pehla pyar – abhita

hi friends,
mera name abhi hai.jindagi mai maine sb kuch dekha.lekin jeena chahti thi kuch pyar ke rishto mai bandkar.lekin shayad kisi ko manjur nai tha pyar ke dushman jo mere charo taraf goom rhe the.bs jindagi ki usi dor se gujarti hui age badne ki koshish kar rai thi……………………. jisse mai bahut pyar karti hu uska name sunny hai vo mere mama g ka friend tha yha tak ki purpose b maine he kia tha hm first time 1 satsang mai mile the.jha first time dekhte he muje pta nai kya ho gya .2nd time jb maine fir unko dekha to fir mai unke bina reh he nai pai. bs kya tha jb mai fir dubara satsang mai gai to 1 love letter likha jisme maine apne pyar ka ijhar kia or 1 chota sa gift le gai.jb satsang finiish hua maine vo lifaa unko pakda dia jisme love leeter or gift tha.mere mama g ne dete hue muje dekh lia tha unhone unko apne pass bulaya or love letter mama g ne lai lia or gift unhe de dia.mama g ko pta chal gya tha unhone meri mom ko bta dia tb mai +2 mai thi
, us se 1 saal pehle mera accident ho gya jiske karran mai shi tarike se chal b ni pati thi.pehle to maine socha ki mujse kon pyar karega. maine bt kuch ni dekha or apne pyar ka ijhar kar dia jb meri mom ko pta chala muje dant padi unhone kha jha hai whi par ruk ja.sari sari rat muje neend nai ati thi bs uske bare mai he sochti thi.bs gar mai or mama g ko pta chalne par mera pyar bhi tham gya koi response nhi aya wha se lekin maine himmat nai hari muje vishwas tha ki muje jwab jarur aaega.bs kya tha maine unko apne birthday mai invite kia.or vo aae b mere mama g b unke sath aaye .lekin meri ankhe to sirf unko dekh rai thi.uske bad wo gar chale gae rat ko.1.30 years bad unhone nuje khud yes mai answer dia.unki sister b meri gud friend ban chuki thi.maine usi bhane se gar ka no le lia or jb b vo phone uthate mai unse yes ya no mai answer puchti.bs yes ke bad pyar dire dire badte gya.maine pco se phone krna unko or bat krni lekin sirf 1 ya 2 month mai 1 bar hoti thi us time par hmare gar phone nai hota tha.next year unka foreign jane ka plan ban gya.lekin tb rakhi ke kuch dino bad jana tha vo rakhi mai mama g ke sath hmare gar par aae to meri mom ne unko b rakhi band d. muje tb itna gussa aya kya btau.maine kuch month unse baat nai ki.phir unhone nuje samjaya ki mai kya krta unko rakhi ke lie mna thodi kar sakta tha.phir b hmara pyar kam ne hua. phir vo foriegn chale gae maine uske bad apna mobile le lia.vo saal mai 1 bar india aate hai. jb vo next year india aye to maine apna cell no unhe de dia.jb b ate the hmare gar jaroor aate the. phir vo 1 month bad vapis chale gae.
hmara pyar aise he chalta rha.hmne kisi parwah ni ki. 2010 ,1 dec mai meri shadi ki date fix ho gai lekin mai janti thi mere dil mai kya gujar rai thi. hmare pyar ko 5 saal ho gae the phir b hm phone par bat karti rai.bad kismati se muje husband he aisa mila jo khu nashe karne wala tha us gar mai har waqt maar kutai or ladai jgda. lekin maine unhe kuch bni btaya.mai apni jindagi se itni haar chuki thi maine marne ke lie neend wali medicine kha lee. lekin phir b kismat ne sath ne dia.phir mere mom dad muje gar le aaye.1 month baad sulah sfai se mera husband muje phir wapis kaprthala le gae.lekin uske bad b vhi haal is bar maine apni baju ki pulse cut kar le lekin phir jinda reh gai mere mom dad akhir muje hmesha ke kie gar le aye.ab mai apne gar he reh rai hu.ab b hmara pyar ki dore vaise he bandhi hui hai uski b sgai ho chuki hai.hm dono 1 dusre se bahut pyar karte hai . beshak hm shadi wale rishte mai t nai bandhe lekin phir b us rishte ko niba re hai . hmara pyar 1 dusre ke aisa he rhega.agar hm is janm mai 1 dusre ke nai hue to kya hua.agle janm mai phir hm milenge or 1 dusre ke banege.pyar hmesha dil mai hona chahie.hm pyar ki har us had ko pr karenge jo pyar mai jayaj hai.
baki ki story ab mai phir likhunge.bas ap sab ye dua karna ki hm 1 dusere ke hmesha aise he bane rhe
take care friends