To mujhe chhod jaye ye nahi ho sakta Part10

Phir varsha mujhese baat karne lagi phir saari baate batai and all sab jatane ki koshish ki par mujhe aisa kuch nahi lagta tha phir baate karte karte hum ek din mile varsha ne bulaya tha milne ko 5 sep ko hum mile aur usne saari baate boli batayi maine maani hamesha ki Tarah narzagi thi par maine mana sab phise aur sab bhoola……..

Lekin phir again aisa kuch hua ki jisse mujhe aisa lagta tha ki ye kahi na kahi kuch chupphati hai kyuki kahi jhute ye bol chuki thi mai pareshaan tha kyuki mai unlogo ya unjaise ladko ki tarah nahi tha mai saccha pyar karta tha varsha se isliye jo tha sab clear karta tha aur isi baat par bas ye sab hota tha phir ladai hui phir narzgi and all aur is baar varsha ne bola ki tum batao ki mai kaise sab batau maine varsha se bola ki kuch nahi kao chod do kyuki har baar wahi hota aaya tha…….
Lekin phir bhi uska har baar chance maangna varsha ne kaha ki mainusse pyar karta hu aur use nafrat dikhau toh voh hamesha  ke liye mujhe  chod degi aur shayd kuch is tarah hi hua………… Mujhe  uski baat mai kuch sach dikha ki shayd  ye chod sakti hai……. Hum mile aur mera intension aisa nahi tha huk mile 13 sep ko varsha ne bola us din ki ya toh mai iska ho jaunga aur ya toh kuch nahi aur varsha  ne ye bhi nahi jaana ki mai toh sirf iska hi hu par yahi toh baat thi ki ye na kuch jaanti hai na kuch jatati hai….. Varsha ne us din raat mai cutter liya road par aur cut krne ki koshish  ki mujhe hurt hua ki ye sab kya ho raha hai jo ladki haath cut kar sakti jaan de sakti voh meri baat phir kyu nahi maan sakti……..
Mai aisa nahi chahta tha ki mai iska haath cut hote hue nahi dekh sakta tha lekin aisa hua  kinusne mee saamne apna haath cut kiya aur maine rokna chaha par rok nahi paaya kyuki kahi na kahi voh sab tha aur voh nafrat jo voh dekhna chahati thi wahi hua ki usne ye sab kiya aur mai waha se chala gaya lekin mujhese  nahi raha tha gaya tha mai waps gaya usi jagah aur phir voh waha se chali gayi thi shayf Hospital  dressing ke liye phir maine uska peecha karna chaha ki shayf ye mile maine calls kiye usne recieve nahi kiye baad mai kiye aur yahi bola phir usne ki ab kyu baat kar rahe ho jao and all sab kaha phir mai uske ghar gaya taaki mai use dekh saku par voh ghar par nahi thi shayd maine usse baat karne ki koshish ki calls par baat hui thi thodi der phir shayd uski mom ne use baat nahi karne di thi……. Aur hamar baat band hogayi…… Mujhe usne block kar diya tha shayd aur baate band ho gayi phir mai roya shayd rone adat hamesha se hi thi aisi adat ho chuki thi phir mainw koshishbki uske ek relatives se jaanane ki use sab bataya maine and all lekin kuch baat nahi ho saki…….. Mai usse ek baar baat karna chahta  tha par kuch nahi hua chahkar bhi mai baat nahi kar paaya tha phir din beette gaye aur phir 28 sep ko uske relative shayf uske  ghar gaya tha jaha usne mujhe  msg kiya mai haar chuka tha apne aap se apne love se varsha se khud se msg aaya ki bhaiya aap kaha ho maine kaha ghar par usne kaha aap sab short out karlo bhaiya sab aur aap saath hojaao maine socha ki pyar kabhi alag nahi hota ye bas mentally  hoti hai logo ki mai usse bhut pyar karta tha alag hone ke sawaal hi nahi tha bas baat jo thi uski harkat uski baat aur uska sab na maanana mujhe  uske pyar ki wajh banana hai ki mera door hona yahi wajh thi kahi na kahi mujhe  aisa lagta tha ki uski khushi mere saath nahi hai frnds ke saath hai and all hamari familys mai sab pata tha isliye maine uskw relative ko bola ki nahi ab jo ho raha haj wahi sahi hai aur shayd  varsha ne ye maan liya aur shayd aage badi mai bhi majboor tha uski khushi jo thi usi par chalta gaya…….

Time beeta ek mahina hogaya mera birthday  aane wala tha aur mujhe laga ki isne mujhe kabhi wish toh kiya na aur ise pyar hoga toh ye zarur aayegi kyuki ye bhale hi mere saath na ho lekin iski yaad thi mai jeeta tha lekin  kuch aisa hua ki maine ise msg kiya 26 october ko ki ye mujhe  msg na kare…… Aur ianw block kiya aur agle din hi mera birthday tha aur usi din karwachouth tha lekin  aisa kuch nahi hua dono mai se isne bola tha ki ye fast rakhegi pata nahi tha ki isne rakha ya nahi phir night mai mere ek frnd ne bola ki hum baha chalte hai kahi mera man nahi tha par mai gaya aur waha mujhe  nahi pata tga ki voh msg karegi uske mobile uane mujhe  happy  birthday  bola maine thanks bola aur ahayd usne pic ka bola tga mere frnd se ki usne fast rakha ha and all aur aisa hi tha ki mere frnd ne current pic di thi usko  lekin ek baat thi jab maine usse baat ki thi bas maine yw bola tha usse ki ye fast kiske liye rakha hai and all toh usne baag nahi ki aur chali gayi lekin  mera mind phir se aur meri life mai phir ek pal ke liye aana mujhe  kahi zyada hurt karna hota tha mai sehen nahi kar paata tha aur mujhese raha nahi gaya kyuki mai sahi tha aur isse maine baat ki par use nahi karni thi pal bhar ke liye aayi aur chali gayi…….. Phir

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  1. Abhishek

    Pyar itna ho gaya hai tumse
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        2. Abhishek

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          3. Rashmi

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  5. Abhishek

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