Still Waiting Part I -Rahul

My Name is Rahul and I am here to share my story with you guys. I am not a writer so, If don any mistake please forgive me.

Baat 2011 ki h main 2nd year main tha, pyar vyar se ek dam door rehne wala mast bindas life jee rha tha. Actually mjh believe hi nai tha kabhi pyar main bht se dosto ko dekhta tha dukhi hote hue to khn na khn dimag main set tha ki en sab chakaro main kabhi padna hi nai h. Per maine apni life main experience kia h jin chijo main door bhagta hu vo hi meri life main jarur ata h. Ek bar mere friends k college main fest tha and they invite me to join the fest hum sabhi friends vha ja rhe the bht excited the fest k lie. To jab hum vha gae to humne kafi enjoy kia phr vha ek college girl ka solo dance performance tha hum kafi door the stage se to unh ache se dekh to nai paye per dance kafi acha kia tha unhone, actually she was very popular in her college to phr sab dosto main apas main hi unk bare main baten hone lagi, maine unki baton ko khtm karne k lie ek dam se bola yr itni bhi koi vo hoor ki pari nai h jisk lie tum itna discussion kar rhe ho, thk h acha dance kia h khtm karo na baat ko, maine ye sab discussion band karne k lie kha tha per eska opposite impact ho gya unh lga ki shayad mjh ye pasand h esly main ye nai chahta ki enk bare main baten ho.

Khair phr hum friend k room per agae or phr party start hue bht dino bad sab mile the to party to honi hi thi and us party main hi mjh ek task dia gya ki mjh unko propose karna h ab maine bhi josh josh main accept kar lia or phr next day hum Jaipur agae. Mere pass unka contact number tha maine unh call kia but she didn’t received my call, mjh bhi laga khn busy hungi aese hi maine 2-3 mahino main 4-5 bar call kia per unhone kabhi receive hi nai kia kuch din bad maine bhi call karna band kar dia. Phr ek din vo dost jaipur aye and unhone pucha mjhse ki kya hua bhai uska maine bol dia ki yr vo phone hi nai uthati to main kya karu, unh laga main jhoot bol rha hu unhone kha abhi kar hmare samne to maine call kia or unhone us din call pick bhi kar lia ab sabke samne main kya hi bolta mjh kuch smjh hi nai aya or maine unse ek dam se bol dia ki apk senior apko itne din se call kar rha h or apse ek bar bhi call pick nai hota, thk h agar apko baat nai karni to mat karna per atleast ek bar phone to pick kar sakte ho na, vo kafi daar gae thi mjh es trh se baat karta dekh or unhone sorry bola phr maine kha thk h abhi main thoda busy main apko free ho kar call karta hu agar sahi lage to call pick kar lena, Fir kya tha party se free ho kar ghr phnch kar maine unh call kia and maine unh sorry bola es trh baat karne k lie, phr hmari baten start hue maine apni identity chupane k lie kafi sare jhoot bol die the unse ya ye bhi keh skte h impression jamane k lie, mjh kabhi aesa tha hi nai ki hum kabhi itna age bhi ja paenge or phr maine unh btaya ki maine apko apk fest main dekha tha and apne kafi acha dance kia tha mjh koi pyar vyar nai h apse just apse baat karna chahta hu and she said unh koi dikkat nai h baat karne main to aese hmari baten start hue kuch din aese hi chlta rha hum daily raat ko 8 to 8:15baat karte the ye hmari relationship ka sabse acha time tha, hmari baten kafi formal hoti thi bilkul bhi personal nai jate the.

Aese hi kuch din nikal gae dhere dhere addat si hi ho gae dono ko ek dusre se baat karne ki. Kuch din bad mjh pta chala she is already committed with some one, vaise bhi mjh unse pyar to nai hi tha per ha task to poora karna hi tha per main itna sochta nai tha task k lie because jo unka impression tha mere uper vo ek bht sidhi sadhi si ladki thi or main nai chahta tha ki unk sath kuch galat ho. Humne kabhi unki relationship k bare main bhi baat nai ki thi. Ek din vo kafi dukhi thi mere kafi puchne k bad unhone mjh btaya ki vo apne boyfriend ki vjh se naraj h us din mjh janene ko mila that she was in a dead relationship, actually enk boyfriend kabhi ense baat nai karte the bas ek jabrdsti k commitment main vo thi. Jitna unhone mjh btaya usse main yehi smjh paya per maine unse yehi kha ki time k sath sab sahi ho jaega agar ap sahi ho to apk sath kabhi galat nai hoga or unka mood sahi kia. Us din enki image meri najro main or bhad gae thi mtlb maine ladkiyon ko ladko k satg khelte hue dekha h or ek trf ye thi jo ki itna seriously apne relationship ko nibha rhi thi 1 saal se bhi jada se vo ladka ense baat nai karta tha na enk message ka reply na hi enk call ka kabhi kabhi call pick karta bhi tha to sirf itna kehne ko ki main busy hu. Per enka dedication bhi itna tha ki ye daily unh message karti hi thi us din k bad phr hum thodi personal baten bhi karne lage per ha maine kabhi unki life main interfare nai kia kabhi kabhi jab vo dukhi hoti thi tab thoda bura jarur lagta tha per maine kabhi unse kuch nai kha. Hmare bech dhere dhere ek emotional attachment hone laga tha or ye mjh khn na khn galat hi lag rha tha because main nai chahta tha ki main kabhi pyar k chakaro main padu per ek dam se unse alag bhi nai ho pa rha tha dhere dhere ye sab bhadta hi rha or phr maine decide kia ki ab hme thode din baat nai karni chaeye, main unh bta deta to vo shayad kafi dukhi hoti esly maine unse keh dia ki main apni further studies k lie bhar ja rha hu to main apse baten nai kar paunga, to bhi unhone mjhse kha ki yr baten karne main kya problem h maine kha bas nai ho paegi unh dukhi dekh kar achaa nai lag rha tha fir maine unse kha hum dairy likhenge, or jab hum milenge tab hum apni dairies exchange kar lenge. Mjh nai pta tha ki vo meri es baat ko itna seriously lengi and she started writing per hum ye sab jada din nai kar paye 3 din tak na unhone mjh call kia na hi maine per 4th day unka message aya per maine koi reply nai kia maximum hum 1 week hi door reh paye or phr maine hi unh call kar lia vo kafi khush thi us din or hmari fir se baten hone lagi dhere dhere him close a rhe the ek dusre k jo ki galat bhi tha because she was already in a relationship to mjh ye sab sahi bhi nai lag rha tha per khn na khn main janta tha ki vo ladka serious nai h enk lie bas main es bare main unse kuch bolna nai chahta tha. Fir ek din hum baat kar rhe the to khn se emotional atyachar k uper baat hone lagi ek episode tha uska jo enhone bhi dekha tha or maine bhi hmara kafi lamba discussion hua us per phr maine unse kha ki ap bhi kuch aesa try kar sakti ho apne boyfriend ki loyalty test karne k lie, khn na khn vo bhi janti hi thi ki vo ek dead relationship main h per vo apna commitment pura kar rhu thi fir unhone mjhse pucha ki kaise test kare, maine kha simple h kisi bhi unknown girl se call kara do if he saw some interest in her to ap smjh jana ab problem thi ki kon call karega use vo bhi maine solve kardi meri ek friend thi jise sirf flirt karna hi acha lagta tha humne uski help li or vo taeyar bhi ho gae to sabse pehle jyo ne call kia to unk bf ne phone pick kar k bol dia ki vo busy h baat nai kar sakte usk kuch der bad meri Friend ne use missed call kia with in 10 seconds he called back first time main jada baat nai hue meri Friend ne wrong number keh kar kaat dia usk kuch time baad uska phr call aya to usne baat karli he regularly show his interest in her after some days he proposed her or sari baten jyo k samne thi how loyal is her boyfriend.

Unhone apne boyfriend ko call and message karna band kar dia, maine unse kha ki apko use sunana chaeye per vi shayad en sab main believe hi nai karti thi ab vo us dead relationship se bhar to agae thi per vo kafi dukhi rehne lagi thi maine unse kha ki single rehna jada achah h aese relationship se to phr vo kuch din main normal bhu ho gae phr unhone mjhse kha ki yr hum itne ache friends ban chuke h per aj tak apko nai laga ki hme milna chaeye abhi tak hum kabhi mile nai the maine kha friendship k lie milna jaruri nai hota bas aese hi sahi h per vo khn na khn mjhse milna chahti thi to phr maine ek din Jodhpur jane ka decide kia hum mile to jab vo ayi thi tab main apne friends k sath hi khada tha or main sure tha ki vo mjh nai phchan paengi but i was shocked vo ek hi bar main mjh pehchan gae phr hum log ghumne k lie gae or maine vo poora din unh k sath spend kia, phr main vapas jaipur agya phr kya tha dhere dhere hmari closeness bhadti ja rhi thi mjh nai pta vo sab kya tha bas hum dono ek dusre se alag nai ho pate the per khn na khn accept bhi nai karte the ki hme pyar h. Per khn na khn mjh unki adaat ho gae thi unka caring nature mjh bht acha lagta tha or unh sab ko main khn na khn pyar smjhne laga tha phr kya tha ek din maine unh propose kia or unhone mjh mana kar dia ye keh kar ki abhi hme apne carrer per dhyan dena chaeye en sab k lie to poori life padi h. Mjh bhi laga ki ha bol to ye sahi rahi h. Or phr kuch din aese hi nikle phr maine unh kha ki hmare relationship ki vjh se hmara carrier kabhi affect nai hoga per phr unhone mana kar dia ki nai yr ye sab sahi nai h hum friend hi rehte h na khn na khn unka believe uth chuka tha pyar se or main bhi sure nai tha ki jo bhi ye feelings h vo pyar h ya kuch or to yehi sahi lagne laga fir vo ek bar jaipur ayi apne relatives k yhn, hum kafi khush the ki fir hum mil paenge to vo jaise taese ghr per jhoot bol kar mjhse milne ayi or humne fir sath main time spend kia or us din hum bike ryde per gae, us din to nai bad main mjh ek bht bhadia compliment mila tha ki main bht gandi bike chalata hu but again we enjoy the day and drop her at home. Usk bad mjh pta chala ki vo akeli hi Jodhpur ja rhi h to maine unse pucha ki agar ap comfortable ho to hum sath travel kar sakte h or vo bhi taeyar ho gae or humne apna reservation kara lia. Phr vo din bhi agya jab hme travel karna tha or hmari raat main 3 bje train thi main bht jaldi hi station phnch gya tha because ghr per bola tha aj friend k ghr per rukna h or vo time bht bura tha ek to hmari ticket bhi unk pass thi to main waiting room main bhi nai beth sakta tha platform per hi time pass karna pad rha tha phr 3 ghnte bad khn mjh vo ati hue dikhayi di unk uncle aunty sath the to hum baat nai kar sakte or vo log bhi platform per agae and train bhi ane wali thi hmne ek dusre ko smile pass ki or hum train ka wait karne lage train bhi agae thi or unk uncle aunty unh train main chodne gae or main bhar hi betha rha ohr jab vo log bhar akar jane lage to main train main beth gya or train bhi chal di phr hmari normal baat hone lagi raat ka time tha to sab so rhe the bas hum do hi poore compartment main jag rhe the phr thodi der bad khn se vo hi pyar ka topic start ho gya tha mjh pta nai kya hua maine ek dam se unse puch lia may i kiss you?

Itna sunte hi vo bht jada daar gae or unko aese dekh kar mjh bhi laga ki maine ye kya bol dia maine unh bht normal karne ka try kia per unki sanse bht tej chalne lagi thi mjh smjh nai a rha tha ki main kya karu phr main unse pucha ki kya ap apna hath mjh de skti ho, unhone apne dono hath meri trf bhadaye or maine unh apne hatho main le lia or unse kha ki main nai janta ye sab kya ho rha h bas mjh itna pta h ki khn na khn kuch h ki main apse door nai ho pa rha hu and sorry maine apko kiss karne k lie bola vo ek dam pta nai kyu mere muh se nikal gya itna kehte hi unhone mjh hug kia or rone lagi or phr unhone mjh btaya ki vo bhi bht pehle se mjhse pyar karne lagi thi per unh dar tha ki main bhi unh akela na 6od du, maine unh chup karaya or unh promise kia ki aesa kabhi nai hoga. Or phr maine unk lie ek gana bhi gaya vhn train main chand si mehbooba ho meri kab aesa maine socha tha vo bht khush thi or main bhi or hmara safar kab khtm ho gya hme pta hi nai chala phr hum Jodhpur station per utre and humne unk hostel jane k lie auto kia or usi auto main mjh ek surprise kiss bhi mila ek dam unexpected tha ki aesa bhi gift mjh mil jaega ye safar meri jindgi ka sabse yadgar safar tha

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