suman shrma ke panne - Shiv - The Lovers Point

Wo khte h ki m jhuti kahaniya likhta hu..tym pas krta hu..
mgr sach ye h ki ye sb mere sath na shi,mere samne to hua h..
bs andaz mera h..in sbke patr utne hi sach h jitne ki hm,tum..
or sb jinda h..
bs zra chupe h..?.??…???
Wo mere sath hi kam krti thi
Bs unka ohda mujhse upr tha.
Umr mujhse km mgr tzurba kahi jyada..
Wo jis school me teacher thi,m usi me chprasi…
milna roz hi hota tha.
tb m usse pyar nai krta tha.
drasl hua hi nai tha.
Uska nam suman shrma tha
or m babu lal chprasi….
m kbi kisi ldki ki trf dekhne ka adi nai hu.
use b nai dekhta tha.
uni dino ek din sumn ji ke pas se nikla to wo bol pdi..
are m itni b buri nai ki tum mujhe dekho hi nai….
tb mene unhe dekha..
wo bahut khubsurt thi..
bs fir jb milte to do do bat kr hi lete.
Mgr kuch muhbbt wali bat mhsus nai hui..
kyuki m apna kd janta tha.
esa khwab me b nai hone wala tha ki sumn ji mujhse muhbbt kare..
wo jb bhi ghr se kuch khas bnakr lati to mujhe jrur khilati..
mera hissa rkhti thi.
kyuki lunch to wo apne staff me beth ke krti,mgr hath mere sath hi dhoti.
jitni khubsurt thi wo,usse kahi jyada uske khyal khubsurt the.
wo km bolti thi.
hr wqt gumsum si rhti thi.
mene kai bar wzh janne ki kosis ki.
mgr wo hnskr tal deti,khti ki pure desh ka wzn h mere kndho pr to hnsu kese..
m dhire dhire uski or ja raha tha.
iska na mujhe pata tha or na hi sumn ji ko..
Wo sirf slwar kameez phnti thi.
aj ke zamane ki thi mgr khyalo se zara purani..
use yu hatho me bada bade dstane,or kan me earfon thusa hua rhna psnd nai tha.
muh ko nakab se kbi nai dhkti thi.
khti ki in sb se door hu..
wqk milta h to kuch likhne beth jati hu..
bs baki scool me or ghr pr…
mgr din b din kuch naya hota hi h,jiski hm ummeed vese nai krte ,jese hota h..
unhi dino khbr mili ki sumn ji ki shadi hone wali h..
wo khush thi..
bahut bar use mene scool wqt me b kisi se phon pr bat karte dekhta tha..
mere andr kahi chubta tha kuch..
mgr is rftari jindgi me,kya chubhta h,ye janne ka wqt nai tha..
Jese jese shadi ke din kareeb aaye,sumn ji thodi mayus rhne lgi..
m smjha ki rkhusti ki aahat ko mhsus kr rahi h.
kyuki ye aahat esi h ki sbko udas kr deti h..
ye bat ldkiya hi smjh skti h,hm ldko ko ese ehsas kbi mhsus nai hote..
khuda ne ye tofik inko hi bkhshi h…
Unki shadi se kuch roz phle sumn ji mujhse boli ki aap wqt nikal kr ghr ana…
thoda kam h..
mene ha bhi khdi..
yu lga ki chprasi ki jindgi h..
sbke ghr ke kam bhi krne pdte h..
kbi baccho ko scool se ghr lejana,kbhi kisi ko chigret lakr dena,bahut
se kam m din me ese krta hu jinki tnkhwah na mujhe srkar deti h or na
scool..
kher mujhe shadi se do din phle bulaya gya..
m pahunch gaya..
sumn ji ke ma,bap se mila,bhn,bhai sbse mila..
ghr me pachaso kam the or sumn ji mujhe kh gai ki mere kmre me aana..
m soch me pd gaya ki kya krna hoga…
kyuki mere dil me unke liye pyar km tha or izzt jyada….
m andr gaya to wo khdi thi..
mujhe boli ki aao betho…
m beth gya..
wo mere samne bethi thi or khne lagi ki babu lal ji m parso ye ghr
chod kr chli jaungi….
na ye ghr mera rhega na yaha ke log..
bs yade hi hongi..
mere pas kuch kimti saman h jo m leke bhi nai ja skti or yaha bhi nai
chod skti…
m wo ap ko dena chahti hu..
m bola esa kya h jo mujhe dogi aap..
To unhone apni almari kholi.
Almari ke sare khane kagzo se bhre the..
Almari ki trf ishara krke boli ki ye kagz meri jindgi h..
m jb kisi ke sath nai hoti to in kagzo ke sath hoti hu…
mene apne ehsas inpr tb utare h jb m har kr beth jati hu…
ye kagz,inpr likhi kavitaye,in sb ko mene apni ehsas ki aanch se seka h..
bs duvidha ye h ki m inhe apne sath nai le ja skti..
kyuki inme mera ateet chupa h.
Or mushkil ye h ki yaha ye koi rkhna nai chahta..
to kya karu..inhe jala nai skti.
itni takat mere andr nai.
agr ap lejana chahe to le jaye..
nai to in sb kagzo ko papa kabadi wale ko de denge wo bhi 2 rupye kilo..
m bhi smjh gaya.
fir soch ki yar babu lal kisi ke ehsas ko yu na bikne de..
mene ha bhar li.
or wo un kagzo ko akhiri bar dekh rahi thi..
wo hr kagz ko ek bar pdhna chahti thi mgr wqt nai tha uske pas itna..
unhone wo sare kagaz ek bori me dal diye..
or apna chehra dhone chli gai..
mgr m jan gaya ki uska rone ka dil kr raha tha.
mene bori uthai or chl pada..
niklte wqt sumn ji ke papa ne pucha ki kya le ja rahe ho..
mene kaha-almari me rkha sona…..
do din bad sumn ji ki shadi ho gai..
wo chli gai apna sb kuch mere pas rkhkr…
Or shadi ke bad se hi scool ana bhi bnd kr diya…
mgr mujhe un kagzo se,unpr likhe geet,ghazal,ehsas or kavita se pyar ho gaya..
Ya inko likhne wali se…pata nai???
Ab na wo kagz tnha h or na m..hm sathi h ek dusre ke….
mgr kal staff room me kana foosi ho rahi thi…
ki suman apni shadi se khush nai h………….