Meri galti kya thi? – Himanshu

Frndzzz me sidhe story pr ata hu… … Am himanshu thik thak dikhta hu or body-building ka shok he … Uss time me 12th me tha… Studies pr zyada dhyan nhi tha bt fir bhi pta ni kyu pdaku type ka tha..! Schools jane ka shok nhi tha zyada bt coaching me me or mera group kaafi masti krte the… … 12th running thi hmare chemistry wale sir ka b’day tha so mera plan tha sir ka b’day celebrate krne ka..! So mene puri coaching ke students se pese collect kiye and pura b’day orgnise kiya..! Usi bich meri mulakaat shivali se hui..! Shivali mujhe 11th class se janti thi bt mene kvi use notice ni kiya..! .. Usne pura b’day organise krne me hmari kafi help kr wayi and usi bich hmne kaafi msti ki…! . Mene 1st time kisi ldki se itne openly baat ki thi or itna intermate hua tha..! . Usne uss time mere face pr cack lgaya tha or mene vi uske face pr fir hmari kuch din tk baat nhi hui… . Ek din fb pr uski reaquest aayi mere pass… . Me thoda khush tha kyoki wo mujhe achchi lgti thi.. Uske bd hmari bate fb pr hone lgi fir no. Share krna to aam baat he…! No. Exchange krne ke bd hm kafi zyada chating krne lge or wo bhi shayad mujhe like krne lgi thi(esa sirf mujhe lgta tha) .

Kuch dino bd sudenly mujhe esa lga ki shivali ko prapose kr du.. Jbki mere mn me pyar jesa kuch nhi tha.. Mene shivali ko prapose kr diya or usne kaha ki me bd me reply dungu mene kaha thik he or kuch dino bd usne indirectly ans. De diya..! Ans. Mere favour me tha..! So me bhut khush hua..! Fir hm rozana baat krne lge..! Or fir mujhe dhire dhire lgne lga ki me uss se kaafi close ho gya hu..! 12th running me meri 4 se 5 gf thi or sbhi kaafi cute dikhti thi..! Ek din mere ek frnd ne advice di jo ki mera best frnd he ki tu sbme se kisi ek se true love kr…. . Sbki feelings ke sath khelna achchi baat nhi… Mene socha ki yeh shi bol rha he yr then mene meri sari gf se ldai kr li or socha jo sbse pehle msg kregi usi ko gf choose krunga…! Then bs shivali ka msg aa gya..! Bichari baaki ki gf to aaj bhi puchti he ki btao yr tmne aakhir ldai kyo ki(ab mujhe khud nhi pta yr me kya btau unhe) . Then tb se me shivali ke bare me thoda zyada sochne lga fir wo mujhe utni hi psnd aane lgi..! Finally me use bhut zyada pyar krne lga aap soch bhi nhi skte mene meri mommy ko vi uske bare me bta diya or use mommy se mila vi diya mommy ko wo kuch khas psnd nhi aai or unhone mujhse kaha ki beta abhi tmhari umar in sb ki nhi he pr hm kaha man ne wale the…

Ab to hmari baat shadi tk pahuch gyi thi… Ek din uske kisi relative ki death ho gyi thi..! Uske mommy papa gye the waha or uska chota bhai or wo hi thi sirf ghar pr..! Me apne frnds ke sath tha or raat ke 8:00-8:30 bj gye the to me ghar jaa rha tha tbhi uski frnd ka call aya jo ki us waqt uske ghar pr hi thi use hmare bare me pta tha..! Usne mujhe call kiya or kaha ki “himanshu! Shivali bhut ro rhi he or bar bar bol rhi he ki mujhe himanshu se milna he tu plz aa ja yr”… Me mere papa se kaafi darta hu or waha jaa nhi skte tha mene uss se kaha ki tu kisi tarah use chup kra or mene shivali se baat krne ki koshish vi ki pr wo bs ro rhi thi fir mene frnd ki bike le kr jldi se uske ghar gya or uski frnd niche aayi..! Wo mujhe uske ghar ki chhat(terrest) pr le gyi or kaha me shivali ko laati hu..! Raat thi or chhat pr thodi hi light thi fir..!me ek corner pr khada tha utne me shivali aai or use dekh kr mujhe bhut bura lga..! Uski aankhe abhi bhi bheegi hui thi jese hi uski frnd niche gyi mene usse khub daata or use ehsaas dilaya ki use jb dukh hota he to rona mujhe vi ata he..!

Hmne uss time kaafi baat ki fir usne mujhe hug krne ko kaha… Pehle mene mna kr diya kyoki ye mera pehle hug tha or mujhe kaafi sharam vi aa rhi thi fir mene use khub zor se hug kiya..!me kbhi nhi bhulunga ki usne mera fav. Perfume lagaya tha wo moment mere liye kaafi special tha..! Fir usne kaha ki me ek chiz mangna chahti hu i said yes! Plz…! Then she said that kiss me…! …. Mene kvi kisi ldki ko kiss nhi kiya tha or me uske liye prepare vi nhi tha mujhe bhut zyada uncmfrtbl deel ho rha tha..! Fir usne uska face aage kiya mene tv pr thoda bhut to dekha hi tha or vese vi aakhir hu to ek ldka yr so mene use kiss kr diya! Fir hmne waha beth kr khub baate ki or fir me ghar aa gya .. Kuch dino tk hmare bich sb shi chal rha tha or me uss se bhut zyada pyar krne lga tha bt ek din mere usi bst frnd ne kaha ki teri gf ka ek pehle bf tha..! Mene usi time mere frnd se kaha ki shivali ke bare me kuch bolne se pehle soch lena or mene uss se ldai kr li… Mene shivali ko mere bare me sb bta diya tha or uss se vi pucha tha ki agar tmhara koi bf tha to plz bta do usne kaha nhi tha sach me himanshu or mene uska yakin kr liya… Fir mene uski email id kholi or mujhe rona aa gya..! Mera frnd shi tha… Or yhi nhi.. Shivali mujhse pehle us ldke ko kiss kr chuki thi kai baar..! Unka conversation pd kr mujhe smajh na aya ki kya kru or usi time mene uss se apna relation tod diya … Usne mujhe koi explaination dena tk thik nhi smjha..!

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