tere liye…. – naaz

salam….me naaz hu.me apni kahani bs isliye likh rahi hu kyuk aaj tk mujhe smjh ni aya ki meri jindgi me jo kuch b hua uski wajah kya thi??bat tb ki h jb me 8th class pass out krke 9th me gyi thi..me apne ghr me sbse bdi bacchi hu.sbki ladli bhi hu ..papa ka business accha na chalne k wjah se hum delhi me kahi or shift ho gye jagah nyi thi log bhi nye the .me bahut hi shy thi jyada bolna meri adat ni thi umr k hisab se smajhdari jyada thi ..mene wi new school join kiya..jaha mujhe 2 friends mili shama &pooja…wakt k sath hmari dosti gahri hoti gyi..mujhe un dono se kuch jyada hi pyar ho chuka tha..khaskr shama se uski narajgi mujhe pareshan kr deti thi me kuch b krke use mna leti thi kbhi ds minute se jyada me use naraj ni rahne deti thi or pooja wo bahut shant thi kbhi naraj ni hoti thi..hum tino ek hi colony me rahte the shama or mera ghr pas tha..hum teeno ne wi ek coaching center join kra hua tha..jaha hamare teacher jo the wo b muslim the wahi unka chhota bhai ata tha unse padhne humse 2 yr senior.

tb hum 9th me the.teeno wi pdhte the..tb hum us ldke ka bahut mjak bnate the pr ye bat use ni thi..wo tb tha hi esa ptla sa or simple sa.jb wo bccho ko pdhata to hme bahut hansi ati thi..pr wo mujhe accha lgta tha pta ni kyu ..hum usse bat ni krte the tb phir b accha lgta tha..use chupke dekhna uski muskurahat se chahre pe hasi ati ti pr janti ni ti kyu??dhire dhire wkt gujra or hum 11th class me aa gye..ab wo kbhi kbhi sir ki jagah ata tha hamari class lene.dhire dhire hum usse bate krne lge the tb pooja ne coaching chhod di thi bs shama or me hi ate the..wakt k sath shama or mera pyar b bahut badh gya tha hum bestest friend the.,hum ek doosre se kbi kuch ni chupate the..us ladke ka naam tha faiz..hum acche dost bn chuke the ..mere dil me uski jagah bht khas thi pr kya ye pta ni tha..meri jindgi me pahla ldka tha jo mera frnd tha..dhire dhire wkt nikla or shama me or faiz acche dost bn gye ..wo hmari hr problm sunta apni problm share krta…11th k exam k bad mujhe gaon jana pda mene coaching se b chutti leli

jb me gaon gyi to ajib si halat ho gyi meri din din bhr akeli bethi rahti thi bs faiz ki bate or wo wkt yad ate the jb hm sath the..mujhe kuch smjh ni aa rha tha k ye sb kyu ho rha h me preshan thi..sochti rahti thi k kb wapis jakr apni preshani shama se btau mujhe ykin tha k wo smjh jaegi..mujhe shak tha k kahi mujhe faiz se pyar to ni ho gya..pr sochti thi ni ni wo to mujhe kitne salo se accha lgta h ..or agr ye pyar h b to mujhe pta hona chahiye na..22 dino k bad hum delhi aa gye..me rat ko 2 bje ghr pahuchi or intjar krne lgi k kb subeh ho or me shama ko ye bat btau..or sbse jyada intjar tha faiz ko dekhne ka..subeh hui or 6 bjte hi mene shama ko bulwaya me kitchen me thi wo mujhe dekhkr bahut khush thi..or me bhi.,mene usse pucha k sb kese h..pooja kesi h??or faiz bhi..usne mujhe btaya k use mujhse kuch kahna h wo kbse mera intjar kr ri thi iske lie..mene poocha k bta mujhe b kuch btana h tujhe phir..to usne mujhse wo kaha jo sunkr me bhul gyi k kya react krna h mujhe me sunn ho gyi ti pta ni kyu..

shama ne mujhe btaya k wo faiz ko like krne lgi h or shayad wo b use krta h..mene poocha k tu bas like krti h ya kuch jyada to usne kaha like se jyada..usne kaha mujhe uske sath rahna accha lgta h yaha tk ki agr wo kisi or ladki ka naam tk leta h to use taklif hoti h yaha tk ki agr wo mera naam b leta h to use bura lgta h ..jo usse me puchne wali thi wi wo mujhse puch ri thi..mene use kaha k tujhe pyar ho gya h usse..wo khush thi pr mere andr kuch bahut taklif raha tha..mene coching join ni ki dobara pr wo mere bare me puchta rahta tha k fiza kyu ni aati .jb ek mhine tk me ni gyi to usne dhmki di k agr mene join ni kiya to wo papa se bat karega k me kyu ni aati mujhe fail hona h kya??..majburan mujhe join krna pda me khush thi k km se km use dekh to skungi mujhe yi lgta tha k wo shama ko pyar krta h.shama ek din bahut rone lgi school me mene usse bahut pucha to usne bs itna kaha ki jb normal bat karni hoti h tb faiz ko wo yad aati h or jb use apni koi problm share krni hoti h tb use fiza yaad ati h.

itna sunte hi me samajh gyi k shama k mn me shak h mujhe lekr..mene use smjhaya k me uski bs ek friend hu ..usne kaha k agr kbhi usne tujhse shadi k lie pucha to tu kya karegi mene kaha mana kar dungi or kya..to usne kaha k ha tu kabhi use ha mt kariyo me ni chahti k mera pyar chin jaye..agr esa hua to me brdasht ni kr paungi..phir usne kaha k tu meri ek help kregi tu jakr use bta k me use pyar krti hu..next day mene school off kiya and morning class k lie ruk gyi coching me.wo naraj hua k chutti kyu ki mene kaha k kuch bat krni h aapse wo khush ho gya kahne lga btao kya bat h ..mene kaha shama aapko like krti h bahut jyada preshan h wo as a friend me uski khushi chahti hu aap use ha bol do pls…faiz ne kaha me b to tumhara friend hu meri khushi ka kya..mene kaha k shama bahut acchi ladki h wo apki bht care krti h ..usne kaha k wo shama k bare me esa ni sochta mene pucha kyu ni??or agr ni b to ab sochlo wrna wo bht dukhi hogi royegi or me use rota ni dekh sakti,,tb usne kuch esa kaha ki usne kaha k mene jindgi me bs tumhare bare me socha h or tumhari jagah koi or ni le skta..me ye sunkr bhi kuch ni smjh ri thi mujhe smjh aa gya tha k wo mujhe pyar krta h pr mera responce normal tha mene phir yi pucha shama ko kya bolu btao na haa krdo na use..wo heran tha kahne lga me tumhe pasand krta hu use ni..mujhe wo mil rha tha jiski mujhe jarurt thi pr me khush ni thi mujhe pta tha ye bat hum teeno ki dosti khatm kar degi khaskar k shama or meri..mene use mana kar diya k ye ni ho sakta kyuk shama ko me dhokha ni de sakti pr use ykin tha k me bhi use pyar karti hu..me waha se chali gyi lekin usne ye sari bate sham ko shama ko btadi or kaha k me sirf shama ki wajah se use mana kar ri hu..shama or me poore raste rote hue aye ghr akar bhi hum dono bahut roye wo islie ro rahi thi k faiz use ni mujhe pasand krta h or me islie ki shama ro rhi thi or mujhe pta tha ki ab mene apni dost ko kho diya h..shama ne mujhse kaha k tu use pyar krti h sch bta..mene jawab diya k haa 9th se ..to usne kaha k ya to me shama ko chun lu ya faiz ko..me kya karti pyar bepanaah tha faiz k liye itna k mere hr bat me uska zikr tha.pr dosti ko rulakr wo khushi ni pa skti thi..so mene faiz ko mana kr diya or kuch wkt tk usse bat krni km krdi shama uski dost tb bhi thi pr me dost b ni bn ski uski..kuch wkt bad shama ne kaha k usse saf saf kahde k tera ab usse koi mtlb ni h usse bat krna b bnd krde..mene coching chhod di wo b tb jb 12th k final exam ane wale the or use jakr kah diya k mujhe bhul jana ab me kbhi apko mlungi ni kbhi bat ni krungi as a friend b ni..or jane lgi to usne mujhse kaha k mujhe khuda pe yakin h k wo hume jarur milayega mujhe pta h tum mujhe pyar krti ho or me tumhara intezar krunga…usne dekha ni pr me rote hue waha se chali gyi me khud apne hatho apna pyar gawakr aa rhi thi..bahut drd tha pr use batne k lie koi ni tha pr ek ummid thi jo usne mujhe di thi k hm jrur mlnge…,,pyar kho chuki thi dosti k lie pr meri kismt k wo dosti b meri ni rahi ..shama badal chuki thi uske dil me mere lie nafrat thi wo mujhe tane marti thi k mene uske sath dhokha kiya h or uski sbse keemti chij usse chhin li.kahti thi usne glti ki mujhpe ykin krke.me usse mlne k bad ghr akar bahut roti thi k mene pyar b kho diya or dost b ..pr kbhi btati ni thi is tarah do sal nikal gye or ek din achank mera mn bechen ho gya k ek bar faiz ko dekhna h yu lag rha tha k agr ab ni mli to shayad kbhi na mil pau or me gyi usse milne..itne wakt k bad use dekhna ek sapna tha me rona chahti thi pr ro na ski use dhyan se dekhna chahti thi pr dekh ni saki ..kyuk adat ni ti na apni feelings use dikhane ki wo bahut khush tha mujhe dekhkr bate ki humne..khub sari usme shikayte thi uski or mera drd tha jise me haskr bta ri thi.phir mene use pucha k koi mili to usne kaha meri fiza ki jagah or koi ni le sakta me ye sun k itni khush hui jitni k tb b ni thi jb pahli bar usne ye kaha tha..or ghr chli gyi agle din jb me phr gyi use milne to mene kaha k mujhe kuch kahna h to janab ne kaha k fiza meri life me koi or ladki aa chuki h pyar me tumse hi krta hu pr wo ladki bahut kuch h mere liye me use chhod ni skta ..me usi se shadi krunga..me khush hone ka dikhawa krke kahkr aa gyi k koi bat ni aap khush rahna bas…ye 2007 ki bat h 2012 me october me uska ph aya k uski beti hui h or uska naam fiza rkha h usne kyuk kbhi mene hi kaha tha use..wo chahta tha k me uski zindgi me lautkr aa jau uski dost bnkr pr me ni chahti k meri dosti uski life me problm laye.khuda use hr khushi de.,,agr koi unko janta ho to pls unko kahna k ek bar mujhe contact karle mujhe unse bat krni h ek bar..wo mere dil me hmesha rhnge yad bnkr ehsas bnkr.pyar ni kyuk unpe ab unki bv ka hak h !!

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