wo majbur thi – khalid

Hi frndz…. I am zakir. Mai bhi apna
ghum aap logo k sath share krna
chahta hu. 2010 me 10th pass karne k baad
maine 11th sci me college me
admission liya or college k paas hi 1
coaching classes me b admission liya.
Classes me maine 1 ladki ko dekha.
Use dekhte hi mujhe usse pyar ho gaya lekin us pyar ko pehchanne me
thoda waqt laga. Mai bachpan se hi
ladkiyon se dur rehta tha. Mujhe
Ladkiyon se allergy thi. Lekin mai
uska deewana ban gaya tha. Uska
naam zoya tha. College open hone k baad mujhe pata chala k wo meri hi
class me hai.mai bahut khush hua. 1 din mai 1st row ki last banch me
baitha tha or wo 2nd row ki 3rd
banch pe baithi thi. Maine himmat
karke uski taraf dekha or ghabra kar
mundi neeche kar liya…. Qki wo b
mujhe hi dekh rahi thi. Mai use hmesha dekhne laga or wo b mujhe
dekhti thi. Fir wo 3rd row ki last
banch me baithne lagi. Hum ekdusre
ko sirf dekhte rehte the.1 din urdu k
lecturer ne mujhe zoya ko dekhte
huye dekh liya or panishment di lekin accha lagta tha. Hum dono
ekdusre se kabhi bat nahi krte the
qki usko b ladko se allergy thi. Hum
dono college me chahte huye b bat
nahi kar sakte the qki uske frndz
uspq bahut nazr rakhte the or mere frndz mujhepe. Kabhi kabhi usse
books mang leta tha. Hum 12th sci me aa gaye. Mai apne 1
dost k sath roz college chutne k bad
zoya ke peeche peeche uske ghr tak
jata tha. Or uske building k gate k
pas DDLJ ki tarah uske mud kar
dekhne ka intzar karta tha wo bhi dekhti thi mud kar mujhe. Eid k baad
7 sep 2011 ko college wo
staff roome k pas kisi kam se apni
frnd (mumtaz) k sath khadi thi. Maine
zoya ko ‘eid mubarak’ bola to
mumtaz mujhse naraz ho gayi. Maine
socha k zoya ko mera ‘eid mubarak ‘ kehna psnd nahi aaya or usne
mumtaz se meri shikayat kardi.
Maine socha zoya mujhse pyar nahi
krti fir maine use dekhna bilkul bnd
krdya. 21 sep 2011 ko college me mujhe 1
call aaya. Awaz sun kar mai samajh
gaya k wo meri classmate ‘fauzia’
hai. Maine call cut kar diya or socha k
ab iske zariye mai zoya se mafi
mangunga. 2re din maine us nmbr pe bahut msg kiya us nmbr se rply
bhi aaya or fir mujhe pata chala ke
wo fauzia nahi zoya ki best frnd
‘maria’ ka nmbr hai.usne mujhse
puchi “kya tum zoya ko like karte
ho?” maine kaha “like nahi love karta hu.i love her so much” usne
kaha “she likes u 2” mujhe yakeen
nahi ho raha tha mujhe laga koi
mzak kar raha hai maine us nmbr pe
call kiya wo maria hi thi.zoya ko b
malum pad gaya tha 29 sep 2011 ko usne mujhe zoya ka
nmbr di. Fir humlog ekdsure se msg
pe bat krte the. Hmesha bat karte
the. Badi mushkil se maine use call
krke bat krne per mana liya. Lkn
phone pe bht kum bat karte the. Hari beech choti-choti bat pe jhagde b
bahut hote the.lkn mai usko mana
leta tha. Wo mujhse bahut pyar karti
thi.bahut zyada. Hm yaha waha
ghumne firne nahi jate the.ekdusre
se milte b nahi the sirf msg pe baat krte the. Board k exm khatm hone
ke bad usne mujhe btaya k wo
4may 2012 ko apne village ja rahi
hai. Mujhe bahut dukh hua. Fir 30
april 2012 ko…. usne…. mujhe….
bataya ke……. Uski…. Uski…. Engagment hone wali hai.or wo
apne parents ko naraz nahi karna
chahti.wo bechari majbur thi. Mai
bahut roya. Mere pas kehne k liye
kuch nahi tha. Us wqt mujhe pata
chala k duniya apni mrzi se nahi chalti….us wqt mujhe pata chala k
mohabbat wo pauda hai jo
majburiyon k toofan me palta hai. Us
wqt mujhe pata chala k saccha pyar
bhi apne apko bacha nahi pata.us wqt mujhe pata chala k hum apni b
zindgi apni mrzi se jee nahi sakte.

4 may ko subah me usne mujhe msg
kiya.maine koi rply nahi kiya.wo
mujhe phn krrahi thi or mai cut
krdeta. Mai busy tha. Wo mujhe pura
din msg krti rahi phn uthao.plz.rply
karo plz… Lkn msg krti rahi..krti rahi…krti rahi….lkn maine koi rply
nahi kiya.qki mai andr hi toot raha
tha.uske gaon jana tha us din. 8pm
usne mujhe apne bhai k nmbr se call
kiya maine recieve kar liya wo
bahut naraz thi mujhse.keh rahi thi jo dosti thi wo bhi khatm usne
mujhpe jam kar gussa utari mai kch
bol nhi paya qki mai us wqt apne
bhai k sath gadi me tha.mai srf sun
raha tha or toot raha tha. Wo mujhe
kabhi maaf nahi karegi. Maine aisa q kiya mujhe b nahi malum. Wo
mujhse naraz ho kar hmesha
hmesha k liye mujhe chodh kar chali
gayi. 7th may 2012 ko uski
engagment ho gayi or wo bahut
khush hai…. Ab mai kaise jeeta hu ye nahi bata
sakta… Ab aap log kahenge k bhul
jao use. LEkin kaise frndz…?? YE b
bata dijiye kaise bhul jau use…??? Wo haqiqat hai koi khwab nahi…..

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3 thoughts on “wo majbur thi – khalid”

  1. I read ur story bht achi h but yaar mai tumhe usse bhulne ke liye nhi khungi bcoz mai bi kisi se beintihan mohbaat krti hu.Bht mushkil hota h uss person ko bhula pana jisse hm luv krte hain.Kyuki vo person hmari zindagi hmari har saans hr pal bn jata h aur koi zindagi ko nai bhula skta
    Wish u all the best for ur coming lyf
    <3

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