Kash mai nahi gaya hota to wo bach jati.. – James

Hi dosto mera naam james(bdla hua naam) hai . Meri kahani thodi alg type ki hai.mai ek acchi middle class family se belong krta hu . Baat un dino ki hai jb mai 10 mai tha wo mere ghr se thodi dur pe rhti thi mai or wo ek hi class mai they(not in same school) to meri thodi thodi ussey baat ho jati thai pr jaise jaise exam pass atey gaye hm dono or close ho gaye kyuki meri maths or science acchi thi or mai uski madad kr diya krta tha to is karan hm itne close ho gaye ki apne personal batey bhi kiya krte they kyuki mai din mai lgbhg 10 yaa 11 hrs uske sath rahta tha. Ab mujhe thoda thoda usse sath accha lgna lga tha wo bhi meri taraf atract ho rahi thi or apni sari probln mujse share krti thi . Jb result nikla to mai pass hogaya or jb mai uske pas gaya to pata chla ki wo fail ho gayi pr wo dukhi nahi thi kyuki mai pass ho gaya tha usne mujhe hug kiya (as a frn only) or maine usko party di .. fr ab mai ek class ange ho gaya tha to hamari bate km hoti gyi pr tb hi hm acche dost they.ashey hi din bdte gaye or mujhe usse pyar hogaya pr usey propose krne ki himmt nahi ho pa rahi inhi dino mere ek company mai job lg gayi thi

ye baat jb ussey pata chali to bahut khush thi .. job ke chkr mai thoda ussey dur rahe lga kyuki mai office ke karan tour wagarh bhi gaya kr krta tha phr bhi ussey baat to kiya krta wo apni problm share kara krti thi usne mujhe bataya ki uska ek boyfrnd bn gaya jo meri nazar thod bigada baap ki bigadi aulad tha mai usse smjate smjate thk gaya ki wo galat hai pr wo naa mani ek din dis baat ka dr tha wahi hua uske boyfrnd usko dhoka diya wo us dhoke se itna pareshan or dipress rhne lgi.. mai use smjhata tha ki wo tere layak nahi tha pr wo bahut udas rahti thi un dino mai out station jaa raha tha to jate jate ussey mila to bola ki mai jaa raha hu to boli mujhe chodr ke mt jao mai akeli rh jaungi pr mn to kh raha tha ki mt jao pr jana tha jaise hi mai out of station nikla or train pr chada to ye baat soch li ki wapas atey hi usey prapose kr dunga abhi waha pahuche ek din hi hua tha ki agle pata chala ki usne socide kr liya .. Mere to kuch smjh mai hi nahi aa raha mai wahi rone lg gaya or apna sbkuch chor ke aa jaya pr dosto jb mai pahucha to pata chala ki uski mitti bhi jaa chuki mai mn mai apne aap ko kosne lga ki kash mai nahi gaya hota sayad yeh sb naa hota or sath hi apni kismt ko kosne lga ki kitna abhaga hu mai ki last time us nahi mil paya tb maine kasan khali ki zindagi mai kbhi bhi pyar nahi karunga..

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