teri meri love story – neer

hye.. kahte hai jab mohobbat kisi ke jindgi me dastak deti hai tab uaki life mano bdal si jati hai. kuch mitha sa dard use jina sikhata hai.palko me thahre khab fir se dil ka aashiyana bunane lagta hai.saso ki khusbu..dhalkata dil..bahkti nighaye..chumti najar..sab kisi nase me dub jate hai. kya isi ko pyar kahte hai ? kabhi kabhi sochta hu tumse mera kya rista hai..or jwab milta hi nahi ..mai fir se tere paas aata hu..fir se man hi man me rota hu..na jane is dil ko kya chahiye..dil ki bat labbjo pe aakar bhi hamesha ki tarha kuch nahi kah pata. meri love story..mera nam neer hai. mai ek middal cllas ladka hu.mera janm huwa tab mumma ki tabiyat bahut kharab thi.doctar ne pappa se kaha tha ki ‘ladka chahiye to maa ko nahi bacha payenge..or baacha nahi chahiye to maa ko kuch nahi hoga.’ pappa mumma se bahot pyar karte the. mai mere ghar me sabse pahla ladka hone ke karn ..pappa ne muze janm nahi dene ka faisla kiya. mai pappa ke liye usi din se mar gya tha. magr kahte hai jindgi ke aage kudrat ki bhi nahi chalti..etifak se aisa kuch bhi nahi huwa or mera janm huwa.magr mumma ki tabiyet or bighad gayi. gusee me aakar pappa ne muze hamare ristedarke pass rakh diya tab mai sirf 3 mahine ka tha. din bitate gaye ..mai ab hasne..khelne..chalne..laga tha. un ristedaro ko hi apne mata pita samzne laga tha. idhar mumma ko meri bahot yad aati thi .mumma ne muze ghar lane ke liye ek din pappa ko bheja.mai pahili bar khud ke ghar me gya tha.us wakt muze pata chala ki jise mai apne mata pita samz rha tha o mere mata- pita nahi hai.or jine mai ristedar samzta hu o mere mata -pita hai.pahili bar maine maa ja pyar paya.mai bahot khus tha.magr pappa ne muze kabhi nahi apnaya.o hamesha muzse dur bhagte rhe.mai apne hi ghar me rahkar bhi paraye ki tarha tha.padhai me mai hamesha se toppr rahta tha.fir bhi pappa ne muze kabhi achha ya bura bhi nahi kaha..bchapan se hi mai pita ke pyar ke liye tarsta tha.mai jab 10 cllass me tha tab pappa ko piliya ho gya. hamne bahot doctor ke pass ilaj karwaya.kuch din bad opration bhi hogya. un dino me pappa ne muze thoda pyar dena suru kar diya .muze bahot khishi huwi.muze laga mano muze sabkuch mil gaya. par na jane mere kismat ki raho me kya likha hai. kuch hi dino ke bad pappa ki mout ho gayi.mai fir se akela ho gaya .tab meri umar sirf 16 sal ki thi. ab mere samne tha mera pariwar or unki jimmedariya. khelne khudne wale dino me mai jimmedariyo ka boz utha rha tha.kuch din mere liye bahot bure gaye. muze o din aaj bhi yaad hai …baris aakar rukh gayi thi ..nile aasman par safed badal saye huwe the.mano kisi pentar me bras se rang upar feka ho.joro se hawa chal rahi thi..dur kahi ghoslo me rahne wale nanhe panchi apne gile pankh phadphada rahe the. maine tabel se apni bag uthai or cyacl ki tarf chal pada. itne me kisi ki awaj sunai padi..maine piche mudke dekha.ek khubsurat ladki mere samne khadi thi.sayad isi collge me padti ho. muze samz me nahi aa rha tha mai kya bolu.isiliye mai chup raha.thodi der bad usne kaha..’neer tumse baat karni hai..i want to talk to you now..’ mai abhi bhi chupchap hi khada rha. aasaman me bijli chamkne lagi thi .kuch hi der me jorose baris aane wali thi..kuch badal mere dil me bhi baras rahe the. o fir se boli. ‘ this for u..padna jarur mai tumare jawab ka intjar karungi.’ baris suru ho gayi thi..o piche mudkar jane lagi..or mai u hi use baris me bhigte huwe dekhata rha..hat me usne diya huwalettar tha..dil jor se dhalkane laga. maine hat me gila kagj khola or padhne laga.. ‘mai tume bahot chahti hu neer. – jeni maine uske tarf dekha o abhi bhi ja rhi thi fir usne paltkar muskurai. kagaj ke akshar pani me bhigne lage..bahar baris ho rahi thi or mai andar se jalne laga tha.kitna ajib hai na dosto ..kabhi kabhi chhoti si khushi ya bhi jindgi me na jane kitne mod lati hai. us pal se meri jindgi mano badal si gayi ..har din har pal mai uske liye jita tha..har kisi ke tarha maine use i love you nahi kaha tha or nahi usne khabhi muze i love you kaha..fir bhi ham ek dusre se bahot pyar karte the.mai nahi janta tha ki mai kitne din uska sath dunga magr mai hamesa bhagwan se duwa karta tha ki har life me mai usi se pyar karu..mere life ki sari khusiya uske nam kar du..meri jindgi usi ke nam se suru ho or usi ki nam se khatam ho. mai jeni se sadi karna chahta tha.maine ek din use sadi ke bare me puchha .usne kaha..’neer mai tumhari hu..tum jaha le jao ge mai sada tumari rahungi. ‘ us din se muze uske liye ina tha.mai uske liye kuch karna chahta tha.use duniya kihar khushi dena chahta tha. use itna khus rakhna chahta tha ki kabhi gam ka saya bhi uska daman na chhu sake.sirf usi ke liye maine engg. ko admition kiya. us din ham pletfrom pe the .gadiya aa-ja rahi thi . mai padhai karne ke liye shahr me jane wala tha.or padhai puri hone tak na ham milne wale the nahi kabhi contect karne wale the.aisa wachan mane hi usase manga tha.mai janta tha ki agar mai jeni se milunga to mai padhai nahi kar paunga.kisi liye maine ye faisla kiya tha. gadi ka intajar karte huwe ham petfrom pe khde the na o kuch bol rahi thi namai kuch kah raha tha. thodi der me train aakar rukh gayi..horn dene lagi ..maine apna bag uthaya..jeni abhi bhi meri tarf dekh rahi thi uski aakhe aasu se gili hone lagi thi..itne der tak chhupa dil ka samadar ab aakho se bahne laga tha.mai gadi me chad gya..khilki kepass bhaioth karmaine use bye kaha..o bass muze dekhi ja rhi thi. mai nahi janta tha ki 4 sal ek dusre ke bina rahne ka mera faisla sahi tha ya galat.magar mai itna janta tha ki mai use bahot pyar katra tha.or uske liye muze khuch babna tha. din bitate ghaye..secand..minit..ghante..din..mahine..sal..or ek din muze phone aaya ki jeni ki tabiyet bahot kharab hai.mai use milne ke liye nikal gaya. ab tak ki sare pal muze yaad aa rahe tghe..dil me baichaini thi..aakhe use dekhane ke liye tars gayi thi.3 ghanto ke bad mai usake ghar pahuch gya.dekhta hu ki..jeni bistar par leti huwi hai..doctor use chek kar rahe hai..jeni ke mata pita ro rahe hai..mai dar ne laga .kuch der tak mai jeni ko dekhta rha..kisi ped ko salo se pani na mila ho ke karn murzaye us trha se jeni dikh rahi thi. mai uske pas gya. uska hat maine hat me liya.o kuch bhi nahi bol pa rahi thi.use niboniya huwa tha. uski halat bahot kharab thi.mai usko dekhakar bass ro raha tha.or o sant dekh rahi thi. usne kha ‘ neer kiss me ‘ mai kuch bhi nahi kar pa rha tha. usne apna hat jor se dbaya..maine lalkese apne oth uske otho par rakhe or chumne laga..use apna banane laga..hamesha hamesha ke liye..kuch der uhi chalta rha. firusne kha ‘ neer maine tumari bahot rah dekhi par tum nahi aaye..’ mai use dekh rha tha.rat me mai uske pass hi rukha tha..or rat ke 4 baje o muze chhol kar chali gayi..itni dur ki jha se koi wapas nahi aata. aage muze kuch bhi yad nahi ..mai bass use itna kahna hchta hu..’ jeni..plz ke bar wapas aa jao plzzsirf ek bar mere liye plz..mai tume kabhi nahi chholke jaunga..tumne wada kiya tha ki tum muze hamesha sath dogi..i heatyou …muze tumari bahot yad aati hai..mai har pal rota hu..plz ek bar wapas aajao..plz.. – neer 9527847059

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