true love but pyar mil ni sakta – sanjay

hi frd mera naam sanjay hai frd mujhe pyar se sanj bulate h.ye meri real love story h jo abi tk continue chal ri h. Mera pehla payar jo mujhe na mil saka. Mujhe pehla payar jb main 7th class main tha to mujhe meri classmate se payar ho gya wo bi mujhe dil se chahti ti main bi use chahta tha wo mere siva kisi dusre ldke se bt tk ni krti ti main uspe itna viswas krta tha. Ye frdship hmari chlti rhi hm daily raat raat tk msg krte rhte or hm daily schul jate thy or schul se bunk bi ni marte thy schul main milte thy or apas main bt krte thy. Fir kch esa hua vo kch dino se schul ni aai or na hi mujhe msg krti ti jb main use cal krta to uska fon swich of btata. Fir ek din main uske ghr side gya to mera muh khula ka khula reh gya or main ro k bi ni ro sakta tha main vha se bhagte bhagte sidha ghr aya or rone lga kyuki wo mujhe hmesha k liye chod k chli gai ti. Usne suside kr lia tha mujhe uske naam se bi nafrat hone lgi mujhe ek br apne dil ki bt share krti uske ghr main vo or uski mummy hi bs rhte thy uske dady ki death ho gi ti. Kch dino baad mujhe pta chla ki usme apni mummy ki vajah se suside kiya uski mummy ka kisi admi k sath relation thy. ab main kr bi kya sakta tha mujhe usse naam se nafrat hone lgi ek baar to mujhe bata sakti ti kch krne se pehle. Mera dil tut chuka tha mujhe hr ldki se nafrat hone lgi. Main galat sangat main pad gaya tha mujhe mere dosto se alag krne k liye mere bhai ne mujhe 10th k baad diploma krana socha ki jisse main apne dosto se dur reh saku or sudhar jau. Or mujhe esi trade mili jisme ek bi ldki ni ti(mechanical engg) 1 saal tk mera dil lg gya tha clg se uske bd maine apne dosto ko dkha to mujhe apne ap se nafrat hone lgi kyuki unke sath unki g.f ti or main akela or us time meri umar hi kya ti. Fir maine socha kyu na main bi dubara kisi ldki ko porpose kru pr mujhse ye ni hua. Maine clg se bunk marna start kr dia tha or main pehle se bi jayada bigad chuka tha mujhe alcohal ki lat lg gi ti. Or main dhire dhire krke apne pehle payar ko bhulta ja rha tha kyuki mujhe nave dosto ka sath mil gaya tha usme kch ldkiya bi ti hm sath ghumte batain krte thy apas main batain krke time pas krte thy. Isi trah meri kai ldkio se dosti ho gi or hm raat raat tk fon pe batain krte thy pr ye pyar ni tha bs time pass tha. Jb main final year main pahucha to mere bhai ki shadi hone wali ti or main bhabi k ghr gaya tha vha meri mulakat meri bhabi ki sistr se hui. Or maine socha khas ye meri bhabi hoti fir hum vha se chle aye or uske bd meri mulakat fir shadi wale din hui vha shadi main hmne bhut maze kiye or sath main pic bi li pr mujhe ustime ldkio se itna lagaw ni tha or maine ignor kr dia. Fir shadi kch month baad mujhe meri bhabi k sistr ka msg aya or unka naam h priyanka jise main pyar se bakri bulata hu or vo mujhe kauva. Hmari bt hoti rhi fir bi mujhe kbi priyanka se itna lagaw ni hua main ustime sari ladkio se time pas krta tha or priyanka bi inme se ek ti.Or fir meri lyf ka nava mod aya mobile sim compny walo ne apne unlimited msg bnd krke 100 msg kr dia jisse main sbi ldkio se bt ni kr pata tha or fir priyanka ko to msg main krta hi tha dhire dhire hmari or batain hone lgi ye dhire dhire 2 saal gujar gaye or mujhe pta ni chla ki mujhe kb pyar ho gya. Or priyanka ki vajah se main sudhar bi gaya tha apne clg frdo k sath ghumna chod dia or bt krni km kr di ldkio se to bt hi ni krta tha. Vese hm dur dur rhte h wo delhi rehti h or main chandigarh pr mujhe kbi ehsas ni hua ki vo mujhse dur h kyuki mobil hme ye duri mehsos ni hone deta tha vo mujhse sari batain share krti ti or main bi. Fir usne mujhe ek din btaya ki uska ek bf h or vo police main h pr jb se vo police main gaya h tb se baat ni krta. Or maine bi apni gf wali bt usse adhuri btai uski suside wali bt ni btaai fir hm apas main ese hi bt krte rhe hme ese bt krte krte 3 saal ho gaye main delhi jata to mujhe priyanka se milke kafi acha lgta tha. Ek bar maine holi pe gaya tha or maine vha ladai kr li or priyanka ko ek thappd maar dia marne k baad mujhe ehsaas hua ki mujhe esa ni krna tha mujhe kya hak h marne ka uske baad maine holi manai or chd aa gya or mujhe esa lg rha tha ki main akela ho gya hu. Fir main priyanka ko fon kiya or fir sory bolke manaya. Fir hmari bt chlti rhi. Ese hi Din gujarte rhe hm itne close ho gaye thy ki pucho na. Mujhe ghr wale kisi na kisi kaam se delhi bhejte mujhe priyanka se milke bhut acha lgta tha. Fir achanak mujhe lga ki ab priyanka ko apne dil ki bt bta du or maine btaya bi pr usne meri bt ko andekha kr deti. Or hm bt krte rhte hmesha or fir uske bd priyanka ne mujhe whatsapp ka bare main btaya or fir hmne msg chodk whatsapp pe msg start kr diye. Fir main dubara priyanka ko btaya apne dil ki bt usne kha hm bf gf ni bn sakte bs jesa chl rha h vesa chlne do pr mujhe ye manjoor ni tha main bi ab sochta tha meri bi gf ho main bi kisi ko apna kahu or fir main naraj hoke dubara ladai kr li or whatsapp bnd kr dia 2 din ho gye thy bina bt kiye or mujhe kch esa lg rha tha ki meri lyf se kch mising h fir maine whatsapp chlaya or dubara msg kiya priyanka ko or bt fir start ho gi ti or mujhe ek achi si bimari bi ho gi jise nail clubbing kehte h isse do bimariya janam leti h lung cancer or heart problm maine ye problm apne ghr walo se chupa k rakhi or khud tension main pagal ho rha tha or ye bt maine priyanka ko btai usne ye bt sbko bta di main apna chekup kraya or doctr ne aram krne ko bola. Or fir kbi kbi priyanka mujhe apne bf ki kahani bta bta k jalaya krti ti use pta tha ki main usse bahut chahta hu fir bi or jb vo esi bt krti ti to mere dil main pta ni kyu dard hota tha or saas ni le pata tha. Or main ro k reh jata tha. Fir maine dubara socha ki main priyanka se ladai kru or alag ho jau pr esa ho ni pata h mujhe kch smjh main ni ata main kya kru kha jau or kis se kahu. Main priyanka ko bhul ni pa rha hu. mujhe aap logo ke help ki jarurat h main kya kru mujhe kch smjh ni aa rha… or abi tk priyanka se bt chl ri h…

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