should wait or try…….. anamika

main 2yrs pehle in 2010 ek ldke se mili orkut k through .maine unki request ko 4tyms ignore kiya but finally add kr liya,,hmari baat hui sirf 4days or wo bhi 1hr every day…fir unhone apna orkut account del kr diya ..jis din hmari last baat hui unhone mjhe apni yahoo id di wo bhi mere req krne pe,,pta nhi q main nhi chahti thi wo account del kre…unhone fir apna account del kr diya..us night i cried a lot and dont know the reasn or ye bhi nhi smjh pa rhi thi ki 4days mein main us person k liye kaise ro skti hu…or fir next day maine yahoo id bnayi..or unhe req send ki..aise hmari baat tart hui..fir no. exchange hue….us tym wo kisi or ko lyk krte the mjhe ye baat pta thi…or main unke baare mein love jaisa kuch bhi feel nhi krti thi na wo…wo jise lyk krte the she is from pakistan,,relation 4yrs ka tha but us beech unki baat bht baar band hui thi…but still wo kehte the wo use apni wife maante hai…wo ek dusre se kbhi nhi mile…wo bht baar apni gf ko ignore krte the ye sochh k ki wo usse nhi mil skte…ye sab mjhe pta tha main unki bht care krne lgi infact main shuru se hi unki bht care krti thi …wo negative sochte hai bht or main unhe positive sochne bolti thi..fir ek din he proposed me..mjhe vishwas hi nhi hua ,,maine unhe mana kiya ki main aapko lyk krti hu but not in dat way..maine unhe unki gf ki yaad dilai..main unhe haan bolke kisi or ldki ki lyf destroy nhi krna chahti thi…fir mjhe pta chala wo unhe contact hi nhi krti zada..bht kam baat krti hai…y! e sab su nn k mjhe achha nhi lga but stilll maine haan nhi kaha …thod tym baad unhone fir poocha mjhse or kaha haan bolo nhi to na..or last tym iske baad kbhi baat nhi krenge…maine unhe haan bol diya unhe khona chahti hi nhi thi pta nhi q…….mjhe lga shyad unki gf unse door ho gyi hai qki wo contact nhi krti thi…aise hmare beech ek love relation start hua baatein to pehle bhi hoti thi..but ab feeling kuch or thi ab care krti thi to lgta tha apne hubby ki care kr rhi hu…meri frnds unhe pasand nhi krti thi par maine sab ko smjhaya ..thoda ladhi hi…wo hmesha mjhe pdhne k liye force krte the..par is beech unhone bht baar mera dil toda…hmare relation k thode tym baad unki pak gf ka cal aaya or fir wo mjhe kehte main tumhe lyk nhi krta wo meri wife hai use dhoka nhi de skta…or main sirf unhe smjhne ki koshish krti thi or unse baat krna chhod deti thi ..but fir wo mjhe cal krte or fir wahi relation start hota ,,main unhe fir unki gf k baare meinpoochti to kehte usne unhe chhod diya..or unhe main akela nhi chhod paati thi kbhi…hum bht baar mile …unhe hmesha support krti hu main qki wo negative sochte hai ,,isliye haarne dena hi nhi chahti unhe main..unki job lag gyi fir..or mjhe wo kehte tum job kro fir hum saath rehenge..is beech kayi baar unhone usi wajah se mjhe hurt kiya par jab bhi wo mere pass wapis aate main unhe accept kr leti qki akela nhi chhod paati …ek baar wo apni job se leave leke ghar gye qki wo bimaar ho gye the..maine us tym unhe bht cal kiye par unhone cl nhi uthaya,,wo mjhe ol bhi dkhte the yahoo par mere msgs ka koi rpl nhi diya…har baar hmari mushkil se 2 days baat band hoti thi bas..fir wo wapis aa jaate the mere pas..but is tym its about 25 days unhone mjhse baat nhi ki or thode din baad to unka cel bhi off hi btata tha..main bht royi us tym par unse nafrat nhi kr pa rhi thi..ba sye sochti thi ki wo kaise honge?wo mjhse sab share krte the or reserved hai to kisi se kuch share nhi krte..isliye unki bht chinta hoti thi..unhe bht mail kiye maine but koi rpl nhi aata tha..25day! s baad e k din new no. se cal aaya maine uthaya to wo wahin nikle..unhone mjhe btaya in deeno unhone mera bht vishwas toda hai ..unhone apni pak waali gf se baat ki or usne unhe ye btaya ki wo ab kisi or ko lyk krti hai..or unhe bht bura bura kaha ,,,jwo bimaar the or ye sab hone k baad wo or bimaar ho gye the..unhe is beech bht bar mjhse baat krne ko dil huwa par himmat nhi hui..us din unhone drink ki thi thodi isliye usi tym sim leke baat kr li unhone mjhse..mjhe unke liye bht bura lag rha tha par main unhe ye nhi bta paayi hmesha ki tarah ki mjhe kitna hurt hua ye sab sunn k…mjhe lga wo mjhe lyk hi nhi…par himmat kr k maine unhe kaha aap job pe wapis jao..or unhone meri baat maan li..or ab hmara relation strong hone lga..wo mjhe apni himmat kehte the..pr job site pe fir eo bimaar hone lge or ghar aa gye..aisa kai baar ho chuka tha to finally maine bhi is baar unhe wapis jaane nhi kaha..qki mere liye unki job se zada wo imp hai..jaanti thi ki unhe dusri job dhoondhne mein bht prob hogi qki he is fresher..or usse bhi badi baat wo haar bht jaldi maan lete hai..but mjhe lga main unke 7 hu to unhe hmesha bolti hu bas aap try kro sab mil jayega..unhe ab tk job nhi mila or 5 months ho gye wo mjhse achhe se baat hi nhi krte …kbhi cl uthate kbhi nhi..kbhi rudely baat krte hai kbhi achhe se,,mera dil unhone itni baar toda hai pak gf ko leke ki ab tak mjhe ye yakeen nhi hua ki wo mjhse hi pyaar krte hai…or ab unka aisa behaviour mjhe or depress kr deta hai..mjhe lgta hai wo pareshan hai isliye aisa behave krte hai,,,main smjhti hu but unhe hasane k liye unki himmat badhane k liye unhe cal krti hu to uthte hi nhi cal or mjhe kehte hai mainunhe pareshan kr rhi hu..na main unki pareshani door k paati hu na khud khush reh paati hu..main unhe cal nhi krti to lgta hai kahin wo mjhe bhool na jaye..or cal krti hu to wo irrtiate hote hai…ab 5-6 days se wo mjhe totally ignore kr rhe hai,,matlab mera cal 1 baar bhi nhi utha rhe na hi msg ka rpl de rhe hai or na mail ka koi rpl dete hai..ol aate hai 5min k liye us pe bhi ! mere msg ka koi rpl nhi dete or offline ho jaate hai..unki pak waali gf bht baar aati hai matlab ol msg krti hai…1 baar or fir gayab ho jaati hai…maine un 2no ko milane ki bht koshiish ki in 2 yrs mein ye sochh k ki shayad wo uske 7 khush rhe but aisa kuch nhi ho pata wo use hate krte hai or kehte hai nhi krte usse pyaar..mera koi bhi plan unhe khush krne ka kaam nhi krta..main unhe cal kr rhi hu par wo nhi kr rhe rpl..ab ye nhi smjh pa rhi hu main ki unhe cal kru ya wait kru..wait nhi kr paati is darr se ki kahin wo mjhse sachh mein door na ho jaye..smjh hi nhi aa rha kya karu…aap logo ko kya lgta hai agar maine unhe apna 100% diya hai ab tk to kya uun tk mera pyaar pohcha hoga ..main unka wait kru to kya wo aayenge mere pass,,,itne saare questns hai kuch smjh nhi aata kya karu…

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4 thoughts on “should wait or try…….. anamika”

  1. hye i am Pawan suyal ,Remo
    yr apki story bahot hi sacrifice bhari hai aur jahan sacrifice hota hai wahan pyar ki jeet hi hoti hai….
    i think apko unhen ignore karna chahiye aur rudly behave karna chahiye is se agr wo apko love karte honge toh dafinately close ayenge kyonki love me bhav ek aisi thing hai ki jitna bhav do lover utna sir me chadne lagta hai aur door jane lagta hai….
    muje avi tak toh kisi se pyar nahi hua hai but phir v mai apne friends ka love guru hun av tk maine jise jo v tips di hai hamesha tips ne work kiya hai…..
    try it, it definately worked,
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    wish u all the best

  2. Yar tum uski zyada parwah karti ho ye annoying hai chahe true love hi kyo na ho agar aap kisi par jyada girenge to wo apko kum pasand karne lagega waise is ladke ko apko bhul jana chaiye ya to ye pagal hai ya yesab kuch timepass kar raha tha asal me wo bhi use ho raha tha or wo sirf apko use kar raha hai phir bhi agar aap usse relation rakhna chahati hai to ek level tak uspar gire matlab parwah kare or thoda attitude show kare chahe wo apse kitna bhi kahe ki usne apse galat behave kiya tha or ise apni galti ka ehsas ho gaya hai or age se nahi karega chahe apko uski bato par vishwas ho jae or wo sudhar bhi jae tab bhi us level tak hi caring rehna ye bat love ke sath har relation me lagu hoti hai jyada bhav doge to apki izzat dhire dhire kam hone lagegi FB [email protected]

  3. Ankur Srivastava

    agar woh tmse pyar krta hoga to……… to woh tmre pass jarur ayega……
    tm uska wait kro….. usko tbhi feel hoga ki usko tmre jarurat h…….

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