Zinda hu lekin zindagi nahi hai. – Namita

Hi.. Mera namita mishra h,aj mai apni ek adhuri love story apse share krna chahti hu.agr apko meri ye story achhi lage to pls ap mujhe e mail kr sakte ho, mnamita81@gmail.com. Ab mai apni story ki shuruat krti hu.lekin esase phle apko ek bat btana chahti hu ki mai jisase pyar krti thi or jise aj v utna hi pyar krti hu maine aj tk use nahi dekha. Ab ap meri storydhyan se padhna bat tb ki h jb mai 11th std me thi,sunday tha or date 16 feb tha. Mere exams next mont se start hone wale the. Mai padai kr rahi thi lekin mera padhne me bilcul man nai lg raha tha.mai book wahi chhod apna mo. Lekr chhat pr chali gai,or sbse bdi kami mere andar ye h ki, mujhe fone pr dosto se ghanto bate krna bhot jyada achha lagta h.meri ek dost h ritu jiska no. Mujhe bhot achhe se yad tha,maine socha ritu se bat krlu,mujhe kafi boaring feel ho rha tha,maine uska no. Milaya kyo ki mujhe uska no. Bhot achhe se yad tha esliye mai bhot confident hokr no. Dial kr rhi thi lekin mujhe nai bta tha k mai no. Wrong dial kiya hua h or ring v chali gai or ek or mere me bad habbit ye h ki mai ritu k pas keval missedcal hi krti thi or cal wo krti thi.do bar ring gai fir maine cal discon. Kiya. Thek 5 mints. Bat usi no. Se cal aaya,maine cal recve kiya tb tk aawaz aa rahi h ki ap k no. Se missedcal aya tha mere mo. Pe to maine v kah diya ki ritu se bat krni h mujhe,kaha h wo? Wo bole kaun ritu?,ap no. Rechek kr lo or jb maine no. Check kiya tb mujhe pata chala ki sach me maine no. Galat dial kr diya tha. Maine sorry bolne me late nai ki or fone rakh diya..lekin mai ap sb ko ek bat btau uski aawaz bhot achhi thi,unke bolne ka jo style wo mujhe bhot pasand tha. Or shayad yahi vajah v h ki mujhe un se pyar ho gya..lekin ye to av bad ki bat h.. Fir sham ko jb mai apni dosto k pas sms kr rahi thi to socha unke pas v kru lekin fir socha wo mere bare me kya sochega ki mai kitni faltu hu,lekin mujhe pata nai kyo unke or attaraction sa feel ho raha tha finally maine ek good 9t msg unke pas v send kr diya.fir us no. Se cal aaya. Mujhe bhot achha laga or mane fone utha ya mai kuchh v nai bol pa rahi thi or wo v chup the fir unhone kaha apka sms to bhot hi achha tha,maine kaha achha to hoga hi namita ne jo kiya tha. Mai thodi shararti hu.kv 2 man krta h to mai v masti kr leti hu. Fir unhone puchha kya nam h apka? Maine bta diya.fir mere bare me puche kaun sa class h?,ghr pe kaun 2 h? Maine b unse unka nam puchha to unhone apna nam aditya btaya. Mujhe unse bat kr k bhot achha laga,wo sb se bhot lage ,unka nature bakiyo se bhot alag tha. Next day mai jb sokr uthi to mera eng. Ka coaching tha or mai chali gai.mai kahi v jati hu,mo. Sath nai le jati. Mo. Ghr pr hi rakh kr gai hui thi. Jb mai coaching se ghr i to mo. Dekha,maine dekha ki recive cal me unka hi no. Tha. Maine turant apne chhote bhai se puchha ki es no. Par bat hui h kya tumhari kisi se? Usne kaha ha lekin koi kuch nai bol raha tha. Tb jakr me jan me jan i. Fir maine aditya k pas fone kiya or 7 mints tk bat kri.fir hm dono ne pure din msg chating krte 2 ek dusre k bare me bhot achhe se jan liya.ab hm keval msgchat krte fone pe kv 2 bat krte.mujhe aditya se pyar ho gya tha lekin kah nai pati thi.aditya dur rhte huye v mera bhot care krte. Subah 5 am pe jaga dete padai krne k liye,jb hm khana kha lete tabi wo v khate the.padai se releated hr chij hme btate,hme bhot guide krte age badhne k liye or hame pata chal chuka tha ki aditya v hmse pyar krne lage h lekin kah nai pa rhe h or ek din maine unhe khud msg se khud propose kr diya wo bhot khus hue.wo mujhe kv mere nam se nai bulae,kv hme babu kahte to kvi jan ya mera raja nai to sweetheart.wo reply kiye i love u too mera babu.mere pas aa jao na.us din se aditya mere pe or v jyada care krne lage.aditya hmse bhot pyar krte the or mujhe yaqin h wo aj mujh se utna hi pyar krte h.ustime wo 12th me the lekin unka sub bio tha or mera maths.lekin aditya hmesa class me no. 1 pr ate the.bhot tez the aditya padhne me.or mai b thek thi padhai me lekin aditya ki tarah nai. Ek din ase hi hm msg chat kr rhe the to maine apne jan se puchh liya apke liye sbse spcl kaun h,wase mere liye to meri mummy h. Jb aditya ka reply aaya to hme bhot bura laga usme likha tha.ha babu Mere liye v meri mom hi sbse spcl thi lekin ab wo nai h to mere liye sb se spcl tum ho.or jb v aditya ko unki mummy ki yad ati to wo rone lg jate,aditya bhot hi emotion ladke the. Usi din hm soch liye ki ab aditya ko bhot khush rakhege.lekin hme pyar krna nai aaya,hm hmse aditya ko rula dete.najane kya 2 unko suna dete or wo rone lagte.ek din wo mere vajah se apna hath kat liye.hospital me char dino tk unhe admitt rahna pada,us din hme malum hua ki aditya wakai me mujhe bhot pyar krte h. Time bitata chala gya hm dono me pyar v bhot badh gya tha.ab hm ek dusre k bina nai rah sakte the.adiya lucknow me Bsc k liye kisi colge me admson liye waha wo hstl lekr rahne lage.Adi meri zindagi ban chuke the or mai unki lekin bhagwan ji nemeri zindagi ko hi mujh se chhin liya.jiski aj v mai talash krti hu

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