my struggle for my love – ajnit

dosto mera naam ajnit hai jaisa ki kahani ke title se pata chalta hai ki maine apne pyar ko paane ke liye kya kya nahi saha hoga ye meri sachi kahani hai jab maine 12th class pass karne ke baad gao gaye 2006 me us samai asari pooja tha ye kali mata ki pooja hoti hai gao ke sari mahilaye mandir ke andar hoti hai jo pooja karti hai aur sare aadmi mandir ke bahar meri mummy ne mughe bulaya mobile lene ke liye tabhi us waqt wo bhi mandir me thi uska naam khushboo hai wo sarma ke apni saheli ke peeche chip gayi maine uski taraf dhayan nahi diya aur apne saheli ke kaan me dhere dhere bolti rahi fir wo aankh jhukaye meri taraf dekhti rahi wo bohot garib hai uski dadi ko pension milta hai jisse unka gujara hota hai.uske pita gao me hi tution padhate hai aur apna kharcha nikalte hai us waqt main army bharti hona chahta tha main ek athelete hu aur main army me bharti ho ke hadrabad sports acadamy se olympic ke liye khelna chahata tha meri kewal 1 jid thi jaan jati ho to jaye jeet ke aana hai.desh ke liye olympic gold jeetna hai chahe jaan jaye haar ke nahi aaunga aur doosra army me hone baad khushboo se saadi karna mere mummy papa gao bhi chale jate chahe khana khau ya nahi main bhuke rehleta tha par apni practice nahi chorta tha jab main gao gaya to uski saheliya mere pass aaiye aur boli hamari saheli aapko pasand karti hai main kuch dair chup raha fir maine kaha ha kardi to fir kabhi nahi chorunga chahe jo ho jaye wo maan gai usne isare se ha kaha fir mera kewal 1 target tha ke jaldi se jaldi bharti hona hai aur apni dono sapne ko poora karna hai main jaanta tha agar ye naukari mere haath se gai main apne pyar aur apne dream dono ko kho dunga kyon ke uske pita use mughe nahi denge aur mere pass itni daulat nahi ke main olympics ke liye apna raaasta bana saku main din raat mehnat karta tha time se practice karta tha chahe khau ya nahi practice nahi chorta tha hua kuch yu main army ki bharti se 16 baar final merit se bahar hu yani physical,medical,written dene ke baad bahar.jab meri last bhati thi maine 4minute 40 second me 1600 meter race clear ki sabko 200m ki lead de ke haraya race ke baad meri pulse 180 touch kargai 180 se upar hote hi insaan mar jata hai mere naak se khun nikalne laga main ground me race khatam karne ke baad let gaya fir maine poori physical complete ki mere 100/100 marks the physical me fir sardi ki thithurti kohre me medical clear ki written me 96/100 the aur merit me top pe mera no.tha jise riswat khoro ne merit se hi hata diya maine apni jindgi ke 4 saal jis cheej ke liye mehnat ki thi khoon pasina bahaya tha use kewal kuch note ke tookro ne hara diya aur meri jagah jiske 140/200 se use ye naukari mili .mere father ne meri race dekhi thi ke unke ladke me kitna dum hai sabko 200 meter kilead de haraya tha aur us aakhri bharti se 1 din pehle mera bike se accident hua tha jisme mera poora haath kamar sab chil gaya tha jo maine ghar me kisi ko nahi dikhaya tha aur full baju ki shirt ki baton laga ke rakhha tha ke kisi ko pata chal jayega to mughe bharti me nahi jaane denge.jab main bim maar raha tha tab bharti afcer good bol raha tha kyon ke itni boori halat me bhi xcellent race+perfect bim lagaye 100/100 laaya jab main bahar hua main apne ghutno pe baith ke rone laga main apne aasu rok na saka mere pita ne mughe jindgi me pehli baar dil se rote dekha main jaan gaya tha ke i lost every thing us din meri jindgi ki dono khusiya meri jindgi se chali gai fir mere mata pita mughe kuch dino ke liye gao le gaye jisse main kuch freshness le saku fir wo mughe mili khshboo jisne mughe apne isare se muskurane ke liye kaha use mugh se sikayat thi kyon ke main 6-6 mahine pe waha jata hu fir 1 din kisi ne uske bhai se hamare baare me bata diya usne khushboo se bola ya to tu papa se bata de nahi to main bata dunga wo darr gai aur usne ye bola main hi uske peeche para hu uske pita ne use bola nxt time mile to 2 thappar maarna fir mughe ye baat pata chali main seedha unke ghar chala gaya aur sabke saamne bola khushboo ko pasand karta hu aur usse saadi karunga .par uske pita ko paise wala daamad chahiye tha ya sarkari naukari wala .fir main chup chap waha se chala aaya aur nxt day main gao se ja raha tha mere parents car se chale gaye aur main peeche se aa raha tha gao ka raasta do taraf se jata hai dono raaste uske ghar ke pass se main us raaste se jane laga jo uske ghar se opposite hai wo june ki taptapati dhoopme nange pair parosi ke chat pe khare ho ke dekhte dekhte rone lagi maine uski taraf nahi dekha aur peeth ghumaye chale gaya kyon ke main jaanta hu ke wo meri kabhi nahi hogi .uske pita ne poore gao me mughe aawara ghosit karwa diya ke main daaru pita hu cigret pita hu unki beti ko cherta hu mere peeth piche kuch dino tak logo ne mughe bura kaha fir kuch dino baad logo ne ye bolna suru kar diya ke ladki ne bhi kuch na kuch kiya hoga fir ye baat mere 1 gao ke frnd ne mughe bataya to maine apne frnd se bola yaar jab tu logo ke beech ho pls speaker mobile ka khol dena aur usne aisa hi kiya maine bhi awwarao wali batain bolni suru kar di aur gao me sabki najro me awwara ban gaya.fir waha se aane ke baad maine mba kiya aur collage placement liya aur aaj kal job kar raha hu.aaj wo mughe dhoodti hai ke main wapas aa jau par main iss liye nahi jata kyon ke main kisi aur ke saath uski saadi hote nahi dekh sakta.aaj uski beti behan ka pati daily bari bari farmahise karta hai mughe gari chahiye aur bohot cheejo ke liye jor daalta hai .usne pechle 4 saal se apne bhai ke haatho pe rakhi nahi baandhi,apne pita se jada baat nahi karti hai.aaj kal main kewal paise se pyar karta hu kyon ke main dekhna chahta hu paise me aisa kya hai ke insaan kisi ka dil kewal paiso ke liye tor deta hai.mere frnds bolte hai ajnit tu paiso ka bhukha hai par aap jaan gaye honge main paise ka bhukha kyon hu.

 

 

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21 thoughts on “my struggle for my love – ajnit”

  1. kuch log karwibatain bolte hai sakt dikhte hai jaise uhe koi far nahi parta par unka dil mome se bhi naram hota hai wo kabhi kisi ka bura nahi kar sakte doosro ko taklif hone par unhe taklif hoti hai wo taklif hone pe muskura ke waha se hat jate hai..par log unhe bura samajhte hai wo darte hai ki agar wo kathor nahi bannenge to duniya unhe kuchal degi…main bhi kuch aisa hu par kisi ka maine kabhi bura na kiya na socha aur na soch sakta hu 1 janwar ki jaan bachane ke liye bhi apni jaan de sakta hu

  2. Haan aapko ek bar gao jaana chahiye aur unse baat b krni chahiye qki unhone b to aapke liye apne bhai aur apne ghr walo se acche se baat nhi krti hai isliye aap ko unse ek baar to zarur baat krni chahiye aapko agr hmri baatein glt lgi ho to sorry

  3. aap thik bol rahi ho sakshi main iss november me gao jane ki soch raha hu sorry main aapke comment ka response lete se de raha hu kyon ke office me jada kaam tha iss liye 2-3 din se time nahi mila kash ke uske gharwale maan jaye main usi waqt usse sadi kar lunga pls aap hum dono ke liye dua karna wo meri jindgi ki sabse bari khushi hai aur sayad wo aaj bhi mughe utna hi chahti ho..thank u sakshi

  4. sakshi main aapse 1 baat poochna chahta hu aaj main kaamyaab hu as a assistant manager indusind bank me job kar raha hu ur agle 2 saal baad bsm hounga aur after 7 years xperience branch manager kya uske ghar wale hamari saadi k liye maan jayenge.pls hum dono ke liye dua kijiyega sayad aap ki dua se hum dono hamesha ke liye 1 ho jaye

  5. haan Ajnit g hm bhagwan g se zarur aapke liye dua karenge ki aap dono hmesha hmesha k liye ek ho jao aur unke ghar wale aapke rishte k liye taiyaar ho jaaye ……. Aap aur aapka pyar hmesha khush rhe hmri dil se dua hai…….

  6. hi Mr.anjit aap k story bhut achi hai i knw waqt ni aapke sath galt kra par aj jo aap khud ki sath kar rahe ho kya vo thik hai plz bura mat maanna ek baat bolte hai hum mante hai ki paisa bhut jaruri hai aaj ki life ke liy par jo galti uske father ne ki aap kahi na kahi indirect way me vahi galti kar rahe ho aur Mr. anjit sacha pyr kbhi nhi milta kuki jo khud hi incomplete hai vo aap ko ya pyr karne walo ko kase pura kar skta hai so paisa khamo jarur par itna paise ki piche mat bagho ke baad me aapk pass kuch na rahe so plzzz sochna ye baat aur jetne log hote hai utne baate hote hai aaj aapk freds aapk galt samjhte hai kuki vo aapka past nhi jante to i knw aapk bura lagta hoga par plz apne pyr ke liy jeeo aur ghrwalo ke liy kanyab bano aapni life ko vast mat kro kese k baat ko pura karne k liy kuki u are good person to apni goodness mat karb karo
    ar kuch bura laga ho to I am Very Sorry………..

  7. thanks maya & rajni .par mugh me itni himmat nahi hai ke main use kisi aur ke saath jate dekh saku isi liye door rehta hu par iss november himmat kar ke ja raha hu iss ummed me ki sayad wo meri ho jaye hamesha ke liye…

  8. Ajnit ji pyar main ummed chhodna nahi chahiye. Aur aap logon ki baaten kyun sun rahe ho. Unka kaam hai bolna. Aaj bolenge kal bolenge aur chup ho jayenge bas. Agar unke baat sunte rahoge to kuch nahi kar paoge. Aap aapni pyar k bare main jara socho wo kese rehe rahi hogi. Struggle ka naam hi hai zindegi. Chahe wo pyar k liye ya money k liye yaaa kuch v….. aap ko ek bar aur try karna chahiye use pane k liye. Plz aapne pyar ko harne mat do try karo pane k liye. Unke dad se baat karo. 4years ho gaye kya aap sure ho k wo aaj v aapse pyar karti hai agar sure ho to hurry up . God bless u.

  9. thanks jyotika wo aaj bhi mughe chahti hai mughe frnd se sab pata chal jata hai 3-4 din pehle usne call kiya aur main hello hallo bolta raha wo chup chap meri awaz sunti rahi pechle 4 saalo me na jane kitni baar usne aise hi kiya hai jab bhi aisa koi call aata hai main samajh jata hu wo mughe miss kar rahi hai aur jab apne frnd se poochta hu to wo bolta hai usi ka no. hai kyon ke uska bhai mere frnd ka frnd hai isi liya uska no. hamesha uske pass rehta hai.wo 1 chote se gao ki ladki hai jise bare bohot achhe lagte hai aap ye samajh sakte ho jo kabhi apne gao se bahar nahi nikli ho use bahar ki duniya kitni achhi lagti hai ha main iss nov. gao ja raha hu 1 baar aur apni kismat ko aajmane

  10. Ok frnd best of luck. Aap ko aapna pyar jaldi se miljaye. Han ab late mat karna aur gaaon se sadi karke aana. Use aur intezar mat karaao. My gud wishes for urmrd lyf(advanced)……..

  11. thank you frnds aap logo ki duaoke liye .suraj meri taraf se dua hai aap sabhi frnds ke liye ke bhagwan aap sabhi ko khusia de aur jo nark ki jindgi maine ji hai wo kabhi kisi dushman ko bhi na de .
    bhagwan aap sabhi ko husiya de

  12. heart toching stroy dude…………….aap jaldi gaao jao aur sadi krke jaldi waps aao..
    …best of luck……….

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