tha o mujhe bhut pyar karte the ,mere jeevan ka sabse bda dukh tha ,mai bhut tej beemar huyi,maheeno tak dwa chali,mujhe us ladke ki bhi yad aati thi Mai sochati thi itne din ho gye usremeri yaad nhi aati hogi,holi ka din tha mere yha death ke karan celebrate nhi kiya ja rha tha,mai apne kheto me apni cousin sister ke sath ghumane gyi thi tabhi sadak per do ladke jo bike pe sawar the hamare ghar ki taraf dekh rhe the,mujhe laga jaise whi ladka hai,mai kaafi door thi aur uske face pe color lga tha,meri ghabrahat badh gyi mai whi baith gyi,o kafi der tak whi khda rha mai whi chhupi thi,chakkar aane ka bhana bna ke,jab o chala gya to mai ghar aayi ,mujhe laga o to mere gaav ko janta bhi nhi aur 50km doorkaise aa sakta hai…..

 

filhaal mai wapas city aayi aur collage gyi gate per hi o mujhase mila fir se ghar chalne ki jid ki…mai maan gyi o chalagya mai bad me uske ghar gyi ,sadak per kbhi mai uske saath nhi chalti thi, uske ghar koi nhi tha mai gate ke samne hi baith gyi ,usne kha mai gate band kar de rha hu nhi to koi tumhe dekh lega maine kha thik hai…..usne gate band kiya btane lga maine tumhe bhut miss kiya ,holi pe tumhaare gaav gya tha ,tumhe ek jhalak dekhane ke liye,maine btaya maine door se dekha tha,fir maine dadaji ke death ke bare me detail me btaya,dada ji ko yad karke rone lagi,o bhi pareshan ho gya usne kha mai apne bare me baat karne ke liye bulaya tha tum tragedy lekar baith gyi,mujhe bur alga maine kha mai ki sabse dukhad ghatna bta rhi hut um mjak bna rhe ho……usne sorry bola mera time ho gya tha mai wapas aagyi, ab o kam aane lga tha mera b sc 2nd year tha,ek din o fir collage aaya mujhse kha mai letter likh likh ke thak gya hu tumse aamne samne hamare riste ke bare me baat karna chahta hu ,usne apne ek dost ke ghpe aane ko kha to maine mna kiya, usne kha o mera best friend hai use maine tumhaare bare me btaya hai ,mai maan gyi next day mai mai thoda distance maintain karte huy uske dost ke ghar gyi mai bhut dar rhi thi koi janne wala na dekh le mai uske ghar gyi to, uske ghar koi nhi tha,sirf uska dost tha,hum baith ke narmol baate kar rhe the uska dost chay bna kar laya,o ladka kisi kam se bahar gya tabtak uske dost ne haste huye kha job bhi karna ho jaldi jaldi kar lo hamare yha gust aane wale hai …mujhe bhut ganda lga,mujhe mere bare kitna ganda bol rha hai tab tak o ladka bahar se aa gya usne apne dost ko bahar jaane ko kha mai behad gusse me thi maine btaya o tumharadost hai kaisi gandi baate karta hai mujhe ek minute nhi rukna mai bina chay piye wha se nikal gyi mere pichhe se aakar bola mujhe pta nhi tha mere liye rickshaw kar diya aur kha tum jaoo mai use thik karta hu,mai chali gyi lekin bahut ganda feel kar rhi thi Ab pta nhi kyo mujhe lga mai galat chakkar pe pad gyi apni study me concentrate karne lgi use jyad uske letters ko miss karti thi,lekin ek din o mere collage fir aaya mujhase apne ghar chalne ko kha maine pahle mna kiya usne bola last baar fir nhi khooga, mai man gyi uske ghar koi nhi tha.behad sannata thausne mere bare me bolna suru kiya ki mere dost kahte hai tum mujhe dokha de rhi ho mai teen saal se paglo ki tarah tumhare peechhe bhatakta hu ,tumhe sirf mere letters se pyar hai mujhase nhi mai tumhe jab bhi akele milne ke liye bulata hu mna kar deti ho aane pe ghar ka haal chaal btati ho…mere liye ladkiyo ki kmi nhi hai tumhaare face pe amrit laga hai kya tum touch tak nhi karne deti , mai ab a relation nhi rakh sakta mai chup chap baithi thi …maine kha mai bhi to tumhare liye itna karti..teesare baar akele tumse milne aayi,jab ki mere ghar ko pta chla to mera kya hoga kalpna karna bhi mushkil hai……..usne kha aaj tum apne pyar ka sabot dogi ,maine kasam khayi thi thumhe touch nhi karooga maine nibhaya,ab tum apne aap mujhe kiss karogi ,mere liye bhut kathi tha..,meri ghabrahat bad rhi thi mai use khona bhi nhi chahti thi..ghante bhar se jyada ho gye mujhase nhi ho pa rha tha,o bhi meri halat samajh rha tha lekin uski jid thi mera ghar jaane ka samay ho gya tha ,fir o bola chalo face pe nhi khi bhi kiss kro maine dhire se uske haath ko pakda aur hatheli me halka sa kiss kiya uski chhuan ka ehsas aaj bhi mere jehan me hai pera pahla sparsh tha, mai ghar wapas aa gyi,kai din tak o mujhase nhi mila fir ek din mere collage aaya mere saare letters greetings ek lifafe karke laya tha mere photograph bhi sab usne wapas kar diya usme ek note bhi tha mere saare letters wapas kar do mai ab rista nhi rakhna chahta,mai bhut dukhi huyi lekin uske saare letters ek diary me cover karke agle din wapas kar di jab se hamara rista tuta mujhu uski bhut yaad aati thi ,lekin o nhi aaya,

 

maheeno beet gye meri shadi dekhi ja rhi thi ek din mujhe uski bahut yaad aarhi thi maine use ek chhota sa letter kisi aur naam se uske ek dost ke address pe post kiya mujhe usne emergence ke liye diya tha,maine last baar milane ko likhaa tha date bhi likhi thi ,collage me preparation leave ho chuki thi,book counter pe milne ko kha tha,isi beech mere ghar se thodi door per ek book store tha mai register lane gyi ,tabhi ek ladki mere paas aayi boli please mai aapse do minute baat karna chahti hu ,mai use nhi janti thi, usne mujhase usi dukan ke kinare khade hokar btaya mai us ladke se bahut pyar karti hu,mai usse kai baar mil chuki hu,mera a gift unhe de dijiega,maine kha tumhe mere bare me kaise pta usane btaya ki oladke ne aap ke bare me btaya hai o aap ke saath padta hai,mai uske bare me sab janna chahti thi aadhe ghante me sab usne btaya uska pichhle do sal se uska affair chal rha hai, aur o usi address pe use milne ke liye le gya tha jispe mujhe….us ladki se usne physical relation bhi banaye the,mujhe samajhate der nhi lagi tabhi o ladka is tarah se bol rha tha……maine uska gift le liya ,us ladke se nafrat ho rhi thi kisi tarah o din aaya jab mujhe usse milne jana tha,mai uska gift lekar gyi ,collage to band tha lihaja collage passhi ek sunsan gli me mai chalne lagi aur chalet chalet hi baate karne lgi,maine us ladki ke bare me btaya aur ,kha tum mujhase bdla lene ke liye kar rhe the, pahle to chup rha fir tumhe dekhane k liye us ladki se dosti kiya tha jisse koi tum par sak n kare ,o ladki khud mujhse relation bnane ki jid kit hi ,maine uska gift whi road per patka aur rickshaw liya aur ghar aa gyi,o mujhe bulata rah gya……maine collage market sab jana band kar diya,ghar me hi padti thi exam dene bhai ke sath gyi meri shadi fix ho gyi thi mujhe uski koi yaad nhi aati thi mujhe laga uski sajis se mujhe bhagwan ne bchaya, ek din mai apne ghar me thi o apni bdi bhan ke sath mere ghar ,mere ghar walo ne meri sadi tay hone ki baat batai,uski bahan ne akele me mujhe ek footnote diya jispe likha tha didi ke sath aa jao last baar maine mna kar diya, o chali gyi, das minuet bad mai apne kamre me thi o didi ka purse chhutane ka bahana lekar mera kamare me aaya mujhe jordar thappad mere gal pe mara,tumne mna kyo kiya….fir chala gya,mai ussebahut dar gyi , kuchh din beete mai ghar se bahar to kya chat pe bhi nhi jati thi……mujhe practical ki date pta karne jana koi sath jane wala nhi tha usi din mujhe apne gaav jana tha,meri shaadi wahi se honi thi. Mai jaise hi ghar se bahar nikli wo dikh mai dar kemare apne kamre ko andar se band karke do ghante baithi rhi omere ghar baitha tha,jab o chala gya to uske jaane ek ghante baad maine decide kiya collage na jakar mai apni friend se hi pta kar ke wapas aajaaugi maine rickshaw liya hood cover karke chuchaap apni friend ke yhi chali gyi ,usse date pta ki , aur usi rickshaw se wapas ghr aane lagi, thodi door pe hi o ladka milgya usne mujhe neech utarne ko kha ,rickshaw wale ko bhaga diya, mujhase ghar chalne ki jid karne lga, mere mna karne per mera haath pakdkar apne saath kheechne lga , bhid ekattha hone lali mai mna kar rhi oman nhi rha tha ,thoda sa haath chhudakar mai ek girls collage ke gate tak bhagi ,o fir jaldi se mera rasta rok liya maine gatekeeper se help magi lekin koidar ke mare samne nhi aaya.o mera haath pakad saath le chalne ki jid pe ada tha,tabhi whaki principal kai teachers ke saath wha aayi mai teji se haath chuda ke collage ke andar ghus gayi, mere aasu rukne ka naam nhi le rhe the mai turarat hi collage ke age ke gata se nikal gyi aur road cross kar ek dukan me ghus gyi lagbhag ek ghante tak mai whit hi usake bad kisi kisi tarah main ek rickshaw liya aur ghar darte darte phuchi aate samay bhi maine collage ke gate per use dekha tha, usi mai gaav chali gyi ,apni shaadi ek bhi shoping nhi karne gyai ghar se bahar nhi nikalti thi kisi tarah meri shaadi ho gyi mai poore samay dar me jiti thi ,saadi ke das din baad mai wapas aa gyi kyoki mera final year bcha tha , maine apna graduation complete aur andmaan chal gyi husband ke saath whi unki posting thi lekin mujhe dubara wo kabhi nhi dikha………mera pyar hi mere liye khauf ban gya tha………garima

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