Pyar jo bayan na ho saka – Arvind

Ek ladka new admission leta hai high school me… Or jis ladki se ladke ko pyar hone vala h wo pahle se hi is school me padhti thi….Dono hi padhai ne thil the.. Ladki thodi jada thik thi… Ladka naya naya tha to kisi se jaan pehchan bhi nhi tha or na hi frnds the…But kuch hi din me usne bhut se frnd bna liye… Ek ladki thi uske class me jo use achi lgti thi..
Ladki bhi achi thi simple, intelligent..Ladka kabhi us ladki se ache se bat bhi nahi kar paya or na uske bare me jaan paya…Kyu ki kbhi usne himmat hi nahi kiya… Yaa yu kahe wo use btana hi nhi chahta tha ki “wo use like krta hai….” Us time ladke ko aisi feelings ke bare me pta bhi nahi tha… Ki love me feeling kaise hote hai…
Pehla pyar tha, or wo pehle pyar ko smjhne me hi time lga diya… Ye wo feelings hoti hai jo sirf ek ke liye hi aati hai…. Sahi waqt pe samjh gye to thik vrna bhut der ho jati hai…..
Or is ladke ke sath bhi aisa hi hua…. Ek saal ke bad kuch reason se usne wo school chhod diya Fir ab kya tha ladka bhut sad hua uske jaane se.. Use yaad krta or ye pta lgane ki kosis krta ki wo gyi kaha….But use uski koi bhi khabar nhi mili… 2-3 saal bad ek din use mandir jate huye wo ladki dikh gyi…Us ladki ne bhi us ladke ko Dekha or dono ne ek dusre ko dekh kar smile bhi kiya????…Par baat na ho ski dono ki ladki ke sath uske ghar vale the…
Ab ladka khus hua ki usne us ladki ko dekha… Man me bhut si halchal hone lagi…
Apne frnds ke sath uska ghar dhundne ki kosis bhi ki par pta na chla????…
Ab fir se uska koi pta nhi tha wo kaha hai kya kar rahi hai kuch bhi nahi….But school se jane ke 6 saal bad usne use facebook me dhunda…Or confirm krne ke liye ki ye id uski hi hai..Kuch msg kiye…

Ladka:- hello… Mai tumhara classmet tha… School me.. Kya tum vahi ho??

Kuch time tak reply nhi aane se ladka fir se use msg krta hai…

Ladka:- sorry sayad tum wo nahi ho jise mai dhund rha hu.. Sorry

1-2 din ke bad reply aaya kyu ki wo jada on rahti nhi thi…

Ladki:- han mai vahi hu or mujhe tu bhi yaad hai nahi bhuli hu…

Ye msg padh ke ladka bhut khus hua… Ki akhir kar uski us ladki se bat huyi… Fir kbhi kbhi thodi bhut baatein hoti thi par jada nhi…
Fir school ke frnds ne ek whats app group bnaya jisme wo dono add the… To vaha se ladki ka no. Mil gya…
Ab abhi kbhi kbhi hi bat hoti thi… But dono me achi frndship ho gayi… Ladke ne kbhi nhi btya ki wo use like krta hai… Wo bahut drta tha…
Dono bhut ache frnds the.. But ab bhut bura time aane vala tha…
Ladka bimar pad gya fir thik hua… Fir se kch din bad bimar pda aisa 2-3 bar hua… Fir usne bina kisi ko btaye…Apna check up krvaya…Report aane ke Bad…
Dr.:- tumhare sath kon aya hai…

Ladka:- koi nahi… Mai akela hi aya hu… Report me kya aya h mujhe btaiye…

Dr.:- tum apne ghr vale ko bula lo.. Tabhi report milegi..

Ladka:- sir agr report achi nhi hai to mujhe hi btaiye… Mai nhi chahta ki mere ghar valo ko pta chle..Or wo tensn le..

Ladke ke bhut zid krne ke bad Dr. Ne use bta diya…

Dr.:- tumhe brain tumor hai… Or syd jada din jee bhi na pao…

Ladka:- (muskurate huye) sir mujhe to pahle se hi lag raha tha….

Ladke ne kisi ko bhi nahi btaya ki use brain tumor hai…
Or ab jada ache se life jine lga…
Or kuch notes bhi likhne laga… Ye notes sayad uske saare frnds or family valo ke liye tha…
Syd wo kal rahe ya na rahe ye soch kar wo apne dil ki batein sbke liye us notes me likhta tha…
Usne us ladki ke liye bhi letter likha or apni sari feelings bta di…

Fir ek din achanak ladka behos ho jata hai….
Iske ghar vale use hospital me admit krte hai… Or jab ladke ko hos aata hai… Tab wo muskurate huye apne ghar valo ko btata hai…

Ladka:- maaf krna mujhe ab or aplogo ke sath nhi rah paunga… Sayad aaj hi mera last din hai.. Maine aplogo se baat chhupayi.. Ki mujhe brain tumor hai….

Ye baat sun kar uske ghar vale rone lage… Jab uske frnds ko pta chla wo hospital me hai.. Wo bhi use dekhne chle gye… Tab unhe bhu pta chla ki wo ab jada der nhi jee pyega….

Wo ladka bahut acha tha is vajah se wo sare dosto ke dil ke bahut karib tha… Uske sare dost bhut rone lage… Ki usne itni badi bat saare logo se chhupa kr kaise rakhi… Or itne din bina kisi ko pta chle sbke sath khus rhta tha…
Ladkne ne uske ghr valo or frnds ko btaya ki usne sbke liye notes likha hua hai…. Sbke naam se….
Us ladki ko syd is bat ka pta nhi tha fir uske frnds ne use btaya fir wo bhi vaha aa gyi… Ladka use dekh ab bhu miskura raha tha…
Or use apne paas bualaya…
Or uska hath pkda… Or bas use dekhta raha… Kuch der bad us ladke ne apni aankhe band kr li…????

“Chala jau zindgi se to rona nahi…
Muskurate the meri maujudgi me jaise rukna nhi..
Tu rona nhi… Har wo pal jisme sath tha tumhare…
Har wo batein jisme kosis thi tumhe hsane ki… Yaad ayengi tumhe… Tu rona nhi… Muskuraht jo tumhari bdi khubsurat hai… Use rokna nhi…. Chla jaunga zindgi se to bas tum rona nhi….”
Kitna hasin pal hoga wo jisme royenge wo saare jinke sath mai hasa krta tha… Haste huye unko bahut dekha tha..Par samne mere royenge fir bhi mai na dekh paunga… Meri ankh khulne ka intezar wo krnge…. Par kambkht kuch log… Mujhe kafan odha jayenge… Jisne dekha na tha mujhe ji bhar ke.. Wo baar2 kafan hata dekhne mujhe aynge… Chot lgne par jo dard hota tha mujhe… Bedardi se mujhe chita me jala ayenge….Ladke ke jaane ke bad jab sabne notes dekha jise ladkne likha tha… Wo unhe zindgi bhar uski yado me apne pas rakh lenge…”
Us ladki ko bhi uska notes mila wo use padhkar bahut royi… Ye soch kar ki usne kbhi use btaya kyu ni ki wo use like krta tha… Unke doston ko bhi ye bat pta thi ki wo use like krta tha… Fir bhi usne hmesa mna kiya us ldki ko btane se…
Ladke ko saare log bhut miss krne lge… Uski yadon ne unhe bhut rulaya… Or bhagwan ne bhi itni jldi.. Upar bula liya… Us ladkne ne abhi to apni zindgi jina susu bhi nhu kiya tha…..
To doston ye thi story isme emotion jada hai…. To koi emotional ho jaye to uske liye sorry….. And story kaisi lagi mujhe jarur btana…
#ArVind????

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