my story- dont know what to say – suzen

hello friend main dubara apne bare m kuch likhne ki koshish kar rahi hu pata nahi main aap logo k comments pad bhi paugi ya nahi mari aakaho m aashuo ka sailab hai maine aap logo k pehle k comments pade pata nahi unhe padkar main sad hu ya deva k jawab se mujhe lag raha hai ki mujhe suicide kar leni chahiye mujhe pata hai meri kahani m galat bate thi such kahu tho main unhe likhna nahi chahti thi per main pura sach likhna chahti thi ish liye maine meri aur deva ki sabhi baato ko likha ,dosto main apne parents ki sabse aacchi aur sacchi baeti thi sach kahu tho main jhut bahut kam bolti thi aur agar bolti bhi thi tho mujhe ush per bahut afsose hota tha per jab deva n mujhe se pehli baar love u kaha tho meri life m jhot bhi aa gaya main kewal pyaar nahi karna chahti thi ishliye main ushse jhoot bolti thi per mujhe pata tha ki ye jhot bolna mujhe mahga padega dosto kuch mahino se maine faisla kar liya tha ki main jhot nahi bolugi deva se aur apne ko pehle jaisa banaugi kyoki hum dono ne ek dushre se baat karna kam kar diya tha aur ek baar phir meri life m sukun ho gaya aur meri sach bolne ki aadat bhi aa gayi sab kuch theek tha main deva ko bhulne lagi thi per wo daily mujhe phone karta tha main 2 min baat karti aur phone rakh deti per phir se hum ek dushre ko phone karne lage per ek din meri life m aisa aaya jisne mujhe ye ehsaas karaya ki main deva se bahut pyaar karti hu ghar per mere liye ek rista aaya jab mujhe pata chala tho na jane kyo mujhe ek aazeeb se bechine hone lagi ma! ine raat ko hi deva ko ph kiya main ro rahi thi deva meri aawaz sun kar samaj gaya ki main kuch gadbad hai maine ushse kaha sab theek hai phir hum kuch der tak baat karte rahe ab hum shirf phone per baat karte the kyoki mujhe pata tha milne per wo shirf mujhe touch karne k baare m sochta hai ishliye hum sirf phone Per baat karte rahe phir ushka free coupon khatam ho gaya ushne kaha ki main hi humesa coupon dalwata hu ish baar tum dalwao maine kaha girls aisa nahi karti ushne kaha kyo nahi kar sakti meri fd nidi tho mujhe se humesha khud hi baat karti thi maine kaha abhi main market m nahi hu bus m hu raat m ushne mujhse baat ki hum phir se raat 2 phar baat karte 24 march ko mujhe office se holiday mila maine kaha main free hu ushne kaha ok hum milege 23 march ko wo mere saath aaya mathra m hi ushki di ka ghar tha maine ushe apni scooty de aur kaha ki mujhe kal 9 baje lene aa jana wo mujhe 24 ki subah ko lene aa gaya phie hum park m baith kar baat karte rahe maine kaha mujhe movie dekhni hai ushne kaha aaj ki movie tum dhikhao mere paas jaida paise nahi the 140 rs the maine kaha theek hai hum dono apna apna ticket kar lete hai kyoki mujhe petrol bhi dalwana hai scooty m phir hum dono gent vinod movie dekhne gaye aur wahi hua jo humesa hota hai ushne mere itna mana karne per phi mujhe galat tarah se touch kiya per mujhe movie dekhni thi maine kaha tum ish mamle m sudhar nahi sakte ushne kaha nahi humne phir park m baitne k decision liya kyoki hum dono k paas jaida paise nahi the ishliye hum university k paas bait gaye mere paas atm tha jish se mujhe paise nikaal kar apne fd ko dene the maine kuch hazar rs nikale apne liye 1000 maine kaha chalo deva hum resturaht chal kar bhatore khate hai phir hum ghar aa gaye deva mujhse puchta raha ki tum kish ko paise de rahi ho maine kaha fd ko maine liye the ish liye wapas kar rahi hu kyoki 3 month se meri salary nahi aayi thi main deva se nahi magti thi kyoki ushke paas khud hi kabhi nahi hote the ghar pahuch kar mujhe pata chala ki mujhe ladke wale dekhne aa rahe hai mujhe! samaj n ahi aaya ki kya karu maine deva ko call ki lekin tab tak di aa gayi jaldi m maine ph off kar diya shaam ko 7 baje maine deva se kaha ki mujhe aaj raat ko lene aa jana hum dono delhi chale kayege phir court marriage kar lege pehle tho ushne ha kaha phir dubara call karke pucha tumhare paas kitne paise hoge maine kaha mere paas tho kewal 500 rs hai aur dekhugi tho sayad pure 1000 ho jaye ushne kaha mere paas abhi ek bhi rs nahi hai main aise tumhe lekar nahi bhaguga maine kaha koi aur le jayega tab kya karege maine kaha pls deva mujhe le chalo main kishi aur se shaadi nahi karna chahti ush ne kaha tumhara faisala ek jaisa nahi hota hai main 1000 rs m tumhe nahi le jauga hum kaha rahege kya karege agar tumhare parents ne case kar diya tho mujhe bahut rona aa raha tha maine kaha jaise sab rehte hai waise rah lege ushne kaha tumhari job ka kya maine kaha pata nahi kyoki main bas ushke saat jana chahti thi ushne kaha pehle ye batao tumne aaj jo paise nikale the kise de diye maine kaha tum un paiso k peech kyo ho ushne kaha ki tum kisi galat rah per ho main tumhare saath nahi ja sakta tum kisi aur se shaadi kar lo mere pairo tale zameen khiskak gayi mujhe samaj nahi aaya ki main kya karu bas main roye ja rahi thi main ye soch bhi nahi sakti thi ki main kisi aur se shaadi kar lu per maine gusse m kaha theek hai kar lugi aur main raat bhar roti rahi main ab ushe bhul nahi sakti kyoki main ab bakai m ushse bahut pyaar karti hu agar main ushse shaadi nahi kar payi tho suicide kar lugi kyoki ushne mujhe touch kiya hai aur main nahi chahti ki koi aur mujhe chuye der hi se sahi per mujhe ushi se pyaar hai per ab shaayad wo mujhe pyaar nahi karta dosto main ushe bhul nahi sakti kyoki wo hi mera pehla aur aakhiri pyaar hai aur main shadi karke kisi aur ko dhoka nahi dena chahti dost mana maine suro m pyaar se dur rehne k liye bahut jhot bole per phir bhi mujhe ye rog ho gaya ab mujhe batao ki main kya karu mera mann ye kahani likhte likhte thoda sa halka zarur ho gaya hai per faisla lene ki himmat mujh m nahi hai dost! o pls me ri dono kahani ko padd kar mujhe sahi salah do mujhe pata hai kuch dosto ne meri story ko porn kaha ishke k liye main humesha hi sharminda hu per agar main batao ko chupati tho aap log sahi rai kaise dete dosto meri kahani ka ek ek akhsar sahi hai pls mujhe sahi salah de ki main kya karu pls dosto pls mujhe aap logo k jawab ka intazar rahega agar main jeewit rahi tho kyoki meri jeene ki koi iccha nahi hai kyoki agar meri shaadi kisi aur se ho gayi tho main apni jaan de dugi…..:………………..suzen  

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11 thoughts on “my story- dont know what to say – suzen”

  1. Dear, Suzen…. Har kisi ki life my apny apny pareshani hoty h. lakin iska ya matlab nahi k ham societ kr ly. Shayad tum sa bhe kahi zada log apny life ma dukhi hoty h

  2. Dont do this. khudkushi kr k kiya milega? usey dikha do k tum uss k bagair zinda reh sakti ho. get married with the one your parents have chosen for you. Tumharey maa baap ko tumharey chale janey k baad kitna dukh hoga iss ka tumhain andaza b nahi hai. zindagi bohat khoobsoorat cheez hai. dont loose it. live happily and take my advice. get married.

  3. I dont understand about sucide…
    Kya yahi happy ending he….suzen you r educated n good girl….so just think abt it… I know, u choose wrong person,,,,lekin agar me tumhari jagah hota to me use ek buri aadat samajh leta aur dhire dhire use meri life se dur karta…. And most important rhing, jitna tu use pyar karti he usse kahi jyada log tujhe pyar karte jaise mom,dad and family,,so leave it and just open new chapter of life wisely….i pray u will get blessings n success in ur life…. And understand ur life value which is million times expesive then sucide… I hope you are understanding yourself…
    Your goodwisher friend..

  4. suzen pls sucide k bare mai sochna bhi mt kyoki her preshani ka sollution sucide nhi hota or tum ek aise insaan k liye apni jaan dene ki baat kr rhi ho jise tum se kabhi pyar tha hi nhi suzen mene bhi apne pyar ko apne mma papa k liye chod kr ek aise ldke se shadi ki h jise mai psnd nhi krti thi but mujhe ab koi afsos nhi h kyoki wo mujhe bhut pyar krta h jitna maine socha bhi nhi tha so pls jo ldka tumhare mma papa ne tumhare liye psnd kiya h usse shadi kr lo ho skta h wo tumhe deva se jyada pyar kre

  5. yar suzan mari or tumhari story same hai………mane bi sucd k bare mai socha tha……..par jab mane apnai frnds or apnai parents ko dekha to aisa laga ki mai galat kar rahi hu aisa mostly sabke sath hota h……….tum ek acha frnd group bno aisai frnd bno jo tumhai samje or life ko khub enjoy karo……….or ha us ladke ko bina sunay mat chodna, or dekhna ek din khud vo tumhare pichai ayega kyuki bhagwan ki lathi mai awaj ni hoti par lagti jor sai h dear….so enjoy this life realy yeh life tumhai bhot achi lage gi jab tum uskai bare mai sochna chod kar life ko enjoy karna shuru kar doge

  6. priya:hey dont b a fool,jo tumhare parents kehte hai vo kro n main thing koi job kro jisse tum busy rahogi…trust me khud ko busy rkho aur negetive thoughts ko aane mat do..vo apni life mai khush h tum ye sb krke pagal mt bno..b a girl of this century tum villeger nhi ho…b a educated girl..nt a fool.

  7. hi suzan umar sayad aapse chota ho skta hu bt experience me nhi jo aapke sath hua galti se mai ek ladki se aisa he kiya tha bt meri story kuch alag thi kyuki meri gf ka bhai mera bst frnd tha so mujhe aisa krna pda tha bt bad me mujhe bohot afsos hua to usse mafi mangne gya to usn emujhe pehchanne se bhi inkar kr diya jbki mai bhi use touch kiya tha bt mai khus hu ki aaj uski jindagi savar gyi wo mere gum me to nhi jee wo aage bdhi aur 6 months after uski shadi h wo bhi achha ladka h mujhe bhi apna akelapan door krna tha to ek gf to mili bt wo kisi aur se pyar krti h so ab mai akela he reh gya hu ab mujhe apni har galti ka ehsas hota h aur ab sirf sbko milane ka kaam krta hu ek loveguru ki trah kya kru ab sirf doosro ko jb milata hu to bohot khusi milti h khud to na mila bt kisi ko to milaya aap apni jindagi ek nye sire se shuru kro bs yhi khunga ab jo mila wo aapko hmesha khus rakhe puri jindagi aapka har wqt sath de kbhi hmari koi jrurt hui to hme meri mail id pr mail kr dijiyega ([email protected]) i wish aap smjhdar ho apni jindgi nye sire se shuru krengi

  8. dekhiye suzen aap aatm hatya jaisi bato se bilkul ye sab mat sochiye ye buri bat hai kal date mai aapke mami papa aapse ye puche beta aap kyo aatm hatya kar rahi ho to aap yahi jawab do gi kya mai ne ek ladke se pyar kiya or wo dhoka de diya is liye.or jab aap ke papa aap se ye kahe maine to aap ko bachpan se pyar kiya hai kya us pyar ka koi mol nahi.to aap kanhi ki nahi rahogi.jo ladke ya ladki paisa ke piche aapne pyar se umeed rakhte hai ya risto ko paisa ke adhar par tolte hai wo pyar nahi .so plese aap waqt ka intjar karo sab kuch thik ho jayega ye waqt gam bhi deta hai or khusi bhi.mene ye sab saha hai is karan aap ko bata raha hu.plese bus waqt ka intjar karo sab thik ho jayega. suraj

  9. hi,dekhiye ye sucide jaisi jo chiz hoti hai vo buzdili ki nishani hai..kuch ni milta isse…aap aise insan k liye sucide krna chah ri hai jo aapko kuch smjhta hi ni hai..sirf aapko use karna janta janta h..shit on him…aap apne maa baap k bare me nhi soch ri jinhe aap se sachcha pyar h vo ma jisne 9 month aapko apne andr rkha phir zindgi di…aap aise bure insaan k liye unki di hui zindgi khatm karna chahti hai..akhir aapka b to maa baap pr frz hai…jab tak choti thi aap maa baap ki sun kr chali aap or koi problm me ni aayi…or badi hote hi apne faisle kar k apni mrzi se jee k kya mila….so dear..jis ladke se aapke prents shadi karna chate hai kar le…abhi taklif hogi but unke chaehre ki khushi ko dekhne k liye sb tklif seh liye insallh aap ko koi gam bhi nhi chuega..is chiz ki mai khud mai misal hu..maa baap ki psndse maine bhi shadi ki h or beintha pyar krne wala hmsfr mila h..read my story mohobbton ka aashiyan..in march..tacre n get married.sweetu

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