when u r in right relationship -SARIKA

Hello friends mera naam Sarika hai.. I belongs to Bhopal (m.p.) mene is sites pr bohot sari love stories padhi kuch real or kuch imaginary .. but all are Gd.. so aaj me apni puri love life aapke sath share karna chahti hu.. baat tb ki hai when I were in 6th standard. Me class topper thi bachpan se bt sports or cultural program’s me meri jaan basti thi..ek din chutti k time par meri desk k niche meri naam ka love letter mila.. u all can imagine k us age me mera kya reaction rha hoga.. jldi se chit phaad k dustbin me dal diya. Taki kisi ko bhi pta na chale.. vaise to bohot bold hu me.. bt us wqt halat kharaab ho gyi thi.. kisi ko kuch nhi btaya.. baad me kafi time bad 1 frnd k through pta chl gya.. actually bnde me love letter rkhne se pahle kuch ldko ko bta diya tha..  vo person rahul tha. Class k kuch best duffer student ki list ka topper. Most wanted smoker vo bhi 11-12 sal ki age me.. wqt bitne lgaa or dhire dhire mujhe uske liye attraction hone lga.. usse dekh kar jaise
sb kuch thum jata  tha…bt kisi ko btane se darti thi.. aise hi 2-3 saal bit gye.. jb hm 9th me aaye to ye baat mene apni 1dost shalu se share kiya.. or us gadhi ne apne bf se bta diya or aise ye bat rahul tak pohonch gyi.. mujhe jb pta chla to mujhe bohot guss aaya.. or dil dimag me to jaise war chhid gyi… kuch dino me rahul ne school k bahar mujhe rok kr direct puchha “ tumhari taraf se haan he”.. or muskurate hue mere sath sath chlne lga. Mere muh se to awaz hi nhi nikal rhi thi. Bs smile kr diya or vo chla gya.. usko bad to jaise duniya hi badal gyi me apne sapno ki duniya me khoyi rhti thi.. phle 10% attendance wala bnda mere chakkar me regular school aane lga.. ye change achha lg rha tha.. hmare dost lunch break me puri class khali krwa dete the,, taki hm bat kar paye.. hm dono 1 dusre se bohot sharmate the.. kuch month tk to sb kuch thik chla bt dhire dhire jb maine usse janna suru kiya to uska behavior bohot ajib tha.. jaise hmne jo baate kari vo pure boys se
share kar deta tha.. kai baar to usne muhse baat krte wqt speaker on rkha or sb ldke sun rahe the.. mujhe ye sb bilkul  bhi accha nhi lga rha tha maine usse baat bhi ki becoz  me nhi chahti  ki hmari personal baate dusro ko pta chle .. phir dhire dhire usne mujhe ignore krna start kar diya .. & frnds se bhi keh diya “usko bol dena k mujhse baat karne k knoshish bhi na kare” me sun kr bohot hurt hui.. uske baad hmare vacations lg gye.. me grand parents k pass chli gyi.. jb school reopen hue to rahul  ne mujhse dobara baat karne ki koshish ki. Mai gussa thi usse bt pyaar itna karti thi ki usse mna nhi kar payi.. hm phir se baat krne lage.. mujhe sbse bda dhakka tb lga jb rahul ne hmari class k kuch ldko k bich usneye kahaa k “he only wants me on his bed” un ldko me se kuch mere bohot ache dost the.. unhone jb mujhe btaya to mene believe nhi kiya… mene khud rahul se bat kari phle to vo kuch nhi bola bt jb maine use force kiya to ..he said “ k ha maine bola” mere p
aire k niche se zameen khisak gyi .. uski kahi baat bohot ghatiya thi bt mujhe sbse jyada taklif to is baat se hui k ye baat us insane ne kahi jisse me duniya me sbse jyada pyar krti thi.. maine sb khatm karne ki koshish ki bt vo hmesha mujhe imotional karke mna leta tha…. Us time 10th k exam the so thoda wqt mil gya.. isi bich meri mulaqat mere common frind amar k through  dipak se hui.. kya kahu uske bare me ..? bs 1 hasmukh sa ldka jo kisi ka bhi dil jeet le..it was an accident k hmare no. exchange ho gye.. me usse amar samjh k msgs karne lgi uske reply bhi aane lgi.. bt jb confusion clear hua to me thoda shocked hui.. bt deepak ka nature jankar mujhe khushi hi hui k aise panoti dino me 1 to achha dost mila… dhire dhire hm best frnd bn gye. Usse milkar mujhe ye ehsaas hua ki zindgi kisi galat decession ki vajah se rukti nhi hai… or uske bad maine usse rahul  k bare me btaye.. mere dimag me 1 khurapati idea aaya . maine rahul ko ye bol diya k meri life me koi or hai.
. so vo mujhe chhod de.. phir proof k liye maine deepak ka nam le liya.. uske baad rahul ne thoda bohot natak kiya because usse mujhse pyar nhi tha to usse jyada fark nhi pda bs uska ego hurt hua… yhaan deepak ko sach me lga k mai usse pyar karti hu.. 2nd day jb maine deepak ko reality btayi to vo bohot roya.. usse bohot hurt hua.. mujhe bhi meri galti ka ehsas hua becoz mujhe bhi kisi ki feelings k sath khelne ka koi right nhi hai.. meri vajah se vo bilkul change ho gya chup chup rhne lga.. to maine usse mafi mangi or usko promiss kiya k vo jaisa bolega mai vaisa karungi.. Deepak ne bdle mujhse bs ye kahaa k “ apne jhut ko such hone do”. Me janti thi k ye galat hai because me usse pyar nhi karti thi… bt uski achhai se bhi wakif thi..me rahul  ko bhul nhi skti thi..  bt dhire dhire jb uske pyar ko mehsus krna shuru kiya tb pta chla k relationship kya hoti hai.. care kya hoti hai… pyar kya hota hai.. aaj hmare relation ko 6 year ho gye hain..or 2 sal me hm shadi kar
lenge.. is bich mujhe bhi deepak se pyar ho gya… Me rahul  ko kbhi bhul hi nhi payi.. bt zindgi ne sahi faisla lena sikha diya.. vaise ending me aapko bta du ki rahul ki mere baad  6-7 affairs rhe .. or ye process abhi continue hoti rahegi.. aapme se bhi kai log aise relations me hain jisme love sirf one sided hota hai.. or dusre ko sirf aapka use karna aata hai.. so plz plz kisi ko apna use na karne de, jo apse pyar na karte ho aise insane k sath relation khatam karna hi 1 sahi decision h… I proud on my decision..and I love you Deepak. Me bohot khush nasib hu k mujhe aap mile..

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5 thoughts on “when u r in right relationship -SARIKA”

  1. Buhat hi sweet story hai apki sarika ji very nice…aur buhat khush naseeb hai aap ke apki love life kafi achi chalrahi hai, aur aage bhi aise hi rahegi
    All the best

  2. You r so lucky sarika ji…… But na jane apne kyun sab jante hue bhi ki vo kis type ka hai relationship me ayi……
    Dipak ki kimat samjhna hamesha……

  3. First line apke first one rahul ke liye thi.. ..
    And you did right decision
    Jo apko pyar kare uske sath jana hamesha apne liye khushin chunana hota hai……..

  4. Apko jinko chaha ab wo apko mil chuka hai ap apni life khushi se jiyo or humeshaap dono aise hi sath rho god bls u

  5. hi sarika ji nice love stori aap ki love stori bhohut achhi aap ki ye bat mujhe bhohut achhi lgi ki aap ne rahul ko chhod diya jo ldka aap ko ek bar chhod sakta hai uska koi bharosa nhi wo aap ko bad me bho chhod sakta hai ab aap ko jitna bhi pyar karna deepak ji se kariye ab unhi se sachcha pya r kariye

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