hii i m nupur. i m 20yrs old. mai bht he simple type ki ldki thi school me bhi 10th k baad saari frnds commerce me chli gyi n mai science me aagyi wo sb saath me khub enjoy krte bt mai apni class me stdy me enjoy krti jb ki bht lonely bhi feel krti… fir hum 12th me agye.. maine frst tym gmail pr apna id bnayi orkut pr id bnayi.. kbi boys se baat ni krti thi qk muje boys se bht drr lgta tha.. fir hmare boards tym the maine pdte pdte mnn ni lg rha tha to maine apna orkut id open kiya n frnds search krne lgi.. tb maine ek n**** bhati naam k ldke ko add kiya usne muje remove krdiya .. maine use wapas add kiya.. fir frst tym to humne argu ki.. fir usne muje engg k entrnce k liye bht force kiya bt fir mai de ni paayi.. dheere dheere hum best frnd bn gye. puri puri raat chatting krte.. fir ek din usne muje prpos kiya.. mne kha k ek year dost bn k rho.. trust hua to mai prpos krdungi.. bt uske love ne muje mjboor krdia.. 3mnth me mri asi halat hogyi k uske bina rah nhi paayi..
wo din 2june us din uske liye pure din royi.. raat ko bht mushkil se himmt juta kr.. usko mne prpos kiya lekin kbi smj ni paayi k ye paglpn kyu.. kvi idea b ni tha k kse lv hoga fir mne yhi bola “n**** tu mra boy frnd bnega.. ” fir usne kha k 6 second me soch k btata hu.. fir wo bola haa… q nhi… dheere dheere mujme ase changes aane lge k mre fmly mujse bht khush rhti.. fir ek facebook k commnt k mjak k baad sb kch chng hogya.. maine us insaan ko rula dia to apne fmly k liye ni roya.. usko itna hurt kiya k shayad jahaanum me b jagah nhi hogi. muje… mre ghr me uska pta chal gya.. muje bht mara.. bt maine usko kbi ni chhoda qk wo hmesha mre saath tha… fir ek din pta chla k hmari ek pakisthani frnd jo mre n**** k saath commitd thi last 3-4mnth se.. jb mne use hurt kiya.. fir ek din n***** ne he muje sb sch btaya.. kch bachpna maan k mne andekha krdiya.. bt us din me andr he andr mrgyi thi.. qk mai uske liye hmesha faith thi.. uski khushi k liye.. sb kch krne ko teyar thi.. mai jab usko birthday pr wish krti to.. wo mujse baat krne ki bjaay us dusri ldki baate krta.. call pr mre aansu niklte rhte.. bt uski smile k aage mre aansu kch nhi..
baad me mne gusse me us ldki se jyo tyo contect tudwa dia.. fir pdne bahr chla gya.. 3yr ki relationship me hum 6mnth khushi se pyar se rah paaye.. n 3-4tym mil paye… abi b baat krte hai.. lekin wo apni kch b feelings ni btata…. bht rona aata h.. bt na mai use kch bta paati hu.. na kch jaan paati hu.. bht pyar krti hu usko….. uske paas saaare frnds fmly h.. bt mai puri toot gyi hu… na pyar hai paas na.. fmly naa he koi frndss… aaj bs apna dhyan pura stdy me lgane ka try kr rhi hu.. 2yrs me setlld hokr usko shaadi k liye prpos krungi… agr wo mera hoga to wapas jrur aayegaa… i lv yu baabuda.. muwaahhh
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