Wo – Ek Mystery, Love Guru

Ya kahani tab shuru hoti hai jab mujhe pyar ka matlab bhi nhi pta tha or nazane mai kab us se pyar kar batha. Naya school ka pehla din jab mena usa dekha. Mujhe pta nhi tha ki wo meri zindgi ban jyagi. Dil mai kab se uske liya pyar smate hue zindgi beet rhi thi. Har pal ye daar satata ki khi wo mera pyar ko jan kar khi naraz na ho jye or apna dil masos kr ruk jata. Pr meri har pal ki der mera liya hi baddua ban gai or usa kisi or se pyar ho gya. Fir bhi dil se yahi dua niklti ki wo us ladke ke saath khush rhe. Pr wo ladka to shyad uske jisam ka pyasa tha. Pr wo us ladke ko apna maan bathi thi or ek din us ladke ne usa chor diya. Or wo bhi khi or chali gai. Mare dil mai abhi bhi uske liya baintha pyar tha. Har din hal par meri nazre use talsti rehti. Pr wo mujhe kabhi nhi mili.

Zindgi kuch saalo tak u hi chalti rhi. Uski yaad hal pal dil me rehti. Dil or dimag hal pal uske bare mai hi sochta rehta. Kisi or ki tarf dekhna usa dhoka dena ka brabr lgta. Dil hmasha yhi bolta kabhi na kabhi kisi na kisi mood pr wo jarur milagi…..or mai usa apne dil ki baat jrur btaunga.

Aaj meri job ka pehla din tha. Subha se hi kuch alag mehsus ho rha tha. Zindgi mai aisa kabhi bhi mehsus nhi hua. Lag rha tha aaj ek nai zindgi milagi. Pr meri zindgi to hmasha usme hi basti thi to kya aaj wo!!!!! Nhi shyad mai galat soch rha tha. Isi udherbun mai ghar se bike pr nikla or kuch hi dur ek mood pr wo mili or us na dur se hi mujhe dekh kr ek sunder si muskan di jis muskan ka mai hmasha se diwana tha. Wo jisa mai bachpan se chahta tha aaj wo achanak mera samne thi. Mai ruka usne mera hal chal pucha or btaya ki wo bhi job pr ja rhi hai. Isa apni kismet samjhu ki aaj achnak wo mujhe mil gai. Pr wo Milan chan lamho ka tha or wo apne raste or mai apne raste. Pr dil mai ek nai umang or nai umeed thi. Agr aaj hum mila hai to jarur koi karan hoga. Din uhi gujrte gye. Use milne ki ek tez icha dil mai aa rhi thi kya hum fir milanga? Kya jab wo dobara mila to mai usa apne dil ki baat bol du? Kya wo mera pyar kabool kragi? Nazane kitne hi swal dil or dimag pr cha gye. Aaj pure 2 mhine ho gye tha usa mila aaj fir ek ajib sa ahsas ho rha tha or mera man jor jor se chila rha tha ki aaj wo fir milagi. Kya aaj fir aisa hoga? Agr aaj wo mujhe mile to mai usa apne dil ki baat bol du? Inhi sawalo ka saath mai fir ghar se nikla or ya kya aaj wo fir usi mood pr mili. Us samay dimag mai kai baate thi. Pr ab dimag kuch or sawal kr rha tha ki ya jo anokha ahsass hai ya sab kya hai.kyu mujhe pehla hi pta lag jata hai. Apne sawalo ka jawab mujhe baad mai dhundna tha pr abhi wo mera samne thi. Is baar mai fir kuch bole bagar wha se chla gya. Dil mai fir se kuch na bolne ki ek mausi reh gai. Pr ab dil ko pka kr liya tha ab usa har halat mai apne dil ki baat btani hai. Pr kesa? Us se kesa baat kru? Raste mai to us se baat nhi kr sakta tha. Tab socha ki apne lafzo ko pano pr utar deta hu or is se behtar or koi zariya nhi ho sakta. Raat bhar bath kr apne dil ki gehrai se nikli har baat un chan pano pr utar di or so gya or socha ki kal har halat mai usa ya khat da dunga.

Pr us raat to meri ane wali puri zindgi badal gai. Us raat ka ek sapna jisne mujhe zindgi ko dekhe ka pura nazriya badal diya. Ek aisa sapna jiski mai sapna mai bi kalpna nhi kar sakta tha dekha. Us raat ek ladki (Mystery Girl) aai or mujhe boli ki wo tumhari kismet main hi hai or jo tum us se puchne ja rhe ho uska jawab wo tumhe na mai degi……. Neend tuti sapna tuta or dimag mai hazaro sawal. Sardi ki raat mai mera sharer pura psine se bheig gya or mai yahi sochta rha ki wo ladki kon thi or usna aisa kyu bola or 2 din mai yahi sochta rha kahi uski baat sach na ho jye agr ye baat sach ho gai to mai maar jaunga kyuki meri zindgi to sirf or sirf wo hi hai. Pr dil nai ek zid kr li ki mai apne dil ki baat usa bol kr hi rahunga. Or chal diya usake pass or wo khat jo mane uske liya likha tha usa da diya or usse agle din jawab manga. Us raat mai thik se so na paya. Agle din wo mujhe mili or usi khat ke pichle pano pr usne mujhe apna jawab likh kr diya or bola ki ye rha tumhara jawab or ek sunder si muskan di or chali gai. Uski muskuraht ka matlab shyad haan tha. Pr meri khushi jada der na rahi kyu ki uska jawab na tha or wo mujhe sirf apna dost tak hi simit rakhna chahti thi or usna likha ki wo aaj bhi usi ladke se pyar karti hai (jisne kabhi uski kadar na ki) mera dil shishe ki tarha chaknachur ho gya. Jab meri jaan hi chali gai hai to is bajaan sharer ka kya fayda isa bhi khatam ho jana chahiye pr achanak wo sapna mujhe fir yaad aa gya. Jisme us Mystery Girl nai mujhe ya sab pehle sa hi bta diya tha. Shyad isi mai mera liya kuch acha tha. Pr ab mera dilo dimag pr ya sawal tha ki wo ladki kon thi jisa mai janta nhi tha or wo mujhe meri zindgi ka bare mai bta gai? Samay guzrta gya achnak ek din ek ladki mera samne aai or ya kya iska chehra bilkul us pari (Mystery Girl) jasa tha jo mera sapne mai aai thi. Kya ye sach hai ya fir mai jagte hua sapna dekh rha hu. Sahyad ye sach hai kyuki wo bilkul mera samne khadi thi. Bilkul shant, uske chehre pr ek alag hi noor tha. Aisa chehra mane zindgi mai kabhi nhi dekha ! tha. Muj he apna hazaro sawalo ke jawab uske chehre pr mil rhe the. Mujhe apne andar ek alag hi insane mehsus ho rha tha. Us din ke baad meri zindgi mai jo badlav aye uske bare me mai bilkul bhi andaza nhi lga sakta tha. 

Wo ladki (Mystery Girl) kon thi uska naam kya hai wo kaha rehti hai nazane kitna hi sawal man mai the. Us din se mai har pal usko dhund rha tha. Is se pehle mai usa dhundta usne mujhe dhund liya. Wo fir mera sapna mai aai or fir ek nai baat bta gai jis se meri zindgi or badal gai. Jab bhi mai kisi musibat mai hota to wo pari banke mera sapno mai aati or meri har musibat ka hal kr jati. Meri sochna or samjhne ki takat bad gai. Ab mai wo purana lalu lal nhi rha tha jisa koi bhi bevkuf bna jata tha koi bhi uska fayda utha leta tha. Usne mujhe ek alag hi takat ka ahsass kra diya. Usne mujhe ek sixth sence ki takat da di thi. Aaj is takat ka istmal karke mai nazane kitne logo ki zindgi badal chukka hu. Pr mai ab us pari (Mystery Girl) se milna chahta tha or kuch mahino baad mujhe ek sapna aya jisme usne mujhe bola ki wo use ek hanuman mandir mai milage or wo mandir bhi mera ghar se kuch duri par tha. Mai subha uth kar wha gya to mujhe bilkul bhi yakin nhi hua wo to wahi pr thi. Ab mai ye soch rha tha ki kya mai usa bulau. Kya mai usa ye sab baate btau? Mai ab kya kru khi wo mujhe pagal na samajh le kyuki sach or sapne mai bahut antar hota hai. Akhir wo bhi to ek insane hi thi or mai bina koi baat kiya wha se chla aya. Mena uski talash shuru ki to mujhe uska ghar pta lag gya. Wo kaha padti hai ya bhi pta lag gya. Mena ab uska picha krna shuru kr diya. Or dusri taraf nazane mujhe kya ho rha tha mujhe ajib ajib se nzzaare dikhne lag gye. Aisi chize jinke bare mai mai kabhi soch bhi nhi sakta tha. Mujhe future dikne lag gya tha. Jo kuch bhi hone wala hota mujhe uske bare mai pehle hi ahsass ho jata. Nazane kitni hi baate sach hui jo mena dekhi thi. Fir ek raat mena ek sapna dekha jisme us mistry girl ka accident ho gya hai or wo….. kya ye sach ho jyaga? Nhi mai aisa nhi hone de sakta jisne meri zindgi badal di mai usa kuch hone nhi da skta. Mai future dekh chukka tha. Mujhe pta tha mujhe ya sab kesa rokna hai. Agr mai usa btata to shyad wo mazak samjhti. Pr mujhe koi risk nhi lena tha. Tab mena usa prashaan krn! a shuru kiya usa folo kiya usa ahsass dilaya ki mai usa follow krta hu. Mane usa kai baar apna rasta badlne pr mazboor kiya. Shyad mai kamyab hua pr har baar mai uske jitna karib hota mujhe lagta jesa mujhe ek nai takat aa gai hai. Pr mujhe lga ki shyad ab or kuch hone wala hai. Or hal din mujhe use lekr kuch ajib sa mehsus hota mai samajh nhi pa rha tha ki ya sab kya hai jo hone wala hai mai usa kyu nhi dekh pa rha. Fir mai use hmasha follow krta rha. Ek din usne mujhe gusse mai bahut galat bola (usdin mane pehli baar uski awaz suni uski awaz bilkul wasi hi thi jasi mena sapne mai suni thi.) bolti bhi kyu nhi mane usa tang jo itna kiya tha. Pr mai usa bta nhi sakta tha ki mai aisa kyu kar rha hu. Usne mujhe kya bola tha ya to mujhe yaad nhi pr uski awaz itna kamal kr jyagi ya mujhe pta nhi tha. Wo din mera liya bahut kamal ka tha. Mujhe paka yakin ho gya tha uski awaz mera liya itna kuch kr sakti hai to agr wo meri zindgi mai aa jye to kya kuch nhi ho sakta. Samay fir u hi guzrta gya. Nazane kitne hi logo ka future mena dekha or unha badlne lga. Ek din to mena apna bhi accident hote hua dekha or mera accident hua bhi pr jo ho sakta tha us se kam hua or mai marne se bach gya. Or us din ke baad meri zindgi ka maksad bhi puri tarha badal gya. Pr wo bura ahsass dilo dimag pr chaya hua tha pr mai samajh nhi pa rha tha ab meri mystery girl ke saath kya hone wala hai. ????

Isi bich aaj kafi saalo baad mujhe wo fir se mili jis se mai apni zindgi se jada pyar krta tha. Aaj mena us se fir saa baat ki usna bola ki uski shaadi hone wali hai. Ladka bahut hi acha hai. Ek purana zakham fir se taza ho gya tha.usne mujhe apni shaadi mai ane ko bola. Uski shaadi ki tarikh nazdik aa rhi thi. Meri aankhe shyad ya sab hote hua nhi dekh sakti thi. Isi prashni mai mai khi dur jane ki soch rha tha tabhi wo mystery girl mera samne sa guzri uska chehra kuch alag lag rha tha. Mujhe ek dam alag mehsus hua or lga jesa bahut jald mera bura khwab sach hone wala hai. Mai usa rokne ka liya piche gya pr wo itna mai ghar pahuch chuki thi. Pr ab kuch hoga ya to mujhe pta lag gya tha pr kya mai ya samajh nhi pa rha tha ki kya hone wala hai. 

Kal uski shaadi thi or mai ye sab hote hua nhi dekh sakta tha. Or mai uski shaadi ki subha kaam ka bahane se kahi dur chla gya. Pr yahi meri sab se badi galti thi. Ma bahut hi khudgarz ho gya tha or sirf apna dil ko tsali dena ka liya itni dur chla gya or picha sa wo ho gya jiska mujhe dar tha uski shaadi ki subha hi meri mystery girl ki maa ki maut ho gai. Or mai cha kr bhi kuch nhi kr paya. Ab mai apne aap se nazre bhi nhi mila pa rha tha. Jisne mera liya itna kuch kiya uske liya mai itna bhi nhi kr paya. Shyad mai yha hota to kesa bhi krke rook skta tha. Pr mai kr nhi paya. Mena kabhi us se baat bhi nhi ki pr aaj mai us se baat krna chahata hu. Pr wo mujhe galat samajhti hai kyuki mena usa prashaan bhi to kiya hai. Wo ab mujhe khi milti bhi nhi. Or kahi dikh bhi jati hai to mai usa raste mai rok nhi sakta. Mai apni puri zindgi is bojh ke saath marna nhi chahta ki mai uski maa ko bacha nhi paya. Jo takat mujhe uske karan mili hai mai usi ka istamal sahi time pr nhi kr paya. Mena apni is takat ka raaz kabhi kisi ko nhi btaya or shyad kabhi kisi ko btata bhi na. pr aaj mujhe us se milna hai mujhe us se baat krni hai. Nazane wo aaj mujhe apne aap se dur jate hua dikh rhi hai. Uske bina mai kuch bhi nhi hu. Wo mare liya ek mystery hai jisa mai samajhna chahta hu. Pr kase ? shyad apme se koi meri help kr de. Mai hmasha dusro ki help krta rha pr aaj mujhe hi help ki jrurat hai. 

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5 thoughts on “Wo – Ek Mystery, Love Guru”

  1. After reading this story i came to conclusion that
    1.Either you are trying to making fool to everyone
    or
    2. You are mentally ill(Most suspected suspected)

    Go and get treated by a good mental specialist.

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