My Love Story – Sikha

Mera naam sikha hai main mumbai me rahti hu…meri kahani shuru hoti hai mere bachpan se…main acche se ghar se thi…mere papa ke dost ka ladka wo shar padhne aya or hamare hi ghar me ruka..bachpan se jaanti thi main use but kai saal se maine use dekha nhi tha,,jab wo gaon se hamare ghar aane wala tha tab main bahut khush thi usse milne ke liye.dekhna chahti thi wo dikhta kaisa hai..lekin jab wo aya to chehra ekdum chamkta hua ankho me ajib si jhilmilahat usne namsety kiya mummy papa ke pair chue or mujhe to jaise janta hi nhi .bahut gussa aya mujhe us tym lekin main man me khush hui ki chalo agya….khusi me main apko uska naam hi batana bhul gai ..uska naam Ravi hai or wo yaha 10th ki padhai puri karke polytechnic krne aya hai….fir maine usko uska room dikhaya usne thank you kaha or main niche agai….actully main usko bachpan se hi like krti thi..lekin us bholu raam ka pata nhi tha  wo mujhse phle college jata tha…or uska tiffin main khud jake deti thi but wo kbhi baat nhi krta tha…..akhir bada jo ho gya tha fir college bhi jata tha dost ban gye honge to mujhse kyu baat krta….dhire dhire wo bada hota chla gya or mera bhi roop nikhrne lga,,,bahut sundar thi main,,,lekin usko dikhta hi nhi tha…bs mummy papa se namsty krke sidhe apne kamre me jana or padhna…kai baar meri daant pdti thi ki Ravi kitna pdhta hai or tu bs idhr udhr ghumti hai…khair aise hi uski padhai khatm hogai wo bas do char din me jana wala tha dusre shaher kyu ki uski naukri lag gai thi..main us din hare color ki saadi hari chudi ..matlb aache se tyar thi….mujhe laga shayd aaj kuch bolega lekin aise hi chla gya..uske jane ke bad uske room me jane ka man nhi krta ,khane ka bhi nhi bahut udas si rhti main….lekin ek din Ravi ka phone aya ‘hello sikha main ravi bol rha hu mujhe office se chutti hai 2 din ki or main arha hu’ bas fir kya tha main hazar tarh ke sapne dekhne lgi…ki wo ayga to main ye krungi wo krungi ..kbhi khud se baate kbhi diwaro se…ek alg hi pagalpan wali jhunjhunahat pure saris me hone lagi….bas ab tha to uske aane ka intzaar …agle din subh 5 bje dorbell baji …mujhe nind hi kaha thi ,,,main bhag ke gai or darwaja jhat se khola dekha saamne ravi tha….namsty krke apne kamre me chala gya…subh ka time tha wo bhi so gya…fir dopher ko achanak se mere kamre me aya or bola..kya aap mere sath aaj sham ko party me chalengi……mujhe smjh nhi arha tha kya bolu kyu ki usne pahli baar is tarh se mujhe kuch bola tha..meri awaz nhi nikl rhi thi maine haan me sir hila diya…or

main sham tak smjh nhi paa rhi thi ki kya phnu kya …bahut socha to fir se wohi hari saadi pahen li…shaam hui taiyar hoke baithi thi socha use dikhake aau kaisi lag rhi hu  main bhagte bhagte uske kamre me gai,girne ka dar hi nhi rha jaise….mere jate hi use chudiyo or payal ke chan chan ki awaz aai fir,,wo jhat se palt kr dekh or ek tak dekhta hi raha….maine socha lgta hai aaj kuch jada hi sunder lag rahi hu  lekin wo pas aya or mera hath apne hatho me liya ….mera to jaise sharm se muh laal ho gya…main bahut gussa thi usse ‘maine pucha bhi ki aaj se pahle aapko main kbhi nazar nahi aai’ to wo thodi der chup rha bas dekhta raha jaise..kuch bola hi nhi maine….

fir wo bola maine aajtak apko islie nahi dekha gaur se kyu ki main uska hakdaar nahi tha…aap bahut khubsurt ho jitna ki meri nazar me koi or nhi hai…lekin main yaha pdhne aya tha.aapke maa baap bhi mujhe nakar dete.lekin aaj main kuch hu.nahi pdhta is layak nhi bnta to aaj aapka.apka hath mang skta hu.hath mere hath me na hota ….bas mere ansu agye ankho me or gale lag gai main uske…fir party me gaye hum dono..then aage ki zindgi …bas yhi thi meri kahani …kaisi thi jarur btana bye dosto.

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