Thousand shades of dark knight-Part 3

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Naraz thi mai or bht hurt bhi.Gusse m mna toh kar dia tha Zehen ko pr afsos nhi tha mujhe apne faisle pr,agr sath rhti to or dukh hota.Or wo sath bhi kya jb wo tumhe sirf tb yaad kre jb use tumhari zarurt ho.
=Call to cut krdi thi mene pr uske msgs nhi ruke.Uske msgs ate rhe,wo puchta rha-“tum kabhi mat ana pr mujhe meri glti bta do,ese adhura chhodkr mt jao,jo hoga mai sath dunga tumhara”
Presan hokr akhir mene wo keh hi dia jo kbhi nhi chahti thi k Zehen sune-“Doctor,i m not ur slave ke ap jb mujhe bulaoge tb aa jaungi mai,or rista hi kya h hmara jo hr baar mai aa jau,m not a slut,meri life h itni mrzi to meri b h jb chahe mna kr skti hu mai.”
Janti thi mai iske aage kuch puchega ya khega nhi wo,dur jana chahti thi usse or wo jane deta,ye wehem tha mera…
“Tum pgl ho gyi ho,kya kya bolti ja rhi hu,mene kbi tumhe slut ya slave nhi smjha,tumhe bulata tha qki rh nhi pata tha tumhare bina,touch krne k lie nhi blki srf tumse milne k lie”-Zehen ne jwab dia
Mn m fr b kuch khatak raha tha,mene kuch kha to nhi pr meri trh wo b sb khta gya,or jo kha wo meri soch se bhi hatkar tha
Zehen-“or haa jha tk baat h baat na krne wo islie nhi krta qki mai khud tumse dur rhna chahta hu,agr mai or pas aa gya tumhare to kbi dur nhi ja paunga bcz i love u so much idiot,how could i think u as a slut”
=Bht shocked thi mai ye sb sunkr pr bhrosa nhi ho rha tha uspe,usne khud hi kha tha kbi pyar vyar k chkkr m nhi pdenge,or fr aj ye sb….
“Par ap to mna krte the in sb k lie toh…”mene hairani se pucha
“Tumhe jo khna tha kh dia,mene b apne mn ki baat nikal di,ab ho mrzi tumhari,tum yhi sochti ho islie ab kbi mt ana mujhse milne”-Zehen gusse m aa chuka tha itna sb sunkr
Me-“Mujhe milna h ek bar,khud ki khdi,abi meri b baki h”
Baat khtm hote hote hmne agle din milne k lie socha.Mujhe uski baato pe bhrosa to nhi tha pr dil kh rha tha ek mauka dene k lie,khud ko,is riste ko
19-May-2017
Har baar ki trh usse milne mai uske ghar pahuch gayi pr is baar ye faisla tha
Bht baatein hui hmare bich,jhgda hua,dheere dheere baate suljhi.Usne mujhe mnaya,mene maan jaane ka bahana kia pr bharosa nhi kr pai uspe,thodi der baad baato baato m hi mai zor se hans padi,dheere se nazare uthakr uski taraf ek jhalak dekha to meri nazar bachakr wo mujhe hi dekh rha tha,hans to mai rhi thi uski ankho m ansu the.Mene zaahir nhi hone dia k mene uski trf dekh lia.Sch much use pyar ho gya tha kya???
=Mai bht der tk sochti rhi,baate aage bdhi or is baar baato se zada sachchai uski ankho m thi,bharosa ho hi gya mujhe uspe.
Thodi ziddi kism ki hu mai itni jldi narazgi khtm hone wali nhi thi meri,usne to bol dia mujhe k wo pyar krta h pr mai chup rhi,shyd soch rhi thi k jb narazgi puri trh khtm ho jae to khushi se kh dungi,or yhi meri zndgi ki sbse bdi bewakoofi saabit hui.
=Mai ghr aa gyi,khush thi or soch rhi thi k 2-3 din m jakr hi use bol dungi mai bhi.
Mera bhai jo Zehen ka bht accha dost tha,unhe ye rista manzur na hua,kitne bhi modern kyu na bn jao pr apni chhoti behen k boyfriend ko shyd hi koi bhai accept kr pata ho,esa nhi h k mera bhai mujhe pyar nhi krta pr baat yha unki respect ki thi.
Unhone mujhe or Zehen ko smjhaya,hm dono bht izzat krte the bhai ki islie unhone jo hmare lie faisla lia uske lie hm log kuch na kh pae.Apne pyar ko bs adhura chhut-te dekhte rhe.
Mai Zehen ko apna sakti thi ya apne bhai ko,jiske sath mene apna bachpan bitaya,jiske sath ab tk pali badhi,us bhai ko chhodne ka sawaal bhi paida nhi hota
Or dusri taraf wo ladka tha jo mujhe bht pyar karta tha,jiske bare m mai janti thi k iske barabar kabhi koi mil nahi paega mujhe,jiske lie mai tadapi thi,or janti thi k mai adhuri ho jaungi hamesha k lie uske bina.
Bhai ki khushi k lie,unki izzat k lie,mene Zehen se alg hone ka faisla le lia,mai use bta bhi nhi pai k mai use kitna pyar krti hu,akhiri baar baat krte hue usne bar bar pucha mujhe ke kuch khna chahti ho to kh do,bhari hui ankho or ruaasi awaz se kya kh pati mai use,nhi chahti thi wo mera rona sunle.
Sab kuch khtm ho gya,sb kuch….
Bhai k chehre pe hnsi dekhti hu to mere chehre pe bhi hnsi khilti zrur h pr ankho m nami barkaraar rhti h.Yaad h us shkhs ko phli baar dekhna,mn hi mn uski khwahish krna or itna safar tay krke akhir usko hamesha k lie kho dena,in sb m jo seena chhalni kr deti h wo h uski yaadein,uska hansi,uski ankhe,baatein,or sbse zada uska daantna.Sukun to bs un lamho ko yaad karke milta h jo hmne ek sath bitaye,jo jeene ka tarika sikhaya mujhe,salika tehzeeb sikhai,fr b adhuri rh gyi mai uske bina……

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9 Comments

  1. sonika

    Yaar such me nice yaar rona aa gaya yaar at list use ek baar bata to dete ke app usse pyar karte ho kam se kam dur hote time usse ye to pta hota ke jisse wo dur ho rha he wo bhi usse pyar karti he ho sake to kabhi bata dena yaar u apne dil ko or uske dil ko taklif mat do …….god luck yaar god bless u

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    1. Writer

      Sb itna jldi m ho gya k mauka hi nhi mil paya btane ka.ab to shyd kbhi use dekh bhi na pau mai

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  2. zara

    heart touching story yaar.god bless you yaar.

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  3. Nashrin

    really sad yr

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  4. Aarty

    Bohot bura laga apki story padhkar.bhagwaan apke pyaar ko apse mila de

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  5. Shona

    its really hurt touching bhgwan apko apke love se milwa de i pray 4 u or apke bhai bhi maan jaaye bhoat mushkil hota h apne love ko bhulana 😓😓

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  6. Ashima

    Mene iss story ke teeno parts padhe hain sur soch kar bhi bahut bura lag raha hai ke kaise ap pehle sochti thi kash eik baar unhe bhi pyar ho jaye aur jab ho gaya toh aap bhi unhe nahi keh paye.Allah kyun aisi saza deta hai pyar me???

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  7. Aashi

    Bhot bua hoa aapke sath.sacha pyaar kane waalo ke sath aesa kyo hota he

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  8. Nisha

    Really sad😢

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