My prince charming- Mera Para Part 1- by Shika

Hello friends.. i’m shikha (name changed) from patna. Age- 22 running. Its not my love story actually its my life’s story from childhood to till now. So ab tak to ap jan gye honge bht lambhi chaudi story hogi. Actually I want to express myself. Apni mann ki bat bahar nikal sakun. Nd mujhe ye jagah better lga nd i’m regular reader. Nd apko story ka title padh ke apko kuchh smjh na aaye ho. Mai jisse pyar karti hun use pyar se para kahti thi nd aisa kyun i’ll tell uh in between story bt uska real name kuchh aur hai wo mai mention nhi karna chahti. Meri bachpan kuchh khas nhi rahi even bura hi kah skte ho ap. Mai approx 5-6 years ki thi sab kuchh mujhe yad to nhi bt mummy patna aayi thi mujhe lekar nhi nd mere chote bhaibka janm hua tha nd uske kuchh dino bad mummy mujhe patna apni nani ke ghar chhod kar hi papa ke pas chali gyi thi bhai ko lekar. Papa engineer hain sugar factory me nd factory ko city se bht dur hota hai jahan education ki achhi facility nhi hoti. So that mujhe patna hi mummy chhod di thi yahan nani ke ghar rah kar hi padhun. Mummy ke jane ke kuchh dino bad tak bht achha raha bt mummy ko miss bht karti thi. Us time papa sitapur posted the Lucknow se thoda dur hai. School me frnds bhi ban gye the sab thik hi chal rha tha. Meri choti mami ke bachhe ke sath khelti thi mere bhai se ek month bada tha use ghumane le jana nd all. Bt dhire dhire nani mujhse rudely behave karne lagi thi 1-2 sal bad. Mujhe jabrdsti kuchh lane shop pe bhej deti thi jo dur hua karta tha us tym bht kam shop the colony me. Dhire dhire mujhe force karke kam bhi karwati thi like jadu dena nd bartan karna nd all nd mai karne lagi thi. 9-10 yrs ke age me approx khana bnana tak bhi suru ka diya tha maine.

Nd in sabke bare me mummy ko kuchh nhi pta tha. Patna aati bhi thi to mai unse kuch kah nhi pati thi ki mujhe yahan nhi rahna. Wo chali jati to bht roti thi. Hasna khelna kya hota hai jaise mai sab bhul gyi thi. Scol me frnds ke sath bas thoda achha lgta tha wahan bilkul alag hi life lagti thi masti karna nd all. Ghar aane ka mann nhi hota tha. Mujhe aj bhi yad hai jab ghar se kuchh gold jewellery nd paise gayab huye the to nani ne mujhe blame kiya tha nd nange pair mujhe har ek shop pe jabrdsti hath pakad kar mujhe khichte huye le ja rhi thi ek shop se dusre shop par isiliye ki agar maine chocolate kharidne ke liye wo jewellery nd paise shopkeeper ko de diye ho. Nd mujhe mar mar kar bar bar puchh rhi thi ki kise maine diye. Bt har bar mera answer na hota. Coz seriously mujhe nhi pta tha ki wo jewellery nd paise kisne liye the. Is bat ka ek saal tak mujhpe torture kiya gya. Bt bad me pta chala wo sab kuchh mere nanaji ki behan ne liya tha coz unke pas sab kuchh mile the. Garm kalchi feka gya nisan aj bhi mere body pe hai nd ye ehsas dilati hai ki meri life kya hai. Mai us time 5th class me thi mai bht preshan thi ghar se kahin dur chali gyi thi sunday ka din tha nani ne mujhe shop se kuchh lane kaha tha. Ghar se 1 km dur ek mandir ban rha tha mai wahan jakar baithi thi. Subah se sham ho gye the sabne puchha mai kuchh boli nhi. Nana sham ko aaye the preshan hokar nd mujhe jabrdsti ghar le gye. 2-3 dino bad mummy bhi aa gyi thi mere 5th class ke exams bhi ho gye the. Mami ne sari baten mummy ko bta di nd mummy mujhe apne sath le jane ka decide kiya. Papa us time hasanpur me posted the jo samastipur me ek jagah hai. Mai wajah chali gyi. mummy papa nhi bht koshis kiya mai khus rahun sab bhula sakun. Alag jagah tha to achha feel kar rhi thi. Factory ke colony ke bhi kuchh frnds bane. Mera admission pas ke scol me karwa diya gya jagah colony sare bachhe jate the. So I got admitted in 6th. Ye wahin jagah hai jahan mai para se mili thi. Scol ka frst day tha uniform nhi bna tha mera to causal dress me hi gyi thi. Bilkul alag sa lag rha tha. Sabse formally mili nd shant rahti thi fir dhire dhire sabse ghul mil gyi. Nd ya hmesha mere mostly ladke hi frnds bane hain bt wahan thoda ladke ladkiyon me thoda differences hote the. So that maine kabhi kisi to notice nhi kiya ladko ko.

Para se mera koi khas interaction nhi tha bas wo class ka monitor tha so kabhi kabhi books copy se related se baten hoti thi nd kabhi choti choti fights wo notebook fek kar deta tha so. Bt dhire dhire meri ladko ke sath bhi thodi baten hone lagi thi. Ek frnd tha rakesh jo meri colony me bhi rhta tha usse baten jyada hoti thi sham me mere ghar aata tha sath khelte the summer vacation ke time approx 18-20 log mil kar hide nd seek khelte the. Dhire dhire me apne bure times se khud ko healed feel kar rhi thi. Bt kisi bhi kabhi trust nhi hota tha. Dhire dhire thodi bht para se bhi baten hone lagi thi. Winter start hua tha wo colony me aata tha rakesh ke through. Kabhi kabhi mujhe masti me preshan karta tha mai chidd jati thi. Bt achha bhi lgta tha. Sham hote hi mai uska wait karne lagti thi aane ka. Thodi masti hoti thi. Ek din isne meri hi colon ki ek ladki ka no manga jo mujhe ek class senior thi actually uske hi class ke kisi ladke ko uska no chahiye tha. So para ne mujhe manga us ladke ko dene ke liye. Mai ghar gyi mummy ne kaha bhaiya sabji lane ja rhe hain unko recharge karne ke liye no likh kar de do. Maine do paper pieces pe no likhe nd pani pine chali gyi bhaiya ko bol di no likh diya hai dekh kar le lijiye wo us ladki ka no lekar chale gye nd mai apna no para ko de di bt mujhe ye nhi pta tha coz paper folded the. Jab para ne no bola to pta chala ye maine apna no de diya nd maine usse request kiya call na karne bt bht pure class ke ladke me na jane kaise no spread ho gya tha bt jab para ka call aata tha to achha feel hota tha. Ek din usne book me kuchh pieces dale the usme usne apne baten likhi thi. Usne book mujhe diya nd maine mummy ko nd mummy se rakesh ne le liya nd pieces nikal kar fek diye usne nd mujhe pta bhi nhi tha. Jaise hi mai book kholi to ek chota sa piece mila rakesh ne le liya aur use fek diya. Fir kuchh der bad me bahar gyi wo piece dhudne gyi bt wahan mujhe ek nhi 7-8 pieces mile. Kuchh pieces usne tear kar diye the bt mai jod jod kar padhne ki koshis ki. Bt mujhe utna yad nhi ki kya kya likha tha bt ye yad hai ki chote se pieces pe ek side para ne apna name likha tha nd another side of that paper piece usne ‘ I love you’ likha. Actually mujhe kuchh smjh nhi aaya kya hona chahiye kya nhi. Bt felt good.pta nhi kyun. Bt maine koi response nhi kiya use. Para ko to lag rha tha ki mujhe pta hi nhi. Mai thodi alag hi thi mai price charming nd princess type story me believe karti thi sapno ka raj kumar nd all jo apni princess ke liye puri duniya ki khushiyan de skta hai. Bt pyar jaise feeling kya hoti hai kya nhi ye mujhe nhi pta tha. Bt para ke sath time spend karna achha lgta tha use dekhna achha lgta tha. Wo scol mujhse pahle aa jata tha.

Jab mai jati nd uska scol bag nhi dekhti to sad feel karti lgti thi nd wait karti thi uske aane ka. 6th khattam hua 7th me aa gye. Bt sab same chal rha tha normally usse bat karna uske aane ka wait karna nd nhi aaye to jaise pura din bekar chala jata tha. Dhire dhire meri nd uski jyada baten hone lagi. Wo mere side wale bench me aa kar baithta tha mai bht sari mastiyan hm dono karte the specially Sanskrit ke class me. Teacher hmesha hme masti karte dekh kar aa kar hme duster se mar kar chale jate the. Kabhi wo mujhe pershan karne ke liye ball mere bag me dal deta aur kahta maine chura liya uska mai aur mai usse ladne lagti coz mujhe to pta hi hota tha na that mai nhi liya hai. Bt wo mere bag se nikal kar dikhta mujhe. Lunch break me Kabhi carrom khelta tha to carrom coins ko mujhpe nishana bna kar mujhpe fekna. Kabhi kabhi mujhe gussa aa jata to deti bhi nhi thi coin. Aise hi sab chalta rha. Nd ek din usne aise hi kaha ki kaun kaun next year yahan nhi rhega maine kaha mai ja rhi hun next year yahan se bt shayad use mazak lga tha ye bat. Dhire dhire 7th class over ho gye nd class ke last day gulal le kar sab aaye the coz holi aane wali thi nd mera to last day tha un logo ke sath so maine bhi bht masti kiya para ko gulal lagyi usne bhi mujhe. Fir exam start hua nhi result ke bad mai wahan se jane wali thi. Mai gorakhpur shift ho gyi. Papa ke frnd ki family jagah rhti thi nd mai mummy nd mera bhai bhi wahin bagal ke flat me rhte the papa Rajasthan rahne lage the nd uncle gonda. wahan mera achhe scol me admission me prblm ho rhi thi coz scol wale ne tc pe scol ka stamp mark nhi lagya tha nd aur bhi kuchh papers chahiye the. Scol ke no pe call nhi lag rha tha so mere mind me ek hi no tha para ka coz bht easy bhi tha yad karna maine dial kiya so that mai koi aur no le sakun scol ka coz uske papa usi teacher bhi the so obvious tha ki wahan se mujhe no mil hi jata. Mai call kiya nd para ki mummy ne call pick kiya nd maine kaha mai shweta bol rhi hun. Bt call cut gya. Bt udhar se call aaya nd meri mummy ne pick nd us side para ki mummy thi pta nhi wo shweta smjh kar pta nhi mummy se kya boli. Thodi der bad uske papa ka call aaya maine unse bat ki mai unhone mujhe scol ka no diya nd future ke liye best wishes.

Scol me bat huyi sare paper wahan papa ke ek frnd ne collect karke gorakhpur post kar diye. Mera admission ho gya class start ho gye nd bht frnd bane bt mai apne purane frnds ko miss karti thi specially para ko. Bt call nhi ki use coz uski family thodi conservative hai ladke ladkiyon ko lekar just becoz wahan ka environment hi aisa tha. 26th oct mere dadaji ka death ho gya tha dengue ki wajah se. Wo gaon me rhte the to pta nhi chala tha nd unki tabiyat kharab pta chala to papa ne best doctors se check up karwaye bhu me nd pta chala dengue hai nd bht treatment ke bad bhi wo nhi rahe. Mere dearest the wo. Mai tut si gyi thi achanak aisa hua tha. Gaon gyi unki 13vi ke bad wapas gorakhpur aa gyi. Sab normal chal rha tha. I think it was 22nd or 23nov jab ek call aaya ek ladki ka nd bataya ki para mujhse bat karna chahta hai mai usse bat ki wo bilkul sad mood me bat kar rha tha usne bht kuchh kaha. Mujhe usse bat karke bht achha feel ho rha tha jaise koi kimati chij mil gyi ho. Hmari regular baten hone gyi.

Usne btaya tha ek alag se sim card rakha hai jab bhi bat karne ka uska mann hota tha to kis se phn lekar usme apna sim insert karke call kar leta tha mujhe. New year 2011 aaya usne wish kiya nd maine bhi. 3-4 dino pe baten hoti thi kabhi kabhi ek week. Hmesha sham ko phn karta tha so 3-4 din ho jane pe mai phn ke aas pas hi rhti thi aur uske phn ka wait karti thi. Usne mna kiya hai mujhe call karne wo khud call karta tha. Dhire dhire uske liye mere dil ek soft corner ban gya tha bt kabhi kaha nhi tha usse maine jo bhi feel kiya, usse baten karna achha lgta hai uske calls ka wait karti hun nd all that…. 27th jan tha. Date mujhe isiliye yad hai coz mai apne dairy ke calendar me mention kiya karti thi jis bhi din usse bat hoti thi phone pe. So us din hmare baten der tak huyi nd usne kaha agar mai call na kar paun to tm mat karna. Usne us din pahle apne no se fir ek landline no se call kiya tha.

Shayad us din akhiri bar usse bat huyi thi mujhe nhi pta tha ki hmare bich fir se distances aa jayengi. Mai wait kar rhti thi har sham kabhi kabhi rona aa jata tha mann hota ki call kar lun bt nhi karti. March khattam ho gye mai patna shift ho gyi. Papa jabalpur ( mp) me posted ho gye the. Meri nani ka ghar jis colony me hai usi colony pe rent pe rhne lage nd abhi bhi yahin rahti hun. 9th me admission hua mera nd mere bhai ka 2nd class me. Class start ho gyi frnds bane. Bachpan ke frnds se bhi milna jhulna hone lga. Bt another side ek bhi din aisa nhi tha jab maine para ko miss nhi kiya. Apni diary open karke mai wo date ko pyar se dekhti jo maine mention kiya tha jis bhi date ko hmari baten hoti thi. Mera b’day aaya nd mujhe phn gift kiya mummy ne maine para ko sms kiya ‘this is my new no, shweta’. Nd roz wait karti thi uske call ya sms ka. Maine use btaya tha that mere fb account bhi hai. Bt usne btaya tha uska account nhi hai so mai call ya sms ka wait karti thi. Bt aisa kabhi kuchh nhi hua 9th over hua. Bt fir maine 1 December 2012 tab mai 10th me thi mai apne ek frnd se call karwaya para ki Mummy ne pick kiya nd kaha ki wo khelne gya hai aayega to bta dengi. Mai wait kar rhi thi koi call nhi aaya. Exam pass aane lage the mai exam pe concentrate karne lagi nd 10th over result bhi achhe aaye. 11th pcm stream me admission liya. Mujhe thoda gussa jyada aata hai nd mujhe pta nhi hota kya kar dungi. Ladkon ke sath bht pange hua karte the mere bt still meri frndshp bhi jyada ladko se hi hoti thi. Nd meri frndshp mere ek senior frnd se huyi. Actually wo physics me intelligent tha isiliye. Games period hm dono ke class la same tym hota tha. Frndshp achhi ho gyi thi formal hi. Aise hi 12th start ho gya. Nd mujhe lgane lga para mujhe bhul gya bt mai nhi bhuli thi use. Uska mere sath masti karna mujhe preshan karna hmesha mujhe yaad aata wo. Bt ye sare baten mai khud me hi rakhi kisi ko nhi btayi thi. My

senior frnd got admitted in engineering clg hmari baten bhi bilkul kam hi hoti thi. Shayad 2014 diwali se ek din pahle mai unse mili unke shopping me help ke liye fir fir hm ccd gye the baton baton me mujhe I love you kaha nd he expressed his feelings bt maine yahi kaha that mai kuchh special feel nhi karti apke liye. Kuchh dino bad me fir mili unse nd he asked that mai apni bat bta skti hun aisa kuchh hai jo kabhi kisi se share nhi kiya hai to. Pta nhi mujhe kyun aisa lga ki mai bta dun sab kuchh nd mai sari baten bta di. Para se related. Sari baten sunne ke bad he asked me that do uh love him? Maine kaha I don’t knw bt kabhi aisa feel nhi kiya kisi ke liye. He said ofcrs uh love him. Unhone name puchha maine bta diya. Meri fb id nd password manga maine de diya. Wo clg wapas chale gye. Kuchh dino bad patna aaye nd bulaya milne mai gyi. Maine dekha ki 50-60 ladke samstipur ke ladke ko frnd request send kar diya jiska bhi name para se milta tha. Bt maine check kiya to unme se koi bhi nhi tha. Fir unhone para ke frnds ko dhundha nd bht dhundne ke bad uska ek frnd mila nd uski id se para. Maine bht khush huyi dekh kar nd rone bhi lagi thi. Finally ek hope nazar aaya tha fir se milne ka. Meri do id thi ek id maine deactivate kar diye nd jis id se apara ko request send kiya tha uspe online hoti hmesha uske text ka wait karti. Kuchh dino bad subah me uska text aaya mai bht khush huyi dekh kar bht hi jyada. Bt us din jyada bat nhi huyi thi. 2-3 dino bad uska text aaya. Rat ke 2:30-3 bje tak bat huyi thi hmari kaise kya chal rha hai etc etc.. 4 years bad bat jo ho rhi thi hmari. 2-3 dino pe bat hoti thi nd dusri taraf my frnd he always forces me to express my feelings to para. Bt kaise bta deti bht bar mera trust tuta hai bht logo ne mera trust toda hai. hmesha kuchh pane se pahle

mujhe khone ka darr hota tha. Nd para ke case me bhi wahi tha. Even us tym bhi wo mujhse pyar karta tha ya nhi ye bhi to mujhe pta nhi tha. Bht janne ki koshis ki para se that he still loves me or not bt uski baton se pta chalta tha that yes. Bt indirectly hi btata tha. Wo bhi mujhse kuchh puchta mujhe apni life mai kaise life partner chahiye nd all. Mai batayi that mujhe mera prince charming chahiye jo sirf mere liye hi bna ho. Nd bht si baten huyi usne btaya that he loves sumone bt pta nhi use pta bhibhaibya nhi. Maine use force kiya that agar pyar krte ho to bta do aage use jo karna hoga karegi. Usne bataya that wo mai hi hun nd apni sari feelings btayi. 3 bade bade texts kiye the usne. Bt mai so gyi thi nd subah uthi to dekha maine. Uske text padhne ke bad meri to smile hi nhi ruk rhi thi. Bt maine kuchh kaha nhi usse bas normally hi baten karti. Kabhi kabhi wo apni feelings express kar deta. Bt mujhe darr lgta tha that agar kahin wo mujhe chhod kar chala gya to. So that mai kuchh kah nhi pati. Aise hi ek sal bit gye nd dhire dhire mujhe uspe trust hone lga that he loves me a lot nd mujhe kabhi akela chhod kar nhi jayega. Wo apne padhayi ke liye patna aa gya iti clg me admission nd classes ke liye. 23rd Nov 2015 usne whatsapp pe text kiya usne new phn liya tha usse ek din pahle shayad. Then hm ab regularly baten karte. Gud morning se lekar gud nite tak. Har ek bat mai use btati wo mujhe btata. Mai uspe gussa bhi ho jati to use manana to nhi aata tha bt uski baton se pta chala tha that wo bura feel karta so mai man jati jyada naraz nhi hoti thi. Nd maine decide kar liya tha that apni sari feelings bta dungi. 20th dec 2015 maine puchha usse agar mai tmhe nhi dhundti to tm koshis bhi nhi karte ? Usne kaha ofcrse karta aur kar hi rha tha mai khud se promise kiya tha that tujhe kahin se bhi dhundh nikalunga. Maine fir pucha kar agar fir dur ho gyi to? Usne kaha aisa kabhi hone nhi dega aur mai aisa sochun bhi na. Nd in sab ke bat maine apni sari feelings bta di use. That I love him too. Wo shocked tha jan kar bt bht khush bhi tha. Fir hm sab thik ho gya. Mujhe to jaise uske sath ek nayi life mili thi. 9th jan 2016 hm 5 years bad mil rhe the. Mere ghar ke pas wale restaurant me hi mile jahan mai regular visit kiya karti thi frnds ke sath. Use dekh kar meri heartbeat bht badh gyi thi sans nhi le pa rhi thi utni thand me mujhe garmi lag rhi thi. Maine mineral water order kiya Nd pani pine ke bad thoda achha lga. Thodi baten huyi. Mai use radhe krishna statue gift

kiya tha nd he gifted me some chocolates. Fir wahan se mai uski shopping me help ki fir ghar aa gyi next day zoo gye. Nd fir regularly milne lage kabhi park kabhi zoo kabhi restaurant. Wo patna me rent ke room lekar rhta hai so mai wahan bhi jane lagi usse milne. Dhire dhire hm close aa gye. Wo apni feelings express kar deta tha mai bhi. Usne bht se promises kiye. Wo mjhe kabhi chhod kar nhi jayega. He loves me he will loves me till he last breath. Use sirf mai chahiye life me. Bht sare baten. Itna to mai bhi express nhi kar pati thi. Khud ko bht lucky smjhti thi mai. Ek aise hi bat ho rhi thi usne kaha that mai bilkul alag hun special. Maine kaha kyun mai chand hi aayi hun kya ? Usne kaha yes. Maine kaha wow mai pari hun so tm mere para. Us din me mai use PARA kahti thi pyar se.  3rd july 2016 mera 20th b’day tha bt mai celebrate nhi kar rhi thi coz mummy ka tabiyat thik nhi tha so achha nhi lag rha tha. Bt he made my b’day so.special nd memorable. My 20th b’day. Usne mummy ko call kiya nd mere bhai ko bulaya usne cake nd kuchh sweets bheja tha. Bht khush thi mai. Hmari fights bhi bht hoti thi wo mujhe tym mhi de pata tha kabhi kabhi to. Mere frnds ko bhi maine bta diya sab kuch bt mummy nd bhai ko ye btaya that wo mera best friend hai. Sab thik chal rha tha use kuchh khane ka mann hota to mai bna diya karti thi. December me papa ke pas ja rhi thi surat. Maine use bulaya tha. Wo first tym mummy se mila tha. Sab sahi chal rha tha. Aage mai next part me btaungi meri pyari si duniya kaise sab khattam ho gyi jisme sirf pyar thodi masti thoda gussa tha sab khattam ho gya ye mujhe pta bhi nhi tha aisa kuchh bhi hone wala hai mere sath.

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