THE. LOST. LOVE

Mera naam hai Abhishek (Abhi).

Ye meri kahani hai..  Kuch saal pehle meri mulakat Facebook par Bhanu priya naam ki ladki Se hui. Fir dheere dheere hamari baatein suru Hui.. Usne mujhe btaya ki bo BSC complete kar chuki hai or me us time Electritian ka diploma kar rha tha. Hmari dosti dheere dheere gehri hoti gyi or ham best friend ban gye. Bo apni saari baate mere se share krti thi. Fir hmare number exchange hue. Us se pehle hmari baat messenger call pr hoti thi.
Us time usme jra bhi ghusa nahi tha. Bhut pyaar se baatein krti thi. Apni baaton se kisi ko bhi apne bss me kar le.  Main use bhanu bolta tha. but baaki log use priya bulate the. Fir 1 din hmari baat raat ko call pr Hui pehle to normal baat ho rhi thi. Fir achanak usne I love you bola or fir sorry sorry bolne lagi.
Fir mene bhi use i love you too bola or uske baad 2-3 ghnte Tak I love you hi chlta rha. Neend me bhi bss i love you bolna.. Bo hmaari first felling thi.. Jis bjh se me us se pyaar krne lga. Us se bina baat kiye mera dil jra bhi nhi lgta tha. It’s ONE SIDE LOVE AND ONE SIDE LOVE NEVER SUCCESSFUL. But Maine apni feelings ko us ke sath share nhi Kiya. Fir usko 1 nya friend Mila Bo para sf me tha. Bo bolti thi ki us se pyaar ho gya hai. Or ye sun je mujhe bhut hurt or Jelsey feel hota tha. Or Jab me kisi Ladki ki baat krta tha use bhut Jelsey feel hota tha. Fir usne us se baat Krna band kr diya. Hm hum raat ke 2-2 bje Tak call pr baatein karne Lage.. Sab kuch bhut acha chal rha tha.
16 oct ko uska birthday tha or mujhe yaad nhi rha or usne tab se baat Krna Kam kr diya. Fir 2-3 din me 1 baar baat hone lgi. But usne mujhe bhut baad me btaya ki tune mere ko birthday wish nahi Kiya or jo fb pr friends the un sbi ne birthday wish Kiya hai. Fir mene bhut sorry bol ke use mna liya or thode din sb kuch acha rha.
But uske baad usme bhut jyaada gussa hone lga mere par. Mere call Krna use psnd nhi rha. Jo ladki pura pura din call pr mere sath bita deti thi ab use nafrat hone lgi. Usne 1 computer centre me admission leli or bahan pr use 1 ladka Mila yogesh. Bo use janti bi nhi thi or usne apna parsnal number use de diya yogesh ke 1 bar mangne prr.
Or mere ko bo apna sbse khas dost manti thi mujhe kya mila ghanta.. Iss baat se mujhe bhut jyaada hurt feel hua. But me use khona ni chahta tha isliye uski har baat maan leta bo gusaa krti bo sun leta. Or har baar sorry bol ke use mna leta.. But usne mere se baat Krna Kam kr diya tha. Fir jo mere paas uska number tha uski incoming band Hui or bo number aaj tak recharge nhi karbaya.. Or apna number usne or logo ko bi de diya mere alaava iss se bhut hurt hua bhut jyaada… Haath per kaampne lg jaate the mere. Main use baar baar 1 baat bolta tha ki BHANU PLEASE DON’T LEFT ME. Or Maine use apne dil ki baat bhut baar btayi. Tab uska jbaab hota tha pagal hai tu. Fir dheere dheere baate Krna Kam hua… But jb bi time lgta baat krne ka to choti choti baaton pr ladayi hone lgi. Sbse jyaada bura mere ko is baat ka lgta tha ki Mere ko apna khaas dost bolti thi or apna number Tak ni Diya mere ko. Or jinko bo itna jaanti bhi nahi thi un ke pass uska number tha. Fir jb me usko bolna ki Messenger par call kar de to uska jbaab hota tha pagal hai tu hai kon tu lgta kya hai Mera bf hai husband hai  but me use khona nhi chahta tha or uski baat maan leta tha..
Fir hamri 1 baar ldayi Hui or mene diwar pr apna haath jor se maara or Usme facture aa gya or plaster ho gya. But usne 1 baar bi nhi pucha ki Abhi kaisa hai tu. Bahan hospital me 1 didi kaam krti thi. Bo mere ko itna nahi janti thi but Aaj bhi jab milti hai to puchti hai ki haath kaisa hai ab tera. But bhanu ko to gussa or aakad hi bhut thi . Bhut insult Krba leya tha me us se uska gussa bi seh leta tha kyuki me use khona ni chahta tha. Fir usne police ki bharti lgayi or PET test pass kar liya. Or mere sath ladayi kr ke block kar diya Instagram par..
Fir Facebook pr bhut baar sorry bola or usne baat Krna suru kar diya or bola ki jab tak written nhi ho jata clear bo baat nhi kregi sirf study krgi. Or uska written clear ho gya. Or usne mere se baat Krna suru kar diya. 2 din to usne bhut ache se baat krni jaise sb kuch me hu uske liye. Or tisre din bhi draama suru. But fir bhi bo baat krne lag gyi. Or mere ko bi ehsaas hua ki bo mere best friend hi thik hai ye love me kuch nahi rkha.
But jab bo yogesh ki baat krti ya kisi or ki to bhut hurt hota hath per kaampne lag jaate. Iss baar usne mere ko last moka deke unblock Kiya tha. Me kbi bi us pr gusa ni kiya na kuch bola. But 1 baar usne lgaayi kar ke block kar diya tha to mene uski Facebook pr dekha ki kissi ne use I love you likha tha or mene bahan pr comment kar diya ki Bhanu Tune har khi muh marna. Or fir fb pr messages me bhut kuch suna Diya. But thode din baad hmari baat hona suru Hui. Or mere ko usne last chance Diya tha. Kuch din bhut ache se baatein hona suru Hui. But 1 din mene yogesh ko Instagram pr follow kar diya or bhanu ko btaya. To use itna jyaada gussa aaya Bina mtlv ke or bolne lgi ki kyun follow Kiya hai matlab kya hai follow krne ka  or bhi bhut kuch bola or mere ko us pr itna jyaada gussa aaya ki  pehli baar mene us ke sath itni jor se baat ki… Us ke baad usne 1 dm mere ko block kar diya.. or fir Aaj Tak baat nhi ki…YE BAAT 4-5 din pehle ki hai… Dhaayi saal se jyaada ki dosti ko usne 1 min. Main khatam kar diya. Sirf iss bahaj se ki mene yogesh ko follow Kiya tha.. …..

Fir mene Facebook pr use message Kiya but usme bhi akaad or gussa  har baar ki trh or mene sb kuch sun liya jo usne bola apni bejti bhi karba li because main use khona ni chahta tha.. or Usne mujhe bahan bi block kar diya…

Fir 2 din pehle me uske liye bhut roya 1 or rote rote uske liye 1 video  bhi bnaya ki Bhanu ni ho rha mere se sehn plzz 1 baar baat kar lo. Or Maine nyi Instagram I’d bnayi or yogesh ko follow kr ke use Message Kiya ye video bhanu Tak dede kyuki bo hi ye kaam kar skata tha.. Or usne bo video us tk de diya… Mene yogesh ko bola ki bhai kya bola usne to btaya ki usne bola ki me ni janti…  Or mene yogesh to tq bola…

Ye hai meri kahani

Jab kisi ko aap jyaada importance dete ho uske liye aapki self respect ki bhi parbaaah nahi krte. Or jab unke nye dost bn jate hai to bo aap ko last maar ke apni zindgi se bahar kar dete hai… Aap chahe kbi uski jaan hi kyu na ho….

Main bhanu se baat Tak krne ko bhut bhut bhut jyaada tadfta tha bhut jyaada haath per tk kaampne lg jate the mere… But usne kbi smja hi nahi..

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